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space lizard
11-07-2007, 12:16 AM
I dont want to research the horrors of the world any more.

I want to find peace. I have decided to look for peace and beauty within.

I'm awake now and scared.

I read everyday the newspapers marching to fascism, the stories of people being branded terrorists and locked up and mind fucked for simply voicing concerns.

I want none of that.

Foolishly I have been emailing friends warning them about NWO etc, and been laughed at. Which is fine, but fuck them. What use is screaming iceberg stright ahead while the world dines and dances the night away.

Remember that guy in the matrix who wants to be put back to sleep,
I'm not him but I know where he's comming from.

I want to enjoy life/ Thank you David Icke for opening the prison door, but I'm not about to stand at the gates untill I'm brought back in.

I'm so sad I feel like crying in work everyday.
I'm so happy I feel like tearing a hole in the universe.

I'm dreaming again, and gaining control of my dreams, last night I closed my eyes and a huge t-rex with red eyes snarled right at me. I eyed my eyes and then said fuck that, closed them again and went down the hole after him. I dream vivid dreams that I was a giant warrior dancing across the landscape looking to kick arse and knocking over evil spirits, I had them on the run.

LOVE TO ALL, ESPECIALLY THE FUCKIN REPLITES ;)

john white
11-07-2007, 12:26 AM
Doing what feels right is never wrong Space Lizard... and in your heart you are telling yourself something wise

Stare into the Void and the Void stares back

It is so important to know yourself, to find your centre, becuase if you look into the Void and you do not know who you are the Void will imprint you with its own emptyness

I'd caution you against trying to lock back down the bolts: becuase it won't work and you will inevitably cause yourself great suffering and pain: but you are in charge of your journey and you know exactly what direction to go if only you can be calm and listen to yourself

Go be inspired! Fill your consciousness with awareness of the greats, the wonderful human beings who have walked amongst us and walk amongst us still, be inspired by them, embrace the options and the answers they offer to you

And know that you are never, ever alone

with love

John

klinker
11-07-2007, 12:30 AM
Nobody said waking up was easy. It is difficult for everyone to some extent and I personally have to walk away from it now and then to regroup and reflect. In any case it's too late and not possible to go back to sleep.

space lizard
11-07-2007, 12:50 AM
I just need to start heading down the holes filled with light for a while.

I've researched the lies enought to be convinced.

I need to ajust to freefall then realise I'm not falling but flying.


I know realise why George Bush can't speak propery, He is being invaded by positive spirits who are fucking with his phisical manifestation. I want to send love to those very special beings, true spiritual warriors.


I'll be back with new equallibrium.

LOVE LOVE LOVE

soglad
11-07-2007, 12:52 AM
So, you want to just go back the way you were? S'not going to happen. It's hard having to go through the shit you know is false everyday, but your job is to make the change and renounce this shit.

I am in a lucky stage where I was introduced to this stuff at a young age so I have a opportunity not to sign myself up to this shit blindly.

You should watch the film The Secret, it'll change your life.

lottie
11-07-2007, 01:19 AM
I just need to start heading down the holes filled with light for a while.

I've researched the lies enought to be convinced.

I need to ajust to freefall then realise I'm not falling but flying.


I know realise why George Bush can't speak propery, He is being invaded by positive spirits who are fucking with his phisical manifestation. I want to send love to those very special beings, true spiritual warriors.


I'll be back with new equallibrium.

LOVE LOVE LOVE

take a step back for a while- i have to sometimes- digest it all- contemplate it all-reflect on it all and you'll begin to feel better - i have to do that sometimes- klinker is spot on there! :)

space lizard
11-07-2007, 01:26 AM
I know there's no getting back into bed once you have realised the bed is on fire. I'm not about to try to go back to sleep.

BUT I literally feel like crying in work, not sadness but beauty. fantastic things are happening to me and I can't stop them. My mind and soul are blazing right now.

Its hard to deal with. Its bigger than the universe.
I'm vibrating phisically all the time.

erikneo
11-07-2007, 01:27 AM
Vacation Time!


http://www.sethbarnes.com/blogphotos/sethbarnes/www/trunk_bay.jpg


I to will take a vacation for a while.Good Idea

space lizard
11-07-2007, 01:39 AM
it my new desktop wallpaper, thanks

dondaz
11-07-2007, 01:51 AM
Everyone needs a break from this NWO shite.

Your heart will take you wherever you are going.

;)

synergy777
11-07-2007, 02:03 AM
http://img131.imageshack.us/img131/3440/150ql9.jpg

http://img218.imageshack.us/img218/2150/20060707193536greenpararl8.jpg

erikneo
11-07-2007, 02:13 AM
Liscen to this song,one of my favorite:)

Jamie Lidell - Multiply

http://www.mediafire.com/?35zbbtxx2zg

21_12_2012
11-07-2007, 02:18 AM
This track ALWAYS cheers me up, no matter what's going on !

http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=-3874802907367868290

Bobby McFerrin - Don't worry...be happy (1988)

thomascovenant
11-07-2007, 02:29 AM
See ya SL.Stay slinky bud.

erikneo
11-07-2007, 02:30 AM
YEAH! I forgot About That Song!:)

erikneo
11-07-2007, 02:32 AM
YouTube - Broadcast Yourself.

Don't Forget This One

Life Of Brian.

logic bomb
11-07-2007, 03:10 AM
You've taken the Red Pill so there's no going back. Stay grounded, take a breather, get off the web for a while and remember "they" are not as powerful as they would like us to believe.

John White always posts stella advice. Get right with Creator/God is priority numero uno right now. Time is short.

best,

lb

john white
11-07-2007, 03:58 AM
You've taken the Red Pill so there's no going back. Stay grounded, take a breather, get off the web for a while and remember "they" are not as powerful as they would like us to believe.

John White always posts stella advice. Get right with Creator/God is priority numero uno right now. Time is short.

best,

lb

You know, I just post things 'cos its what I have to offer, usually cos its something that has worked or is working for me: But I thought the holiday option looked bloody good too!

A Tent out near the cliffs and the private cove ('cos the tourists don't know about it) in beautiful cornwall is my idea of a dream spot

unitydivided
11-07-2007, 04:06 AM
take care, i hardly knew ya!

a good book to read, to get your mind off of the evils of the world, is "the five people you meet in heaven."

peace

limelady
11-07-2007, 04:18 AM
Hi space lizard. I'm sorry you feel you have to go, but I do understand you need some time-out to get your head round all this. Your awakening has obviously affected you quite dramatically, and it can be very shattering to our psyche when so much new information comes flooding in all at once - especially info that contradicts ALL our previous understandings about reality and our place in it.

You need time to digest all the new data and find your 'space' again lizard man, and you will do that, because the utter bewilderment you're feeling right now will pass. :)

When the time is right, you will be welcomed back with open arms if you ever feel like rejoining your forum family here.

All the love,

Limelady http://img256.imageshack.us/img256/9092/kisssmoochun9nu4.gif

http://img182.imageshack.us/img182/2499/lovelimeoa6.jpg

hagbard_celine
11-07-2007, 11:01 AM
I dont want to research the horrors of the world any more.

I want to find peace. I have decided to look for peace and beauty within.

I'm awake now and scared.

I read everyday the newspapers marching to fascism, the stories of people being branded terrorists and locked up and mind fucked for simply voicing concerns.

I want none of that.

Foolishly I have been emailing friends warning them about NWO etc, and been laughed at. Which is fine, but fuck them. What use is screaming iceberg stright ahead while the world dines and dances the night away.

Remember that guy in the matrix who wants to be put back to sleep,
I'm not him but I know where he's comming from.

I want to enjoy life/ Thank you David Icke for opening the prison door, but I'm not about to stand at the gates untill I'm brought back in.

I'm so sad I feel like crying in work everyday.
I'm so happy I feel like tearing a hole in the universe.

I'm dreaming again, and gaining control of my dreams, last night I closed my eyes and a huge t-rex with red eyes snarled right at me. I eyed my eyes and then said fuck that, closed them again and went down the hole after him. I dream vivid dreams that I was a giant warrior dancing across the landscape looking to kick arse and knocking over evil spirits, I had them on the run.

LOVE TO ALL, ESPECIALLY THE FUCKIN REPLITES ;)

Take care, Space lizard. Come back if you change your mind. :)

You do sound a bit "burned out" to me. The influx of new information and powerful energy can be a bit much to take sometime. If you need time out to resettle yourself then do it. Don't let anyone give you any guilt trips about "walking away" or "caving in"!

One of the parables of the Buddha was about finding "the middle way" and I've come to understand what that means. People who overdo it and don't know when to take a breather end up as burnt out shells and nervous wrecks.

I hope you enjoy your rest and recreation and I'm sure it will do you good.

Love and light,

HC

lightbeing
11-07-2007, 11:09 AM
Can't add that much space lizard, but take some time out and chill, remember though, this forum has some great people who can help in a big way, so come back later brother:)
We are the first wave and it is getting bigger by the day.................:)