astraltraveller
15-08-2007, 02:59 AM
hi folks
this post is about some of my thoughts , and some conflicting thoughts on the nature of the matrix we are in and the nature of reality . i dont realy know were im going with this but i would like to know if anyone else has had the same kinda thoughts .
hundreds of years ago in fuedal japan a captured ronin jonin or janin ninja who was being tortured would commit suicide or they would commit sepuku in order to have an honerable death if they lost a battle or failed a mission by cutting in a triangle formation into the hara or by asking thier victor to behead them . but today because of the new age movements telling us things like if you commit suicide you will reincarnate and have to live life all over again and try getting past the point wich made you commit suicide in the first place . we are also informed that some near death experiencers have witnessed long cues of people in the afterlife walking around like lost souls with thier heads to the floor and have to walk around possibly for many years untill they are forced to reincarnate again when the time is rite when god can find an opening for the person .
i have problems with suicide , reincarnation , and the nwo and not only these but reincarnation in general because i have read from several souces that reincarnation has now been proven and it is a fact acording to the sources . the real problem for me is and for the whole human race apart from those who are lucky enough to be able to ascend like jesus if he exsisted and other ascended masters who have left the karmic weel and off of the cycle of life death rebirth . the problem is only lucky people like yogis who can dedicate thier whole life to leaving the the reincarnation cycle can ascend or leave thier bodies in thier light bodies and move to a diffrent dimension . but what happens to the rest of us and what happens if the nwo defeats us and creates a prison planet with a satanic religion that will not allow the philosophy of of ascention and will not allow people to sit around in temples dedicating thier lives to leaving the reincarnation cycle and what happens if the nwo get away with what they plan with project blue beam . will we forever be trapped in a dimension after death under the new world order and only be doomed to reincarnate back into this hellish life for eternity .
another problem i have is that according to project blue book some people will be kept alive on machines while organs are taken and used in transplants , does this not constitute torture and what about others who will be kept alive and used for medical research , is this not torture ? . the question i cant find the answer to is , did the ninja get it rite , was it a good idea to commit suicide to evade torture and is it a load of crap that we will have to join a cue in heaven and get a good moaning from god and a big lecture with him telling you you shouldnt commit suicide and that you should allow yourself to be tortured for as many years as it takes you to die and then be reincarnated and go back to earth's prison planet .
another problem arises here with the ninjajust as an exsample for arguments sake . if we are suposed to come back after suicide and try getting past the point that made you commit suicide then what if you come back and commit suiced again at the same point because you probably will have no recollection of your previous life unless you are like some lucky people who say they remember past lives . but what if you dont remember , you could come back many times and commit suicide at the same point and do this for eternity , or what if you were a ninja in a past life and kept commiting suicide up to the present day then whats the chance you will actualy still be a ninja in the modern day and have to fight a samurai . thier is not much chance of you being a modern day ninja who will have to fight a samurai , do you see what im getting at ? . im saying that is this that we are told by new age people that we have to come back after a succesfull suicide attempt and try getting past that point , is it just bull made up by illuminato connected misinfomationists to keep us from commiting suicide and escaping the matrix ? .
is it possible that anyone who commits suicide will have to come back and live the same life again and is it even possible for all those situations that led upto it actualy be possible to happen again in a future time .
another question is , what is suicide and does it exsist ?
sound like a stupid question ? , well what about this . if you join the army and get killed isnt this a type of suicide ? . what if you smoke and get cancer knowing that smoking can cause cancer couldnt smoking be construed as suicide ? . thier are a multitude of things we do in life wich ultimatly lead to death wich we could avoid and what about eating more healthy , what if we have a bad diet that could cause a heart attack , is this suicide and will we have to come back and put things rite ? .
final note
what is the diffrence between dying in any way we choose be it a bad diet or smoking or suicide and uthanasia . is it our fault that billions of us dont get the oportunities to live life like a yogi and ascend and no matter how we die do we all in reality end up in the same placew with the same supernatural powers and are we realy infinite conciousness and powerfull beings who are all god or a part of god and if we are why dont we have any power and are forced to join long cues if we commit suicide and have to reincarnate whatever we do or however we die unless we are yogis who get to go to the highest realms of heaven and get off of the karmic and rebirth weels . or .....
is it true , we are infinite conciousness and all powerfull and we have been lied to to keep us imprisoned .
i apologise if anyone finds this post boring and or depressing but i do not condone or encourage suicide but i do have these questions and ive never seen anyone anywere on the net question these things . i have heard of people commiting suicide and having an NDE and having a possitive experience and not seing the dead walk around with thier heads to the ground waiting to be reincarnated again but they came back to tell the tail and say they experienced an infinite amount of love and compassion . so is it what you believe is what you get , so i say believe its all good and that we have probably been told a lot of rubbish about leaving the matrix .
peace all
this post is about some of my thoughts , and some conflicting thoughts on the nature of the matrix we are in and the nature of reality . i dont realy know were im going with this but i would like to know if anyone else has had the same kinda thoughts .
hundreds of years ago in fuedal japan a captured ronin jonin or janin ninja who was being tortured would commit suicide or they would commit sepuku in order to have an honerable death if they lost a battle or failed a mission by cutting in a triangle formation into the hara or by asking thier victor to behead them . but today because of the new age movements telling us things like if you commit suicide you will reincarnate and have to live life all over again and try getting past the point wich made you commit suicide in the first place . we are also informed that some near death experiencers have witnessed long cues of people in the afterlife walking around like lost souls with thier heads to the floor and have to walk around possibly for many years untill they are forced to reincarnate again when the time is rite when god can find an opening for the person .
i have problems with suicide , reincarnation , and the nwo and not only these but reincarnation in general because i have read from several souces that reincarnation has now been proven and it is a fact acording to the sources . the real problem for me is and for the whole human race apart from those who are lucky enough to be able to ascend like jesus if he exsisted and other ascended masters who have left the karmic weel and off of the cycle of life death rebirth . the problem is only lucky people like yogis who can dedicate thier whole life to leaving the the reincarnation cycle can ascend or leave thier bodies in thier light bodies and move to a diffrent dimension . but what happens to the rest of us and what happens if the nwo defeats us and creates a prison planet with a satanic religion that will not allow the philosophy of of ascention and will not allow people to sit around in temples dedicating thier lives to leaving the reincarnation cycle and what happens if the nwo get away with what they plan with project blue beam . will we forever be trapped in a dimension after death under the new world order and only be doomed to reincarnate back into this hellish life for eternity .
another problem i have is that according to project blue book some people will be kept alive on machines while organs are taken and used in transplants , does this not constitute torture and what about others who will be kept alive and used for medical research , is this not torture ? . the question i cant find the answer to is , did the ninja get it rite , was it a good idea to commit suicide to evade torture and is it a load of crap that we will have to join a cue in heaven and get a good moaning from god and a big lecture with him telling you you shouldnt commit suicide and that you should allow yourself to be tortured for as many years as it takes you to die and then be reincarnated and go back to earth's prison planet .
another problem arises here with the ninjajust as an exsample for arguments sake . if we are suposed to come back after suicide and try getting past the point that made you commit suicide then what if you come back and commit suiced again at the same point because you probably will have no recollection of your previous life unless you are like some lucky people who say they remember past lives . but what if you dont remember , you could come back many times and commit suicide at the same point and do this for eternity , or what if you were a ninja in a past life and kept commiting suicide up to the present day then whats the chance you will actualy still be a ninja in the modern day and have to fight a samurai . thier is not much chance of you being a modern day ninja who will have to fight a samurai , do you see what im getting at ? . im saying that is this that we are told by new age people that we have to come back after a succesfull suicide attempt and try getting past that point , is it just bull made up by illuminato connected misinfomationists to keep us from commiting suicide and escaping the matrix ? .
is it possible that anyone who commits suicide will have to come back and live the same life again and is it even possible for all those situations that led upto it actualy be possible to happen again in a future time .
another question is , what is suicide and does it exsist ?
sound like a stupid question ? , well what about this . if you join the army and get killed isnt this a type of suicide ? . what if you smoke and get cancer knowing that smoking can cause cancer couldnt smoking be construed as suicide ? . thier are a multitude of things we do in life wich ultimatly lead to death wich we could avoid and what about eating more healthy , what if we have a bad diet that could cause a heart attack , is this suicide and will we have to come back and put things rite ? .
final note
what is the diffrence between dying in any way we choose be it a bad diet or smoking or suicide and uthanasia . is it our fault that billions of us dont get the oportunities to live life like a yogi and ascend and no matter how we die do we all in reality end up in the same placew with the same supernatural powers and are we realy infinite conciousness and powerfull beings who are all god or a part of god and if we are why dont we have any power and are forced to join long cues if we commit suicide and have to reincarnate whatever we do or however we die unless we are yogis who get to go to the highest realms of heaven and get off of the karmic and rebirth weels . or .....
is it true , we are infinite conciousness and all powerfull and we have been lied to to keep us imprisoned .
i apologise if anyone finds this post boring and or depressing but i do not condone or encourage suicide but i do have these questions and ive never seen anyone anywere on the net question these things . i have heard of people commiting suicide and having an NDE and having a possitive experience and not seing the dead walk around with thier heads to the ground waiting to be reincarnated again but they came back to tell the tail and say they experienced an infinite amount of love and compassion . so is it what you believe is what you get , so i say believe its all good and that we have probably been told a lot of rubbish about leaving the matrix .
peace all