Is anyone else getting disillusioned???

[alan3333]

Hi everyone :)

Although i have been a visitor to David's forum for some time i have never made a post until now.

I need to share somthing with likeminded people like yourselves as i really have no-one else to turn to that understands.

I am basically a normal guy of 28 living in the U.K.All my life i have been interested in UFO's/Aliens and have always lived with my mindset 'Outside of the box'. It started i suppose when i was really young and used to read books and look at photographs of UFO's.It wasn't until i was older that the subject grabbed me again and i was dragged into the internet world and from then on i have been researching just about every subject i could find.

The first book i read was Chariots of the Gods which even though seemed far fetched got me into the subject greatly.From then on i studied Zecharia Sitchins work and was amazed by the Sumerian culture and how advanced they were.Virmana's are also of interest to me although the amount of material on these is a bit thin on the ground.Strange artifacts is also one of my favourite subjects.

The problem is lately i have been asking myself if i am wasting my time with all my research or even that i'm crazy!! :( my Family/Freinds/Wife all seem not want to open there minds to the real world we live and still beleive that 9/11 was not a set up :rolleyes:

I watched 'Moon Rising' yesterday which ignited my fire inside again to carry on, but even though i KNOW that NASA have lied about everything and the amercian government continue to not release the truth i still can't shake the fact we have NO concrete proof that anything really happend/exists! I mean with all the observatorys and atronomers watching the moon/sky all we have are shaky videos of UFO's and 'Insider' stories that can easily be faked with todays technology.There is such a small group of people who say they 'Know' the truth who have vidoes on sites such as 'Project Camelot' why are the things they speak about/beleive not on every front page of every newspaper in the world.

I need somthing to happen that will grab the world by the neck and wake everyone out of the comfort zones they live in and finally prove that we are not alone and the stories we read have been true all these years.

Is anyone else feeling the same????

[alan3333]

Also i have had an interesting 'Time lapse' episode happen to me which i will be glad to share.

I have contacted a local Hynotherapist via email to ask if he could help and sent him the details.Your welcome to view the email and give me your opinions on it.He was intrigued and wanted to meet me but i have never been.Keep asking myself why.

[decim]

You have conspiracy neural synaptic burnout.

It is common, it is easy to cure.

Take some time off & read or do some completely unrelated stuff until normal service returns.

deagh-bheatha

[alan3333]

LOL Thanks decim :)

The only problem is were going away on our hols in 2 weeks and i have been looking for more reading material :( Might just have a break for a while..

[payul]

Trust your intuition!

[elton]

LOL Thanks decim :)

The only problem is were going away on our hols in 2 weeks and i have been looking for more reading material :( Might just have a break for a while..

Go to Denver.

[relax]

Also i have had an interesting 'Time lapse' episode happen to me which i will be glad to share.

I have contacted a local Hynotherapist via email to ask if he could help and sent him the details.Your welcome to view the email and give me your opinions on it.He was intrigued and wanted to meet me but i have never been.Keep asking myself why.

Time lapse episode? Go on..

[lyghtkynge]

Disillusion is a great tool to clog the spiritual drive: the Master Cycle is Action-Void-Reaction.

The Reaction maintains the Sequential Firing of Events (Effects).

Take a Rest (Void), like everybody says. It is common, and one cannot allow burnout.

Then carry on. The Soul-Spirit is REAL, and It's Strength Enormous.

[sexi_co]

The first book i read was Chariots of the Gods which even though seemed far fetched got me into the subject greatly.

Erich von Däniken himself has admited that when he wrote Chariots Of The Gods, he was very young and inexperienced and made mistakes. Also, the book has over 240 question marks as it was all speculation...

His new book 'The Arrival Of The Gods' is what he considers, the new version that has scientific evidence to back up his claims, Something that was lacking in the previous book. He discusses it at length here ->

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlJ_RlUuwK8&feature=PlayList&p=34F7788432C511C6&index=0

This is part 1 of 8 on a playlist. Not sure if it'll play all 8 from here, you may have to go to youtube.

See his website to @ legendarytimes.com (http://www.legendarytimes.com/)

I hope this helps.

:)

[geewhizz]

Hi everyone :)

Although i have been a visitor to David's forum for some time i have never made a post until now.

I need to share somthing with likeminded people like yourselves as i really have no-one else to turn to that understands.

I am basically a normal guy of 28 living in the U.K.All my life i have been interested in UFO's/Aliens and have always lived with my mindset 'Outside of the box'. It started i suppose when i was really young and used to read books and look at photographs of UFO's.It wasn't until i was older that the subject grabbed me again and i was dragged into the internet world and from then on i have been researching just about every subject i could find.

The first book i read was Chariots of the Gods which even though seemed far fetched got me into the subject greatly.From then on i studied Zecharia Sitchins work and was amazed by the Sumerian culture and how advanced they were.Virmana's are also of interest to me although the amount of material on these is a bit thin on the ground.Strange artifacts is also one of my favourite subjects.

The problem is lately i have been asking myself if i am wasting my time with all my research or even that i'm crazy!! :( my Family/Freinds/Wife all seem not want to open there minds to the real world we live and still beleive that 9/11 was not a set up :rolleyes:

I watched 'Moon Rising' yesterday which ignited my fire inside again to carry on, but even though i KNOW that NASA have lied about everything and the amercian government continue to not release the truth i still can't shake the fact we have NO concrete proof that anything really happend/exists! I mean with all the observatorys and atronomers watching the moon/sky all we have are shaky videos of UFO's and 'Insider' stories that can easily be faked with todays technology.There is such a small group of people who say they 'Know' the truth who have vidoes on sites such as 'Project Camelot' why are the things they speak about/beleive not on every front page of every newspaper in the world.

I need somthing to happen that will grab the world by the neck and wake everyone out of the comfort zones they live in and finally prove that we are not alone and the stories we read have been true all these years.

Is anyone else feeling the same????

You are interested because you are probably an abductee.

[cruise4]

Things are happening and people are waking up, but many are scared at what is slowly coming to light. Hang in there and as others have said, take a wee break. You are not wrong.

[alan3333]

Time lapse episode? Go on..

Well i have nothing to hide or be ashamed of so i'll post up the email i sent :)

Please bere in mind i'm from the U.K so some of you might not understand some of the terms i've used..

Hi Neil,

After a search on Google your company came up and with you only being in ****** and me in ******* you are the closest to me.

I'm not sure if you can help me but i have come to a point were i need help and need some answers.Please take the time to read this and i'll explain as best i can.

I'm 26 and a perfectly normal guy.I've been in Electrical and mechanical engineering for the past 9 years.

Every Wednesday night i used to go to the 12 Quays college near the docklands.I have to be there at 6pm.

I'd finish work at 5pm and drive home.After a shower and getting changed i would set off for college at about 5.30pm.This is the routine i had done for weeks and weeks prior to that day.To give you an idea about me i am ALWAYS early for anything..appointments..meetings etc as i panic that i will be late etc.It takes me about 15 minutes to get to college from my house so 99% of the time i would get to college at 5.45 and be there before everyone else.

On one particular day i was doing my routine as usual.I go the same route every time which if you are familiar with i go along Borough Road in Prenton and travel up through Charing Cross then down the long road to the college.On this day i got to traffic lights ready to turn left into charing cross at 5.35pm.The lights were on red.

I remember looking at the digital clock in my mum's car which i was driving at the time and seen 5.35pm then glanced at my watch which said 5.35pm.

Now this is were i need help.

The next thing i know i am halfway up the hill going up to charing cross in a line of traffic with cars behind me.This is about 20/30 feet away from were i was before and literally just around a corner.

I was slightly dazed like i had just woken up.Instinctively i looked at the time in the car which now said 5.56pm! I looked at my watch and it to said 5.56pm.Now if i wake up late for work etc i panic and start to feel sick.I started to panic as i realized i was late not thinking about were the last 20 minutes had gone in the blink of an eye.

I arrived at college just after 6.05 and was in a bad state.I got all the guys in my class together and told them what had happened to me and they could see i was shaken.We were a close group and they were generally worried about me as i'm not the type of person to make things up or to lie.

I hope you can understand what i've written.I lost 20 minutes of my life without any reason.I didn't faint or black out as it would have caused chaos at that time of night and in heavy traffic, not to mention people would have came to my aid.

I want to know if i can be hypnotized to see what happened to me.One theory is Alien abduction but if your a skeptic i don't want this to put you off.I just need to know.

You probably think i'm crazy but i am just a normal guy with a good job who's getting married next year, but this is bugging me now.

If you have read this then thank you for your time and i hope you hear from you soon.

Mr Alan *****

[alan3333]

Erich von Däniken himself has admited that when he wrote Chariots Of The Gods, he was very young and inexperienced and made mistakes. Also, the book has over 240 question marks as it was all speculation...

His new book 'The Arrival Of The Gods' is what he considers, the new version that has scientific evidence to back up his claims, Something that was lacking in the previous book. He discusses it at length here ->

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dlJ_RlUuwK8&feature=PlayList&p=34F7788432C511C6&index=0

This is part 1 of 8 on a playlist. Not sure if it'll play all 8 from here, you may have to go to youtube.

See his website to @ legendarytimes.com (http://www.legendarytimes.com/)

I hope this helps.

:)

Thanks for that mate...i've just ordered that for my holiday read :D so much for a break.

Always been fascinated by the Nazka lines.Love the one that looks like a huge arrow pointing into the mountian range..my imagination runs wild thinking of space ships using it as a guide to a landing site :o

[alan3333]

I've got to say thanks to everyone for there support :) It means a lot.