majix
18-06-2009, 11:55 AM
I don’t know if this belongs here or not? I’m just sharing and looking for any type of input.
Not that long ago when I was16 years old...lol & now I’m 47.
I overdosed on some serious drugs, lucky for me my friends had enough sense to drop me off in front of emergency entrance and then took off. Apparently, my heart stopped 3 times, once for 3 minutes and the other 2 times for 1 minute. I was in and out of consciousness for several days. When I finally got back to normal I was left with few unreal dreams. Apparently most heart attack victims experience some type of epiphanies, I had several dreams not necessarily in the same order I placed them.
Dream 1. I was invited to a computer meet few houses down the street, where there was some kind of computer gaming happening. Mind you, when I was 16 I never knew anything about computers nor was I interested~ so this is sort of a very strange dream. When I got to this place, there was a very expensive setup in a very large garage, like the size of 2 double garages and there was about 40 or more people already hooked up with head gear to these computers. I was asked by my friend if I wanted to be a part of experiment where I would live my life from birth to death in about 4 hours. He also exclaimed, it was very seriously realistic and from a previous experimental group some ended up in loony bins. I was also asked what type of life I wanted to experience- I asked for the pits but they declined and suggested hardship to a cruse towards the end of my life.
Me being me I insisted and all the time this friend of mine was having 2nd thoughts, trying to talk me out of it now, even tho he asked me to participate. As I was getting connected this friend of mine was getting more and more nervous, his last words to me were “ just remember, its like playing a computer game. All you have to do is kill yourself and you will get out... OK, OK, just remember OK.. I tot what a wanker...lol All the time I was nodding my head for yes, while thinking, I would never do that I’d wanna see how it turns out.
Dream 2. in a cartoon type setting.
There was a circle of couples, maybe 20 or more and I was in the middle of this circle. Then I would walk over to each couple separate them by holding their hands and evaluate how good it felt and how comfortable I was with them. There was 2 couples I felt really comfortable with. I chose the last couple I was with.... I’m assuming the dream was about choosing my parents.
Dream 3. I was in the top corner in a room just bellow the ceiling with another 10 or more ghost like bodies watching a baby being born. The aim was to dive out just at the right time and enter the body on the first breath. If you got beaten to it by another ghost, you had to move on and find another body. Only 3 chances were given if you missed out, then you would move to a lover level of life and try there, I missed the first entry. It was all a big rush for competition, not in just finding the next body but also getting the best spot. Since I never made it the first time, I wanted to make sure I was in the next time. So again there was a lady laying on the bed giving birth. This time I was going to take a risk and dive just before the first breath and hope I was going to be there just at the right time. Two of us took of and I got there first having to physically push the other spirit with my legs... I’m assuming the dream was about witnessing my birth.
Dream 4. I died and ended up in this room where there were walls but there weren’t any walls, there was stairs but there weren’t any stairs, you just knew they were there. There was a big screen in the room where you could observe your loved ones and also your past . This room was enormous, I couldn’t see the end of it in one direction and it was full of men only. I knew I died and yet I felt no sorrow only joy and peace. Two men approached me and shook my hand. One I recognized straight away, it was my grandfather from my mothers side. Geez it was good to see him and the connection I felt for him but felt very little in return. After telling him how glad I was to see him and how much I missed him, I asked him what he was doing there and what was he waiting for? He told me he was waiting for my grandmother, so he can move on. Then my other grandfather came to talk to me from my fathers side, I felt the exact opposite, I felt a very strong connection coming from him but I felt very little in return. He told me he was there waiting for my father, so he can move on. Then another hand full of strangers came up to say hello and said they were all my relatives from the chain. I never got to ask, why in this room were men only and what exactly were they there for.
Then a saw a person walk down those imaginary stairs towards me, called me by my full name and told me some people wanted to see me in the main room immediately and I must go now. In turn I replied I have no idea where that is as I just got here. To which he said~ everybody knows their way around here, just trust your instincts. I turned to my grandfather to say, we’ll have another chat soon, he replied back by giving me a message for my grandmother. So I followed my instinct and found a room I felt I should enter. Once inside, there was another screen on the wall in front , a table in the middle and long table to the right, no one seated but there were some shadows of people standing and leaning against the beck of the chairs. To the left there were two men sitting down both well dressed in suits. One looked about 55, hair combed back, kind of receding a bit and the other slightly taller with a short neatly trimmed beard, in his mid 30’s To the left of them was a rectangular tunnel all in dark. They started of by asking me to state my full name. Afterwards they started saying I must return back to earth and live some more. What I lived so far just simply wasn’t long enough. I argued and didn’t want to go I really wanted to stay. At one point It felt like they were going to let me but then they said no. I remember in this dream them telling me, I just needed a little longer on earth, they also said I didn’t have to have kids if I didn’t want to, all I needed to do is spend a little more time living to gain experience. I wouldn’t agree, so they took me to this screen and showed me how I was going to die and how much longer I had to spend living. The minimum was 44 years more and I am to die in a green car on the side of a road where I’m to crash in a dirt hill created by roadwork’s. I still wouldn’t agree, so then they said to me, it will pass very quickly its like having a 4 hour sleep in our time and you will be back. I didn’t like the idea but at the same time I felt I had no option but to oblige. Then they pointed to this tunnel and told me to start walking and not to look back. Yeah right as if I was going to do that...hahaha so I looked back! I heard again, don’t look back just keep walking forward. I remember complaining that it was too dark and that’s not how I envisaged this tunnel. I must have woken up again coz that’s where that dream stops.
I posted my dreams on here to see if people would see this as some sort of spiritual experience or do you all see it as just dreams.
I would also like to hear from other people with dreams that might have changed your life.
cheers all
Not that long ago when I was16 years old...lol & now I’m 47.
I overdosed on some serious drugs, lucky for me my friends had enough sense to drop me off in front of emergency entrance and then took off. Apparently, my heart stopped 3 times, once for 3 minutes and the other 2 times for 1 minute. I was in and out of consciousness for several days. When I finally got back to normal I was left with few unreal dreams. Apparently most heart attack victims experience some type of epiphanies, I had several dreams not necessarily in the same order I placed them.
Dream 1. I was invited to a computer meet few houses down the street, where there was some kind of computer gaming happening. Mind you, when I was 16 I never knew anything about computers nor was I interested~ so this is sort of a very strange dream. When I got to this place, there was a very expensive setup in a very large garage, like the size of 2 double garages and there was about 40 or more people already hooked up with head gear to these computers. I was asked by my friend if I wanted to be a part of experiment where I would live my life from birth to death in about 4 hours. He also exclaimed, it was very seriously realistic and from a previous experimental group some ended up in loony bins. I was also asked what type of life I wanted to experience- I asked for the pits but they declined and suggested hardship to a cruse towards the end of my life.
Me being me I insisted and all the time this friend of mine was having 2nd thoughts, trying to talk me out of it now, even tho he asked me to participate. As I was getting connected this friend of mine was getting more and more nervous, his last words to me were “ just remember, its like playing a computer game. All you have to do is kill yourself and you will get out... OK, OK, just remember OK.. I tot what a wanker...lol All the time I was nodding my head for yes, while thinking, I would never do that I’d wanna see how it turns out.
Dream 2. in a cartoon type setting.
There was a circle of couples, maybe 20 or more and I was in the middle of this circle. Then I would walk over to each couple separate them by holding their hands and evaluate how good it felt and how comfortable I was with them. There was 2 couples I felt really comfortable with. I chose the last couple I was with.... I’m assuming the dream was about choosing my parents.
Dream 3. I was in the top corner in a room just bellow the ceiling with another 10 or more ghost like bodies watching a baby being born. The aim was to dive out just at the right time and enter the body on the first breath. If you got beaten to it by another ghost, you had to move on and find another body. Only 3 chances were given if you missed out, then you would move to a lover level of life and try there, I missed the first entry. It was all a big rush for competition, not in just finding the next body but also getting the best spot. Since I never made it the first time, I wanted to make sure I was in the next time. So again there was a lady laying on the bed giving birth. This time I was going to take a risk and dive just before the first breath and hope I was going to be there just at the right time. Two of us took of and I got there first having to physically push the other spirit with my legs... I’m assuming the dream was about witnessing my birth.
Dream 4. I died and ended up in this room where there were walls but there weren’t any walls, there was stairs but there weren’t any stairs, you just knew they were there. There was a big screen in the room where you could observe your loved ones and also your past . This room was enormous, I couldn’t see the end of it in one direction and it was full of men only. I knew I died and yet I felt no sorrow only joy and peace. Two men approached me and shook my hand. One I recognized straight away, it was my grandfather from my mothers side. Geez it was good to see him and the connection I felt for him but felt very little in return. After telling him how glad I was to see him and how much I missed him, I asked him what he was doing there and what was he waiting for? He told me he was waiting for my grandmother, so he can move on. Then my other grandfather came to talk to me from my fathers side, I felt the exact opposite, I felt a very strong connection coming from him but I felt very little in return. He told me he was there waiting for my father, so he can move on. Then another hand full of strangers came up to say hello and said they were all my relatives from the chain. I never got to ask, why in this room were men only and what exactly were they there for.
Then a saw a person walk down those imaginary stairs towards me, called me by my full name and told me some people wanted to see me in the main room immediately and I must go now. In turn I replied I have no idea where that is as I just got here. To which he said~ everybody knows their way around here, just trust your instincts. I turned to my grandfather to say, we’ll have another chat soon, he replied back by giving me a message for my grandmother. So I followed my instinct and found a room I felt I should enter. Once inside, there was another screen on the wall in front , a table in the middle and long table to the right, no one seated but there were some shadows of people standing and leaning against the beck of the chairs. To the left there were two men sitting down both well dressed in suits. One looked about 55, hair combed back, kind of receding a bit and the other slightly taller with a short neatly trimmed beard, in his mid 30’s To the left of them was a rectangular tunnel all in dark. They started of by asking me to state my full name. Afterwards they started saying I must return back to earth and live some more. What I lived so far just simply wasn’t long enough. I argued and didn’t want to go I really wanted to stay. At one point It felt like they were going to let me but then they said no. I remember in this dream them telling me, I just needed a little longer on earth, they also said I didn’t have to have kids if I didn’t want to, all I needed to do is spend a little more time living to gain experience. I wouldn’t agree, so they took me to this screen and showed me how I was going to die and how much longer I had to spend living. The minimum was 44 years more and I am to die in a green car on the side of a road where I’m to crash in a dirt hill created by roadwork’s. I still wouldn’t agree, so then they said to me, it will pass very quickly its like having a 4 hour sleep in our time and you will be back. I didn’t like the idea but at the same time I felt I had no option but to oblige. Then they pointed to this tunnel and told me to start walking and not to look back. Yeah right as if I was going to do that...hahaha so I looked back! I heard again, don’t look back just keep walking forward. I remember complaining that it was too dark and that’s not how I envisaged this tunnel. I must have woken up again coz that’s where that dream stops.
I posted my dreams on here to see if people would see this as some sort of spiritual experience or do you all see it as just dreams.
I would also like to hear from other people with dreams that might have changed your life.
cheers all