please help me

[kashmirz]

~24 hours later and rising above, thanks for all the help~

[kashmirz]

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[kashmirz]

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[eternal_spirit]

You're not alone, I feel like this at times.

[i_am]

That's OK. You are not alone and rant all you like if it helps.

Can't give you a real hug. Will this suffice?

http://www.yourcoolprofile.com/Images/Hugs_And_Kisses/images/hugs-kisses--10.gif

[limelady]

And here's another big hug coming atcha from me :)

((((((( kashmirz )))))))

Love
Limelady

[Anders Lindman]

The best help is to become sovereign, in the sense of being self-governed. You can then stand on your own two feet.

[kashmirz]

thank you all, i feel alot better, in my rage i went away grabed my guitar and played through all of bold as love hendrix, money pink floyd whilst trying to focus on spraying it all at those illuminati bastards , was funny i could just feel this glowing light around me didnt even open my eyes once not a flawed note, then set up my mic and sung like half of framing armagedon (new iced earth album) straight at a illuminati pyramid i printed off ..... i figured you know what ... im gona send all this anger right back at them , right into their precious eye and i did so ... i can honestly say without a doubt , not only is that ... the best i think i have ever sung in my life ... i have never channeled that much energy through me before.

I sat down and closed my eyes and thought of all the light forces that had been around me ... i asked them ... we love you, we love each other , why must we be made to suffer. what happend then was weird .... my whole body calmed .. relaxed in a instant as if out of my control and i felt them telling me its them that are trying to stop you for your abilities... i then ... cant describe the feeling but it was ... and pardon the example but pretty close to the feeling of a orgasm and i could feel them telling me they were always with me and it wont be long now...

then i snaped out of the trance and loaded up the forums ...

thank you all :) im sorry , the tears are gone, tears of joy i assure you , they just made my family turn against me and they still couldent make me recant :) beter run illuminati, ventras comin to getcha!

<3 <3 <3 <3

[john white]

I dont know what to do im sitting here i cant stop crying, the bastards are doing anything they can to steer me away, i cant stop i dont know what to do they want to lock me up ... my own family ... all i did was tell them about tower 7 ... and the singapore building and the building a few days ago ... it got out of control they started yelling at me , saying im insane and part of a cult and this and that i dont know what to do .... im so alone im so fucking lonley why do always be alone, why me , why do i see it all why whats so special about fucking me that im to help the world...

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i dont know what to do someone help me , please theres gota be something i can do why do we have to be defaced everywhere by everyone if were right? if love and light are with us why do we have to be made to suffer so much it just doesnt right ... i cant stop crying its not fair , that they can do all this and there the ones hurting people ...


you fucking bastards you fucking reading this dam fucking disinfo and cia yeah well you can fucking enjoy because you just fucking stabed me you SCUM IM NEVER EVER EVER! EVER! GOING TO RECANT! AND I WILL BE CRUCIFIED BEFORE I EVEN GIVE YOU THE SLIGHEST SATISFACTION OF SAYING IM WRONG ....


ahh

Just remember that families, and parents in particular, are conditioned to fear for their childs continuing survival, and are therefore conditioned to fear their childs non-comformity may threaten their future survival prospects...

So its not really them, its their R complex!

And recognise also within yourself the perfectly natural desire for comfort, reassurance and acceptance...

BUT... part of "growing up" is learning to create those things inside yourself, so just give your love to your family, forgive them their failings, and go vibe about the info by seeking and attracting people you can vibe with, and let it develop from there

Above all else remember: don't freak the natives

(unless you wish to experiance and learn what happens if you DO freak the natives... and if you DO freak the natives, freak 'em good and hard!)

(still its better not to IMHO and IMPE)

[soglad]

Awww! Kashmirz, sorry to hear you had a "moment". They can be horrible. It's sad to see you so upset, and that you obviously had a bad day. If I was actually in Australia I would have made my way down to you, honestly, I hate when people are sad! I'm sorry to hear you family are very unreceptive. I know families who reject their children simply because they didn't rise up to their preconceived expectations! Your best bet is to steer clear of these type of conversations for a while, you've tried to penetrate their minds but it's only open for a pin hole of info right now. You've planted a seed, they'll keep thinking about it and getting back to it and one day they'll agree with you. I guarantee you this from PLENTY of personal experience! :)

I'm also happy to see you bet the feeling! It's worse to keep giving the matrix bad, worried, negative energy! I play guitar, drums, bass, keyboard and sing my heart out and I find it SOOO therapeutic for the soul if I'm feeling down! And you've a cracking good taste in music! Hendrix was a God. I'd play some Are You Experienced extra loud or sing The Dark Side Of The Moon from start to finish. Any Beatles songs too!

I had my "moment" the other day, spent too much time in the city with the NWO in my face all day.......I made a thread about it, I think you'd appreciate it at this moment!

http://www.davidicke.com/forum/showthread.php?t=8093

Give it a go. Please be happy Kashmirz! I appreciate your mind and soul and see great things in you!

:D

[_underscore_]

Have a beer Kashmirz, this one's on _underscore_ (Nothing but the finest beer for _underscore_ and his homies!):

http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y25/MXJunky/BlueRibbon.jpg

[william_mac]

First of all, you have balls for putting that up on the internet. Second, stop blubbering. Third, it's not your job to save anybody.

There is something that I enjoy quoting, but I won't cite the source, it is as follows: "be as gentle as a dove, but as sly as a snake". At first this quote may seem contrary to a loving way to conduct things, but in reality it isn't.

It's not your job to save your family, or educate them so directly on these situations. You need to keep this knowledge, and be sly enough (like a snake) to be able to permeate through gentle and calm and indirect means the truths that you understand, and the truths that they do not know.

In reality, my friend, you're taking it too seriously. Yes, these things are devastating and serious, but we're still human beings, and we still have laughter, and we still have odd irony. The way I can effect most people is, like I stated before, indirectly. But another way that helps very much is to say "I know it's silly but, sometimes I wonder" and then "I mean, just look at this passage in a book" or "just look at this video clip" then "don't you ever just wonder?".

Don't take yourself too seriously, you have a family that you love (I hope) so that is the main thing. Don't take life too seriously. Shit may be going down all around you, but "what you greatly fear comes upon you" and you should not conduct yourself in such a way as to sound frantic, fearful, or inevitable, only sound suggestive at times. And, if your wife or child(children) don't agree with you, make a joke out of it... because really, without pointing out the ironic and often times humerous facet of these things, then we cease to be operational human beings, and we cease to effect anyone around us.

Don't get so bent out of shape. Remember "be as gentle as a dove, and as sly as a snake". You may have truth, but you can be gentle and caring, and slip in that truth when it counts, ya dig?



-William
www.William-Mac.com

[william_mac]

Have a beer Kashmirz, this one's on _underscore_ (Nothing but the finest beer for _underscore_ and his homies!):

http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y25/MXJunky/BlueRibbon.jpg

PBR!!! I'm drinking that... now! All hail the Blue Ribbon. Hah.



-William
www.William-Mac.com

[_underscore_]

Word, Willy-Mac, word indeed.

[earthseed]

Welcome to the world sweetheart. Some advice in future don't tell your stupid family and friends anything. You can't save them they have to save themselves. Work on yourself. Have your own rich inner life and play the people game to make the sheeple happy so they don't lock you up or kill you. A good way to get them off your back is to pretend to be interested in their meaningless bullshit they will forget and just think you were acting out to get their attention. It's not hard to fool them I assure you. Good luck.

[pumma]

im sorry everybody im just sad and angry right now and ive got nowhere else to go .. i dont have anybody , i got noone to talk to i just i didnt know where to go im sorry you had to see my anger
You are not alone, You were never alone... Saying how you feel usually helps - go outside > lay on the grass and get some energy from nature - if possible > ...

Welcome to the world sweetheart. Some advice in future don't tell your stupid family and friends anything. You can't save them they have to save themselves. Work on yourself. Have your own rich inner life and play the people game to make the sheeple happy so they don't lock you up or kill you. A good way to get them off your back is to pretend to be interested in their meaningless bullshit they will forget and just think you were acting out to get their attention. It's not hard to fool them I assure you. Good luck.
Try to wear Sheep clothing on Halloween > at this level they won't notice a thing, because with this behaveour you're saying "I'm one of you - baa" :D (kidding) ;)

[synergy777]

don't get mad, don't even get even, beat them.

[soglad]

don't get mad, don't even get even, beat them.

NO!

HAHAHAHA