Ring any Bells? My Weird Language

[kashmirz]

Was to much for me to want to type so i made a video post :)

post: http://media.putfile.com/Video-Post-02

example: http://media.putfile.com/treh-nah-las-short

i guess with all this light going through my head these days, and knowing that the benevolent forces lead me to this point in my life ... im kind of getting curious as to what in the heck i am or what this language is or .. heck i dont know really.

Cheers all :)

<3 <3

[soglad]

Hmm. Sounds very hymn like, it does sound like a cry against God or something. A cry of despair. Although I can't be familiar with the language, it's the emotion that speaks to me more.

Love it mate!

:cool:

[kashmirz]

bumping in hope of response :)

[whitenight639]

bumping in hope of response :)

geez give us chance to watch ya!

[whitenight639]

thats pretty profound, you realise that 99% of our thoughts are not original and all of our thoughts be it pictures or auditory are constructed from other pic/ words / letters.. well you have found somthing unique, your own auditory language not dictated to you by teachers and alike does this language carry meaning for you? is there certain sounds for certain things? i wonder if that could be understood by any old tribes (amazonian or otherwise) etc? also maybe you were left alone when growing up so developed your own auditory though language?

the songs are very moving even though i cant understand them kinda like gregorian (monks) chant.

[i_am]

I have heard people spontaneously speak and/or sing in what is called the Language of Light but this is different. While the Language of Light is uplifting, sweet and exquisitely beautiful, this is almost like you are expressing the collective pain of our existance, still hauntingly beautiful.

I watched your log and you are definately not crazy, just tapped into the superconsciousness more than most. A lot of children experience things that are not considered the norm but most push it away.

[bigus_dickus]

nothing made any sense at all, from both links, bro

[kashmirz]

Yeah well im not surprised you folks cant understand it thats why i posted it here in case someone did and could say "ahh your speaking xyz" its why i make video posts like a madman because i cant ... think properly in english , i cant say if certain tones hold certain key notes to english because ... it doesnt make any connection in my head with language, in my earlier years i was always dam certain i had a "memory block" i think i was just picking up on the block to infinant consciousness

I am a only child yes and ive spent ... 90% of my life alone , never had freinds growing up etc, the past ... 6 years i have lived as a hermit pretty much, back when i was 15 i started to see the "pattern of people" as i used to call it and i saw how just certain words made them think certain things, this developed very rapidly once i noticed it, when i would be walking around outside and just started to see energy everywhere and started to see .. this is probably why people think im insane ... i cant explain it but if i look ... around ... and my mind is in a complete state of clarity .. i can see through it all, this is really hard stuff to type but i dont feel like making another vid right now so im missing alot of key points ..

I dont know wether its relevant or not but those words all hit me at once, thats how i compose music, it is ... completly formed in my head in a second when i have a peice of music and i was looking at the moon and that peice of music hit me,i ran inside pushed record on my $2 mic at the time and did that in one take, just added reverb to fill in the gaps.

Make no mistake i think in this language constantly, i burst with spontanious song in this language regularly, and more often than not i will just find myself stop talking english mid sentance and trail off into that, my close freind adam who also helps me with my music quite often points this out that i just start talking it and swithc back and forth between english and that sometimes and dont even realise it.

yeah.. not sure what other info i could give you folks, because this is just such a pain in the ass to type ahhhh fucking english.

<3 and thanks again to everyone who helped cheer me up after my family incident .. :) dont know what i would have done without it