theworldisflat
04-08-2009, 08:20 PM
It was the year 2005 i was 12 or 13 and i had high hopes for the world, i believed what i saw and accepted it. My mom one day had got one of david icke's books and had read it ritually and it had just fallen into my family. toward the end of her days my mom was sick but haveing spikes of what i observed of as a massive build up of chakra in certain parts of her body. I had not known this when i first saw her but when i started to reeducate myself i realized this is what was occurring. Well one day she was really sick so i had told her i loved her (we didnt say it much in my family then) then went to bed. I woke up in the 3 in the morning to find her dead and being took away in a stretcher. she had died of lung cancer, but had no cancer previously and had been to the doctors a week before. I myself had fallen into darkness i cread more of icke's book i was very young and it went against everything i had believed, but i continued reading and it was head twirling learning that everything i knew was wrong. I meditated everyday at school during lunch, i was by myself and was a loner for 3 years. about the 2nd year i had barely any to no emotion and was experiencing abnoralites. i had and still have chakra spikes from my base chakra to my crown, but then the world around me started fadeing, instead of it being shown to me i was able to tell it what to do. only with simple things first such as video games then i was able to manipulate peoples mind temporarily controlling their actions. It was high level of consiousness, but i was separate instead of connected and my mind was at war between peace and war love and hate. Then one day i had meditated and found my soul it was light blue shifting to black and since then ive been trying to find a connected balance instead of a separate violent reptillian mind set although the reptillian mind set seems to work for altering our reality