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kerbnix
31-08-2007, 02:19 PM
I'm new to the site, just registered actually so hello to you all. I've enjoyed reading these posts and thought i'd start a thread with a few questions and experiences.
I don't know what the attitude to hallucinogenic and mind altering drugs are here, but i know David has experimented in his life time.

My most vivid and realistic vision came after taking three mdma pills. This is not a recommendation to anyone, but the experience I had during and after the trip has changed my life.

I left the room i was sitting in and was transported to a dark cloudy place. Full of grey and black shades. It was very grim and gritty. It was silent with a very fearful atmosphere. There were dark people all walking towards a pyramid. They were walking to the capstone of the pyramid which had a door in front of it. To the left of the door was an all seeing eye symbol which lit up as people passed. This was God, the creator, the power of the universe (whatever you guys want to call it).

The first thing that struck me was that even know God was judging each person that approached the capstone, it was the person himself that decided whether he was going to heaven or not. To the left of the all seeing eye, there was a foggy stair case with screams coming from it. I knew where they led.

I went to walk into heaven but i felt a tap on my shoulder. I met a guy in a blue-ish armour with dark hair and a stern face. He told me that he was one of the horsemen of the apocalypse and he had a message for me.

He took me to hell. It was horrid. There were human-like demons that took great pleasure in whipping the souls. The residents of hell were treated like cattle. All bunched up in a dark cave and being whipped. The screams were unbearable. The horseman told me that I didnt want to end up in there.

He flew me up high into the sky until we came to massive grassy field. We flew above eight pillars - four pillars long, two pillars wide. There were steps leading up to these pillars. The horseman took me down and told me to listen to two guys that were talking on the steps. It was Jesus and Moses. I didnt actually hear what they were saying because I was busy trying to find the meaning of the pillars. This still bugs me to this day. The horseman then told me that this is where i want to end up.

He then took me to space and told me that this trip is to be taken very seriously. I told him that I was on drugs and how could I know that this is real. He then mounted his horse, pulled up a shield and flashed a blinding light at me. This light was a colour i'd never seen before. I now remember it as a mixture of black and blue, but that is because even during the dream, i couldnt comprehend the colour.

He then told me that armageddon draws near and many will perish. He said that it will be his doing. He plucked a body from space and launched it at Earth. It hit the Americas. There was a wash of colour and energy travelling through space. It looked beautiful. He told me that 1/3rd of the earth will be destroyed and two thirds of all life will. This will be the beginning.

Then I woke up. But im changed. I won't go on all about how just yet, I'll lurk here some more, add my two cents to discussions and gradually let the info slip when the time comes. But I have a lot of faith that the end is coming soon. I also fear that many will we sent to hell because whether you are religious or not, people are too selfish, evil, greedy and deceitful.

I want to know if anyone else has had these experiences and wants to share. Or if any experts can pin point certain details in my story and educate me.

Thanks for reading

tejas
31-08-2007, 03:55 PM
Firstly, welcome to the forumn! Its an interesting place with interesting people :)

told him that I was on drugs and how could I know that this is real.

Yes, it is very important to be careful of what you see. In these NDE/Drug/Higher realms, you see things that are contained already within your current belief system. This means that what you see is an illusion! It may feel more real then waking life but it is still an illusion none the less! In essence, you do not ever know if it is real. I suggest that since you are seeing Jesus, Moses and other biblical things, and since your 'vision' is very similar to the book of revelation that subconsciously you have some belief systems of a christian/biblical bias.

It is always important to note what Terrence Mckenna use to say;
'Just because you meet extra-dimensional beings, and you learn things from them, it doesn't mean they are telling you the truth!'

This is especially true of heaven/hell type archetypes.

binhdinh_khiwarrior
31-08-2007, 05:47 PM
wow.

i would suggest though that you try to reach that level without the drugs,. drugs make u "out of control"unless u experience it many times- so maybe somethign wanted to give u an experience while in a level that u can not control (becoz it's the first time u were there) so you would tell everyone. i believe in maifest destiny, in the sence that we create what we believe to be real, so if many people beleive something will happen then it will. i have gone to otehr realms through meditation, the first tiem i was in copntrol-coz what eva is living there didn't realise for at least a few seconds that i was there, then i got "made" to leave, so the next time iwent bak to the same place (which was this dimenton, but another realm existing at this level-if that makes sence-you can't half tell i got into hallucinogens can u?) that time i sisn't go to the same place, i was 'taken" to a face, a being of some sort was just staringat me, and it didn't look happy, it was liek saying "stop" coz we can fuck u up if we like, it din't convey any msg, andi havn't seen it since...

kerbnix
31-08-2007, 08:44 PM
Thank you for your replies guys.

I'm not one of those "believers" that looks for excuses and biased info to support my story. So i'd like to hear any info related to dreams, trips and hallucinations.

My second trip was after smoking skunk. It continued from the last story. But five minutes before the astronomical body hit the earth. There were lots of sparkles, crackling and electricity in the sky, and then a large object shot through directly above me and exploded. These arent like normal dreams or weird trips where you see things. These feel significant (well to me anyway).

i've been reading about nibiru and Elis over the last two days and i'm trying to research as much as i can about the 2012 armageddon "prophecies"

I just find it frustrating that a lot of members of the community are young kids and teenagers that believe in paranormal and conspiracy theories because it makes their life more interesting. A lot of information on the net is often one sided with very little sourcing and citations. Has everyone here got an opinion that they would die for or is anyone just looking for the truth?

p.s Binhdinh, your post would be appreciated more if i could read it. I'm not sure if english is your first language, but text talk and bad english is very difficult to understand for those without a native tongue. I find posts with bad spelling and grammar damages the credability of information in a topic.

binhdinh_khiwarrior
02-09-2007, 12:37 AM
fare enuff, ur welcome to take what I say as credible or not that's up to you. i'm lazy and that's me take it leave it. english is my first-japanese second, vietamese third and i'm currently doing a double degree...

steevo
02-09-2007, 01:01 AM
Hello kerbnix welcome to the forums.
I personally dont do drugs so never had any of these hallucinogenic experiences. Having said that i would not try to judge people who do use these substances but I would say that it would be beneficial to the forums if we make sure that comments posted on here are not mis-interpreted as trying to promote drug use :)

binhdinh_khiwarrior
02-09-2007, 01:35 AM
Hello kerbnix welcome to the forums.
I personally dont do drugs so never had any of these hallucinogenic experiences. Having said that i would not try to judge people who do use these substances but I would say that it would be beneficial to the forums if we make sure that comments posted on here are not mis-interpreted as trying to promote drug use :)

y not? other postings (eg Agate...) are call to go kill cunts...and noone seems to mind...

steevo
02-09-2007, 09:14 AM
y not? other postings (eg Agate...) are call to go kill cunts...and noone seems to mind...

I see your point binhdinh_khiwarrior, but maybe these articles might appear on the mainstram media news (to dis-credit us and David Icke) stating that David Icke fans are all on drugs and want to kill people.

Maybe I am wrong to worry about this, but this is a "war of information" that we are fighting in order to spread the "truth", and this could go against us. Maybe i shouldnt worry so much, I'm not sure :confused:

binhdinh_khiwarrior
02-09-2007, 09:24 AM
are all on drugs and want to kill people.

>it's funny because it's true....

yeah i know what u mean, that wouldn't be good for ickey...ahhh sigh, i guess i have to stop talking about my 2 favorite subjects, drugs and people who have taken to many-gone crazy- and want to kill people....

steevo
02-09-2007, 09:33 AM
>it's funny because it's true....

yeah i know what u mean, that wouldn't be good for ickey...ahhh sigh, i guess i have to stop talking about my 2 favorite subjects, drugs and people who have taken to many-gone crazy- and want to kill people....

lol yeah :D

skyver
02-09-2007, 02:09 PM
MDMA is a very powerful tool. But everyone obviously reacts differently so I won't go as far as to push people to try it. I can only go from my own experiences, & Is it not better to be honest about your views?

I took a load of MDMA at my mates house & being the greedy bastard that I am, when I left I took some more. Now I couldn't get any higher so god knows why I did this. Anyway I was about a 30 min walk away from my house & It starts hitting in to hard - as in "my god, i'm dying?!" I mean real fear. The next thing, now this is gonna sound CRAZY! I turn into "liquid light"
I actually remember something making me rise off the ground up this long hill back to mine. The next thing Im on my bed but I'm out of my body & I can see my original body looking sound asleep? But that's not the end! There was a man standing at my window bathed in light. He starts talking to me, now normally if some stranger was in your room you'd FREAK bigtime but it felt like I knew him. Now for the final bit which kinda proved all this really happened. I used to make house/techno music (bear with me here) & In an issue of a music mag they were boasting at the end pages to buy the next issue when it comes out as they will be the 1st mag to review a new synth that everyone could'nt wait for. Now, of all the things we spoke about he brings up about this music mag saying they won't review the new synth & why they won't be able to. Next morning I get up & ring my mate & ask him if we
had any conversations about music mags etc, he says no & I tell him about my journey home & all what happened & for us to keep an eye out for the next issue of this music mag. 1 month later as the man said, they apologised as they couldn't review the synth in time:eek:

There's been other times as well, I didn't want to bring this up but I know where ur coming from what you said!