dawn of a new day

[_neo_]

i have to mark this time with an official post,massive enlightenment
3 days on no food or sleep
this is tough
shock to euphoria all the time,one way then another, up and down
i feel like Carey
on the trueman show.i think the fight is now over.the nwo doesnt matter.
am i right?
peace
one love

[kblood]

Well, I see it as the fight has just begun, but I do have a friend who might be able to do most the fight against NWO all by himself ;) He seems more resourcefull than anyone else I have met. Only problem is I cannot get in contact with him these days, after he began. I can only say the way he is doing it seems brilliant, and that they wont really be able to do anything but walking into a perfectly setup trap. Now I just hope it will all turn out in our favor in the end. As I see it, it usally does anyway. Even those part of the NWO might simply stop believing it, and then it would really begun to fall apart :D

[_neo_]

i am gonna need councelling.this is so tough:(
all i wanted was the truth
i never thought it could feel like this is.
i couldnt care less about the nwo

[mr_moon]

i am gonna need councelling.this is so tough:(
all i wanted was the truth
i never thought it could feel like this is.
i couldnt care less about the nwo

Are you ok neo?

[sgabllab]

you know, a guy i work with told me about his experiment in university that he done with sleep deprivation. He said, On the 3rd day in one of the lectures he was sitting there listening, then he looked down and he saw 3 reptiles sitting in the front row listening to the lecture. He looked at his friends and asked if they could see them but no-one else could.:eek:

just wondering if youve seen anything similar?

[_neo_]

i promise u guys this,i've just come back from 2 nights in
hospital,after a slightly pyschotic episode.
this will probably be my last message on this board,I am gonna
go out and just enjoy life instead of looking for things that arent
there.
There is more my life than chasing rainbows and looking for answers.
Health and family are far more important and i've taken my eye off
both for far too long.
so i wish you all the best in the future
peace and love
neo.

[john white]

i promise u guys this,i've just come back from 2 nights in
hospital,after a slightly pyschotic episode.
this will probably be my last message on this board,I am gonna
go out and just enjoy life instead of looking for things that arent
there.
There is more my life than chasing rainbows and looking for answers.
Health and family are far more important and i've taken my eye off
both for far too long.
so i wish you all the best in the future
peace and love
neo.

In all seriousness: look up R D Laing, his work will definately help:

R D Laing - Google Search

Good luck buddy: and dont forget, you are FAR from alone in having bad experiances to come to terms with

Your absolutely right though: your life is yours to focus on what you wish

From the bottom of my heart I say:

Be kind to yourself: always! Find whatever space exists for you to be calm and peaceful: when you do, clarity will always come: but don't run: if you do, whatever is troubling you will only come back to mess you up some more

There is a part of yourself you are being challenged to embrace, understand, and make a part of who you are

Much Love, John

[kblood]

i am gonna need councelling.this is so tough:(
all i wanted was the truth
i never thought it could feel like this is.
i couldnt care less about the nwo

I havent ever intentionally gone days without food or sleep. Sometimes I feel like I have to drink alot of water though, and my apetite might not be at its best. I dont recommend doing it on purpose, but I guess at some point your body will go "numb", and then you will live more in your mind than before.

Counceling sounds like a plan. Didnt fully read the part about not eating and sleeping at all for several days at first :( Since I have had lots of counceling most my life, I try to have friends that I can talk to about these things instead. This forum helps alot as well.

The way I get my strenght back is to "get back in touch" with the world. Do all the things you probably stopped doing. Be social, meet friends, get a good daily routine of sleep and food. All that stuff :) It is all very slow at first though. I guess it is like getting your body back in "gear" :)

[kblood]

I can try to explain it better if needed :) Feel free to ask.
I am not good at keeping my english simple. Especially not since most my english is grammatically wrong or at least a bit "creative" :o I probably also have about 3 spelling errors per sentance as well... :)


I will try again, just to be sure:

*** How to "stop" the mind and the the body energies flowing:
Move your body again: Running, walking, making food and other types of "work".

Conversation: Good for being able to focus on the present, and the 3rd and 4th dimension :)

Eating and drinking: Important to get a good routine for these again. Otherwise you might get very sick. Can take some days for the body to recover.

Sleep: At first you might not need much sleep, but you should try to get back to about 5-6 hours of sleep a day or more. Otherwise resting should help as well. I like to pretend that I sleep, when unable to.

[kblood]

Try to write down your experiences. Might be good for passing the time, and getting it all together. I tend to forget writing anything down. Happens too often :(

[freedomnonfighter]

I wish you the best life has to offer, neo.

Take comfort in knowing, first of all that you are NEVER alone.
Second, that you are who you are! And love yourself for it!

I don't know what you were trying to accomplish.
If you were trying to find the truth of the universe from the outside in,
well that's just not the way to go about 'finding' (realizing) the Truth!

To realize, re-align, the Truth, the answers are all Within.
That is the way to go about understanding the universe, from the inside out.

Whatever may come, embrace it and your mind will adapt to it.
Take peace of mind in knowing, whatever happens, that you are still you.
And NOTHING can ever change that ;)

Everything happens for a reason, and is a learning experience.
Though whatever may seem very negative, ponder upon what
you are experiencing has to offer you as far as understanding goes.

Voltaire may slap me for saying this, but-
All IS for the best, if we are willing to realize this and work with it.
And by 'work with it' - that means work within ourselves in regards to.

And remember, Oneness / Infinite Love is the ONLY Truth/Reality :D

Again, best wishes. My thoughts will be with for/with you :)