tracker
11-06-2009, 04:35 PM
Yep , its not the fast quick one like the one I felt last time , this one feels less intense but in a way stronger .
Every one that knows "The Tracker" ( me ) will know that usually I am abrupt / sometimes rude / even thoughtless at times .
guys this is changing .
I can feel it within .It is a definite feeling , as though , I am about to change into something far more than I am .
Lately I have been talking to my son about some of his behaviour , I told him whilst I was driving that when we think good things and / or say things , which includes how we react to things that comes our way --------influences the outcome of everything ,
as I said this a slow oldy granny was driving about 28Mph in a 60Mph zone .
Instead of cursing and swearing , i said "well this is a polite quaint drive"
My son looked at me and couldn't believe his ears . we discussed why I said that and not the usual French that is usually me .
When I finally stopped talking about it we arrived in the Tesco carpark .
as I drove slowly , behind someone else that was driving fast , they missed a parking place because they drove too fast and passed by the opportunity .
however ; I did not .
I times it just right to arrive right at the front of the car park right out side the front of the shop which was very convenient because it was raining .
I then said to him
"seeeeeee ? instead of saying something nasty or cursing at the driver , I spoke nicely about it and controlled my self , now look at the positive result .
If i had over taken them in a rush I would have missed this spot ".
My son is enquiring about how our minds influence reality more often now , and although I have told him not always will you see the return straight away , it is still important to control the mind and actions that we do etc .
I have been feeling this slow change for a while now and its great , it is as if I can feel a lot of wieght taken from my shoulders . I also feel somewhat more content .
Is anyone else experiencing this type of change too ?
Every one that knows "The Tracker" ( me ) will know that usually I am abrupt / sometimes rude / even thoughtless at times .
guys this is changing .
I can feel it within .It is a definite feeling , as though , I am about to change into something far more than I am .
Lately I have been talking to my son about some of his behaviour , I told him whilst I was driving that when we think good things and / or say things , which includes how we react to things that comes our way --------influences the outcome of everything ,
as I said this a slow oldy granny was driving about 28Mph in a 60Mph zone .
Instead of cursing and swearing , i said "well this is a polite quaint drive"
My son looked at me and couldn't believe his ears . we discussed why I said that and not the usual French that is usually me .
When I finally stopped talking about it we arrived in the Tesco carpark .
as I drove slowly , behind someone else that was driving fast , they missed a parking place because they drove too fast and passed by the opportunity .
however ; I did not .
I times it just right to arrive right at the front of the car park right out side the front of the shop which was very convenient because it was raining .
I then said to him
"seeeeeee ? instead of saying something nasty or cursing at the driver , I spoke nicely about it and controlled my self , now look at the positive result .
If i had over taken them in a rush I would have missed this spot ".
My son is enquiring about how our minds influence reality more often now , and although I have told him not always will you see the return straight away , it is still important to control the mind and actions that we do etc .
I have been feeling this slow change for a while now and its great , it is as if I can feel a lot of wieght taken from my shoulders . I also feel somewhat more content .
Is anyone else experiencing this type of change too ?