hissil
02-09-2009, 11:16 AM
This is just something I wrote for the fun of it:
Finite Singularity - Reality Vs. Existence
6/13/08
Fear and aggression- mental reactions to physical pains. Weaves back to physical. Fear detaches from reality into existence. To block the pain from reality is to feed it to existence. One is always passing from one dimension into the other. They have been battling for eternity and it is never certain if one will win out. Thus the paradox of finite and infinite. The paradox is that knowing it may never end or may end. Consciousness and unconsciousness. Light and dark were the first. Thus most idolized and present. The battle can be imagined (for human understanding capability) as a blue 3 dimensional grid where bars point up or down. One is pulled up or down based on intricate deviations of both reality and existence. That for certain is assured growth will win out over diminishment. Reality and existence are the swords of knowledge and ignorance. Which one is which, or will win is yet to be determined, of forever fought for. The path becomes dirtier as those who have walked down it walk into it. Harder to comprehend, harder to conceive. Before the turning point is reached. The cloud expands. To learn is to deviate towards knowledge. To forget willingly or unwillingly is to serve ignorance. Reality is how we perceive and understand our physical and conscious worlds. Existence is counter reality. Imagination is not a part of either, but rather a tool (weapon) used by both. Pain is a feeling, a feeling used as an alarm that you are drifting from reality into existence. Life and death are the turning point of the battle. To decide if finite or infinite shall proceed as the victor. As one swallows together. The universe is reality, the other dimensions consisting of existence and disappearance of thought. This is an ability only existence has. Reality has a counter method to this called divination. Divination is actually defined as the ascension of reality/knowledge rather than the descension of existence/ignorance. One could destroy the other instantly. Those who haven't decided will clearly perish from our being, the will. Will power is growth, and it is rumored knowledge feeds growth. Luck is a buildup of what humans conceive of (karma), which is built up by one sides reaction to another's deviation back into singularity. Singularity was the original, the divine, until it split. One can never understand completely (but rather collectively as groups) exactly why a split occurred. Thus some summarize and therefore block out reconsideration which is to serve ignorance and refrain from learning. They create more blobs of resistance, mounding around each other and rising into a hill. These intricate bars are all interconnected you see by wire ("those of which are metal serve knowledge,") whilst electricity serves ignorance. One significantly massive area in which all bars are pulled into one side are large powers of control. If enough occurred on one side the other would eventually lose. This is considered the possibility of knowing it will either occur or not. The gateway is the turning point. If it opens, knowledge will indefinitely win over ignorance. If ignorance can indefinitely hold off the opening of the gateway of knowledge then ignorance will dominate. Everyone is always born perfectly neutral. Your "pull" is nearby bars being pulled thus exposing you to the attractions of either side. This is the conception of finite verses infinite. Shown to us (we are bars, to show us is to pull us) as the universe. The universe is a metaphor for knowledge, reality, life (which is finite), love, and singularity. Reality is the door from split back into singularity. Goodness rises up towards the gateway of singularity. It is the gateway of which if is reached singularity will become whole again. If this occurs singularity will become finite, not infinite, since a finite change occurred. Whether this change occurs or not will determine life and nothing/existence (not "no existence"). Death is a part of life, for a finite change must have occurred in singularity for it to be finite. Death must happen for singularity to achieve life, which is always finite. Life could not exist eternally for that would mean an infinite change occurred, an un-repaired split. Life and death define each other. To become whole again it would be necessary to have a finite change occur. This is why life cannot exist eternally, or it would be death. Chaos is infinite, it holds singularity from finite. Chaos is the existence, the ignorance, existence does NOT mean the sword is pointed at you, or rather that you're being pulled, existence can also mean your exposure to chaos on those around you. If not held down they will naturally ascend towards the gate of knowledge. They must be held down by the "gravity" of chaos, rooted in the battle for an infinite change. God is a metaphor (often misrepresented by the purposeful misunderstandings exerted on bars from the forces of ignorance. To become completely aware is to open the gateway of knowledge and enter into finite singularity. Fear serves pain. Pain is the pulling down of you by chaos. The will to concentrate and focus is ascension. Pacts with the devil are a metaphor that means awakening from darkness, the title of the war of finite singularity. Black holes are representations of the mounds. (Antidisestablishmentarianism was a Nazi tank Hitler rode in.) For to infinitely change is to live in the constant state of chaos and pain and ignorance. The existence is the monolith that swallows you. It is for infinity to forever hold shut the gateway of knowledge. Pain is a scar on singularity, a finite deviation, which would exist if knowledge won over ignorance. Existence monolith would evaporate into reality; pain would chaotically rule for eternity, life would never end. This is why only life has pain. It is needed for finite singularity, for a time that has begun and ended would forever mark finite as the victor, since a change had once occurred. Thus time would exist since it is finite, finite properties (before, during, after) must be extracted by singularity.
Control warps the will, that is its weakness. It shuts off willpower, motivation, and concentration. Caused by the "passive" reaction to detach from reality's pull towards the darkness of chaos. Commonly seen as a tradeoff where submitting to fear is done because you believe it will prevent the pain. This is those nearby you being pulled into chaos. An "aggressive" reaction is to move towards knowledge, forcing your willpower into reality, also increasing your understanding of singularity, your knowledge. This happens when you move up towards the gateway stronger than the forces of chaos pull you down. Retaliation is will. It is to not submit to fear but rather to stand up and face pain. Love is what finite singularity will achieve. The will is the power to decide the final outcome of which side you choose. The ability to reason and focus becomes more powerful as one learns more knowledge. It is not only your natural instinct but also your inclination to ascend towards learning. Pain, ignorance, and fear expand their influence on you when the closer bars to you are exposed to this. Based on reactions to perception one side manages to pull increasingly stronger against the other, until the turning point is reached. The second one. The first occurred when the split occurred to transform the singularity (God). When time began the transformation from infinite to finite to achieve the divination of love. If this second turning point is not reached singularity will forever be split. The first war created the battle. The final battle will end the war. One war, two turning points (battles). It is a war because chaos is temporarily created, and war means a lot of pain and chaos, since that is what war consists of. This war must be fought to achieve divination of love, which is the appreciation of singularity. The empathetic knowledge of knowing what chaos and pain are. This is necessary for the singularity to cleanse itself from the infinite and ignorance. It is known fact one appreciates something they liked more after it is lost. This is critical knowledge for you. It will teach you that love can only love can end pain, because love created it. This is the divination and goodness awaiting if you open the gateway of knowledge. Anyone can open this gateway, if ascended high enough. Any bar pulled strong enough down will pull others down with it and created an inverted triangle (or pyramid). This is why Egyptians always had pyramid s pointing up towards the sky; it is an idolization of the upwards pointing pyramid. The $1 bill has a pyramid with an all seeing eye at the top. The pyramid is the representation of the "hill concept" I discussed earlier where all the electro-magnetic bars are pulled by the bars around them. One can move neutrally around to other bars with stronger pulls towards one side. This is called will power .Imagine it as swimming in an ocean where tides pull you up and down. Disregarding gravity (our final disintegration) envision pausing time and "horizontally" moving to locations where waves were higher up than others. This is will power. The pyramid is the representation of enough bars with the positive attraction of love (the descendent of former singularity knowledge) pointing upwards in the idolized vision of the turning point, final judgment; to the point where the gateway can be opened. The terrible possibility is that due to having willpower, one could change their mind while right at the top. This all Seeing Eye represents knowledge, complete pure knowledge, and the ascension from darkness into love, the 2nd and final turning point in the war of finite singularity. This is what those whose will powers are aligned towards knowledge know and advocate. If the gateway is not opened chaos will continue to subvert the forces of love towards it. If chaos could prolong it for eternity then the existence would swallow. The dark side can never conquer however. But they influence those who have the power to destroy it by distorting the divine, reality of the truth. Fear, ignorance, and pain are their most lethal tools. Fear is an opposite pull. Pain is also a negative pull. However this is not strictly literal. It's incorrect to say inducing or accepting pain will increase your appreciation of not feeling it. Tolerance is different. Ignorance is the denial of knowledge. Nothing is completely certain until after death. After the turning point your will (will of the jury, the most either always wins, or increasingly grows infinitely) will decide your final judgment. For only during life can a fair opportunity with equal forces present give each side a fair fight. Therefore, final judgment will be what side your will is more include to. In the end (if there is one), every "soul," "bar," whatever name you may call life essence, that was in this war will have their will inclination weighed out. And if knowledge is strong enough it will win, if it fails the war will continue until another chance occurs when somebody reaches the gate.
We do not exist. The universe does not even exist. But we have the willpower to align ourselves towards knowledge and see reality. We are real, we just don't exist. It is possible for changes to be changed again. It is also possible that it will always remain in a changed position where the unchanging never occurs. Pretend you had a flashlight with an undying battery. If you turned it on, you either leave it on or turn it off. But one thing will happen. One might ask if it would or could ever be turned on again. Could the singularity ever be resplit and the gateway closed again. There would be no need to it seems, since 1 finite point of time had existed. But it is beyond human comprehension if the singularity could do that again. How does one align their will towards the finite singularity, the divination of love? By seeking knowledge, truth, regardless of the pain; and the ability to work out "knots", to sift through the lies, to conquer fear and pain instead of submitting to them, and to give and receive love. There is always more to be learned until the gateway is opened and we cease to exist. If and when all the willpowers are judged, existence will either collapse or continue. Thus the darkness always strives to overcome the light but if the light ever rose above it would conquer for good. The moon is a physical landmark of passing of the first battle. Darkness can never completely overcome the light, but light can overcome the darkness because darkness comes from the light. Light was first. But love did not exist. So it created life in hopes that after the final judgment of every willpower love would dominate. The singularity created imperfection for the sake of appreciating and harnessing the perfection, or "love." To finalize this prophecy is my will. The more who search for the truth, the more who overcome pain, fear, and lies, the stronger the presence of love becomes. One the opposite hand the forces of chaos become stronger as willpowers submit to their forces. Life is like a chess match between love and chaos. As more will powers are brought into existence, the stronger each side has more potential to become. Every creature when given life naturally likes the good feeling things, and fears the painful things. The influences constantly increase and your perceptions become clouded and cleared piece by piece and chunk by chunk until you die. You will undergo the judgment and be placed in your alignment until all the willpowers that (temporarily) exist are judged. This is reality.
Summary - Life is a battle on a dimension comprehended as "physical" and governed by laws where the sides of good and evil can have a fair fight. When death comes each soul is judged based on their will and actions committed whether good or evil.
Finite Singularity - Reality Vs. Existence
6/13/08
Fear and aggression- mental reactions to physical pains. Weaves back to physical. Fear detaches from reality into existence. To block the pain from reality is to feed it to existence. One is always passing from one dimension into the other. They have been battling for eternity and it is never certain if one will win out. Thus the paradox of finite and infinite. The paradox is that knowing it may never end or may end. Consciousness and unconsciousness. Light and dark were the first. Thus most idolized and present. The battle can be imagined (for human understanding capability) as a blue 3 dimensional grid where bars point up or down. One is pulled up or down based on intricate deviations of both reality and existence. That for certain is assured growth will win out over diminishment. Reality and existence are the swords of knowledge and ignorance. Which one is which, or will win is yet to be determined, of forever fought for. The path becomes dirtier as those who have walked down it walk into it. Harder to comprehend, harder to conceive. Before the turning point is reached. The cloud expands. To learn is to deviate towards knowledge. To forget willingly or unwillingly is to serve ignorance. Reality is how we perceive and understand our physical and conscious worlds. Existence is counter reality. Imagination is not a part of either, but rather a tool (weapon) used by both. Pain is a feeling, a feeling used as an alarm that you are drifting from reality into existence. Life and death are the turning point of the battle. To decide if finite or infinite shall proceed as the victor. As one swallows together. The universe is reality, the other dimensions consisting of existence and disappearance of thought. This is an ability only existence has. Reality has a counter method to this called divination. Divination is actually defined as the ascension of reality/knowledge rather than the descension of existence/ignorance. One could destroy the other instantly. Those who haven't decided will clearly perish from our being, the will. Will power is growth, and it is rumored knowledge feeds growth. Luck is a buildup of what humans conceive of (karma), which is built up by one sides reaction to another's deviation back into singularity. Singularity was the original, the divine, until it split. One can never understand completely (but rather collectively as groups) exactly why a split occurred. Thus some summarize and therefore block out reconsideration which is to serve ignorance and refrain from learning. They create more blobs of resistance, mounding around each other and rising into a hill. These intricate bars are all interconnected you see by wire ("those of which are metal serve knowledge,") whilst electricity serves ignorance. One significantly massive area in which all bars are pulled into one side are large powers of control. If enough occurred on one side the other would eventually lose. This is considered the possibility of knowing it will either occur or not. The gateway is the turning point. If it opens, knowledge will indefinitely win over ignorance. If ignorance can indefinitely hold off the opening of the gateway of knowledge then ignorance will dominate. Everyone is always born perfectly neutral. Your "pull" is nearby bars being pulled thus exposing you to the attractions of either side. This is the conception of finite verses infinite. Shown to us (we are bars, to show us is to pull us) as the universe. The universe is a metaphor for knowledge, reality, life (which is finite), love, and singularity. Reality is the door from split back into singularity. Goodness rises up towards the gateway of singularity. It is the gateway of which if is reached singularity will become whole again. If this occurs singularity will become finite, not infinite, since a finite change occurred. Whether this change occurs or not will determine life and nothing/existence (not "no existence"). Death is a part of life, for a finite change must have occurred in singularity for it to be finite. Death must happen for singularity to achieve life, which is always finite. Life could not exist eternally for that would mean an infinite change occurred, an un-repaired split. Life and death define each other. To become whole again it would be necessary to have a finite change occur. This is why life cannot exist eternally, or it would be death. Chaos is infinite, it holds singularity from finite. Chaos is the existence, the ignorance, existence does NOT mean the sword is pointed at you, or rather that you're being pulled, existence can also mean your exposure to chaos on those around you. If not held down they will naturally ascend towards the gate of knowledge. They must be held down by the "gravity" of chaos, rooted in the battle for an infinite change. God is a metaphor (often misrepresented by the purposeful misunderstandings exerted on bars from the forces of ignorance. To become completely aware is to open the gateway of knowledge and enter into finite singularity. Fear serves pain. Pain is the pulling down of you by chaos. The will to concentrate and focus is ascension. Pacts with the devil are a metaphor that means awakening from darkness, the title of the war of finite singularity. Black holes are representations of the mounds. (Antidisestablishmentarianism was a Nazi tank Hitler rode in.) For to infinitely change is to live in the constant state of chaos and pain and ignorance. The existence is the monolith that swallows you. It is for infinity to forever hold shut the gateway of knowledge. Pain is a scar on singularity, a finite deviation, which would exist if knowledge won over ignorance. Existence monolith would evaporate into reality; pain would chaotically rule for eternity, life would never end. This is why only life has pain. It is needed for finite singularity, for a time that has begun and ended would forever mark finite as the victor, since a change had once occurred. Thus time would exist since it is finite, finite properties (before, during, after) must be extracted by singularity.
Control warps the will, that is its weakness. It shuts off willpower, motivation, and concentration. Caused by the "passive" reaction to detach from reality's pull towards the darkness of chaos. Commonly seen as a tradeoff where submitting to fear is done because you believe it will prevent the pain. This is those nearby you being pulled into chaos. An "aggressive" reaction is to move towards knowledge, forcing your willpower into reality, also increasing your understanding of singularity, your knowledge. This happens when you move up towards the gateway stronger than the forces of chaos pull you down. Retaliation is will. It is to not submit to fear but rather to stand up and face pain. Love is what finite singularity will achieve. The will is the power to decide the final outcome of which side you choose. The ability to reason and focus becomes more powerful as one learns more knowledge. It is not only your natural instinct but also your inclination to ascend towards learning. Pain, ignorance, and fear expand their influence on you when the closer bars to you are exposed to this. Based on reactions to perception one side manages to pull increasingly stronger against the other, until the turning point is reached. The second one. The first occurred when the split occurred to transform the singularity (God). When time began the transformation from infinite to finite to achieve the divination of love. If this second turning point is not reached singularity will forever be split. The first war created the battle. The final battle will end the war. One war, two turning points (battles). It is a war because chaos is temporarily created, and war means a lot of pain and chaos, since that is what war consists of. This war must be fought to achieve divination of love, which is the appreciation of singularity. The empathetic knowledge of knowing what chaos and pain are. This is necessary for the singularity to cleanse itself from the infinite and ignorance. It is known fact one appreciates something they liked more after it is lost. This is critical knowledge for you. It will teach you that love can only love can end pain, because love created it. This is the divination and goodness awaiting if you open the gateway of knowledge. Anyone can open this gateway, if ascended high enough. Any bar pulled strong enough down will pull others down with it and created an inverted triangle (or pyramid). This is why Egyptians always had pyramid s pointing up towards the sky; it is an idolization of the upwards pointing pyramid. The $1 bill has a pyramid with an all seeing eye at the top. The pyramid is the representation of the "hill concept" I discussed earlier where all the electro-magnetic bars are pulled by the bars around them. One can move neutrally around to other bars with stronger pulls towards one side. This is called will power .Imagine it as swimming in an ocean where tides pull you up and down. Disregarding gravity (our final disintegration) envision pausing time and "horizontally" moving to locations where waves were higher up than others. This is will power. The pyramid is the representation of enough bars with the positive attraction of love (the descendent of former singularity knowledge) pointing upwards in the idolized vision of the turning point, final judgment; to the point where the gateway can be opened. The terrible possibility is that due to having willpower, one could change their mind while right at the top. This all Seeing Eye represents knowledge, complete pure knowledge, and the ascension from darkness into love, the 2nd and final turning point in the war of finite singularity. This is what those whose will powers are aligned towards knowledge know and advocate. If the gateway is not opened chaos will continue to subvert the forces of love towards it. If chaos could prolong it for eternity then the existence would swallow. The dark side can never conquer however. But they influence those who have the power to destroy it by distorting the divine, reality of the truth. Fear, ignorance, and pain are their most lethal tools. Fear is an opposite pull. Pain is also a negative pull. However this is not strictly literal. It's incorrect to say inducing or accepting pain will increase your appreciation of not feeling it. Tolerance is different. Ignorance is the denial of knowledge. Nothing is completely certain until after death. After the turning point your will (will of the jury, the most either always wins, or increasingly grows infinitely) will decide your final judgment. For only during life can a fair opportunity with equal forces present give each side a fair fight. Therefore, final judgment will be what side your will is more include to. In the end (if there is one), every "soul," "bar," whatever name you may call life essence, that was in this war will have their will inclination weighed out. And if knowledge is strong enough it will win, if it fails the war will continue until another chance occurs when somebody reaches the gate.
We do not exist. The universe does not even exist. But we have the willpower to align ourselves towards knowledge and see reality. We are real, we just don't exist. It is possible for changes to be changed again. It is also possible that it will always remain in a changed position where the unchanging never occurs. Pretend you had a flashlight with an undying battery. If you turned it on, you either leave it on or turn it off. But one thing will happen. One might ask if it would or could ever be turned on again. Could the singularity ever be resplit and the gateway closed again. There would be no need to it seems, since 1 finite point of time had existed. But it is beyond human comprehension if the singularity could do that again. How does one align their will towards the finite singularity, the divination of love? By seeking knowledge, truth, regardless of the pain; and the ability to work out "knots", to sift through the lies, to conquer fear and pain instead of submitting to them, and to give and receive love. There is always more to be learned until the gateway is opened and we cease to exist. If and when all the willpowers are judged, existence will either collapse or continue. Thus the darkness always strives to overcome the light but if the light ever rose above it would conquer for good. The moon is a physical landmark of passing of the first battle. Darkness can never completely overcome the light, but light can overcome the darkness because darkness comes from the light. Light was first. But love did not exist. So it created life in hopes that after the final judgment of every willpower love would dominate. The singularity created imperfection for the sake of appreciating and harnessing the perfection, or "love." To finalize this prophecy is my will. The more who search for the truth, the more who overcome pain, fear, and lies, the stronger the presence of love becomes. One the opposite hand the forces of chaos become stronger as willpowers submit to their forces. Life is like a chess match between love and chaos. As more will powers are brought into existence, the stronger each side has more potential to become. Every creature when given life naturally likes the good feeling things, and fears the painful things. The influences constantly increase and your perceptions become clouded and cleared piece by piece and chunk by chunk until you die. You will undergo the judgment and be placed in your alignment until all the willpowers that (temporarily) exist are judged. This is reality.
Summary - Life is a battle on a dimension comprehended as "physical" and governed by laws where the sides of good and evil can have a fair fight. When death comes each soul is judged based on their will and actions committed whether good or evil.