anyone else getting confused?

[joss classey]

i'm beginning to get quite confused. there seems to be so much information just getting hammered into my brain. can anyone else feel this too?
everything seems so plausible one minute and then there's that doubt which comes back. you remember one thing and it's all right once again. suddenly there's something new. then you worry about what you thought you were sure about 2 hours ago is somehow going to be forgotten.
to be honest, i feel like i'm going a bit mad.

[herebynightfall]

i know exactly what you mean.

i've been getting this huge pressure in my head lately.

i feel like my brain is getting too big for my skull due to overload of information.

and yeah, also i lose track of things that i learn and love, and get lost in my own thoughts, until my brain feels like scrambled eggs.

my theory is that i've started using previously untapped parts of my mind and for those parts of the brain to work correctly.. they need to expand and get charged with electrical jolts that come from intense new thought and perspective.

sort of like creating possibilities that weren't there before. and it hurts in your mind, equally as much as it hurts in your daily life, during your awakening stage.

my intuition is telling me that it's nothing to fear, and it's natural for evolution of the mind to occur.

[mada88]

i'm beginning to get quite confused. there seems to be so much information just getting hammered into my brain. can anyone else feel this too?
everything seems so plausible one minute and then there's that doubt which comes back. you remember one thing and it's all right once again. suddenly there's something new. then you worry about what you thought you were sure about 2 hours ago is somehow going to be forgotten.
to be honest, i feel like i'm going a bit mad.

Its Problem-Confusion-Solution my friend! Its called mind control. You could spend your whole life on the internet watching the videos and reading the websites. Its just like going in one big circle. You just devour in-formation like a sheep its grass. Wanting more and more new shocks to satisfiy your taste buds of "truth".
I question I would like to ask is.........Are people addicted to this open cons-piracy? Its like OMG they are doing what to us! :eek: tell me more. Would you like to know more?
Maybe its about laziness.

[joss classey]

Its Problem-Confusion-Solution my friend! Its called mind control. You could spend your whole life on the internet watching the videos and reading the websites. Its just like going in one big circle. You just devour in-formation like a sheep its grass. Wanting more and more new shocks to satisfiy your taste buds of "truth".
I question I would like to ask is.........Are people addicted to this open cons-piracy? Its like OMG they are doing what to us! :eek: tell me more. Would you like to know more?
Maybe its about laziness.

conspiracies about conspiracies

a new truth which is better than the other truth which apparently sheds light on that other lie which i used to apparently believe was a truth too

i am not here to do what you assume

or hope that you don't assume something about me because i show honesty.

i think all we really want here is to have a common understanding. right now though. that simply isn't happening.

i guess patience is the only way forward.

[joss classey]

my intuition is telling me that it's nothing to fear, and it's natural for evolution of the mind to occur.

i can certainly agree with that sentiment

it's nice to know that there are like-minded people out there.

like the thing you were saying today about how we forget the astonishing brilliance of our minds. i remember telling somebody on a bus that i had mind control. i said to them that i can influence the environment with the power of my mind.
i held my bottle and thought of something that made my hands sweat (i thought of my fear of heights). the heat from my hand created condensation inside the bottle. that idea for me at that moment was very profound.

[james777]

i'm beginning to get quite confused. there seems to be so much information just getting hammered into my brain. can anyone else feel this too?
everything seems so plausible one minute and then there's that doubt which comes back. you remember one thing and it's all right once again. suddenly there's something new. then you worry about what you thought you were sure about 2 hours ago is somehow going to be forgotten.
to be honest, i feel like i'm going a bit mad.

Don't worry, it's called a 'learning process'! Most people don't realize it's a process and get confused about what to doubt and what to accept. Your brain is quite capable of filing all information into correct formation. It is you/ego that causes the confusion.

When man was first created we were selfless and didn't have these problems.....part of the punishment for turning our backs on the creator is 'un-sureness'....that's why we must have faith to even begin to believe in God the creator and through time he eliminates our doubts......stay strong......

[joss classey]

Don't worry, it's called a 'learning process'! Most people don't realize it's a process and get confused about what to doubt and what to accept. Your brain is quite capable of filing all information into correct formation. It is you/ego that causes the confusion.

When man was first created we were selfless and didn't have these problems.....part of the punishment for turning our backs on the creator is 'un-sureness'....that's why we must have faith to even begin to believe in God the creator and through time he eliminates our doubts......stay strong......

well i'm glad i'm not like 'most people' then

[shodan]

i know exactly what you mean.

i've been getting this huge pressure in my head lately.

i feel like my brain is getting too big for my skull due to overload of information.

and yeah, also i lose track of things that i learn and love, and get lost in my own thoughts, until my brain feels like scrambled eggs.

my theory is that i've started using previously untapped parts of my mind and for those parts of the brain to work correctly.. they need to expand and get charged with electrical jolts that come from intense new thought and perspective.

sort of like creating possibilities that weren't there before. and it hurts in your mind, equally as much as it hurts in your daily life, during your awakening stage.

my intuition is telling me that it's nothing to fear, and it's natural for evolution of the mind to occur.

Wow, thats exactly how I see it.

I've started taking time out from the overload of info by doing intense gaming on the xbox and walking everywhere that I used to drive to. It consolidates everything and helps immensley - as long as I keep it up I feel incredible. When I'm not taking the time out, it gets insane.

[joss classey]

sleep also usually helps sort shit out

[lightbeing]

Wow, thats exactly how I see it.

I've started taking time out from the overload of info by doing intense gaming on the xbox and walking everywhere that I used to drive to. It consolidates everything and helps immensley - as long as I keep it up I feel incredible. When I'm not taking the time out, it gets insane.

This sounds great advice shodan, Bioshock here I come!;):)

I'm finding it hard to concentrate on things at the moment, my mind feels overloaded as well:eek:

[lydia78]

conspiracies about conspiracies

a new truth which is better than the other truth which apparently sheds light on that other lie which i used to apparently believe was a truth too

i think all we really want here is to have a common understanding. right now though. that simply isn't happening.

i guess patience is the only way forward.


Hi Joss:)

I feel it's a natural process to feel this way, as we readjust our mindsets, the

old social constructs get thrown out the window - only to rebuild again..

It doesn't help that there is so much contradictory information kicking about,

yet at the same time it can be seen an opportunity for us to enhance our

intuition and discernment of what is true of us and what isn't.

of course good ol' fashioned patience helps too, but with ourselves as much

as for others....we all cross the threshold of dissolution of old thinking

patterns, but it's cool, all part of the process...enjoy the ride!!:D

[bigus_dickus]

empty your mind and set it free of all beliefs, for all beliefs are false.

that's what you actually do unconsciously when you reach an emotional "critical point".

the truth is not contained in any belief and thought. it can't be, it would reduce it to the mundane and insignificant.

the mind is a beautiful instrument, that can be used properly when used consciously. it is a burden, when it becomes the driver and sucks the life out of your being when it uses you unconsciously.

your mind is you, but you are not your mind. what your mind does, is create clouds that block the light of your gaze.

shut the mind down and let your light shine to the cosmos.

[cf24]

Its a roller coaster of a ride this whole arena. There is so much information out there it can be difficult to work out the truth. It takes time in my experience to read, digest and feel your way through it. It has helped me to take breaks from the information and try and get on with things and the answers will flow naturally as the events in your life unfold, you will see the old way of thinking break down to be filled with a new understanding.

The shock of how deep the lies and deception that have constructed your life do take some time to adjust to, but revel in the fact that you no longer need to conform to the bullshit and fear that held you there, you are on the road to freedom, so keep the faith and all will be well.........:)

[space lizard]

3 possible senarios, the good the bad and the ugly.

The Good,
Your awakening, the pressure is physical atrophy of the mind as doors are unlocking and your becoming a god in your own universe. You ego has too much invested in this reality and is putting up a fight as you ascend and begin the path to oneness. You are discovering that reality is an illusion and your mind is grasping for the rails like a drowning man, each time you think there something solid to hold onto it dissapears beacause after all reaility is an illusion. Your ego is begging you to stop and get off the rollercoaster. People in here have been though the exact same shit and after a few months are happy and relaxed and feel a duty to coach newbies through what is the worst experience of your life but potentialy the the jailbreak that will make you happy for the rest of your life, no matter what happens.

The Bad
Is just a chemical imbalance, your family has a history of mental illness, in 6 months you'll be a jellyfish and your life is about to fall apart.

The Ugly
Your the last living creature on earth, Your actually a musk ox that wondered out of the hollow earth, but we have programmed a human mind into your brain and held you in a lucid stasis dream. Everyone in here is a 4th dimensional spirit, were just fucking with your head to feed off your emotions. David Icke is a lizard and is setting up an immaginary army of scarred people in your head in preperation for the fake alien invasion of 12 12 2012. We are sending paranoia into your mind which makes you think The CIA and CI5 are monitoring everything you look up on the internet. Latter you'll find you've been implanted with a biochip as a child, but this wont be untill you have assasinated your favorite celebrity whist reading catcher and the rye. Then you will be sent to a holographic prison where you will be interrogated by agent smith and when we have drained every ouch of sweat from your mind we will then trigger the suicide program and then the heaven programe, but you won't be getting in because St Peter has a long list of porno sites with your IP address on them. You'll then be sent to the illusion of hell and burnt for the last remaining ounces of emotion for us to feed on. After that we will just spend eternity masturbating as we watch reruns of your life birth, death and afterlife on betamax from our lower forth dimensional caverns. The whole time this is going on, beings invisible to even us are watching from the 5th dimension, they are feeding off of our exitement at your suffering. One day they will reveal themselves as a race of giant carniverous dungbeetles which have been rolling the planets of our solar system around the sun since the birth of the universe. Which happened when a school boy in the 6th diminsion sneezed and wiped his hand across a fence that had a snail trail across it. That snail is having a nervous break down right now, because I pointed him out and he's worried I know he is god.

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Fuckin' hell I'm a funny bastard :D

Obviously it's one of the first 2 answers. - Is there a history of madness or intelligence in your genes. Maybe a bit of both. In that case Good Luck.

[mada88]

Don't worry, it's called a 'learning process'! Most people don't realize it's a process and get confused about what to doubt and what to accept. Your brain is quite capable of filing all information into correct formation. It is you/ego that causes the confusion.

When man was first created we were selfless and didn't have these problems.....part of the punishment for turning our backs on the creator is 'un-sureness'....that's why we must have faith to even begin to believe in God the creator and through time he eliminates our doubts......stay strong......

Why do you believe that "god" is a man? women have more to do in the creation process then men do. I suppose god must be a man do fuck things up this bad like carlin says.

[celtic isis]

i'm beginning to get quite confused. there seems to be so much information just getting hammered into my brain. can anyone else feel this too?
everything seems so plausible one minute and then there's that doubt which comes back. you remember one thing and it's all right once again. suddenly there's something new. then you worry about what you thought you were sure about 2 hours ago is somehow going to be forgotten.
to be honest, i feel like i'm going a bit mad.

don't worry joss, you're in good, understanding and sympathetic company to you plight here :D

this is what the awakening process does, we've all been through it. It eases off at times, then comes back, always happens to me coming on here! There's too much info on this forum!

i know i've often felt that both my heart and my head will explode!

it's perfectly normal! :) and don't worry about forgetting, it's all in there, all you need to KNOW, it's already there!

[kashmirz]

move your mind to another state of time, it makes it easier to absorb and re commence study quickly, this is how i manage to be able to ..well ... never stop :)

[brotherapostate]

Patience, the road to truth has many turns.

[shodan]

Everything is everything
What is meant to be, will be
After winter, must come spring
Change, it comes eventually

I wrote these words for everyone
Who struggles in their youth
Who won't accept deception
Instead of what is truth
It seems we lose the game,
Before we even start to play
Who made these rules? We're so confused
Easily led astray
Let me tell ya that
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
After winter, must come spring
Everything is everything

I philosophy
Possibly speak tongues
Beat drum, Abyssinian, street Baptist
Rap this in fine linen
From the beginning
My practice extending across the atlas
I begat this
Flippin' in the ghetto on a dirty mattress
You can't match this rapper / actress
More powerful than two Cleopatras
Bomb graffiti on the tomb of Nefertiti
MCs ain't ready to take it to the Serengeti
My rhymes is heavy like the mind of Sister Betty
L. Boogie spars with stars and constellations
Then came down for a little conversation
Adjacent to the king, fear no human being
Roll with cherubims to Nassau Coliseum
Now hear this mixture
Where hip hop meets scripture
Develop a negative into a positive picture

Now, everything is everything
What is meant to be, will be
After winter, must come spring
Change, it comes eventually

Sometimes it seems
We'll touch that dream
But things come slow or not at all
And the ones on top, won't make it stop
So convinced that they might fall
Let's love ourselves then we can't fail
To make a better situation
Tomorrow, our seeds will grow
All we need is dedication

Let me tell ya that,
Everything is everything
Everything is everything
After winter, must come spring
Everything is everything

Everything is everything
What is meant to be, will be
After winter, must come spring
Change, it comes eventually

Lauryn Hill

[joss classey]

thanks guys

i have come out of the dark place

i can now see everything for what it truly is

i have learnt to work with what i know. what i can see with my eyes. what i can feel and taste.

i have found in myself the desire to connect with my loved ones. something which i have neglected recently.

all along i was fighting the world around me.

now i truly understand rising above it.

all the fear out there. it's all bullshit.

freedom is just a moments thought away

THANKS GUYS! LOVE AND PEACE TO YOU ALL

[Anders Lindman]

i'm beginning to get quite confused. there seems to be so much information just getting hammered into my brain. can anyone else feel this too?
everything seems so plausible one minute and then there's that doubt which comes back. you remember one thing and it's all right once again. suddenly there's something new. then you worry about what you thought you were sure about 2 hours ago is somehow going to be forgotten.
to be honest, i feel like i'm going a bit mad.

In the past we thought the more information the better. That's true to some extent, because too little information will not be enough. But today when we already have zillions of terabytes of information it's becoming more and more important to have quality information rather than quantity information.

[eternal_spirit]

Part of the conspiracy is the Conspiracy theories. I read something in a book or a website, then read something about the same thing which told me a completely different version of the conspiracy than the book?website I previously read. So I decided to talk to a friend, who had read another version of the conspiracy ( theory means nothing is proven to be real or the correct version of events until proven to be true)

Most of what's considered true is lies.
Do you think those in control wan't us being controlled to know the true reality? NO of course not that's why we have all these different stories/theories to confuse us and lead us away from truths.

Most info is unprovable, I can't believe some of the stuff I used to believe. Fat lot of good it did me.

[mada88]

Part of the conspiracy is the Conspiracy theories. I read something in a book or a website, then read something about the same thing which told me a completely different version of the conspiracy than the book?website I previously read. So I decided to talk to a friend, who had read another version of the conspiracy ( theory means nothing is proven to be real or the correct version of events until proven to be true)

Most of what's considered true is lies.
Do you think those in control wan't us being controlled to know the true reality? NO of course not that's why we have all these different stories/theories to confuse us and lead us away from truths.

Most info is unprovable, I can't believe some of the stuff I used to believe. Fat lot of good it did me.

As I have said its Problem-Confusion-Solution. Maybe you are going through the real awakening process.

[space lizard]

just ask yourself why certain bits of information are comming to light.

or ask chopper reid say, "why are your telling me this, what do you get from it?"

If its information designed to sign you up for acting as a serf, disregard it.
Its your universe.

[herebynightfall]

If its information designed to sign you up for acting as a serf, disregard it.
Its your universe.

Exactly mate.

more and more people are connecting with this awareness lately.

and in turn, is making people connect with eachother on just the all knowing level.

because i've been thinking the same with your statement lately.

and so much more to, about what i am and we are.

nothing can hold me back.

actually, love holds me back.

at least like with females. i tend to get too preoccupied with them.

=oP

peace

[herebynightfall]

microsoft paint. ha.

http://s3.amazonaws.com/graffiti/77d83422cfc84270b5a708dd88ed3edb_580x270.png

[joss classey]

shit me. i can see it happening everywhere

[joss classey]

microsoft paint. ha.

http://s3.amazonaws.com/graffiti/77d83422cfc84270b5a708dd88ed3edb_580x270.png

lol some crazy shit going on outside that pyramid

that's the kinda place i wanna be!

[herebynightfall]

shit me. i can see it happening everywhere

and for the better, from our new perspective, joey

" i am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together "

http://i66.photobucket.com/albums/h251/galvino36/trippy-man-tree.jpg

[lottie]

Totally identify with you joss, i had this a while ago, i had to take a big step away from it all, (not changing my mind/beliefs) but just assessing all that i'd learned about over the last year...it all gets too much and then you need time to digest it all and let your brain file it all away and fit the pieces of the puzzle together.......i find that intuition and the mind do a bit of a fight type thing as something feels right, seems plausible/logical and then a few hrs later you're head's intervened and brings up all the reasons its not a good idea/its not plausible for this that and the other reason....it tries desperately to convince you not to listen to your intuition, and if in the end you do use intuition and it appears as if you made the wrong descision, your mind does a big fat 'Ha...told you so', so you dont get tempted to trust it again!

I am still interested in the conspiracies but i can't keep up to date with it all because its such a vast area to keep up with....i am aware of whats going on... i see it, ive learned alot, i'll learn more, i see things through new eyes now and slowly as i piece all of it together and watch the world change i see the agenda unfolding.... what else can you do? other than be aware of it and do your bit? reading every article, watching every video etc etc is all very well but for me seems as though i end up neglecting to live my life, instead i get caught up reading and sat at the computer and not actually living my life, since ive started spending less time sat at the internet reading/watching, im really enjoying life and starting to really live life, the best i can given that i know whats going on! (which can be incredibly difficult at times )

:)

[space lizard]

Damn, nobody thought my post on page 2 of this thread was funny, takes a lot of creative juice to out that stuff together.

Anyway, right now I am f**king really happy. Just picked up an album I've been meaning to get for years, CAST all change with the song Sandstorm. Brilliant, plus urge overkills exit the dragon, both for 2quid each. YEAH!!!

Of to the studio in an hour to record a track we came up with 2 weeks ago.

Week End!!!!

[cruise4]

I think we are evolving... thats why its perceptionally tricky, not to say confusing and at times hard work.