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grime status
19-05-2009, 07:38 AM
New member, but have been reading David Icke for about 5 years now.
I am very into studying about the NWO, and watching the events take place, on a daily occurrence in my life, and when i fully understand, I try to spread the word on to people that are close to me in my life.

What I experienced to me was very "REAL"
I mean, really it just doesn't get any REALER than this.

I was heading into the city with someone that i've known for a few years.
it was late, about 6 in the morning. We had to pass some time before a late after hours was to open. We had no money, and we're running low on fuel in his car. Yes we were also trippin riding through the ghetto, from the outskirts of downtown riding in. Everything was very slow motion, and lights were trailing. Thank god, i wasn't driving. Finally get downtown, and get to a parking garage of a casino.

We decide that we need to just chill out for a minute, before we make any decisions. We have paint on our hands from bombin some walls prior in the night. we're pretty damn dirty as well. Casino might start asking questions, so we just chill. Close my eyes and try to relax for a few. Just to shut off my mind, and let things flowwww. I'm so gone at this point, i feel waves of love, and just melt into it. Reality had faded. I had become infinite.
I would have like to think that we were sharing this feeling.
it seemed like it lasted for awhile.
Until something pulled out of it.

For some reason depression started to set in on me.
I started to feel like i was a "bad person" for what i was doing and on.
I started to feel like everything I was about, is fake.
Or that i was fake as a person, and that i wasent representing who i truly am.
We started to talk, and I was begining to get upset with how everything was.
Started to let depression take over me, and started feeling sorry for myself.
I started to get a feeling of " not belonging" to a particular way of life.
I started feeling this way for "NO APPARENT" reason.
Like i was creating my own prison.
At this point, I just wanted to get away. From everything.
from who I was with, from the inside of the car, and get to this afterhours, and get some drinks in me to forget about this bullcrap.

I tell him I'm leaving, and not talking about anything with him anymore, he was starting to make me mad. He said "where are you going?"
Told him to the afterhours spot.
I open the door, still all kinds of emotional, pissed, depressed, and just wanting to not be tripping anymore either, i had, had enough.
Been up all night, trippin, at that!!
I start to walk away with a quickness, and he jumps out of the car .
Yells my name, and tells me to get back to the car.
I tell him NO! I'm leaving.
Shit just getting out of it i was starting to feel a little better.
He shuts the door, and walks fast up to where i was, and asks me where im going, i tell him to the afterhours again, and that i just wanna leave now, and get away from your mental prison. He laughs a little, as were walking down the garage to the elevator. And as were walking, he tells me to check this out. I look over at him, and thats when it happened.
I seen his face in shock, and aww. Almost not believing what im seeing.
But how could i deny it, it was plain as day to me.
He had a holographic like scaley pattern that had become his face.
I was almost intrigued by it.
And I tell him, how can this be true?
he replies with, i dont know
Then i tell him how is this, we taught you everything you know?
(meaning EVERYTHING just about on this site.)
It shift didn't last long, it went back before i knew it.
At this point things start getting crazier.
I know him personally so, i dont necessarily fear him.


We get up to the elevator, and I push the button.
A minute or 2 later the door opens, and as i go to get inside, this overwhelming feeling of something pulled at me from within.
Like something had just griped me. And Then i say, " I think i'm gonna take the stairs"
And he grabs me, and trys to push me in.
When i in turn, i kick him or punch, not sure cus i was scared at that point,
and he lands on the ground like he was out.

I start to run as fast as i can, and this feeling that something has got me from within is grabing me hard, and the world is almost melting in front of me.
I run, and run, down about 4 levels and get out of the parking garage, and ran just a little further into downtown area till i was outta breathe completely. And I panicking now.
Thinking that hes gonna catch up, and kill me.
thinking hes gonna shoot me with a gun.
Now here he comes running out of the garage, and took his hat off, and was walking up beside me, with his hat hiding something. Thought to myself.
OK this is it.
And he took his hat away, from his hand, like he was going to brandish a weapon.
Of course i got real scared. But he had nothing there, and laughed at me.
Now he was looking at me all angry looking, and then punched me in the face.
He got me in the nose, and i started to bleed.
I asked him why hes doing this to me?
he didnt answer

Now things start to get real fuzzy to me, to where i dont remember that much. I remember him sitting down on the sidewalk indian style, and i did the same. he started to meditate. I did as well. But i was so stuck in fear, and being downtown on the sidewalk at the crack of dawn wasent helping either.
I could not meditate if i tried. and i did try.
Just would not work for me under that circumstance.
I got up and attempted to walk away, and then he kept telling me to punch him in the face. I told him that i dont want to do that. he kept getting angry and telling me to do so, so i finally did. But when i did, and i swear on the energy that passes through my soul, that when i did, my fist went right through his head, like it wasent even there. And i laughed, as if he was pulling a magic trick on me. And continued walking down the street.
when he told me to do it again, i told him no, i dont want to.
and he kept getting angry. so i gave him a "love tap" in the chin, and it hit him in the chin. He said no, not like that. Hit me hard. Then i did, and again, once a again. It went right though his face. I was completely and utterly in shock and didnt know what to do, say, or think. Only thing i could thing i could think was, oh my god.
Then i remember trying to meditate once again, and i could not break free of the fear i was in. It almost felt like it had consumed me.
I remember him laughing and saying to me "THAT'S LOVE"
and, then telling me "you can never go back"
then he told me that there's only one thing i can do.

"kill yourself"

I told him that this isn't over. He said "yes it is"
and i ran off into downtown somewhere.


Not sure how people will take this.
call me crazy.
say no, you were just on hallucinogens... whatever ever you want to say.
but this happened, and it happened to me.

I could share the next part that happened, and maybe i will.
depends on how this part is taken.

Its hard for me to put into words what happened, but i did try the best i could.

theprophet
19-05-2009, 01:33 PM
Not sure how people will take this.
call me crazy.
say no, you were just on hallucinogens... whatever ever you want to say.
but this happened, and it happened to me.

I could share the next part that happened, and maybe i will.
depends on how this part is taken.

Its hard for me to put into words what happened, but i did try the best i could.

Disturbing event, unfortunatly as you well know being on a hallucinogen will probably completly discredit this story for some, however, it has been known that some hallucinogens can make you see more truth than you realise.

The whole 'Hologram' thing is just like the matrix theory, whereas this and we are all just beings trapped in holographic shells/environments. Icke talks about an interesting event that happend to a person who had a stroke, where the left side of the brain shut down and all she could see was pixels, like a digital image.

What exactly were you tripping on?

lottie
19-05-2009, 01:48 PM
wow... i read that totally enthralled!!

Please do post part two!!! I want to know what happens next!! :)

Scary for you n'all but thanks for sharing your experience... have you seen the other person since? :confused:

quetzalcoatl
19-05-2009, 01:55 PM
Please do post part two!!! I want to know what happens next!! :)


Yes, post part 2 new member. :)

quetzalcoatl
22-05-2009, 02:42 AM
Bet dat slippery bastard was neva apologetic eh?!? Perhaps this 'Reptilian' made a mistake or something? :rolleyes: - & maybe was very sorry, & expressed that? Tis good times all round.. :D Also, sounds to me like He gave you the 'only way out'.. :( - possibly seeing how things eventuated.. Then again, dying is a terrible thing eh?? - everything's gona be juz fine, don't worry.. :) You must know it!

If ya feel like another 'stroll down memory lane'.. plz share part two.. Many, including myself would neva think any less.. - dunno why.. 'others' chase..? :(

rhydra
22-05-2009, 12:35 PM
Disturbing event, unfortunatly as you well know being on a hallucinogen will probably completly discredit this story for some, however, it has been known that some hallucinogens can make you see more truth than you realise.

The whole 'Hologram' thing is just like the matrix theory, whereas this and we are all just beings trapped in holographic shells/environments. Icke talks about an interesting event that happend to a person who had a stroke, where the left side of the brain shut down and all she could see was pixels, like a digital image.

What exactly were you tripping on?

Yes, the tripping comment made me take notice.

ninny
22-05-2009, 01:53 PM
even if im german. i loved to read your text.

of course first what i was thinking of is.... "ok, mushrooms"

then i thought "did he also saw a white rabbit".

pls write part 2
it's a crazy story :)

and i have a question. if he's a good friend, you surely have often contact with him, so it is possible that you see this holographic picture/head many times. everytime you see him?

quetzalcoatl
22-05-2009, 09:14 PM
Told ya we'd meet again, later on.. :D

Stay strong. :)

clive w
22-05-2009, 09:35 PM
Your story is absolute cool... I love this stories, because itīs "proof" for all my dot connectings... Thank you very much! ;)

Can you post some photos u have from ya friend... perhaps we should check out his eyes/aura. Would be amazing.

And, yes... I want the second part, too!

Thanks, brother! :)

quetzalcoatl
22-05-2009, 09:38 PM
Your story is absolute cool... I love this stories, because itīs "proof" for all my dot connectings... Thank you very much! ;)

Can you post some photos u have from ya friend... perhaps we should check out his eyes/aura. Would be amazing.

And, yes... I want the second part, too!

Thanks, brother! :)

Letz see.. :)

steeasp
23-05-2009, 03:30 AM
Did this event happen recently for you?
Has your friend suddenly become elusive with you since this encounter?
Do you suspect your friend is a hybrid of bloodline?
l would like for you to reveal the rest of your experience, l myself have
also experienced people of the bloodline particulary one person whom l knew
for 2 years 7 months, however my experience did not involve tripping but l do
not dismiss your experience l'm interested in your relationship with him.

quetzalcoatl
25-05-2009, 06:10 AM
Yea, thought as much.. good lessons all round.. :D

Anyway, so who's gonna stop me?? - in-case ya haven't worked out that cyber harassment & pathetically retarded psychic attacks can't.. I'm starting to get a little annoyed! LOL! :D

Argh well.. here's a clip ya might enjoy.. or the other thing.. :p

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wTzwhH6Dtn8

octopusrex
25-05-2009, 09:50 AM
New member, but have been reading David Icke for about 5 years now.
I am very into studying about the NWO, and watching the events take place, on a daily occurrence in my life, and when i fully understand, I try to spread the word on to people that are close to me in my life.

What I experienced to me was very "REAL"
I mean, really it just doesn't get any REALER than this.

I was heading into the city with someone that i've known for a few years.
it was late, about 6 in the morning. We had to pass some time before a late after hours was to open. We had no money, and we're running low on fuel in his car. Yes we were also trippin riding through the ghetto, from the outskirts of downtown riding in. Everything was very slow motion, and lights were trailing. Thank god, i wasn't driving. Finally get downtown, and get to a parking garage of a casino.

We decide that we need to just chill out for a minute, before we make any decisions. We have paint on our hands from bombin some walls prior in the night. we're pretty damn dirty as well. Casino might start asking questions, so we just chill. Close my eyes and try to relax for a few. Just to shut off my mind, and let things flowwww. I'm so gone at this point, i feel waves of love, and just melt into it. Reality had faded. I had become infinite.
I would have like to think that we were sharing this feeling.
it seemed like it lasted for awhile.
Until something pulled out of it.

For some reason depression started to set in on me.
I started to feel like i was a "bad person" for what i was doing and on.
I started to feel like everything I was about, is fake.
Or that i was fake as a person, and that i wasent representing who i truly am.
We started to talk, and I was begining to get upset with how everything was.
Started to let depression take over me, and started feeling sorry for myself.
I started to get a feeling of " not belonging" to a particular way of life.
I started feeling this way for "NO APPARENT" reason.
Like i was creating my own prison.
At this point, I just wanted to get away. From everything.
from who I was with, from the inside of the car, and get to this afterhours, and get some drinks in me to forget about this bullcrap.

I tell him I'm leaving, and not talking about anything with him anymore, he was starting to make me mad. He said "where are you going?"
Told him to the afterhours spot.
I open the door, still all kinds of emotional, pissed, depressed, and just wanting to not be tripping anymore either, i had, had enough.
Been up all night, trippin, at that!!
I start to walk away with a quickness, and he jumps out of the car .
Yells my name, and tells me to get back to the car.
I tell him NO! I'm leaving.
Shit just getting out of it i was starting to feel a little better.
He shuts the door, and walks fast up to where i was, and asks me where im going, i tell him to the afterhours again, and that i just wanna leave now, and get away from your mental prison. He laughs a little, as were walking down the garage to the elevator. And as were walking, he tells me to check this out. I look over at him, and thats when it happened.
I seen his face in shock, and aww. Almost not believing what im seeing.
But how could i deny it, it was plain as day to me.
He had a holographic like scaley pattern that had become his face.
I was almost intrigued by it.
And I tell him, how can this be true?
he replies with, i dont know
Then i tell him how is this, we taught you everything you know?
(meaning EVERYTHING just about on this site.)
It shift didn't last long, it went back before i knew it.
At this point things start getting crazier.
I know him personally so, i dont necessarily fear him.


We get up to the elevator, and I push the button.
A minute or 2 later the door opens, and as i go to get inside, this overwhelming feeling of something pulled at me from within.
Like something had just griped me. And Then i say, " I think i'm gonna take the stairs"
And he grabs me, and trys to push me in.
When i in turn, i kick him or punch, not sure cus i was scared at that point,
and he lands on the ground like he was out.

I start to run as fast as i can, and this feeling that something has got me from within is grabing me hard, and the world is almost melting in front of me.
I run, and run, down about 4 levels and get out of the parking garage, and ran just a little further into downtown area till i was outta breathe completely. And I panicking now.
Thinking that hes gonna catch up, and kill me.
thinking hes gonna shoot me with a gun.
Now here he comes running out of the garage, and took his hat off, and was walking up beside me, with his hat hiding something. Thought to myself.
OK this is it.
And he took his hat away, from his hand, like he was going to brandish a weapon.
Of course i got real scared. But he had nothing there, and laughed at me.
Now he was looking at me all angry looking, and then punched me in the face.
He got me in the nose, and i started to bleed.
I asked him why hes doing this to me?
he didnt answer

Now things start to get real fuzzy to me, to where i dont remember that much. I remember him sitting down on the sidewalk indian style, and i did the same. he started to meditate. I did as well. But i was so stuck in fear, and being downtown on the sidewalk at the crack of dawn wasent helping either.
I could not meditate if i tried. and i did try.
Just would not work for me under that circumstance.
I got up and attempted to walk away, and then he kept telling me to punch him in the face. I told him that i dont want to do that. he kept getting angry and telling me to do so, so i finally did. But when i did, and i swear on the energy that passes through my soul, that when i did, my fist went right through his head, like it wasent even there. And i laughed, as if he was pulling a magic trick on me. And continued walking down the street.
when he told me to do it again, i told him no, i dont want to.
and he kept getting angry. so i gave him a "love tap" in the chin, and it hit him in the chin. He said no, not like that. Hit me hard. Then i did, and again, once a again. It went right though his face. I was completely and utterly in shock and didnt know what to do, say, or think. Only thing i could thing i could think was, oh my god.
Then i remember trying to meditate once again, and i could not break free of the fear i was in. It almost felt like it had consumed me.
I remember him laughing and saying to me "THAT'S LOVE"
and, then telling me "you can never go back"
then he told me that there's only one thing i can do.

"kill yourself"

I told him that this isn't over. He said "yes it is"
and i ran off into downtown somewhere.


Not sure how people will take this.
call me crazy.
say no, you were just on hallucinogens... whatever ever you want to say.
but this happened, and it happened to me.

I could share the next part that happened, and maybe i will.
depends on how this part is taken.

Its hard for me to put into words what happened, but i did try the best i could.

Your demon friend was just a mirror of your own inner demons. Now face them in the mirror and try to be at peace with them. Too much violence and fear only lead to more violence and fear. Then the hole is bottomless and you just pull everybody around you. On the other side of that, once you face the demons you are stronger than they. You are free at last.

strengthofknowledge
25-05-2009, 11:37 PM
strange story... i wonder what he was on??
still some crazy stuff nonetheless though...

fairyelfdog
26-05-2009, 06:38 AM
Thank you for sharing, newcomer. It was very brave of you. I don't care about the drugs because I know what they do to your mind. There is no such thing as "hallucinating". I understand you needed to get this out of yourself... rather desperately, I can imagine. I am listening without judging and really do want to hear the next part.

Intrigued and by your side.

Kara

fairyelfdog
26-05-2009, 06:53 AM
Did this event happen recently for you?
Has your friend suddenly become elusive with you since this encounter?
Do you suspect your friend is a hybrid of bloodline?
l would like for you to reveal the rest of your experience, l myself have
also experienced people of the bloodline particulary one person whom l knew
for 2 years 7 months, however my experience did not involve tripping but l do
not dismiss your experience l'm interested in your relationship with him.

Tell us, steeasp? I am trying to understand these creatures. I feel we need to in order to solve this mess.

quetzalcoatl
31-05-2009, 10:05 AM
Anyway, I'm suppose to be the youngling-baby round ere! :p

Ya might find this 'quite funny'.. If ya get it.. :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ihAoSwQqo44

inverselogic
31-05-2009, 10:17 AM
I never close my mind to anything. Please continue. I would really like to know about your relationship with this person after the event.

quetzalcoatl
31-05-2009, 02:40 PM
I never close my mind to anything. Please continue. I would really like to know about your relationship with this person after the event

Why? cuz you really care eh?? :rolleyes:

He ran off with my girl-friend.. :D - leaving me with a puppy I bought her for her birthday (cuz its wot she 'wanted'). Left, with a barely trained puppy - whom I eventually had to surrender to an animal shelter (@ massive emotional cost & some financial cost).. - Holding a full-time job & struggling to make rent by myself.. :(

Then there were lies, lies & more lies.. Great story.. :D

Funny how some people seem to hurt the only people that can be bothered with their shit.. :mad:

I don't much want to be a 'Reptilian' (I think).. :(

Now, can we move the fuck on? :D

quetzalcoatl
31-05-2009, 09:18 PM
You know wot I had to do?? - I had to pay a donation to give a fully vaccinated healthy puppy away, then I had to put the wee fella in a cage & leave em.. I juz simply couldn't look after em while working full-time - nor could I hardly afford.. :(

So, I deposit puppy in allocated cage & start saying my good-byes.. wot a cute little bundle of joy he was - he started looking a bit confused, like maybe sensing something wasn't right.. as I tried to walk away he started yelping & crying with that cute innocence & confusion expression, stuck in a fucking cage! completely ripped my heart out, again.. :(

I have moved on.. juz thought you (hopefully her too) should know..

inverselogic
31-05-2009, 10:23 PM
I was addressing the OP, because I am curious if he has seen his friend since that night, but thank you for sharing quetzalcoatl. Sorry about your dog, that is rough.


EDIT: Unless... are you the friend in the story? In which case, that is really messed up. Probably was the drugs playing games with your minds.

quetzalcoatl
31-05-2009, 11:28 PM
I was addressing the OP, because I am curious if he has seen his friend since that night, but thank you for sharing quetzalcoatl. Sorry about your dog, that is rough.

Yes, I am the 'friend'.. :rolleyes: is dat wot he was calling me? LOL! :p

Wif friends like these eh.. ;)


EDIT: Unless... are you the friend in the story? In which case, that is really messed up. Probably was the drugs playing games with your minds.

Wasn't juz the drugs - but woteva.. :)

quetzalcoatl
01-06-2009, 12:51 AM
After, hearing his wee waffle of dysphoria :p - I juz asked him if he ever wondered if it was the whole worlds problem & not his..? (or words to that effect) then I asked him if he's ever seen the 'Others' & that there is one standing outside the car right now.. then bam! he completely freaked the fuck-out on me - which in-turn kinda freaked my ass out.. he'll remember.. :)

I wasn't too entirely sure I knew exactly wot I was talking about - bit of sub-conscious free-flow perhaps? or I felt I wasn't really suppose to be talking about 'them' - also, this is many years ago now.. well, bonus! least my long-term memory is well intact..

Then again, this could all juz be an elaborate rouse! :p - Which it ain't.. :(

Juz skimmed thru the first few paragraphs of the OP.. "going to a 24 hour bar with no money.. :D & a head full of acid" :D wot were we thinking! :D - Can't exactly say I can fully take his word on that.. :p but hey, tis funny az fuck! :D

Tis all good.. over-all relatively accurate..

Also, not everything said was for, or even about you, or anything to do with you..

You'll be juz fine mate.. ;)

kingmob
01-06-2009, 02:48 AM
WTF?

So quezalcoat was the guy he was talking about? Or is this all a play on words or something? I'm utterly confused now.

quetzalcoatl
01-06-2009, 11:27 AM
WTF?

So quezalcoat was the guy he was talking about? Or is this all a play on words or something? I'm utterly confused now.

Yes.. FFS! - is everyone retarded round ere! :p

alzee
01-06-2009, 11:35 AM
Sounds like a good old fashioned 'trippin outta your gourd' kinda thing to me.

Much fun ^^

steeasp
02-06-2009, 03:38 AM
Tell us, steeasp? I am trying to understand these creatures. I feel we need to in order to solve this mess.
They are hollow within, void of any human emotion and masters of deception, manipulation is their only power l was to feel this vibrationally.
They know they are coming to the end of their reign over us but will continue on
as it is in their DNA makeup.
l have no doubt their strangle hold will be removed, how l dont know as it set to
a time in our time.

quetzalcoatl
02-06-2009, 04:19 AM
They are hollow within, void of any human emotion and masters of deception, manipulation is their only power l was to feel this vibrationally.
They know they are coming to the end of their reign over us but will continue on
as it is in their DNA makeup.
l have no doubt their strangle hold will be removed, how l dont know as it set to
a time in our time.

You wot now?? you was to feel this? you were, you did? :confused:

Tis in their DNA make-up.. takes the cake.. fuck off! ;)

How do you know?? cuz David 'Son/sun of God - I mean there is no God but us' Icke, told ya so? Or Richard 'probably fraudulent - juz as brainwashed as everyone else' Vizzutti, said? Bloody agent Arizona 'appearances of lying through teeth is a normal side-effect' Wilder..?? :rolleyes:

Tell me, how you know this to be true?

You sound like juz another 'brainwashed repeater' to me.. :p

quetzalcoatl
21-06-2009, 08:13 PM
Time for some more clandestine - cloak-n-dagger style - operations ?? LMAO!!! :D

& bump! :(

Argh well.. get yourself to some Aikido or Kung-fu.. or it will be with you forever.. :( that goes for you're 'back-up' too! LMFAO! :p

lewi
21-06-2009, 08:42 PM
Part 2 please :)

infinite_consciousness
23-06-2009, 08:38 AM
PART 2! HURRY! :confused:

measle_weasel
23-06-2009, 10:12 PM
Disturbing event, unfortunatly as you well know being on a hallucinogen will probably completly discredit this story for some, however, it has been known that some hallucinogens can make you see more truth than you realise.

Unfortunately, while a hallucinogenic drug might make you see more "truth", this truth will be indistinguishable from fantasy. His entire experience might have been truth, just as much as it might have been completely fabricated within his own mind.

Its unfortunate that the majority of these contacts with "reptilians" occur during drug induced stupors in which the brain of the individual is nothing more than clay to be molded by both random thoughts and emotions, and those extra-dimensional entities with the skill to cast false realities into malleable peoples minds through subtle, almost imperceivable, suggestion.

Regardless though, its an interesting story, and part 2 I look forward to.

quetzalcoatl
25-06-2009, 08:49 AM
Part 2 please

PART 2! HURRY! :confused:

Regardless though, its an interesting story, and part 2 I look forward to.

http://i184.photobucket.com/albums/x309/Plumed_Serpent/mouse-frog_big.jpg

It's feeding time!!!

LMAO! - Tis too easy for me! of-course tis all by design.. who would? if it were a perceived 'weakness' ahahaha! :p Also, Measle - sorry but you sound like you don't have much of a clue - so I'll give ya one.. unfortunate - or fortunate - the majority of these contacts occur during 'drug induced stupors'; guess you'll never know eh? & BTW they aren't always related to hallucinogenic exploits.. see the difference - go do some research into common hallucinogens; there's a hint - I can't be fucked..

************************************************** *******

Now, juz to make it clear.. I couldn't give a fucking shit wot most of you mutha fuckers think! - I'm juz letting ya know.. I know! haha! - Didn't I fucking tell ya ass not to lie?

So here goes..

Barman : Have ya heard of Richard Vizzutti??

Me : Nope.

Barman : Well, he's heard of you!

Me : Oh yea? good for him.. *unphased expression*

Yea, I followed it up half-arsedly back then.. yet, only the past year or so has the "true" colours come out LOL! - & as you'll find tis lead to more unphased & unimpressed expressions..

http://www.stargods.org/RadioPage.htm

Go through some of his old stuff.. & the interviews with Sherry Shriner.. my God.. I don't even know where to begin with that one - yet offer this; yes UFO's are crashing to the ground.. all around ya.. (you'll have to go back quite a few months) & also I'll take some orgone with or with-out salt n pepper any-day! & thanks for all the laughs tho.. I do love you!

Also here's some free e-books that may be of interest.

http://www.exopoliticshongkong.com/Free_On-line_books.html

Cant really be fucked going into all of the epic failures here.. but here's one that to me came across particularly interesting, in a self reveling - Freudian slippage - way.. & before the paranoia flares.. I'm not trying to rub one against the other - cuz in all honestly I don't really like Icke either.. off the top of me heed; it's he's sarcastic comments / facial expressions, how he takes the piss out of TPTB (whether tis justified or not) & certain mannerisms he has, yet I completely understand & I do still got loves for em.. (you know in a brotherly sense, like something I'd strive to avoid saying & have no inclination to act upon - yet I'd be there if I was needed kinda thing - yet there would be NO hugging! :p) same goes with this Richard Vizzutti character - I don't agree, nor like the fashion in the way he communicates.. but there would be love there.. you know if it came to it sorta thing.. totally in a non gay way LOL! - I guess ya either have love for ya neighbor or ya don't.. simple..

Sooo.. back to this guys 'Freudian slip' - can't quote exactly but it stuck in my mind.. & I can't be fucked going over this shite again for the sake of precise accuracy - if ya listen to a few of them, you'll catch ma drift.. tis something like :- "well, Icke is onto some of this stuff - but he mostly juz makes it up!".. then sporadically through-out his other interviews will revere DI & proclaim it great info or some shite.. juz a wee bit yo-yo & slightly obsessive - if only in the tone of his voice (strange child-like excitement) & deliverance.. well, bit weird anywho.. :confused:

Ya see this stuff is next to useless to these people.. if they make it past the dismissive laughter - chances are they'll fall down the hatred, warmonger-like attitude hole.. & it's this very attitude - this will to rapturously 'slay demons' in the name of light / love & Christ (pretty much going against his own teachings BTW; cuz this guys of-course a big Bible-basher too - that's the correct terminology eh? Bible-basher, is in the positive eh?), that totally dis-empowers themselves.. & it's all usually through complete lack of insight, understanding & experience..

The thing is & it's ohhh so simple; there is NO challenging war.. (you're either seeing Light / Love having already prevailed / become predominate or you're seeing dark / hate & some mass war that needs to be fought - which is synonymous with surrendering - & quite negative to boot!). There's no need to constantly affirm your 'strength' over 'evil/demons' & the 'devil' - you either have it or you don't.. it's a faith thing - an infant child pure of heart can repel such evil.. See these people with the negativity they spread, see them for who they are! - The battle ground is with-in.. with-in us all!

Anyway, LMFAO! I love you all.. & there's absolutely nothing you can do about it! haha! :p

If ANYONE wana hate on me or 'settle some score' or ya juz don't like me.. come tell me to my face! ya cowardly bastards.. - or get in line.. I'm sure something can be arranged.. & don't take this as a threat, juz cuz you yourself are boarder-line psychotic.. cuz you'll only get hurt wen I'm defending myself.. ;)

It goes deeper still.. for my impressions are; so far these Reptilians haven't got it wrong yet.. which is exceptionally way more than I can say about you cunts! :p - & maybe that's it.. maybe that is the Reptilians purpose?? - Yet, if it ever comes to light - & believe me EVERYTHING will eventually come to light - that they are deceivers, then I shall swiftly change my stance. It might juz be that they show you ya deepest, darkest illnesses / weakness & fallibilities.. if you see them as evil - then it is a direct reflection of wot is in you subconsciously / hidden & of course something external has to be @ blame.. :rolleyes: Good luck with that BTW - in a non-sarcastic tone.. :p

Look, it's pretty fucking simple ya either got heart or ya ain't.. If you yourself were a 'horrible shinny Reptoid' (which on some Spiritual level you juz might be).. then you would either be 'good' or 'evil' - get it?

angelx777
25-06-2009, 10:05 AM
typical mushroom story

size_of_light
25-06-2009, 11:00 AM
I've only got one question:

How were you planning to buy your drinks if neither of you had any money?

quetzalcoatl
25-06-2009, 08:22 PM
I've only got one question:

How were you planning to buy your drinks if neither of you had any money?

Right.. I'll get this one.. :rolleyes: Well, nuffin gets by you eh size.. pfff! :p

Unfortunately, there's a good chance I probably didn't much dough.. maybe a few bucks for a pint or two - but not really 'beer spending money'.. & there's an equally good chance he wouldn't have had the same restrictions - & in all honesty I think that's how it came about.. he said he would shout me a few rounds or something & chose the bar - that to my surprise was apparently open / or opening @ that time..

If that satisfies your curiosity.. go get it cross-examined! :p

quetzalcoatl
29-07-2009, 12:56 PM
Weak as piss is wot tis about here... haha! :D

Just 'for the record' (not like anyone gives a shit tho!) - all I said was "there's no turning back now & the only way out is to kill yourself".. also, "that was only a love-pat" as-in; jab to the nose.. & I said "it's over now" & was about to go - & this dude 'spazzed' out & said 'no this is not over!' owwww looked 'scary' - then he ran away, again.. I can't make them like you dude; which might be a 'better' thing anyway.. :confused:

YOU ALL SUCK!!! :(

newworldengineer
29-07-2009, 01:25 PM
wow, this thread took a nose-dive into the bizarre and incoherent...

quetzalcoatl
29-07-2009, 01:33 PM
wow, this thread took a nose-dive into the bizarre and incoherent...

HAHA! :p Good! coz it will surely make muchos sense to one person man.. - which means I did it right.. ;)

newworldengineer
29-07-2009, 04:46 PM
HAHA! :p Good! coz it will surely make muchos sense to one person man.. - which means I did it right.. ;)

*scratches head* uh-huh *nods*

quetzalcoatl
29-07-2009, 06:32 PM
*scratches head* uh-huh *nods*

Run along... *waves hand dismissively* :cool:

lewi
29-07-2009, 06:40 PM
Quetzalcoatl go make your own thread or better yet post me up a link into one you have started you make some great points :D

quetzalcoatl
29-07-2009, 07:04 PM
Quetzalcoatl go make your own thread or better yet post me up a link into one you have started you make some great points :D

You're not serious mate??? :cool:

All I've added is the truth! - NONE can say it ain't so! ;)

I'm gona lead by example & take-back some time-out.. :p

Ciao! - for now..

http://i184.photobucket.com/albums/x309/Plumed_Serpent/whysoserious.jpg

Mwahahhahaha! :p

quetzalcoatl
17-08-2009, 10:46 AM
Well, this might & hopefully will be useful! http://i184.photobucket.com/albums/x309/Plumed_Serpent/hug006.gif - tis why I say, of-course.. ;)

Reckon a lot of people really don't know just how lucky they truly are! some focus on the 'negative' too much - which only further helps manifesting such experiences..

My 'worst' & pretty much 'only infringement' of talking 'ill' of you not present - which I really don't like doing. Is this - you'll probably figure out who it is :- "Don't bring him round anymore, we don't like him, nor do we trust him" - to what I answered "Okay, I kinda don't like him much either, I'm 'waiting'".. :cool: ya see! it is not might that is right - it is right that just so happens to become might.. ;)

I tried my best.. http://i184.photobucket.com/albums/x309/Plumed_Serpent/hug006.gif

Where's the other-one that thinks they can 'hid there ways'! LOL! - trying to stay humble here, yet there's simply no denying; NOTHING can beat me!!! :D - Mwahahahaha! :p

I have been known to give people feelings of 'walking over their graves'.. :eek: now, I am dancing on it! :D

http://i184.photobucket.com/albums/x309/Plumed_Serpent/dance.gif

measle_weasel
22-10-2009, 01:25 AM
Still waiting on part 2!

mysticmolly
22-10-2009, 08:59 AM
Still waiting on part 2!

Yes me too

suicidal_martyr
27-10-2009, 01:15 AM
Not sure how people will take this.
call me crazy.
say no, you were just on hallucinogens... whatever ever you want to say.
but this happened, and it happened to me.

I could share the next part that happened, and maybe i will.
depends on how this part is taken.

Its hard for me to put into words what happened, but i did try the best i could.

Where did it say she admits taking hallucinogens? It just says, this...

Not sure how people will take this.
call me crazy.
say no, you were just on hallucinogens... whatever ever you want to say.
but this happened, and it happened to me.

Old topic but just had to correct the misunderstanding, story being true or not...:p TO me it sounds like she was assuming someone would think that and typed that in to make sure to others it wasn't the case, maybe I am wrong?

deuce mcallister
28-10-2009, 06:55 PM
Quizno Coattails is lying

quetzalcoatl
06-12-2009, 07:46 AM
Quizno Coattails is lying

Ya seem a bit lost there pal?? lost & very confused - or you're simply a liar yourself, suffering from delusional assumptions... & my tail will whack ya up side ya head! :p LOL!

Well shit... ya got me there man! :rolleyes: & check it out, I get away with it! - just like everything else... :rolleyes: haha! & pity there ain't nuffin you or anyone here can do bout it! - on that note some really need some more 'powerful back-up' (even their covert & sometimes overt ridicules serve me LOL! ;)) :p - also, what a cowardly way to make an accusation. Come on! tell me a lie...

I been holding back on this dude - for his sake! yet the whole lot is really quite annoying, nothing more, nothing less. What they all do - & it has happened through-out my life - is; they 'see me', they fear, then run, cry or laugh (as a defensive measure) then they most cowardly 'throw stones' (conspire, with what they've witnessed to other mates / strangers) from afar - sometimes years later - & when I am there they dun wanna know me... LOL! - funny that eh?? I'll bring ya in.. (& this is not only about this chap here, this is a consistent pattern I've observed) that'll be ya conscience fucking with ya! - wot happens is they try to grab hold of something 'bigger than them' & drag it down to their level (ridicule, lashing out @ the un-known) yet fail & fade away into their own self imposed jealously, hate & fear...

Look I genuinely feel tis quite un-fair on some people... if 'one look' can trigger such hate, anxiety & fears etc.. yet to be fair some of these people would have manifested these things anyway. I've taken drastic measures over the years, I dun wanna hurt anyone... They know me! & they know they're NOT in danger; yet it's something on another level where it triggers the worst in them... & they cannot do what is not in them to do. TBH tis quite pathetic really - ego would want to delve deeper here, yet I see no real benefit, so I'll leave it @ that, or leave it with an analogy; tis like watching people shadow boxing & the shadow is winning... LOL! - get it??

quetzalcoatl
15-12-2009, 05:22 AM
I'm not intending to ridicule / hurt anyone here, or revel in the past... & I am just as critical on my self as this guy. Much I have simply let go - yet, I do grow weary of people unable to see past my 'Reptilian-ness'... so consider this a friendly warning! ;)

Look it's like this; I asked this chap if he thinks all his 'problems' / negative feelings stem from the world / society etc, he doesn't understand, all good. I tell him that there is presence out side the car (which is a utility vehicle) which I exactly ask "have you ever seen the others, well there's one standing out side the car now!" & he freaks out... he gets out in a huge panic & rushes off... I'm trying to handle the situation, lock the car & not get left behind (all ripping off our nanas into the bargain) - so I shout out to come back, wait-up etc... or words to that effect, I don't want to be left behind, alone.

I quick lock the car & catch em up, I now no longer see the presence - which has either moved or temporarily left. Also, I'm about a year or so out of leaving school early to work full-time; so @ this stage I'm maybe about 17-19 or something, hey! don't complain you get as good as the memory is! So in some sort of irrational panic we are rushing to the elevator & I think I'm getting some telepathic messages here of past or future 'failures' or times I've done things that aren't exactly healthy, I don't completely understand... (also, I'm not caring too much, & I later make this clear in-front of multiple presences) to me it's silly, to care about such things... (but that's some next level shit, none here are ready for ;) - yet you know about, anyway). So rushing toward the elevator & I tell him to check this out, so he looks @ me & I turn into a Lizard (WTF should I do about that??? :confused:) I look down @ my body which has completely changed... this guy looks @ me & says quite egotistically that "this can't be, we taught you everything!" as-if some sort of 'grand-master' being over come by a student sort of thing... I change back & feel quite chuffed with myself & we make our way to the elevator & I mock the stupid things I've been getting helpful telepathic advice of (a mistake I would later rue :D), I'm happy & laugh it off. He's flaring up again, with his paranoia & fear, same as in the car, which is starting to get rather infectious... I feel we shouldn't be rushing around, although @ this stage he's not listening to much reason. I also feel he is afraid of the elevator & again he panics off to take the stairs... I try to get em to calm down, lets just take the elevator etc... & I reach out & he dodges & flees the elevator, fear is now fevered pitch with this guy & it's really quite infectious, I don't want to be left alone & @ this stage I don't really understand what's happening... I move out with him expecting to be lead to the stairs & 'oh well guess we just taking the stairs kind of thing'. Then totally un-provoked he sucker kicks me... now I don't exactly remember too well if I fell the side or on my back & I don't really know exactly what my motivation was, if I hit my head on the side or simply rested it there to see what he would do or something - I got a fleeting image of when I was young & a guy down the road would come & skate with me & my bro & we would build jump ramps etc... & one day I saw this dude bail out quite hard & after he just lay there still for a while & I thought that was the coolest thing out! being young & impressionable - so I sorta thought this'll do me for a few seconds... finally a rest from the hysteria...

I might've got the impression that this would be taken out of context or used against me for some reason... which I thought was unfair... yet it was most certainly not a retarded feign death Reptilian thing - trust me! ;) & I probably did hit my head some-what, or when I fell down I flopped it on the ground & thought "ahh rest" for now, kinda thing, well I'm not a purposeful deceiver, never have been, never will. After that impression things seemed to sort of slow down I was aware my 'friend' was next to me & was still in escape mode - moving off behind me... I never felt scared or threated, I just couldn't get why he attacked me, yet @ this point I was starting to get a bit angry because he's running off again, 'leaving me for dead' per-se (ya know it's his self preserving attitude; 'I don't care if I've hurt my mate or not - & I was a true mate! - I'm scared & running to save myself') as he was taking off in fear, I got picked up & helped to my feet by these presences whom were two, one @ each of my side, they knew I didn't really get what was going on... & the most powerful impression I got was these are my big brothers / guardians, exactly like family. They in such grace & understanding told me telepathically "don't worry, he is just a bit jealous" - & the context was extremely clear that it was the turning into a Reptilian that made him jealous; this dude has so much worldly things going for him; he's handsome; well off & quite good fun when he's not fear ridden & negative or being a lying manipulator - if anything it should be the other way round! but then again I never get, nor understand / resonate with jealous, even when later this same character is trying to wind me up into jealously @ breaking out of a long-term relationship, or put more accurately being saved from an unhealthy relationship, blessing in disguise in all honesty. ;)

I was upset this guy left me alone tripping out, down but not out & another thing I was telepathically told in the very same instance, as he was running off & I was being picked up is they told me "you should really stand up for yourself more" & the precise context was not exactly to physical beat the shit outa anyone who messes with you - & I say this because it is more like a deeper feeling communication backed up with telepathic words - it was more with a verbal connotation, like I should have told him louder or more clearer, perhaps "calm the fuck down! lets keep our shit together & go have some drinks"... also this communication covers other things that aren't exactly in the telepathic words as-if they were saying I should 'defend my vessels honor', if you will... in the sense of showing more leadership or being more assertive... hard to explain in words really. I didn't really get it all @ the time & was just upset this supposed friend - who's idea it was to go have a few pints @ the crack of dawn with a heads full of acid - would kick me down & leave me with some powerful Spirit manifestations. He bloody knows it too! - since I said there's something outside the car he would've sensed it too, which is self evident with his irrational actions.


After this communication & help-up, I saw he was still running off & I gave chase & was yelling his name then he slipped between the levels of this parking complex (coz if you've read the story this is in a parking complex of a casino, so each level is slightly off-set) so off he went - looking out after no. 1 - down through the levels & I probably could've caught-up with 'em through that way, if I really tried... but I sorta thought well, he's quite fast - probably can't catch 'em... so there I was left there, confused & ripping off my head for the first time! (on acid that is), with these apparitions / manifestations I didn't fully understand & was quite scared of - so I just took off running & I wasn't even too sure where I was going, guess I was going to run the entire complex down to the ground floor... as I was running I started to feel quite strange, a bit tingly, as-if I was being slowed down or something & almost instantaneously I was on my way out-side the bottom floor... & TBH I think they teleported me there... weird huh?? - so I'm running out of the complex & somehow there's my mate right in-front of me, I'd caught up with the bastard! :p - so I slowed down & began to walk-up to him & he's a bit less panicked now & maybe feeling more comfortable being around other people on the street, just starting their days.


He kept moving on, probably sensing he's in some-sort of trouble & I calming walked up to him, giving him the impression to not be afraid, I finally caught up to him on the main road, walked-up beside him & asked him why he left me like that?? & he didn't answer & looked quite confused as-if he had no idea what had just happened - I told him I hurt my head as I moved-in closer then I gave em a peek on the nose - just one quick jab - & he sorta tried to grapple me, I pushed him back & opened my hands like WTF ya gonna do?? & he backed down & started whimpering asking "why I am doing this to him??" - then I felt quite bad about it & told em "that was just a love pat mate"... it's not like I viciously assaulted him - & all the while people are getting on with their morning around us, not one stops to help him... not that he was in grave danger or anything...


So basically he kicked me & I punched him back, & then I got in trouble for it?? - So he said "that's not love" not understanding the meaning of love pat... So I said "yes it is!" which went childishly back & forth for a while, to where I just said okay whatever... & he seemed rather sulky & playing the hard done by victim card, fully activating the guilt trip... - also, think I may have got in trouble with these entities perhaps & was given a reminder of no matter how much I'm hurt by anyone, not to set out for revenge like this, can't exactly remember tho'... So I decide to let this guy have a shot back - & I tell him that you should always aim for the chin, it's the knock out zone etc... ya know shooting the shit, sharing some karate in-sights, anything to get his mind of his nose... so, quite reluctantly - which is a stark contrast from giving me a surprise fly-kick! - he has a couple of swings & then we move on down the road...


So I'm feeling quite good on some level... like an important conscious connection has been made - I've been given powerful, helpful advice, although I don't fully understand it all... I do regret punching him, but trying to get back to good times roll mode... twirl my hat a bit & I see this is triggering some sort of fear in this guy... Oh well, we keep-on moving down the road - not really having any idea where we're going - although apparently this guy knew a cool after-hours watering hole, which an educated guess would've been in the opposite direction - past an major intersection outside a 'major' bank & there the apparitions appear again, this time 3 or more of them, although I can't see clearly, I can only see their auras which is like a bright shining light emanating out-ward in a rough shape of a humanoid figure; on some level I can tell there is no more running or escaping; or that there is more to be communicated, so I stop over to the side of the pavement & crouch down & tell my friend that there is "no turning back now" as-in someone has to fully deal with what's happening here... & things like this have happened to me before & it is quite disturbing @ times & hard to handle so I had once decided that if it gets too much the only way out is to off myself, so I also tell the guy that "the only way out is to kill yourself" & I wasn't meaning or telling him to kill himself, just that that's the only way-out I know to stop this 'apparent nightmere'... So I'm crouching down & I leave the body & commune with these entities, as this is happening I realize that my friend is not joining us, which it's like he has basically opted for the blue pill or he isn't invited or doesn't have the ability, he is speaking to my body & asking "are you meditating??" - there's an obvious delay & I return & just look @ him - he then crouches down beside me thinking we're having a meditations session or something... I return & they are telling me things about the future, about certain things that have come true, some of those things have happened on this very forum. Other things also, like being betrayed by my friend & I don't exactly deny it to them, yet I push in favor of humanity; that my friend is better than that! & sadly the facts are they simply know way better & were exactly right! - also, this is not the first or last time I have stuck up for humanity (another person, another contact, same thing against the pain of betrayal). Now my mate is again rather agitated & it's not just the acid - he knows but he cannot see... he gets up, then crouches back down, think it really kinda disturbs the meeting a bit, which isn't really that much of an issue. I get told of other things that I should do (which is more basic generic stuff)... & that about something else important, yet that I would be miss-understood by people - & it's all powerfully delivered telepathic messages, which completely transcend the actual words, which are of-course, being telepathy is instantly appearing in your head, clear & precise.


So that's that it was finally over, & I get up & tell my friend "it's over now, lets go" with a smile & motion up the road - now having full clear perspective of which direction to go... & he looks @ me with an angry face & says "no! this is not over!" - & I could tell it was directly back to the bloody nose thing... he just couldn't let it go... Also, quite a few months later he got himself another dude ('back-up') & decided he'd like to try find some sort of closure or attempt some revenge, they came over under the pretense of having a session, we cruised out had a smoke & he parked-up & started on about the shape-shift & I could sense they probably planned something like revenge... so not fully remembering everything I just told him "I don't fucking know man!" & I still don't fully understand it, to be quite frank! yet I know it is a prize & it will happen again in my future, this I'm sure. So sensing something not right I told them both so what ya gonna do??? & he kept on pressing bout it... but I gave him the same answer. Also, after this he pulled a knife on me & again chickened out... so that's what he's basically made of. Now, back to the original incident, not that it's all that original tho', the turning into a Lizard thing has happened since 13-14 years old. So this guy holds the grudge, tells me it's not over in a threatening way & I'm like oh woteva, then he ran off... & I thought well, too bad... he's a big boy he'll be okay & just left him - I thought perhaps maybe one or two of the apparitions followed him, but I'm not sure... So, I walked off back to the car-park & I had a powerful sense I had leveled up or (in regards to this whole encounter) my Spirit had matured somewhat, a really good feeling I had done some things right. Now I got to the car-park & had absolutely no idea where the fuck the car was... & considering everything that had transpired I got quite emotional & like a lost child I just wept... It was all color coded & numbered so to make it easier to remember what level you parked on... but since we both left in such a panicked hurry, I had no idea, I spent ages trying to find it & even asked an employee @ the gate - with tears in my eyes :o - where my car was??? (like he'd know eh?? :D) must've been the acid talking... Well, I systematically worked the problem & checked all floors, near top to bottom & finally found it! - back in the car on my way home & in the car I had more communication which was a gentile reminder of something that stuck with me the strongest & totally leads me to believe that shape-shifting is a special gift! & that I'd be doing it more in the future... however much my life would probably be easier without it...


It's sometimes really hard to bare & then there's the much I have to bare also! & many of you through your own mis-fortunes, ill-treatments & total lack in ability to see past your own egos don't make it any easier! it doesn't ever really hurt me, or increase my burdens, yet instead, alot of the time you basically just get it plain wrong... & it will come back on you! I really didn't want it to come to this; although, some of you guys just simply can't take a warning! - which as were intended are supposed to be with no casualties - So I warn you ALL now, for your sake alone, DON'T TREAD ON ME!!! - consider yourselves warned...

justin_pushka
16-12-2009, 04:09 AM
woah fuck! has someone spiked the coolaid around here? i feel like ive just wandered into a bad trip in my 20s and everyone is babling incoherant. could the new guy do part two? Id like to hear more as ive also seen someone shift 2 times on halucinogens, same person diff times on diff substances. its funny cos when they know youve seen, fuck do they act weird, like for ever after.

And quetz youve lost me totally. ive no idea what your talking about. you seem a little stressed and defensive about being stepped on. theres plenty of nice people here. may i suggest a nice hug and a mug of tea? reptilian or not im sure thatll sort things out. theres plenty of love to go round humans n reps alike.

quetzalcoatl
16-12-2009, 05:57 AM
woah fuck! has someone spiked the coolaid around here? i feel like ive just wandered into a bad trip in my 20s and everyone is babling incoherant. could the new guy do part two? Id like to hear more as ive also seen someone shift 2 times on halucinogens, same person diff times on diff substances. its funny cos when they know youve seen, fuck do they act weird, like for ever after.

Maybe you'd like to share your insights with us?? - was it mushies & acid perhaps??? :confused:

Well in my experience it's totally the other-way round... people see a Lizard & they want to competitively challenge it @ anything they think they can one up them in (on some level it's all born of jealously) - it's really quite funny to see, but sad also. They act irrationally paranoid (which is of-course quite draining being around people like this, ya gotta watch everything you say & do) - but in some cases I can see how that can happen. They cowardly drop random 'covert' insults related to their 'encounter' & also like to 'conspire / corral' other people against them - usually with unchanging pathetic results...

It's really consistently like this & does extend beyond what has been disclosed here, in this thread - but that's in my experience though, which may however differ from yours...

It's really quite bizarre, guess that's the 'nature of the beast', per-se... ;)

And quetz youve lost me totally. ive no idea what your talking about.

Good! I'm pleased & you weren't suppose to... ;)

you seem a little stressed and defensive about being stepped on. theres plenty of nice people here. may i suggest a nice hug and a mug of tea? reptilian or not im sure thatll sort things out. theres plenty of love to go round humans n reps alike.

Yeah, yeah I can really feel the love eh?? :rolleyes: by your standards maybe; 'oh I don't understand this so I'll throw the olde people are babbling (or in this case; 'babling incoherant') in a spiked cool-aid stupor @ it' - innit that lovely... :rolleyes:

Also, I dun really have a prob with being stepped on so much... - that's the whole point! it's 'stepee' that'll certainly have the problem... it'll happen, always has, always will. So you've all be warned, can't do much else for yas. ;)

So let's have it, how bad-ass was this Reptile??? - & I really do hope a cuppa-tea with fix it all up for ya! :p

justin_pushka
16-12-2009, 11:29 AM
So, let me get this right? what you wrote wasnt meant to be understood? Why then be offended when someone thinks its babling? I mean if your intention is to confuse, why get all riled up when someone says youve no idea what they are talking about? Im getting the picture thats its all about a big drama and looking for trouble before youve found it. I hope you wont mind when others just avoid getting involved.

justin_pushka
16-12-2009, 11:41 AM
Oh, the reptile? Well he looked pretty scary in the trip. I mean when your a kid and your new to the idea of people not being what you thought they were it is a bit scary. However after years and some mellowing out on the part of my shapeshifting friend we are still friends. I get the impression as long as the subject isnt mentioned everything will be fine.

I dont know why you guys just dont come out of the closet about the whole shapeshifting thing, i mean it could become just another fact that people could get used to. It seems to me that it would just destroy the advantages that come with being able to hide and play with the rest of us. Logic tells me anyone who wants to play a game without a level playing field is too weak to play the game properly. I asume you have some knowlege of reptilian matters so maybe you could tell us your thoughts on why reptilians wont play the game of life in a fair way?

quetzalcoatl
16-12-2009, 09:02 PM
So, let me get this right? what you wrote wasnt meant to be understood? Why then be offended when someone thinks its babling? I mean if your intention is to confuse, why get all riled up when someone says youve no idea what they are talking about? Im getting the picture thats its all about a big drama and looking for trouble before youve found it. I hope you wont mind when others just avoid getting involved.

Yes, I would have preferred that... ;)

Well your assuming my offense quite plainly gives me your intentions - well ya failed there mate... ya see, it's really quite simply & I'll repeat it here again, this time I'll strive for maximum clarity; I AM NOT OFFENDED, not in the least. I was simple failing to 'feel the love' as you describe it... get it sweet-heart?? :p

My intention were to make it as clear & precise / accurate as possible... yet, I somehow had / have an impression people wont really get it... I know some things may sound some-what fantastic... well too bad, that's the best I can describe it.

Also, FYI; I was pleased in the sense of it is absolutely none of your business & if it all sounds 'Greek' to you, then good! ;) - I really kinda thought twas quite funny, "babbling incoherently" as ya put it... yet in the same breathe ya talking about equality / love for all & sundry here, Reptilians included??? - I don't think so buddy... ;)

Further more (for clarity) I know there's some good folk here - hence why I bother... & much of the BS that goes on is do with the form of communication, on-line forums do seem to bring the worst out in people, in a over-all general sense.

Although, basically we do all project-out but reflections of ourselves - some often totally oblivious to the fact - so really alot of the time peoples words are completely betraying themselves...

justin_pushka
16-12-2009, 09:20 PM
Yes, I would have preferred that... ;)

Well your assuming my offense quite plainly gives me your intentions - well ya failed there mate... ya see, it's really quite simply & I'll repeat it here again, this time I'll strive for maximum clarity; I AM NOT OFFENDED, not in the least. I was simple failing to 'feel the love' as you describe it... get it sweet-heart?? :p

My intention were to make it as clear & precise / accurate as possible... yet, I somehow had / have an impression people wont really get it... I know some things may sound some-what fantastic... well too bad, that's the best I can describe it.

Also, FYI; I was pleased in the sense of it is absolutely none of your business & if it all sounds 'Greek' to you, then good! ;) - I really kinda thought twas quite funny, "babbling incoherently" as ya put it... yet in the same breathe ya talking about equality / love for all & sundry here, Reptilians included??? - I don't think so buddy... ;)

Further more (for clarity) I know there's some good folk here - hence why I bother... & much of the BS that goes on is do with the form of communication, on-line forums do seem to bring the worst out in people, in a over-all general sense.

Although, basically we do all project-out but reflections of ourselves - some often totally oblivious to the fact - so really alot of the time peoples words are completely betraying themselves...

Dude you just need to lighten up. Can we move on so we can hear the new guy speak?

quetzalcoatl
16-12-2009, 09:20 PM
Dude you just need to lighten up. Can we move on so we can hear the new guy speak?

Because this is exactly what you need to do, or you're hoping for the opposite affect (or more than yourself) on me... trust me! - plain to see it is... ;)

I'm chillin' the most up in here... :D

Oh, the reptile? Well he looked pretty scary in the trip. I mean when your a kid and your new to the idea of people not being what you thought they were it is a bit scary. However after years and some mellowing out on the part of my shapeshifting friend we are still friends. I get the impression as long as the subject isnt mentioned everything will be fine.

Okay. Have you ever considered your mate doesn't quite fully understand what was happening either???

I dont know why you guys just dont come out of the closet about the whole shapeshifting thing, i mean it could become just another fact that people could get used to. It seems to me that it would just destroy the advantages that come with being able to hide and play with the rest of us. Logic tells me anyone who wants to play a game without a level playing field is too weak to play the game properly. I asume you have some knowlege of reptilian matters so maybe you could tell us your thoughts on why reptilians wont play the game of life in a fair way?

I'd say most likely because this 'illusory reality' you call life is often quite unfair on these Reptilians... also, it's a fair bet to say 'The Matrix' was meant to be hacked... ;) - see how that worked?? ya ask a question, ya get an answer... now, is this same respect reciprocated???

Also, I've been tryna phase out my participation in this forum, believe it or not! :D - so if ya dun have anything substantial to add dun bother replying - on the other hand if you wish to carry on dancing in circles, I'll extend this courtesy your way... ;)

Adiós amigo! :)

justin_pushka
17-12-2009, 10:40 AM
[QUOTE=quetzalcoatl;1058484660]
I'd say most likely because this 'illusory reality' you call life is often quite unfair on these Reptilians...

Hey you have lightened up! Cos you must be having a laugh with that statement. "life unfair for reptilians?" thats like when stars say fames tough or millionaire bankers say they cant live on their salary. Just guff mate.

quetzalcoatl
17-12-2009, 08:27 PM
Hey you have lightened up! Cos you must be having a laugh with that statement. "life unfair for reptilians?" thats like when stars say fames tough or millionaire bankers say they cant live on their salary. Just guff mate.

:)

lamzaney
20-12-2009, 06:13 PM
OK first of all the story is horsecrap if u actually read it. Second it was actually posted by queztatocal or whatever and then in turn he replied to his own false story, read the story again what does the guy say, (we taught u everything as in this website) yet the writer of this story is a new member and only has 2 other posts while queztacol or whatever is a senior member with over 1000 posts, anyone else think this is odd?

justin_pushka
20-12-2009, 10:09 PM
OK first of all the story is horsecrap if u actually read it. Second it was actually posted by queztatocal or whatever and then in turn he replied to his own false story, read the story again what does the guy say, (we taught u everything as in this website) yet the writer of this story is a new member and only has 2 other posts while queztacol or whatever is a senior member with over 1000 posts, anyone else think this is odd?

yep.

quetzalcoatl
21-12-2009, 12:56 PM
OK first of all the story is horsecrap if u actually read it. Second it was actually posted by queztatocal or whatever and then in turn he replied to his own false story, read the story again what does the guy say, (we taught u everything as in this website) yet the writer of this story is a new member and only has 2 other posts while queztacol or whatever is a senior member with over 1000 posts, anyone else think this is odd?

yep.

Yeah yeah... just because it's something you two would do... ;)

Well as wrong as you are & as useless as all this is to you (as-well as the truth, apparently), @ least ya asking questions... instead of assuming you already know - lot of that round ere, maybe they're scared to not know??? & other times when they do know - like the consistency of IP addresses for eg they're never to be heard from... LMAO!

I can tell you now that what he said was "how can this be?? - we taught you everything, from this 'site'" (not meaning "website" doofus :p & I dun think he said website in his OP) & quite frankly I have no idea what he meant & I don't really care to know... also I bet ya anything he has no idea what he meant either! :p - I can however speculate & also tell you exactly what he didn't mean. Considering when this happened which was many years ago, he & I both had never heard of DI & his work & in the time-line I'm not even sure the first official DI forum / website was around then... I've covered the impression I had from his expression - which is like some-sort of high & mighty teacher being overtaken by a student (& I'm being modest & humble :p) yet as to the gibberish emitted, I'm not sure... I have a few inklings tho & can simply speculate that 'site' might be meaning either an area - as-in the place we were - or a site as-in sector, place or city / town...

Also, I've been concentrating on reflecting a true & accurate representation of the beings encountered & was less critical with other details, yet since ya brought it up again... how the guy assaulted me for no reason was; we went to the elevator first as he was freaking out quite hard - & he seemed rather scared of the elevator or worried about something, so we went for the stairs, then I shape-shifted (that sounds funny typing it out) & then he said the how can this be blah blah blah (& once again - coz it's important - bet ya anything he has no idea what he talking about), we went for stairs & he was still obviously freaking out & we were running outa options of exiting the complex, so I just reached out as-if to calm him down & as-if to say FFS lets just take the stairs... (wasn't sure if I made this entirely clear before) then he skipped off turned around & kicked me... so when he says I tried to grab him - it is pure sympathy digging BS & attempts @ justifying kicking a mate for no reason...

David Icke or this site didn't enter the picture... until now - remember this is years ago (about a decade... so it must've been remeberable... :rolleyes: yet the obsession doesn't stop there) & neither of us had heard of Reptilians or DI then. So a bar-man this guy knew told me a little about someone called Richard Vizzutti, also the OP would have conversations in a language foreign to me with my ex about this - thinking I wouldn't understand, yet I sorta did... So hounding me with questions about this day, even months after & 'conspiring' with my ex to where the consensus was reached to share this crap with Richard Vizzutti - which is obviously completely useless info for him also - (but not to use my real name, funny how would I know that? - that'll fuck 'em up! :p). Obviously un-satisfied with the truthful answer that I don't fucking know what it's all about & being the lying, self-centered cunt this guy is it was undoubtedly taken as lies... hence all the obsession - so he probably did a bit of research on the net found Richard Vizzutti & the rest is history... Ya know this guy even brought it up about 2-3 years after (not to mention here & now), when on this certain occasion, there would have been plenty more productive things to use your energy on...

Also & most 'importantly' go suck yourself a ball! - & that goes for, nay especially goes for justin_pushka as-well! :p (jokes?? :D)

lamzaney
21-12-2009, 09:19 PM
You are retarded, he did mean this website, go try your tricks elsewhere this site is about finding the truth not fabritcated ones that you are making up.
BTW did you also help with the whole 9/11 coverup? Go play elsewhere little boy oh and if you are a reptillian bring it on, no one is afraid of you yanno why?
Because you are a fake and the only reason you are replying negativly is because you are found out. Have a nice day Dino!

quetzalcoatl
26-12-2009, 12:37 PM
You are retarded, he did mean this website, go try your tricks elsewhere this site is about finding the truth not fabritcated ones that you are making up.
BTW did you also help with the whole 9/11 coverup? Go play elsewhere little boy oh and if you are a reptillian bring it on, no one is afraid of you yanno why?
Because you are a fake and the only reason you are replying negativly is because you are found out. Have a nice day Dino!

LOL! - yeah... ya got me there buddy... :rolleyes: thought I had ya pegged a complete imbecile... rookie mistake on my part... :rolleyes:

So to re-cap; he meant a 'web-site' neither of us had heard of hitherto 3-4 years ago (which is long after this happened)... which taught me everything or something??? - LMAO! :p

& bring it on is it??? pfffft! - another victim of Mutwa / j. bartley et al school of thought eh... oh what a pity... ;)

I'm again left cleaning up the crap??? - I don't think so! you must be right! :rolleyes:

So long sucka! :D

deuce mcallister
29-12-2009, 05:48 PM
Quizno coattails is still lying

quetzalcoatl
29-12-2009, 05:51 PM
Quizno coattails is still lying

Well that's me convinced! :D

trappedinameatsuit
11-01-2010, 02:48 AM
So what's with this thread, where's part 2? Or did you give up there Argonian. ;)

quetzalcoatl
11-01-2010, 04:26 AM
So what's with this thread, where's part 2? Or did you give up there Argonian. ;)

You fail, badly... ;)

trappedinameatsuit
11-01-2010, 04:56 AM
You fail, badly... ;)

You fail at life. Try getting one.

quetzalcoatl
11-01-2010, 05:22 AM
You fail at life. Try getting one.

Oh that really hurt my feelings... :(

:rolleyes:

kingmob
11-01-2010, 05:23 AM
Quetzcoat is completely incomprehensible. I gave up reading after the second paragraph of that jumbo mumbo.

trappedinameatsuit
11-01-2010, 05:26 AM
Oh that really hurt my feelings... :(

:rolleyes:

http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e43/carpazine/tissue.jpg

quetzalcoatl
11-01-2010, 05:26 AM
Quetzcoat is completely incomprehensible. I gave up reading after the second paragraph of that jumbo mumbo.

Oh man... I really especially wanted you to read & understand it... :(

:rolleyes:

quetzalcoatl
11-01-2010, 05:47 AM
http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e43/carpazine/tissue.jpg

http://img696.imageshack.us/img696/8602/complaintdepartmenttoil.jpg

You know it! :p

kingmob
11-01-2010, 07:09 AM
Oh man... I really especially wanted you to read & understand it... :(

:rolleyes:

I'm pretty sure you wanted no one to read it.

Or you are just writing in code, for those without a left side of the brain.

quetzalcoatl
11-01-2010, 10:04 AM
I'm pretty sure you wanted no one to read it.

Or you are just writing in code, for those without a left side of the brain.

Well you're wrong. Also, believe it or not I am tryna to be as plain & understandable as poss...

I don't mind one bit - when you one day discover that there's no real secrets, nothing is truly ever permanently hidden, you may understand - it's just the way people go about things... possible waiting for people to appear to have left the forum, or just simply talking behind their backs, trying their best to make them out to be some sort of monster...

In-fact I have plenty more - completely unrelated to the OP's "true contact" - that I totally have no qualms sharing, in & of itself, with all & sundry... yet what's the point?? when it only stirs up hatred, jealously & condemnation... & that's even if people believe it to begin with... Who could really be bothered??? - it would be like giving the answers for an exam to people that have striven to thwart your ability to answer your own questions... I don't bloody think so! - think what ya like... :p

In other-words; you really weren't meant to understand, this stuff is utterly useless for you. Best you can achieve is becoming a 'professional Reptilian hater'... - @ least they're quite funny @ times... :D

eyeballkid88
11-01-2010, 11:20 AM
Alright , alright... lets all chill out a bit...


@op.. dont forget anyshifting you are seeing, when he shifted, or when your fist went through his face, is a change in YOUR decoding, so you decoded him differently as opposed to he changing... dont forget there is no out there.. its all in there, your brain being decoded from vibration and turned into electrical signals and then turned into supposed solid reality...

so , if my understanding is correct, you altered you the way your perceived that vibrational information and saw the true nature of your friend.....

kingmob
12-01-2010, 12:00 AM
Well you're wrong. Also, believe it or not I am tryna to be as plain & understandable as poss...

I don't mind one bit - when you one day discover that there's no real secrets, nothing is truly ever permanently hidden, you may understand - it's just the way people go about things... possible waiting for people to appear to have left the forum, or just simply talking behind their backs, trying their best to make them out to be some sort of monster...

In-fact I have plenty more - completely unrelated to the OP's "true contact" - that I totally have no qualms sharing, in & of itself, with all & sundry... yet what's the point?? when it only stirs up hatred, jealously & condemnation... & that's even if people believe it to begin with... Who could really be bothered??? - it would be like giving the answers for an exam to people that have striven to thwart your ability to answer your own questions... I don't bloody think so! - think what ya like... :p

In other-words; you really weren't meant to understand, this stuff is utterly useless for you. Best you can achieve is becoming a 'professional Reptilian hater'... - @ least they're quite funny @ times... :D


Yes, I wasn't meant to understand it, ok...because you can't explain yourself.

If English is your second language, that's ok. But don't make me some retard that can't read, because what you written in that long post is fairly incomprehensible. It looks as if you have dislexia or something of that sort.

noobcybot
12-01-2010, 12:16 AM
So. Interesting story. True or not, Iam going to say anythings possible and see if we can glean from this. Quetz, do any of your other experiences tie in with this first story we have heard?

quetzalcoatl
12-01-2010, 06:42 AM
Yes, I wasn't meant to understand it, ok...because you can't explain yourself.

If English is your second language, that's ok. But don't make me some retard that can't read, because what you written in that long post is fairly incomprehensible. It looks as if you have dislexia or something of that sort.

Well the correct spelling is dyslexia... - I have no idea what ya talking about; "make you some retard" or something??? - I never intended to make you out to be retarded or anything... - if it's hard to understand, it is probably me... I just don't care, not like I was going for the Nobel prize for literature or anything... & now you say "that long post", I'm guessing I probably didn't put much time / effort into it...

You really should have simply stuck with having gave up with reading that jumbo mumbo after the first paragraph, like ya said... & kept all ya worth-less criticisms & harassment to yourself...

English isn't my second language. I didn't do much @ school & left as soon as I could. I'm not dyslexic, I have far too much co-ordination for it - I known a few people with it however, so am familiar with the symptoms / characteristics & not just dismissing it from ignorance... I am trying to make things easily understandable & hoped it would be - yet it doesn't bother me in the slightest if it's not...

Never really felt like I had to explain myself... - although I did obviously try...

Basically, I genuinely don't think knowing anymore about Reptilians or shape-shifting can benefit you any... ;) - as-well as that, it ain't really any of your business, quite frankly...

Well I'm having fun! :D

quetzalcoatl
12-01-2010, 06:46 AM
So. Interesting story. True or not, Iam going to say anythings possible and see if we can glean from this. Quetz, do any of your other experiences tie in with this first story we have heard?

Nope.

lamzaney
02-09-2010, 06:48 AM
you are still retarded

quetzalcoatl
17-09-2010, 04:42 AM
you are still retarded

Ahhh yea... so ya keep sayin... - well advantage me then! :D

Don't ya ever wonder if tis the other way round like?? :p

Thanks anyway!

chainmaker
17-09-2010, 08:39 PM
If you didn't reply to this thread and said you are the mentioned reptilian, I would have thought that this is just another guy on drugs, dreaming. The way you act helps the OP's story to be read. You keep on bumping this thread. This makes people think that you are actually that OP in a different account, or an accomplice, having fun. And I believe that too.

But go ahaed on Mr. Reptilian, it is fun to read.

quetzalcoatl
17-09-2010, 08:52 PM
If you didn't reply to this thread and said you are the mentioned reptilian, I would have thought that this is just another guy on drugs, dreaming. The way you act helps the OP's story to be read. You keep on bumping this thread. This makes people think that you are actually that OP in a different account, or an accomplice, having fun. And I believe that too.

But go ahaed on Mr. Reptilian, it is fun to read.

Well I'm not & if this guy is who he says - which I'm quite sure of, considering the language / grammar used - then consistence of IP's should reflect this... So you believe wrong, okay.

Besides this guy - through other social network contacts - would have known full well who I am, so what's the point in ever avoiding it or ignoring it?? I have nothing to hide, some of it wasn't exactly planned for (especially some of the harassment / stalking, some of which isn't even accurate), yet truly it couldn't have been any other way & it really does basically just serve my own remembrance, so thanks OP! :D

Also, nothing is really permanently hidden anyway, so why would I ever operate with-in that temporary illusion??

chainmaker
17-09-2010, 09:24 PM
So, Mr. Reptilian, do you have any contact with other people like you?

quetzalcoatl
17-09-2010, 09:39 PM
So, Mr. Reptilian, do you have any contact with other people like you?

Huh! yeah right... :rolleyes: - basically it ain't none of ya business, yet if you really, genuinely that keen to find out, this has been answered a few times in various places on this forum, happy hunting! :D

chainmaker
17-09-2010, 09:48 PM
Hell, we find one reptilian and he happens to be a fuckin dickweed.

Whatever.

quetzalcoatl
17-09-2010, 09:48 PM
Hell, we find one reptilian and he happens to be a fuckin dickweed.

Whatever.

Thanks! :)

itsallinus
17-09-2010, 10:20 PM
I'll try and give my take on this bit by bit...


Close my eyes and try to relax for a few. Just to shut off my mind, and let things flowwww. I'm so gone at this point, i feel waves of love, and just melt into it. Reality had faded. I had become infinite.

Those waves of love are you. They are always within you and you can find them(you) anytime you want if you pay attention. You became pure awareness of nothing. You became nothing and that's where you found true peace/bliss. You found yourself, well done :)

For some reason depression started to set in on me.

This is still that same emotion which has changed form. If you paid attention to this you would neutralize it and return to inner peace.

I started to feel like i was a "bad person" for what i was doing and on.
I started to feel like everything I was about, is fake.

This is your awareness of self recognizing you are not the ego. The ego reactively tries to take control which only makes it more obvious to you when in a state of pure awareness.

Or that i was fake as a person, and that i wasent representing who i truly am.

Correct. You are not living in complete awareness as we are meant to be.

We started to talk, and I was begining to get upset with how everything was.
Started to let depression take over me, and started feeling sorry for myself.
I started to get a feeling of " not belonging" to a particular way of life.
I started feeling this way for "NO APPARENT" reason.
Like i was creating my own prison.
At this point, I just wanted to get away. From everything.
from who I was with, from the inside of the car, and get to this afterhours, and get some drinks in me to forget about this bullcrap.

The ego knows that negative emotions are the best way to take back control and blind you from being aware and put you back in a fear encased mindbox.

I tell him I'm leaving, and not talking about anything with him anymore, he was starting to make me mad. He said "where are you going?"
Told him to the afterhours spot.
I open the door, still all kinds of emotional, pissed, depressed, and just wanting to not be tripping anymore either, i had, had enough.
Been up all night, trippin, at that!!
I start to walk away with a quickness, and he jumps out of the car .
Yells my name, and tells me to get back to the car.
I tell him NO! I'm leaving.
Shit just getting out of it i was starting to feel a little better.
He shuts the door, and walks fast up to where i was, and asks me where im going, i tell him to the afterhours again, and that i just wanna leave now, and get away from your mental prison. He laughs a little, as were walking down the garage to the elevator. And as were walking, he tells me to check this out. I look over at him, and thats when it happened.

I think he did this because he knew you were raising your vibration as you connected to your true self. He knew you were perceptively ready.

I seen his face in shock, and aww. Almost not believing what im seeing.
But how could i deny it, it was plain as day to me.
He had a holographic like scaley pattern that had become his face.
I was almost intrigued by it.
And I tell him, how can this be true?
he replies with, i dont know
Then i tell him how is this, we taught you everything you know?
(meaning EVERYTHING just about on this site.)
It shift didn't last long, it went back before i knew it.
At this point things start getting crazier.
I know him personally so, i dont necessarily fear him.


We get up to the elevator, and I push the button.
A minute or 2 later the door opens, and as i go to get inside, this overwhelming feeling of something pulled at me from within.
Like something had just griped me. And Then i say, " I think i'm gonna take the stairs"
And he grabs me, and trys to push me in.
When i in turn, i kick him or punch, not sure cus i was scared at that point,
and he lands on the ground like he was out.

Anger management seems to get the better of your friend. I think he was very keen to show you more at this point as he had already let the cat out the bag. Perhaps he was getting frustrated?

I start to run as fast as i can, and this feeling that something has got me from within is grabing me hard, and the world is almost melting in front of me.
I run, and run, down about 4 levels and get out of the parking garage, and ran just a little further into downtown area till i was outta breathe completely. And I panicking now.
Thinking that hes gonna catch up, and kill me.
thinking hes gonna shoot me with a gun.
Now here he comes running out of the garage, and took his hat off, and was walking up beside me, with his hat hiding something. Thought to myself.
OK this is it.
And he took his hat away, from his hand, like he was going to brandish a weapon.
Of course i got real scared. But he had nothing there, and laughed at me.
Now he was looking at me all angry looking, and then punched me in the face.
He got me in the nose, and i started to bleed.
I asked him why hes doing this to me?
he didnt answer

A clear reminder what happens when you get punched in the face...now see what happens to me...

Now things start to get real fuzzy to me, to where i dont remember that much. I remember him sitting down on the sidewalk indian style, and i did the same. he started to meditate.

Hold on, don't you see? He wanted you to feel the ego emotions after pure awareness and feeling real emotion, so you now he wants you to meditate with him so you can regain that awareness and know the real you is not those feelings and thoughts.

I did as well. But i was so stuck in fear, and being downtown on the sidewalk at the crack of dawn wasent helping either.
I could not meditate if i tried. and i did try.
Just would not work for me under that circumstance.
I got up and attempted to walk away, and then he kept telling me to punch him in the face. I told him that i dont want to do that. he kept getting angry and telling me to do so, so i finally did. But when i did, and i swear on the energy that passes through my soul, that when i did, my fist went right through his head, like it wasent even there. And i laughed, as if he was pulling a magic trick on me. And continued walking down the street.
when he told me to do it again, i told him no, i dont want to.
and he kept getting angry. so i gave him a "love tap" in the chin, and it hit him in the chin. He said no, not like that. Hit me hard. Then i did, and again, once a again. It went right though his face. I was completely and utterly in shock and didnt know what to do, say, or think. Only thing i could thing i could think was, oh my god.
Then i remember trying to meditate once again, and i could not break free of the fear i was in. It almost felt like it had consumed me.

Often strong feelings like this can lead to finding peace

I remember him laughing and saying to me "THAT'S LOVE"

Fear/love are one emotion. It starts out as pure love, unconditional but as it passes through our mind and ego, it is changed in perception, like pure sunlight hitting a lens and as it passes through it becomes fractured and colored.

and, then telling me "you can never go back"
then he told me that there's only one thing i can do.

"kill yourself"

Yes. Kill your attachment to ego self. You have found truth but now you must stop being the fake you were and start becoming pure unbound awareness.

Well that's my take on it anyway. I think he was trying to motivate you in the direction you had already taken but were still too attached to 'me'.

quetzalcoatl
18-09-2010, 05:08 AM
I'll try and give my take on this bit by bit...




Well that's my take on it anyway. I think he was trying to motivate you in the direction you had already taken but were still too attached to 'me'.

Well, if ya say so... *keeek* :D

quetzalcoatl
03-10-2010, 02:33 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ICRbinSuwcU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ICRbinSuwcU

Tis been a hoot! :D