blue roses
08-07-2009, 05:38 PM
Hi,
I'm new on this forum. I wanted to make a post about something that has been bothering me for a while because I can't figure out how something like it would come about.
I've always been writing stories and drawing fictional characters since I was a young child. Well, when I was 15 (9 years ago) I came up with an idea for a comic book that I never drew, but just last year I decided to start working on the comic. I realized that it was much too long to finish at my pace so this year I began it again as an illustrated novel. The idea began small at first, but after 9 years (several years of break in between) it grew into a complex, epic series.
The thing that is bothering me is this. Last year, when I had pretty much finished the entire story outline and had all the ideas down, I heard for the first time about many alien conspiracy theories. I remember that I had been listening to a band called Hanzel und Gretyl, the album "Transmissions From Uranus" and I thought, wow, these lyrics sound so much like my story! I looked up the lyrics for the songs "9D Galactic Center" and "Mutant Starseed Creation" and also "Pleiadian Agenda" simply because I was curious what a "Pleiadian" was. And when I did I found all about channelings and alien conspiracy theories as well, I found that they had elements that SOUNDED EXACTLY LIKE MY STORY. Without me have ever been hearing about them, nor had I at the time introduced myself into very much sci-fi (Star Wars was pretty much the only one at the time).
In fact, these conspiracy theories/ ideas/ channelings/etc.- I'm talking about David Icke, Zacharia Sitchin, and others- had elements that sounded SO much like my story that I was FREAKED out. In fact, I actually became extremely discouraged because I thought, damn it, now I sound like I'm copying my story ideas from these conspiracy theories!!! I actually throught that I had come up with a unique idea, and now it was all ruined. Haha! That only lasted for a short while, as I love my characters too much to abandon them. They're very real to me. There was a time that I had been working on the story SO much, visualizing it all the time, that I kind of became out of tune with "reality." Like I was living my story. I still live my story, every time I work on it. Also, I grew extremely obsessed with aliens and conspiracies surrounding them. Now I can't stop reading about it all! It all began with similarities to my story but it seems to have become more than that. (However, I'm still not sure which things to believe in at all, I'm rather skeptic, and yet I'm still interested.)
But anyway, without giving away too much, here are some of the ideas I had come up with on my own without ever hearing anything about Reptilians, or Annunaki, or Pleiadians, or channeling, or any of that type of stuff:
Aliens seeding human life on a planet.
Aliens genetically engineering/altering human DNA.
Gods and angels and demons in scriptures as actually have been those aliens.
Aliens creating ancient civilizations on a planet that humans then ruled over later on.
Aliens speaking to humans through telepathy while remaining unseen; also, speaking in a certain way (I can't really explain) that is typical of channelings- my aliens speak in a similar manner.
Deceptive interdimensional parasites attached to a human body, controlling them, becoming them. (Reptilians)
A royal bloodline with alien DNA ruling over a planet (Reptilians)
This royal bloodline having golden/yellow eyes that are a bit slanted, giving them a snake-like appearance (Reptilians)
Some nordic-looking humanoid aliens with pale white skin to tanned, and white or blue hair (Pleiadians and others)
Human-looking alien children sent to Earth not knowing they're aliens (Starseeds)
Living orbs of light that are conscious and loving (the only ones I had heard of before I came up with this were the ones that appear above crop circles)
I honestly don't know *where* I got the majority of my ideas. Most of the time they just pop into my head out of nowhere, or are inspired by things that are a lot different (ie. Harry Potter, Sailor Moon, and things like that, haha).
Also, when I was as young as ten or so, maybe younger, I invented a fictional island in the north Atlantic, that had a whole other race of humans with their own culture, and strange creatures. And I certainly didn't know anything about Atlantis at the time! Then, in my teens, I turned it into an underwater civilization for some reason… not to mention, I had begun some other stories in my teens about alternative universes and dimensions, with non-Earth humans- and it didn’t even occur to me at the time that they were “aliens”, because they looked human!
And one more thing... something I just learned a few weeks ago. A friend of mine had an epic sci-fi dream, spanning at least three nights, each sequence being weeks, months, or years apart, that involved human-looking invaders from Mars, alien warlords, her as a chosen one, orbs, mind powers- all kinds of stuff and yet she didn't have any interest in anything fantasy or sci-fi, then or now, and has no idea how she dreamt up such things!!! Also, she had a girl in her dream with violet eyes, and the main girl of my story has violet eyes too... huh. Not to mention that she had never heard of any of these conspiracy theories or ideas, nor did she even know that I was interested in them. :P
So, what are anyone's thoughts on this? Is it ALL just coincidence? Did I tap into the creative collective consciousness? Or is it something more?! Something... sending ideas into my mind, wanting me to create this story for some reason?! o_o Memories of a past life?! Could it be the same with my friend, could we be connected?! Who knows... it all sounds rather silly (I don't exactly tell people I know about all this), and yet here it all is, happening before my eyes...
Btw, I'm also one of those people who sees number patterns a lot, ie. 11:11, except I see :33 way more, sometimes almost every hour on the hour. (This creeped me out at first because it made me think of Freemasonry, but I've come to accept it as a good sign, because I tend to only see these numbers when I am in a positive state, not negative, and when I am being creative or reading/listening to spiritual or alien related things.) I’ve also heard weird voices saying random cryptic things in my mind or getting totally random images in my head since I was about 17, possibly earlier (not all the time, just every once in a while). And I've been getting some other very strange synchronicities/coincidences, and psychic experiences (telepathy, predictions). I don't know if that's connected to my story at all... haha!
- Liz
(P.S. my uncle used to call me "Lizard" and "Elizardbeth" when I was little, and I hated it! I hope I'm not a Reptilian, hahahaha! Also, I won't say my surname here but it's linked to an old royal family... uh-oh!!! xD Just for the record, I don't shape-shift or drink blood. xD)
I'm new on this forum. I wanted to make a post about something that has been bothering me for a while because I can't figure out how something like it would come about.
I've always been writing stories and drawing fictional characters since I was a young child. Well, when I was 15 (9 years ago) I came up with an idea for a comic book that I never drew, but just last year I decided to start working on the comic. I realized that it was much too long to finish at my pace so this year I began it again as an illustrated novel. The idea began small at first, but after 9 years (several years of break in between) it grew into a complex, epic series.
The thing that is bothering me is this. Last year, when I had pretty much finished the entire story outline and had all the ideas down, I heard for the first time about many alien conspiracy theories. I remember that I had been listening to a band called Hanzel und Gretyl, the album "Transmissions From Uranus" and I thought, wow, these lyrics sound so much like my story! I looked up the lyrics for the songs "9D Galactic Center" and "Mutant Starseed Creation" and also "Pleiadian Agenda" simply because I was curious what a "Pleiadian" was. And when I did I found all about channelings and alien conspiracy theories as well, I found that they had elements that SOUNDED EXACTLY LIKE MY STORY. Without me have ever been hearing about them, nor had I at the time introduced myself into very much sci-fi (Star Wars was pretty much the only one at the time).
In fact, these conspiracy theories/ ideas/ channelings/etc.- I'm talking about David Icke, Zacharia Sitchin, and others- had elements that sounded SO much like my story that I was FREAKED out. In fact, I actually became extremely discouraged because I thought, damn it, now I sound like I'm copying my story ideas from these conspiracy theories!!! I actually throught that I had come up with a unique idea, and now it was all ruined. Haha! That only lasted for a short while, as I love my characters too much to abandon them. They're very real to me. There was a time that I had been working on the story SO much, visualizing it all the time, that I kind of became out of tune with "reality." Like I was living my story. I still live my story, every time I work on it. Also, I grew extremely obsessed with aliens and conspiracies surrounding them. Now I can't stop reading about it all! It all began with similarities to my story but it seems to have become more than that. (However, I'm still not sure which things to believe in at all, I'm rather skeptic, and yet I'm still interested.)
But anyway, without giving away too much, here are some of the ideas I had come up with on my own without ever hearing anything about Reptilians, or Annunaki, or Pleiadians, or channeling, or any of that type of stuff:
Aliens seeding human life on a planet.
Aliens genetically engineering/altering human DNA.
Gods and angels and demons in scriptures as actually have been those aliens.
Aliens creating ancient civilizations on a planet that humans then ruled over later on.
Aliens speaking to humans through telepathy while remaining unseen; also, speaking in a certain way (I can't really explain) that is typical of channelings- my aliens speak in a similar manner.
Deceptive interdimensional parasites attached to a human body, controlling them, becoming them. (Reptilians)
A royal bloodline with alien DNA ruling over a planet (Reptilians)
This royal bloodline having golden/yellow eyes that are a bit slanted, giving them a snake-like appearance (Reptilians)
Some nordic-looking humanoid aliens with pale white skin to tanned, and white or blue hair (Pleiadians and others)
Human-looking alien children sent to Earth not knowing they're aliens (Starseeds)
Living orbs of light that are conscious and loving (the only ones I had heard of before I came up with this were the ones that appear above crop circles)
I honestly don't know *where* I got the majority of my ideas. Most of the time they just pop into my head out of nowhere, or are inspired by things that are a lot different (ie. Harry Potter, Sailor Moon, and things like that, haha).
Also, when I was as young as ten or so, maybe younger, I invented a fictional island in the north Atlantic, that had a whole other race of humans with their own culture, and strange creatures. And I certainly didn't know anything about Atlantis at the time! Then, in my teens, I turned it into an underwater civilization for some reason… not to mention, I had begun some other stories in my teens about alternative universes and dimensions, with non-Earth humans- and it didn’t even occur to me at the time that they were “aliens”, because they looked human!
And one more thing... something I just learned a few weeks ago. A friend of mine had an epic sci-fi dream, spanning at least three nights, each sequence being weeks, months, or years apart, that involved human-looking invaders from Mars, alien warlords, her as a chosen one, orbs, mind powers- all kinds of stuff and yet she didn't have any interest in anything fantasy or sci-fi, then or now, and has no idea how she dreamt up such things!!! Also, she had a girl in her dream with violet eyes, and the main girl of my story has violet eyes too... huh. Not to mention that she had never heard of any of these conspiracy theories or ideas, nor did she even know that I was interested in them. :P
So, what are anyone's thoughts on this? Is it ALL just coincidence? Did I tap into the creative collective consciousness? Or is it something more?! Something... sending ideas into my mind, wanting me to create this story for some reason?! o_o Memories of a past life?! Could it be the same with my friend, could we be connected?! Who knows... it all sounds rather silly (I don't exactly tell people I know about all this), and yet here it all is, happening before my eyes...
Btw, I'm also one of those people who sees number patterns a lot, ie. 11:11, except I see :33 way more, sometimes almost every hour on the hour. (This creeped me out at first because it made me think of Freemasonry, but I've come to accept it as a good sign, because I tend to only see these numbers when I am in a positive state, not negative, and when I am being creative or reading/listening to spiritual or alien related things.) I’ve also heard weird voices saying random cryptic things in my mind or getting totally random images in my head since I was about 17, possibly earlier (not all the time, just every once in a while). And I've been getting some other very strange synchronicities/coincidences, and psychic experiences (telepathy, predictions). I don't know if that's connected to my story at all... haha!
- Liz
(P.S. my uncle used to call me "Lizard" and "Elizardbeth" when I was little, and I hated it! I hope I'm not a Reptilian, hahahaha! Also, I won't say my surname here but it's linked to an old royal family... uh-oh!!! xD Just for the record, I don't shape-shift or drink blood. xD)