truthseeker1980
19-07-2007, 02:13 PM
I have never had what you would call the best luck in the world, i wouldn't say it was the worst either, but my friends have all had everything in their lives easier than both myself and my brothers. I'm not one to complain as that's life and having a harder up bringing makes a better person, as you understand when others are in similar or worse situations.
What i have noticed though since awakening is that it has got worse and I thought it was supposed to get easier as you awaken more.
As soon as I finished the Inifinite love book, i got sacked for being late when i was never late to work. Then had no money for months, then lost my girlfriend of two years, for noticing aspartame in things, then spent all my money on my Calibra Turbo, as soon as one thing was fixed another thing went wrong, so sucked all my money. So i bought another newer car to try and stop all the wasting of money of fixing problems, within 2 weeks the cat convertor went on the new car. Found a new girl, was going really well, then over night she went off me, even though we had gone shopping for food together the day before, plus it was her idea, now she wont speak to me, actually ignores me when i see her out, for no reason, wont even tell me why we finished.
Then 3 weeks later I crashed into a car, even though i have 7 years no claims my insurance wouldn't cover the excess so, had to pay for the damage out of my own pocket. Living dangerously in overdraft now, geting paid and not even taking to zero.
Then last week my car wouldn't start, so had to get it fixed, another £150 and to top it off this weekend i was badly beaten by 3 men, outside a pub, taken to hospital in an ambulance and been off work till today.
The pub i had just been in was an ex-masonic temple and has an ifra-red camera inside.
I may just be being paranoid, but has/does anyone else have continuing bad luck since awakening?
Am i being targetted for posting on here? Could they be surrounding me in negative energy to create this?
It's getting stupid, i'm an optomist but when you look at the evidence the only good luck i've had was the fact my friends were there to pull them of so that they didn't kick me to death.
Peace and love to everyone.:(
What i have noticed though since awakening is that it has got worse and I thought it was supposed to get easier as you awaken more.
As soon as I finished the Inifinite love book, i got sacked for being late when i was never late to work. Then had no money for months, then lost my girlfriend of two years, for noticing aspartame in things, then spent all my money on my Calibra Turbo, as soon as one thing was fixed another thing went wrong, so sucked all my money. So i bought another newer car to try and stop all the wasting of money of fixing problems, within 2 weeks the cat convertor went on the new car. Found a new girl, was going really well, then over night she went off me, even though we had gone shopping for food together the day before, plus it was her idea, now she wont speak to me, actually ignores me when i see her out, for no reason, wont even tell me why we finished.
Then 3 weeks later I crashed into a car, even though i have 7 years no claims my insurance wouldn't cover the excess so, had to pay for the damage out of my own pocket. Living dangerously in overdraft now, geting paid and not even taking to zero.
Then last week my car wouldn't start, so had to get it fixed, another £150 and to top it off this weekend i was badly beaten by 3 men, outside a pub, taken to hospital in an ambulance and been off work till today.
The pub i had just been in was an ex-masonic temple and has an ifra-red camera inside.
I may just be being paranoid, but has/does anyone else have continuing bad luck since awakening?
Am i being targetted for posting on here? Could they be surrounding me in negative energy to create this?
It's getting stupid, i'm an optomist but when you look at the evidence the only good luck i've had was the fact my friends were there to pull them of so that they didn't kick me to death.
Peace and love to everyone.:(