If I suffer than let me suffer!!!!!

[exhausted]

WHAT IS IT Noooooow!!!!! :mad:

These people are getting rude, howling, hollering out the cars when no one is looking, slaming doors in my ear. Blue and white car squelling tires in front of the house, driving slow. Showing up all over the place.

I need prayer and support please, it started with white pick up trucks and white cars now it is going back into that again. What is it noooow!!!!

I can't keep running scared from people on the outside I can't tell what is what anymore. This intimidation and bullying is out of control outside.

WHAT IS IT Noooooow!!!!!

Why does everyone wait until my husband is gone and bully me around.

The pastors are suppose to be taking care of me for the you know who today's message must to have been hate thine neighbor more this week for us.

I need some support and prayer. What in the world set these people off like a firecracker when no one has said a word to them. That show that they are listening in the house to what you say and keeping up with your every move.

Rolling a red pick up truck up and down in front of the house. Yeah the black pastors and people need to come on community gangstalking big time this week I can see it coming. They probably preached on it today, well folks this is big week for us, etc. :eek:

[jagrmeister721]

I know what you are going through.

Stay strong.

It is never easy. You have us. You have friends/family. The latter may not understand what you are experiencing specifically but are good to get your mind on other things.

Although its hard to see now, you'll emerge stronger from this; things that used to bother you won't. A lot of us here on this board have likely had similar experiences- feel free to PM.

[exhausted]

Am fine thank you, I don't believe in electronic harrassment or reptiles. But thanks anyway.

If that was the case a good bag of suffer would take care of the locals. If I post something here people think am making stuff up after they read it and move forward with the harrassment anyway. I can't even smile without people thinking am picking on them or making something up they project on me what they are doing.

Deca was so right it is the tech behind it and people taking advantage of someone having a rough time.

[pinkfreud]

Am fine thank you, I don't believe in electronic harrassment or reptiles. But thanks anyway.

If that was the case a good bag of suffer would take care of the locals. If I post something here people think am making stuff up after they read it and move forward with the harrassment anyway. I can't even smile without people thinking am picking on them or making something up they project on me what they are doing.

Deca was so right it is the tech behind it and people taking advantage of someone having a rough time.


i'm sorry for what you're going through, and i sincerely hope you will get better in time.

methinks it's time you focused on yourself instead of letting others get to you; you are your own true inspiration, always remember that. if you need help, we are always here to lend a ear, but i suggest you start a bit of meditation and deep breathing every day for a few minutes.

here's another brilliant thread for bringing about positive energy- Orgonite (http://www.davidicke.com/forum/showthread.php?t=62867).

try it if and when you can, and don't be disheartened. you have the power to mould your own destiny, and no one has the right to take that away from you.

take care.

[the om]

If I suffer, let me suffer. But when I live, let me always love. :) You aren't alone in this. Just love. And if you feel yourself becoming overwhelmed, try this prayer:



Transmute transmute
With violet fire

All cause and core
Not of God's desire

This being is One
Of cause alone

The cause is Love
The sacred tone



Its helped me a lot in the past.

[exhausted]

People read anything we post here - for the locals can't even take a joke stop getting so offended - go pray (watch and pray).

[exhausted]

This is pitiful they put a black women in a red car and she is driving it up and down in front of the house but she look like she is scared to death and want to drop a ______ in her pants and she keep looking at the people across the street. The white people ride behind her laughing.

These people keep telling me it is police harrassment and we knew it all along. I complain about the Red trucks and the kkk so they are making the blacks look like idiots. They tap the phone when I was talking to the attorney and turned what we discussed around on the blacks.

A civil rights attorney said she had seen several cases of this since 9/11 people using it to get back at people, using investigations and running a hate crime in the middle of an investigation. That is why I don't understand why the churches participate and think it is funny.

It look pitiful if you ask me I gave her a copy of the www.gangstalking website and that is exactly what it look like. You can't make anybody do anything by harrassing them on all different levels. The people they are using know everything thing going on they keep looking across the street they look pitiful. When they see me they feel sorry for me.

I just smile and ignore it all because I feel sorry for them because they sit something up that backfired, the churches know you don't hate, scold, condemn, push, harrass to get a point across to a person if you have a personal matter you deal with people on a personal level. No body would tell me what to do and how to do it I would tell them to do it yourself.

Because they can't bully they get the miniorities to do it in a round about way some black girls scream at me and the other one said stop you fool can't you see what it is.


I figure I blog they stay mad all the time anyway if stay silent they get mad and talk they get mad. People say stay calm and quite and it will go away I staying away from it all and they sneak and pull something when no one is looking anyway.

What kind of Task Force is that.

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What kind of Safety Task Force is taping a phone when you talk to the attorney. They put a black girl in a red car I complained about them using kkk tactics and they are making a mockery out of th blacks by letting them do what the whites did to me.

Some white girls screamed at me on one street then the some blacks on the other side. Trying to even it out.

The black girl keep looking across the street like she see a ghost with the whites riding behind her laughing.

Why would church people think something like this is funny that is so odd. If you are a christian you don't push, harrass, hate, scare, control, let someone tell you to HATE anybody. That is what happen when the church get involve with state or city stuff on a personal level.

Let me tell you where you made your mistake if you were going to set up an investigation I would have done it without the person finding out some kind of way. When you turn the headlights on you open up the door for abuse.

To sum it all up so you won't do it again you TALK to people no were in the bible it tells you to isolate and don't communicate with people the gag order is what killed you. You minister by healing not killing anything time you take ungodly authority and use it in the body christ it will back fire. I have a group of others that feel the same way let's team up and get her.

If it is abuse lets team up and put abuse on top of abuse she said something bad about us. Yall scare me because this is what got Jesus killed. Telll them not to do it again a civil rights attorneys said she had seen several cases of this since 9/11 for what ever reason because people can use terrorist tactics and get away with it.

People need to blog here because people need to see what they are doing, eps. church.