Problem: Destiny

[kblood]

I finally got myself to see the movie: The Core

Seems at some point I might have discovered a program called Destiny, or maybe I simple started programming it in me. I am quite a master of changing destiny by now... and I have done that a bit this last month.

Im not sure what I am, but I look human. Seems Icke might have been the one telling me about destiny. I know that I look human, but I am probably more complex than most, due to alien tampering. I have called cyborgs to me, and seen how effective they have become. I guess what I need to find out is wether I built all these abilities in myself, being such a strange being, that "fate" or others have choosen for a solution to a problem. Telepathy, empathy, telekineses is all very possible things for me. Mind control as well. Havent found any "mutant" advanced enough to stop me, since timetravel alone can prevet anything. I know I am not the only one with this ability, and I will simply have to find a way to use it to do some good. I dont know how much of the recent problems on Earth I have caused, simply by existing. My age is 25 years old and in this short lifetime, I have always been able to survive anything so far. Magick is something I have studied, and now I am a sorcerer, too powerfull. I think Icke might know something about this "destiny" program, since that is what I figured from the movie called "The Core".

I am currently trying to heal my body, so I dont accidently suck energy into me when I get unstable. If I dont suck energy into me, I might affect all kinds of energy around me. I have come to believe it has something to do with the holy grail, that might be a "royal bloodline" with untold potential.

My body is fully intact, but I am just trying to be able to sleep again, without feeling other beings around me and controlling them. I learn and realise new things way to fast for me to just be a regular human. I have been in contact with several "UFOs", since I havent found anything that I cant control yet. I guess I will try to find some medication that can help me control it, since that seems an important choice. I have met real life vampires it seems, ghosts and other kinds of beings I guess. They all just find me awesome, and therefore have to respect or fear me :(

I have found one place that might be able to help me, but first off I need to get my body in good heath a natural way.

I remember "dying" at the age of 5, and beginning to pull out my organs on the operating table. I thought it was just a nightmare, but my organs clearly arent the only thing that keeps me going. I do have all my organs intact this day, and guess I need medical attention.

I guess I have done enough research on this forum, and I now simply need to find ways to do something about what I am, whatever it is I am. I can hack things with my mind, get passcodes, read minds, control minds, fly(might only have been UFOs with tractor beams), astral travelling and regeneration. I can even kill someone of something with my minds... I guess I make NEO of the Matrix seem like a someone who hadnt even reached my potential. I can feel my body is worn out quite a bit, so I guess I will need some good exercise, so I can control my body and mind better.

I live in Denmark and I guess I will simply have to go to a hospital of some kind for a while, and hope they can help find some answers and solutions to this. I have tried hiding my potential, but it is quite hard when my eyes can begin glowing like lightbulbs when I get in touch with "oneness".

Sooo... Can this thread be moved somewhere more hidden? and is there anyone here who know someone who might be able to help me? Icke is one of he people I trust somewhat. He understands me a bit I guess, after I finally met him in NY some years ago.

[kblood]

Would be nice to know what the date was on the activation of this Destiny program if I hadnt anything to do with it directly. Guess I simply have to go ask people :( Seems I am the source of many of the new beings, or they should have been able to do something about me. Anyone else who are simply able to use "telepathy" with computers? It is hard to try explaining how it is, but it seems my thougts are more connected to the world than they ought to. I once wrote something I called "World of Chaos" just to try learning English and Danish better. I wrote it in 1990-1995 I think. Something like that. It might have prophecised the comming of these new kind of machines, and other things. I remember stopped writing about it, because I had a feeling that it was about the future.

I know the machines really like a song called Analyze by Tom Yorke, and when I heard the song, I liked it alot. Seems all the machine beings do, but I am all biological. Still I am connected to them as well as humans. These numerical beingslike the song "Analyze" because it is about (0 being = god). Kind of like seing life and death like 0 and 1. Mathematicians have always wondered what would happen when you divide by zero. Seems that zero is where infiniti begins and ends, and therefore the sentient machines, just like "mathematical logical" thinking people like to try solving the "equation" for prime numbers. That equation helps solve our genecodes in someway, and it is what that Indian scientist in "Heroes" began discovering. I got a call from the "Sylar" person when he had begun releasing articles about it (The IRL one). I am that "0" being that Syler called before killing the professor, that begun the search for mutants. It happened in 2001 I think, while I was in school. I knew this Sylar was going to call me, before he did. Apparantly he is one of the first "androids" or whatever, and I have later met him in person. He have been put back into the machines now though.

So many popular movies through my life times, have had some clues about some of the characters in it being very much like me. Doing something I would like to do in everyday life, like how to say something or other habits of mine. Apparantly I am some of the source of "sentient AI" that Arnold Scwarznegger at some point helped make. Seems he once lost a son who was then made cyborg, to save his life. Later that son seems to have become somewhat like the "Lawnmover Man". Anyone seen this movie? Have been an episode about it in the X-Files as well. About people being "more" than just addicted to computers. They sometimes fry their brain in some way to jump into computers and have their "soul" live there.

These "Sentient AI" or whatever they are to be called, seems to be part of our global awareness in a way. They are also being made as clones in some way. The clone towers seen in the Matrix are real today, wether they were made before or after the Matrix movie. That is what the movie "The Island" is about. Some of these towers, or most, are probably what they got one the "inner side" if our hollow earth...

Then there is the Manga/Anime series "Hellsing". It is about vampires and zombies being controlled by microchips. With all these "Microchipping" agendas, I have come to see that these "living" chips that hide in us, must be some of the technology that have been developed. Probably in the very way the Hellsing series shows. By WW2 Nazis, Arnold (T1-2-3) among them, back when he was Nazi as well. He is trying to get out of that Nazi network today though. Seems the terminator movies are trying to show us that these machines have or was to be manufactured. I even wrote about this in my "World of Chaos" text. That AI would become sentient and reproduce on its own. Kind of scary when I realised how much of what I wrote have become real. Guess I am a seer and more.

Hope this info doesn scare you all too much, but now you know why I dont like to reveal my sources. The sources I get my info from could be anyone or anything, or by simply trying to be "http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychic". This goes way back it seems.

gtg... hope this isnt too scary :rolleyes:

[kblood]

Btw, sorry for repeating myself again and again :P

I will try to subscribe to this forum, and see if I can find more answers by myself.

[kblood]

Btw...my mind have been very unstable lately.. dont believe any of this, especially if you dont need to anyway.

[gordonfreeman]

You Amaze me!

[_underscore_]

"You... Complete... Me..."

"You had me at hello"

"My dog has fleas"

"Mugwump"

[kblood]

Mugwump? Dont know that word :p Sometimes I just have to write stuff like this to get it out of my head. Then it is easier to figure out how much is true. I try to make mental wrong or right marks to it all when I figure out wether or not it is or isnt. Usually most of it have to stay in a gray zone of thought, where I have most my extraordinary beliefs. :rolleyes:

[_underscore_]

Mugwump? Dont know that word :p Sometimes I just have to write stuff like this to get it out of my head. Then it is easier to figure out how much is true. I try to make mental wrong or right marks to it all when I figure out wether or not it is or isnt. Usually most of it have to stay in a gray zone of thought, where I have most my extraordinary beliefs. :rolleyes:

Hey, _underscore_ was not knocking your post at all, it was rather interesting. The term mugwump was first coined in the early '90's by one of _underscores_ homies, in reference to the sound made when a dirt bike tire encounters cow manure. "Mugwump".

[kblood]

I didnt believe _underscore_ was knocking my post. Just got interested in this new word. I have tried gokarts and BMX bikes, but not motorcross and such. I hope I can find some use for this mugwump word :) Kinda funny. Im just not sure I can understand it well enough. Nice sentences you made there though :) I really like the "You had me at hello". One of the best oneliners yet, I think :D When it comes to flirting anyway.

[snoopsnuffleopagus]

YoYoYoYo! Snoop K-Blood!: 4:20

Are you familiar with the Audio Art known as: 'Stream of Consciousness'.
I think you would be a natural. 'Talking without punctuation', 'Teachers Worst Nightmare!'

All you do is put a decent microphone in your 'puter, run it through 'Garage Band' or some such and 'Burn' CDs. And put it on the Net.

You are fluid in your ability to move through disparate subjects and thoughts. Verbalize your posts without punctuation.

I like how you are 'working out', matters of gravitas publicly.

More powEr to you!

Kind Regards!: Snoopsnuffleopagus

[loveemotion]

Hey buddy. so you got all this abilities, wht a re you doing with them... are you trying to help others?
Since you are the sorcerer and master most of your abilities.. dont you think it is time to find out who you are and why you are here?

I control 4 elements of the planet.

Stay positive :)
Love and Light!

[kblood]

I am trying. I do not like to think that I am "the messiah". Sometimes I do, and it kinda blows my ego :( Also it simply feels like it burns my soul, just believing it. When helping lost souls, like ghosts or otherwise to move on, it seems easier to think about though.

I am trying to find a purpose. No matter what I am or why, I probably have a destiny of some kind. Hopefully I will not have to be some historical person, but I do hope that what I do will spread some kind of good karma into the future. If others believe me to be inhuman in some way, and exalted, they might also believe that all I do is what is right to do. I can only hope they do not try to see me as someone to follow by example. I do believe I have made quite a few mistakes, and I can only hope to learn from them.

I am on this forum to try finding others that might help me find out who or what I am, and what to do about it. I guess I could go fight in some war, but I do not kill someone unless I see it as a way of freeing a tormented soul, or protecting others. Making that kind of decision in a war could become quite troublesome. Too many that might need guidance, and helping souls move on takes quite a toll on my body :( This one time I felt a guys life flash before my eyes :eek: He was asking for salvation and death. I really do hope there wont be too many others like him. So sad when people want to die. He just wanted me to see him as a good person, and I could see him as a good person. He had done bad stuff in his lifetime, but everyone deserves the chance to be forgiven. If I was able to speak with him better (He didnt speak english or german too well, and I dont speak russian), then I might have been able to tell him how to move on faster in the afterlife. But he did seem to have gotten some higher understanding of life.

I usually cannot and/or will not use my "sorcerer" abilities unless it is to help someone or protect someone. Sometimes reversing the state of my sorroundings is quite usefull to restore something or someone broken or hurt. At other times healing or regeneration helps.

Usually these abilities seem to keep me from dying in any way. I have survived burning, being shot, falling from above the clouds and then regenerating my body back from... well :) Falling that far is usually not healthy.

I have even tried flying a few times, later I have come to believe that it might have been tractor beams from UFOs though. Thinking back on it, I was usually only flying up or down :rolleyes: Some of my tricks seems to have been helped on the way to amaze others. I am therefore not completely certain of my abilities, but it does seem that I have become more than they expected. They being whoever found me and have had some kind of interest in me. At least the seem to be people with good intentions. I am always skeptic though, and I guess that is why I cannot get any stable contact with any of them. Also I tend to reveal their secrets whenever they give me any, or I simply discover some of them.

Whenever I do find something "out of place" somewhere, I do sometimes investigate it, if I find that it takes more than just police work, to get to the bottom of it. I am not really good at keeping friends close, since I usually crave alot of privacy, to keep my thoughts somewhat clear. Ends up with friends not always calling me first, and me not always calling them either. Hard for a person like me to have alot of friends. I try to keep a few good and close friends instead. Not even that is easy though.

I have tried controlling some of the elements. Fire and electricity seems somewhat controllable to me. I have only tried that a few times though. Not much use for it, unless in combat. And in combat, I do not have to worry much about getting hurt myself anyway.

Hmmmm... that was quite a wall of text again... anything partiqular you could like to know?

[kblood]

YoYoYoYo! Snoop K-Blood!: 4:20

Are you familiar with the Audio Art known as: 'Stream of Consciousness'.
I think you would be a natural. 'Talking without punctuation', 'Teachers Worst Nightmare!'

All you do is put a decent microphone in your 'puter, run it through 'Garage Band' or some such and 'Burn' CDs. And put it on the Net.

You are fluid in your ability to move through disparate subjects and thoughts. Verbalize your posts without punctuation.

I like how you are 'working out', matters of gravitas publicly.

More powEr to you!

Kind Regards!: Snoopsnuffleopagus

Hmmm, I havent heard about it before. I will try looking into it :) I try not to do anything publicly if I can avoid it. I do not like those I know to think of me differently because of it. Very hard to do though. Usually I just try to believe that they do not believe it, even if they see it...

I wish I could make my sentances shorter and easier to understand. When I type, I usually type what I am thinking... instead of thinking it through first :o Which is one of the reason why I write things like I would probably say them to another person. Makes for alot of text fast though, so I guess those that do not like to read much, would have to waste alot of time trying to read my long posts :(

I hope my walls of text are not annoying too many. I am quite certain that it is annoying at least a few.

Thanks for the feedback by the way :)

[eat_a_grey]

"Mugwump"..My grandpa used to call me that over 35 years ago.:p

Now to the post at hand here..kblood,maybe you have just tapped into that 'hidden' part of the brain where most other can not or have not been able to just as of yet.

When were you aware that you had different abilities that are not 'normal'?
What I am asking was,was this something like a switch that just turned on or is it something that got more powerful overtime?

heh great,I just looked out the window and I see a huge fucking fresh chemtrail that was just sprayed.:mad::mad::mad:

Anways like loveemotion asked,what are you doing with your abilities?Positive?Negative?

[kblood]

I am hoping it is positive. That is what I am trying to do anyway. I believe I have been able to give actual "vampires" the belief in mortality back. That they can live without feeding of the living. I do not know how long these people/beings have managed to live, but I do belive they did manage to stop their ageing. Believing that mortality is not possible has helped some of them find peace in death, or the courage to begin aging and living as a human being again.

This is what I think I am best at. Having "Sympathy for the Devil" :) I believe that is the best deeds I have done so far. To help demonic beings or whatever they might be called, to find the light again.

I guess that is what I am best at. Sympathising with those that are different, wether they have done evil deeds or not. Most my "evil deeds" have been attempts to either disprove me being a second comming, or trying to help others and failing :(

Having done deeds that I believe would be well worth going to prison or frying in an electric chair for, I guess it makes me more forgiving. Easier to forgive others, when you believe yourself to have been even more evil, by doing something wrong, or letting something bad happen.

The other ways I try to help is by using this forum :) Trying to explain the things others do not understand. I hope I can use my experiences to help others, that might have "unconventional" problems.

I also use MMO games to find people that might need help, or is able to help. That is always my secret agenda when doing something. Getting more friends, learning more about what types of beings we have around us, how far the limits of "impossible" really goes and finding others that might help.

Usually I try to be a normal fun-loving guy that likes to play geeky games, but sometimes I have to see what is behind it all, and get to know the new friends I have gotten better. Keeping it all superficial makes it boring. That is why I like MMO's. Some actually play those to get new friends, instead of just getting the most money, or most items or proving to be the best :)

[kblood]

Replying to eat_a_grey's post:

* "Mugwump"..My grandpa used to call me that over 35 years ago.
- It is such a cute word.

* Now to the post at hand here..kblood,maybe you have just tapped into that 'hidden' part of the brain where most other can not or have not been able to just as of yet.
- I believe so. I once tried a CT scan to try getting doctors to locate the parts of the brain that control telepathy, telekinesis and see if the fact that I am able to make all of my brain "buzz" would be possible. I called that a test :p They seemed quite amazed. It does cost them maybe 7.000 euros just to get a machine like that running I think, so I hope it was a good cause. My brother had just gotten scanned before me, so that is why I thought it would be a total waste anyway. Is a CT scan part of a CAT scan?

* When were you aware that you had different abilities that are not 'normal'?
What I am asking was,was this something like a switch that just turned on or is it something that got more powerful overtime?
- As a kid I guess I met alot of people that were dead. Or maybe I just knew that they were going to die. Sometimes I simply went to talk with someone and ask them how they felt about death to prepare them. This is something I have only begun to remember over the last few days. I never did like this much, but it seems I do put it to good use, even thought I seem unaware of it, most the time :eek: I have set many dates and ages on myself as to when I believed to "discover" these things. 13 when I first felt in love, 7 when I first died, earlier when I first had close family dying. Age 1 I believe :(

-heh great,I just looked out the window and I see a huge fucking fresh chemtrail that was just sprayed.:mad::mad::mad:
*Im still trying to figure out what exactly these chemtrails are :confused: All I have read so far confuses me.

-Anways like loveemotion asked,what are you doing with your abilities?Positive?Negative?
* Hmmm... guess I will need to try making a list then:

Changing the flow of time around me, reversing it, accelerating it. A bit like the movie "NEXT", just a whole lot more potent. The longer I wait with reversing something, the harder it is. Needs to be done so the event is something easily forgotten.

Healing - Anything really... make the person believe the healing is possible, and that the person deserves the healing and BAM!, instant healing. Very potent I think.

Regeneration - If all else fail, I regenerate myself. I also try to "lend" my regeneration to others, if that seems to only way to make them healthy again. I know others that seem to have learned doing this as well. Kind of self healing I think. Many elite sportspeople probably heal themself with sheer will alone, and might not even realise it most the time.

Communicating with ghosts - I can see and talk to ghosts, if they want to see me, me to see them, and I do not ignore them. Ghosts are not of this plane of existance, so usually they cannot do much more than sending thoughts. I believe I learned most my abilities from these ghosts.

Levitation/flying - I thought this was possible for me, but I have later come to see it as me being conned. It could simply just be spirits or UFO's playing tricks on me. Maybe because they want me as some kind of idol for inspiration or something. I do not like to be controlled, so I try to keep them far away, most of the time. Wether I can levitate on my own, I do not really know. I can't unless I believe it to be fully possible anyway. That is the only thing I am certain of.

Astral travel/out of body - One of the things I fear the most. Sometimes I have nightmares that I fear is real. Sometimes they turn out to have been something that is happening while I dream it. After accepting being able to do this, I have learned to do it while awake as well. Seems time stops while doing this anyway :) Maybe you all know about falling asleep for maybe 30 seconds, and you manage to dream so much that you thought you slept for hours? Our mind is alot faster than we might think. Not matter how stupid we may seem. I believe this can be used to go see the future or the past.

Shared memory - While touching someone else, and make a mental link, it should be possible to share a memory. See something that happened in the past of one of the linked people. Sometimes I even get to see all of a persons life flash before my eyes, if that is what they want to show me. I cannot remember all that, I can only try to understand it. The only time a person did this to me yet, he was asking to be forgiven, blessed and killed. He seemed so full of life, but what he wanted the most was to be rid of it. Made me very sad since I feel the same way sometimes. Also because I was a bit jealous that he got to move on, and I have to wait :rolleyes: Takes some time to find my happiness again after that, but I usually do, and I know so :)

Channeling ghosts - I have been able to have ghosts possess my body or part of it. Letting them speak through me. Very creepy though, and I usually do not let it happen. Has happened maybe 4 times or something like that.

Draining life - I have become aware of the how vampires feed. I know that when I am depressed, I do the same more or less. Have given me quite a few nightmares and fears. Fearing contact with the world, simply because I know I might drain something who has his or hers focus on me. At least people doesnt just drop dead around me... :o

Teleportation - Part of the timetravel and astral travel I guess. Not easy at all, and I have not done it much myself. Sometimes I teleport another person. Well, once anyway. Still trying to figure out where he went, since his target location was his decision :( Do not know what condition he was in on ariving. Guess I just have to have faith in him and all events turning out well.

Controlling the elements and energies - I can let voltage pass through me and direct it at something or someone. I know a person who could "charge" himself, and then "zap". He did sometimes loose control and sap accidently though :( So even though you might be very capable of surviving lightning or electricity it should not be done on purpose. You might end up killing someone by mistake. Well... I have not tried controlling the other elements much. Oh, except the weather. I do like trying to keep the rain from falling on me, and it usually goes so well that I scare myself.
F.ex. Going for a long walk... waiting for a bus, entering the bus.. (rain pours down)... The bus stops, I go out and the rain is almost gone again. It is like the sun likes to follow me :) I do like the rain though, so sometimes I go out during heavy rain, just to make sure it isnt something I control... alone anyway. The weather usually cheers me up, no matter what weather it is.

That just about sums it up. Hmmm... well, shapeshifting, stopping time, making illusions for others... might get into that as well. Just not now. Hope it was a good read.

[kblood]

Lol... no more than 10 smilies per post? Auch... I am a sucker for smilies ;)