soglad
14-08-2007, 03:46 PM
The more I look around my world and know more about things it becomes more apparent that love is the only solid base of truth. I used to think that the only reason I was here was to play music. I love playing guitar and had dreams of pursuing it, but the more I look at the music business and musicians it kind of fades. It's another level of illusion and 5 sense stuff. Although I agree music is a beautiful thing, I just don't feel it's worth going for anymore. All I want to do today is spread love to people and a message of hope, be loved and love back. It's all I want and need...
I come across so many people and more and more every day and I have amazing talks about reality with them, and that makes me so happy. I'm eating the healthiest I've ever in my life and I feel amazingly good and I generally feel vibrant and happy in my life-style. I'm perfectly happy the way I am, and I don't feel it's necessary to look in the external world anymore, because I feel complete as I am! I worry that to some people this may seem as having no goals in life, but I do! To love and be love, be a part of the change in the world.
I find bands more stressful than enlightening anyways. The lazy people who do not have the same ambitions as you, being lost in communication trying to explain ideas.....maybe I'm in the wrong band, but hey. I'd still love to do some solo stuff, real laid-back type of John Martyn, Paul Simon, Tommy Emmanuel stuff by myself so I only have myself to count on. I really just want to be around my friends most of the time, discussing ideas and trying to make the world a better place.
Thanks for reading anyways, you guys here have a special place in my heart and I know you'll understand.
I love you all!
Soggy Lad.
I come across so many people and more and more every day and I have amazing talks about reality with them, and that makes me so happy. I'm eating the healthiest I've ever in my life and I feel amazingly good and I generally feel vibrant and happy in my life-style. I'm perfectly happy the way I am, and I don't feel it's necessary to look in the external world anymore, because I feel complete as I am! I worry that to some people this may seem as having no goals in life, but I do! To love and be love, be a part of the change in the world.
I find bands more stressful than enlightening anyways. The lazy people who do not have the same ambitions as you, being lost in communication trying to explain ideas.....maybe I'm in the wrong band, but hey. I'd still love to do some solo stuff, real laid-back type of John Martyn, Paul Simon, Tommy Emmanuel stuff by myself so I only have myself to count on. I really just want to be around my friends most of the time, discussing ideas and trying to make the world a better place.
Thanks for reading anyways, you guys here have a special place in my heart and I know you'll understand.
I love you all!
Soggy Lad.