draconis333
14-06-2009, 07:54 AM
I wanted to take a brief moment or two for the opportunity to introduce myself and give some background about myself. I would ask that you keep an open mind and read until the end of this introduction. And of course, please this is not meant to start a 'flame war' On the outside World I’m about as average as any other human, I have friends, I go to work, I pay bills and occasionally I’ll attend a Sunday Service at a Christian Faith church. I grew up with an insatiable desire to know the Divine and felt at the age of 15, it was time to break apart from the traditional viewpoint of mainstream religion and find my own path.
I came across many interesting and wild viewpoints, some sounding more like Science Fiction, rather than something rational. I studied any book I could get my hands on, from Astral Projection to UFO’s and anything in between that struck a cord with me. Some of them include Kryon, The Group, Ramtha and A Course In Miracles and of course some others, which I was unable to finish, since the books themselves weren’t able to keep me interested.
I eventually stumbled upon information concerning the Reptilians and about their ultimate goal, which was the total enslavement of the human race and that humanity was a source for food for these “demonic beings”. I read, of course David’s books and a few others, all of which seemed to tag these Beings as pure evil, and that they should be avoided at all costs. So, I took heed the words I was reading and hearing from others ,but secretly something in me felt drawn to know more about these Creatures and understand them.
Years passed, as they do, with a fear of the Reptilians but that fascination and desire to know them was still there. I was deathly afraid of becoming their next meal, and yet a part of me was always there pulling me to learn more, it was like those chips, Pringles..just one more book and view point to delve into. During this process, something in me woke up…and it freighted me. It was a very dominating presence, cold, calculating and totally detached from any negative view point about these supposed ‘evil’ Beings.
Time marched on once more and this presence would come up every now and again and then go back into hibernation. I didn’t want to face the possibility that this thing was a part of me, as much as my more ‘Lighter’ side , so I did everything I could to completely repress it and keep it hidden. Doing so led to some interesting occurrences, some of which included dreams of being surrounded by Reptoids, trying to communicate with me, a few UFO sightings, and the unhealthy fascination with Dragons. Watching Harry Potter I was personally drawn to Slitherin House and felt that It had just as a right to exist as the others.
Only recently have I been able to admit to myself that I have this as a part of me, this Draconian portion of my Being. It is apart of me, just as much as my arm is apart of me, or a vital organ is apart of me. It is indeed dominating, romantic, alluring, detached and it does have a certain superiority complex about itself. However with that said there is also this other portion of me, the other end of the spectrum that keeps my Saurian side in check. I would never physically harm a living creature, as all life connected..and I would only be hurting myself when all is said and done. I feel as if I were to try and obliterate the Saurian side, It would be the same as taking a vital organ and removing it from my body.
Do I feel a kinship with the Reptoids? Yes. Do I feel that all Reptoids are evil? No. Good and evil are nothing more than points of view. What is Good to one person is absolutely revolting and appalling to another. You need only look within your back yard to see this example. I know that at the end of the day I am not an evil Being and that must mean that there are others out there like me, who are neutral and some possibly who are even in the business of revolting against those ‘evil’ beings. At the end of the day, I know that all of it, you, me, the Earth, animals, plants, ExtraDimensionals, moons, starts etc are the same energy , expressing itself in many forms.
I’m not sure what else I can say, except I wish Humanity would be a little more open minded about the possibility that “good” and “evil” aren’t cookie cutter definitions. Do I tap in and feed off the energy labled as fear? Yes…its why I go on thrill rides..I love it. Do I also feed off of ‘positive’ energies as well? You bet I do, I can go to a theme park and get my fill on both. I have found that ‘positive’ is able to sustain me a little longer, but ‘fear’ as I absorb it from those who are screaming on a rollercoaster works just fine. Whoever came up with amusement parks were very crafty with the energies that could be tapped into with the patrons who visit them.
In conclusion, I hold no ill will towards the Human Race or any other that is in existence throughout the Multi-Verse. I really am in a neutral position at this point in my life as a human male, I am more focused on finding a balance within myself and then extending a friendly hand towards anyone else who wishes it. The most fulfilling activity I do, is helping another Being. Be it a shoulder to cry on or a solid rock for support, it gives me great pleasure. Am I fully Saurian? Probably not. Is a part of my Being Saurian? Most defiantly.
I would be interested in speaking with anyone who wishes to communicate after reading these words. I realize that human language is limited with expressing ideas, so if any confusion arises, I do apologize. As a wise Vulcan master once said,
Live Long and Prosper,
Tadeus Caelum
I came across many interesting and wild viewpoints, some sounding more like Science Fiction, rather than something rational. I studied any book I could get my hands on, from Astral Projection to UFO’s and anything in between that struck a cord with me. Some of them include Kryon, The Group, Ramtha and A Course In Miracles and of course some others, which I was unable to finish, since the books themselves weren’t able to keep me interested.
I eventually stumbled upon information concerning the Reptilians and about their ultimate goal, which was the total enslavement of the human race and that humanity was a source for food for these “demonic beings”. I read, of course David’s books and a few others, all of which seemed to tag these Beings as pure evil, and that they should be avoided at all costs. So, I took heed the words I was reading and hearing from others ,but secretly something in me felt drawn to know more about these Creatures and understand them.
Years passed, as they do, with a fear of the Reptilians but that fascination and desire to know them was still there. I was deathly afraid of becoming their next meal, and yet a part of me was always there pulling me to learn more, it was like those chips, Pringles..just one more book and view point to delve into. During this process, something in me woke up…and it freighted me. It was a very dominating presence, cold, calculating and totally detached from any negative view point about these supposed ‘evil’ Beings.
Time marched on once more and this presence would come up every now and again and then go back into hibernation. I didn’t want to face the possibility that this thing was a part of me, as much as my more ‘Lighter’ side , so I did everything I could to completely repress it and keep it hidden. Doing so led to some interesting occurrences, some of which included dreams of being surrounded by Reptoids, trying to communicate with me, a few UFO sightings, and the unhealthy fascination with Dragons. Watching Harry Potter I was personally drawn to Slitherin House and felt that It had just as a right to exist as the others.
Only recently have I been able to admit to myself that I have this as a part of me, this Draconian portion of my Being. It is apart of me, just as much as my arm is apart of me, or a vital organ is apart of me. It is indeed dominating, romantic, alluring, detached and it does have a certain superiority complex about itself. However with that said there is also this other portion of me, the other end of the spectrum that keeps my Saurian side in check. I would never physically harm a living creature, as all life connected..and I would only be hurting myself when all is said and done. I feel as if I were to try and obliterate the Saurian side, It would be the same as taking a vital organ and removing it from my body.
Do I feel a kinship with the Reptoids? Yes. Do I feel that all Reptoids are evil? No. Good and evil are nothing more than points of view. What is Good to one person is absolutely revolting and appalling to another. You need only look within your back yard to see this example. I know that at the end of the day I am not an evil Being and that must mean that there are others out there like me, who are neutral and some possibly who are even in the business of revolting against those ‘evil’ beings. At the end of the day, I know that all of it, you, me, the Earth, animals, plants, ExtraDimensionals, moons, starts etc are the same energy , expressing itself in many forms.
I’m not sure what else I can say, except I wish Humanity would be a little more open minded about the possibility that “good” and “evil” aren’t cookie cutter definitions. Do I tap in and feed off the energy labled as fear? Yes…its why I go on thrill rides..I love it. Do I also feed off of ‘positive’ energies as well? You bet I do, I can go to a theme park and get my fill on both. I have found that ‘positive’ is able to sustain me a little longer, but ‘fear’ as I absorb it from those who are screaming on a rollercoaster works just fine. Whoever came up with amusement parks were very crafty with the energies that could be tapped into with the patrons who visit them.
In conclusion, I hold no ill will towards the Human Race or any other that is in existence throughout the Multi-Verse. I really am in a neutral position at this point in my life as a human male, I am more focused on finding a balance within myself and then extending a friendly hand towards anyone else who wishes it. The most fulfilling activity I do, is helping another Being. Be it a shoulder to cry on or a solid rock for support, it gives me great pleasure. Am I fully Saurian? Probably not. Is a part of my Being Saurian? Most defiantly.
I would be interested in speaking with anyone who wishes to communicate after reading these words. I realize that human language is limited with expressing ideas, so if any confusion arises, I do apologize. As a wise Vulcan master once said,
Live Long and Prosper,
Tadeus Caelum