fancy some company?

[ajaydean]

hi guys and gals, il get straight to the point on what i hope you dont think is a strange post. Since awakening into my new level of conciousness, i have come to find a strange lonely feeling, now im a single dad with 3 boys at home,ive followed the synchronicities in my life for the past nearly 4 years.
Im asuming im not alone in this strange conciousness shift ive experienced and im hoping to meet up with some of you out there who are feeling/ have gone through this strange time themselves. ive had a couple of girlfriends and each time ive tried to show them what ive learned(in the last year) their eyes have glazed over and their conciousness would put up a wall which couldnt see through celebrity culture and "getting on with life", their hypnotised by the programming i now see through.
now at this stage,im not suggesting im looking for a partner haha, im just looking to meet people male or female for some mutual encouragement and story swapping, this must be resonating with you guys as my gut feeling has made me do this post!
so whoever you are.....see if you live near...lets talk!!

[dlb2007]

its not a strange post at all, and if I lived in your area... I would have offered to have a pint down the local. I am lucky 2 of my friends are aware to differing degrees. One I very rarely see the other is only just begining to wake up but he dosnt really give a fk about it.

[alzee]

There's the June meet-up and a Survival Weekend being planned for the South of the country bud. Try get along to either or both of those, therell be plenty of like-minded people there :)

[lookfar]

Hi ajaydean

There are a few of us located down south & I'm sure we could arrange for a mutually convenient time when we could all meet up for a drink:)

As well as the survival weekend, we also hold regular forum meet ups (mainly camping in the summer), but also at YHA's or cottages at other times of the year. The next one is planned at Avebury on 26-28 June if you can make it along...?

[tracker]

hi guys and gals, il get straight to the point on what i hope you dont think is a strange post. Since awakening into my new level of conciousness, i have come to find a strange lonely feeling, now im a single dad with 3 boys at home,ive followed the synchronicities in my life for the past nearly 4 years.
Im asuming im not alone in this strange conciousness shift ive experienced and im hoping to meet up with some of you out there who are feeling/ have gone through this strange time themselves. ive had a couple of girlfriends and each time ive tried to show them what ive learned(in the last year) their eyes have glazed over and their conciousness would put up a wall which couldnt see through celebrity culture and "getting on with life", their hypnotised by the programming i now see through.
now at this stage,im not suggesting im looking for a partner haha, im just looking to meet people male or female for some mutual encouragement and story swapping, this must be resonating with you guys as my gut feeling has made me do this post!
so whoever you are.....see if you live near...lets talk!!

lets start from the beginning .

As a rule it is not best to meat some one new then start telling them everything you know or have experienced .
It can be overwealming .

I find it best my self to wait for a while , and also , I dont really say anything connected to "what isnt the norm" until "THEY" introduce a topic that justifies a "slow" gentle aproach .
The way I do it is to ask questions , it looks as though I dont know anything ( quite frankly I dont ) but it allows them to introduce the subject further .
I then gently introduce slightly unrelated subjects to bring in the "BIG picture" but I dont bang on about it , otherwise like your experiences I find they tend to put up a wall .

I see people similar to being a PC.

some work faster than others , and if you throw in too much data - it either refuses to work ( IE the mental wall ) or it crashes ( the walk out and not coming back )



Lonely feelings are normal in people who wake up to the big picture . We have all had it .Some of us still have it , but as time goes by we begin to feel happier in our selves and there for do not "Go out of our way"to score with the oposite sex .
not because we begin to want to be alone , its just that we begin to see , that we do not feel the need to have our self justified by another person .

the problem is with this planet , is that every race , every part of the globe bring children up making them believe that they need the permition of another person or --------need another person to justify their existance .

I cant speek for every one here , this is just a note that have have taken whilst being here .

having a lover ? there is nothing better in the world ------------Accept learning to live with one self before we meet the lover .

I would love to bang on all day to you about what its like when people wake up and what it was like for me , but i wont .


but hay -----------hands up to ya , bringing up 3 kids ya self !

that takes more guts and determination .

hope some of this helped .

[jonas parker]

If y'all get down to Texas, you're sure welcome to come over for some barbecue and a few cold beers!

I promise, we won't make fun of how y'all talk... :p

[jojo]

Hi ajaydean

There are a few of us located down south & I'm sure we could arrange for a mutually convenient time when we could all meet up for a drink:)

As well as the survival weekend, we also hold regular forum meet ups (mainly camping in the summer), but also at YHA's or cottages at other times of the year. The next one is planned at Avebury on 26-28 June if you can make it along...?


yeh, they are brilliant times in like minded company. cant wait for the next one!

[white horse]

Hello there,

And welcome to a strange, strange community! :D

[beldazar]

I know how you feel ajaydean, Im a single mum and when I was relatively new to the forum I really wanted to meet some like-minded people. If I wasnt lonely enough before, lol.

There are a couple of people nearby who I can chat to but the people I bump into everyday are mostly mums picking their kids up from school, they just give me weird looks :D

I wish I lived in Totnes sometimes......:cool:

[whitenight639]

i aint got anyone awake locally to me that i speak to, and i have quite a large social network if i say so myself, its abit sad.

think sum1 shud start a dating site for the 'politically aware' lol :D

[white horse]

i aint got anyone awake locally to me that i speak to, and i have quite a large social network if i say so myself, its abit sad.

think sum1 shud start a dating site for the 'politically aware' lol :D

It's weird isn't it how you can have such intelligent groups of friends who are on your level - yet there is still a cloud that covers the eyes when you get down to this type of stuff; and I don't mean lizards, I jsut mean normal mundane things.

Like I was trying to explain how this whole 'credit-crunch' recession stuff was totally man made. I had been following it in the press, when times were still good, they kept warning about a possible future recession? How can you see a future recession I said? ANyway, from small press articles, it then took off under its own steam until everyone was talking about a recession, that wasn't actually real.

And yeah - they look at me as if I am talking about mighty morphing space lizards actually!

I point out an Observer article that Brown wrote that had 15 pages of comments all saying 'we don't believe your BS anymore NWO puppet!'. This just passes over them - it is liek some form of hypnosis, they are so intelligent as well!

One of my friends is a history teacher, she is superb, and one of the cleverest smartest people I have ever met. You CANNOT pull the wool over her eyes... yet she will not consider anyhting that is not part of the mainstream 'history books' as taught by the curriculum. Try poiting out that Pearl Harbour was set up... goes nuts!

Try talking about 911 being an inside job - they laugh at you! But have they or will they even look at any evidence - no! These thigns are sacred cows that are not to be questioned.

It is sad to see good friends in this hypnotic state swallowing anything that idiot box in the corner of the room tells them!!

[jp13]

I am very alone, too much perhaps, but I can take it.
What gets me is if in general conversation with so-called intelligent people I might mention I was on a conspiracy website, if they say "which one"? and I say "David Icke dot com" they invariably say "isn't that the guy who said he was the son of God"/ my jaw drops once again, I cannot be arsed to explain to people about it, as their ideas are fixed in their heads already.
Now I sometimes say "Yes, that's right" and it ends there...

[ajaydean]

Hi ajaydean

There are a few of us located down south & I'm sure we could arrange for a mutually convenient time when we could all meet up for a drink:)

As well as the survival weekend, we also hold regular forum meet ups (mainly camping in the summer), but also at YHA's or cottages at other times of the year. The next one is planned at Avebury on 26-28 June if you can make it along...? il be at avebury with my son and a few tinnys. ithought it was the week before though?

[ajaydean]

It's weird isn't it how you can have such intelligent groups of friends who are on your level - yet there is still a cloud that covers the eyes when you get down to this type of stuff; and I don't mean lizards, I jsut mean normal mundane things.

Like I was trying to explain how this whole 'credit-crunch' recession stuff was totally man made. I had been following it in the press, when times were still good, they kept warning about a possible future recession? How can you see a future recession I said? ANyway, from small press articles, it then took off under its own steam until everyone was talking about a recession, that wasn't actually real.

And yeah - they look at me as if I am talking about mighty morphing space lizards actually!

I point out an Observer article that Brown wrote that had 15 pages of comments all saying 'we don't believe your BS anymore NWO puppet!'. This just passes over them - it is liek some form of hypnosis, they are so intelligent as well!

One of my friends is a history teacher, she is superb, and one of the cleverest smartest people I have ever met. You CANNOT pull the wool over her eyes... yet she will not consider anyhting that is not part of the mainstream 'history books' as taught by the curriculum. Try poiting out that Pearl Harbour was set up... goes nuts!

Try talking about 911 being an inside job - they laugh at you! But have they or will they even look at any evidence - no! These thigns are sacred cows that are not to be questioned.

It is sad to see good friends in this hypnotic state swallowing anything that idiot box in the corner of the room tells them!! absolutely! and in a way its the waking up that at first seems to be your biggest nightmare! they are literaly stuck in the programme, so called intelligent ones have just bought it lock stock and smoking barrel

[ajaydean]

Hi ajaydean

There are a few of us located down south & I'm sure we could arrange for a mutually convenient time when we could all meet up for a drink:)

As well as the survival weekend, we also hold regular forum meet ups (mainly camping in the summer), but also at YHA's or cottages at other times of the year. The next one is planned at Avebury on 26-28 June if you can make it along...? ithought it was the week earlier?

[rhiannon]

it was 26th - it has been moved a week earlier to week of 20th.

I know how you feel. When I started to wake up it was the scariest, lonliest time of my life. All of my friends are asleep. Even- especially- the intelligent ones.
I am not far from you - in surrey. Are you going to the avebury meet up?

[beldazar]

Hey Ajay, there are two meetings, the first weekend is the DI meet-up and the next one a general meet-up. (I hope I have that right :o)

Just send Lookfar a pm for the details :)

[jojo]

Hey Ajay, there are two meetings, the first weekend is the DI meet-up and the next one a general meet-up. (I hope I have that right :o)

Just send Lookfar a pm for the details :)

yep, thats right ;) two meet ups. Im going to the general one the weekend ater DI meet up. :) are you going too beldazar?

[beldazar]

I dont think so Jojo, Im just going to the first one with DI. I did think that it would be really nice to take the boys with me to the next weekend, after all, the camping gear will be ready.....I really would like to.

I may find out how much the train journey is first and see if I can, if my neighbour wouldnt mind looking after my dog again....:)