game over
16-08-2007, 07:45 PM
:eek:so here's how it went down i was makeing a bed for myself in a empty feild in between two houses in the city i got inside my little card board coffin to bear through the night when i got this sudden fear the people across from me could see me from there window and would call the police on me as soon as i thought this a huge fear bellowed out of me not just in thought in visual's sorta like gas like a light shadow that was visbale and face's started to apear evil looking thing's then something started touching me in the butthole i tried calming myself by saying i didnt care if the police showed up and tried getting the attack on my butthole to stop by visualizeing that the person or force's that were responsble were actually kissing my butthole becouse they like butthole kissing then is tarted thinking about people i had had weird experiance's with and bad thoughts around and i started opening all these other portal's up it seemed as tho it was gonna be another long nite of frustration then i started to think back to the way i use to think before my mind went down the gutter i started thinking vary open and started broadcasting my thought's up in the air basicly explaining or demon straiting is a better word why thinking peicefully and loveingly no matter what towards a person and treating them better than you would want to be treated basicly respect for everytone the pedo's the thief's the murder's satanis and the everyday christian when i started thinking these high res thoughts' and i said to myself i should write a book about thinking this way it would help alot of epople i was instaly swaped down like gettin knocked out of a cloud
(you see another trick of the matrix is makeing you think you should hold ill will towards evil people you have to love evil people just as you would love your child)
(alot of you try to fight evil in your mind's with evil fire with fire it does'nt work best solution i have found is fight fire with water )
i then heard this dog walking around near me breathing real loud i was'nt sure if it was actually there tho then this guy start's whistling like he's calling his dog and he keep's whistling it get's louder and louder and he get's closer now at this point i'm really sorta mad becouse i know there is'nt a dog and i know the guy whisteling just teleported there and i know what he was doing was a way of soem how allowcoating me i'm mad becouse i know someone is directly trying to atatck me for thinking about helping people then i try thinking that he's not real and hid foot steps get closer and closer also i migth add when i tried calling for help in my head all my thought's were supressed or redirected also i am postive do to past experiance's like this encounter that he was actually there and not some sort of an illusion or projection even tho i did'nt see him i know he was there so then i stood up for my self and told him if he came any close it would him who weould be in trouble after i said that he left i woke up the next mornign with my jacket on backwords ziped all the way up now i sleep with my arms in my coat so that coulda happened by accident i'm putting everything in here so you can draw your own conclusions based on my story
(you see another trick of the matrix is makeing you think you should hold ill will towards evil people you have to love evil people just as you would love your child)
(alot of you try to fight evil in your mind's with evil fire with fire it does'nt work best solution i have found is fight fire with water )
i then heard this dog walking around near me breathing real loud i was'nt sure if it was actually there tho then this guy start's whistling like he's calling his dog and he keep's whistling it get's louder and louder and he get's closer now at this point i'm really sorta mad becouse i know there is'nt a dog and i know the guy whisteling just teleported there and i know what he was doing was a way of soem how allowcoating me i'm mad becouse i know someone is directly trying to atatck me for thinking about helping people then i try thinking that he's not real and hid foot steps get closer and closer also i migth add when i tried calling for help in my head all my thought's were supressed or redirected also i am postive do to past experiance's like this encounter that he was actually there and not some sort of an illusion or projection even tho i did'nt see him i know he was there so then i stood up for my self and told him if he came any close it would him who weould be in trouble after i said that he left i woke up the next mornign with my jacket on backwords ziped all the way up now i sleep with my arms in my coat so that coulda happened by accident i'm putting everything in here so you can draw your own conclusions based on my story