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aee02
27-08-2009, 09:47 PM
Hello. Nothing mind-boggling here. Just having a real low day. Wasn't sure where to put it so I'm at the mercy of the open forum and accountable for my actions.
I decided a few years ago to discontinue meds and handle my depression on my own rather than being a dispondent dribbling idiot. My coping skills usually work better than this. I'm not the most positive person but I do have my better days.
Its just I am going through so many revelations in my life on so many different levels that its shaking me to my bones. Everything has changed inside me but no one else sees or understands. I feel like my life is a fascade.
There is no anchor.
I'm on the verge of deleting this because its not relevant to anything. Here is my pity-party. Most likely I will not be able to respond to this any time soon. Not because of any great conspiracy but that because I have little online time at home and although I can read remotely, because of my location I can't stay online long enough to respond.
So sorry for the useless thread and waste of time. Appreciate any insights, wisdom, encouragement...thanks for listening or ignoring me. I'm sensitive by nature and more so now, so please ignore me rather than kick me while I'm down.
grenadene
27-08-2009, 11:06 PM
Hello there :)
you seem to have wandered onto the wrong thread
http://www.davidicke.com/forum/showthread.php?t=79287
depression cure contained within....listen to the songs and watch the videos
This is for you -------> (((((HUG))))))
tracker
27-08-2009, 11:09 PM
I'm feeling low today --------------too .
grenadene
27-08-2009, 11:24 PM
I'm feeling low today --------------too .
Then I shall refer my good friend to the post above I made only a few moments ago :)
Oh...and this is for you ((((((HUG)))))) :D
everything is ok
28-08-2009, 12:11 AM
http://images.fanpop.com/images/image_uploads/Kitty-Hugs-being-nice-133512_640_853.jpg
aee02
28-08-2009, 12:24 AM
Hello there :)
you seem to have wandered onto the wrong thread
http://www.davidicke.com/forum/showthread.php?t=79287
depression cure contained within....listen to the songs and watch the videos
This is for you -------> (((((HUG))))))
Hi grenadene,
My daughter is screaming so I have limited time on the computer but I felt rude not to respond.
Thank you for the link. I'm sorry if I posted in the incorrect place. I guess my thinking was "awakening" means change-which seems bad at first but hopefully leads to good stuff later-see I'm trying.
I usually don't open myself up like this so I apologize for any awkwardness. Thank you for listening to my insanity. Greatly appreciated.
aee02
28-08-2009, 12:25 AM
Thank you everyone.
Hello. Nothing mind-boggling here. Just having a real low day. Wasn't sure where to put it so I'm at the mercy of the open forum and accountable for my actions.
I decided a few years ago to discontinue meds and handle my depression on my own rather than being a dispondent dribbling idiot. My coping skills usually work better than this. I'm not the most positive person but I do have my better days.
Its just I am going through so many revelations in my life on so many different levels that its shaking me to my bones. Everything has changed inside me but no one else sees or understands. I feel like my life is a fascade.
There is no anchor.
I'm on the verge of deleting this because its not relevant to anything. Here is my pity-party. Most likely I will not be able to respond to this any time soon. Not because of any great conspiracy but that because I have little online time at home and although I can read remotely, because of my location I can't stay online long enough to respond.
So sorry for the useless thread and waste of time. Appreciate any insights, wisdom, encouragement...thanks for listening or ignoring me. I'm sensitive by nature and more so now, so please ignore me rather than kick me while I'm down.
Love you
grenadene
28-08-2009, 12:51 AM
Hi grenadene,
My daughter is screaming so I have limited time on the computer but I felt rude not to respond.
Thank you for the link. I'm sorry if I posted in the incorrect place. I guess my thinking was "awakening" means change-which seems bad at first but hopefully leads to good stuff later-see I'm trying.
I usually don't open myself up like this so I apologize for any awkwardness. Thank you for listening to my insanity. Greatly appreciated.
Hello....screaming children always take priority... they pitch it at a frequency that rattles your fillings :D. Waking up to what goes on behind the scenes... and there really is no limits to the depths of their depravity, is enough to send anyone with a conscience at least half crazy.
Learn what you need to about it to help you navigate the icebergs but at the same time be kind to yourself and focus on the main focus of David Icke's work...Love is the only truth....and there is more of it about than the mainstream will ever tell you.
Hope you're feeling happier :)
delamo1999
28-08-2009, 02:10 AM
http://images.fanpop.com/images/image_uploads/Kitty-Hugs-being-nice-133512_640_853.jpg
What an adorable picture. Nothing like seeing a lovey cat to bring up your spirits. Also if all else fails, dive into a big piece of chocolate.
:)
steevo
28-08-2009, 02:46 AM
Hello. Nothing mind-boggling here. Just having a real low day. Wasn't sure where to put it so I'm at the mercy of the open forum and accountable for my actions.
I decided a few years ago to discontinue meds and handle my depression on my own rather than being a dispondent dribbling idiot. My coping skills usually work better than this. I'm not the most positive person but I do have my better days.
Its just I am going through so many revelations in my life on so many different levels that its shaking me to my bones. Everything has changed inside me but no one else sees or understands. I feel like my life is a fascade.
There is no anchor.
I'm on the verge of deleting this because its not relevant to anything. Here is my pity-party. Most likely I will not be able to respond to this any time soon. Not because of any great conspiracy but that because I have little online time at home and although I can read remotely, because of my location I can't stay online long enough to respond.
So sorry for the useless thread and waste of time. Appreciate any insights, wisdom, encouragement...thanks for listening or ignoring me. I'm sensitive by nature and more so now, so please ignore me rather than kick me while I'm down.
I'm feeling low today --------------too .
"Society" makes us feel low.
steevo
28-08-2009, 02:54 AM
Hi, "Steevo".
Hi "Edit". I DO use inverted commas alot :D
branjo
28-08-2009, 05:12 AM
Hi "Edit". I DO use inverted commas alot :D
You know what, I have a really "bad" habit of that too...lol.
My posts are full of the little buggers :D
For the OP, it will pass because you have to go through those "holy shit" moments and then you find your common sense and correct the fear with the reassuring sense of knowing is better than not knowing, every single time.
Chin up:)