Decreased sex drive, anyone?

[soglad]

Lately, just the last week, I've been really opening my mind to lots of things and opening my mind to new perspectives, meditating a lot, and understanding the illusion of "reality". Since this penny dropped (1 in thousands) I've absolutely NO sex drive.....I can't even MAKE myself get turned on. Being a young man, this shouldn't be hard (no pun intended :rolleyes:) but it's just not interesting anymore.

I'd see an EXTREMELY (what should be) attractive model on the television or whatever, and I'm just not interested, because I know that's not the important thing. The body is an illusion in itself, but to take a person strictly from aesthetics is such a wrong thing. Everyone has a soul, and ogling over a souls chest flab is insulting to universal consciousness in all fairness.

Anyone else just feeling this way? I thought I'd share it, since this is a profound feeling for me...

[thomascovenant]

Kind of.I get the feelings and the attraction to shiny baubels but I know its part of the program and I resist it.

Its just divide and rule again.

You need to connect on an emotional level.I believe this is a natural thing for a human.

Besides I have connected with someone.Sex has changed though, its less...er.......not sure how to put this.
Its more respectful, less Like fucking, more like connecting, if you know what I mean.;)

[soglad]

Yes, and that's all I'd want it to be. I don't have any lust in "fucking" someone just visually molesting someone. It's just the mingling of human vibrations that gets me, it's like the most intense heart chakra explosion you could get. Y'know the type of thing you get right in the center of the chest when someone you love makes a move on you, or just rests against you. That's all that's important to me.

[thomascovenant]

I`ve been feeling a lot of "vortex" activity lately

[soglad]

How do you mean? Mind, body or in the "real world"?

[thomascovenant]

Its like a flow (not sure if in or out) through the chest.

I think the heart chakra is the vortex is the soul.
Sometimes I can feel it.I even know what it "looks" like

[soglad]

By the way, would it happen to be light green? Like this forum color? I was meditating a few days ago and felt the light green emanating from the center of my chest/belly. Then I checked up on the internet on chakra colors and guess what, yep, it's light green :D

Which makes me think, did David choose light green as the forum to inspire love? If so, well done.

[thomascovenant]

Forgive the details of this story, I read it a long time ago and can`t remember where.

A guy, sometime in the 19th century, I think, devised a machine which a bed combined with scales.
He got permission from terminally ill people to weigh them at the point of death.
He found that at the point of death, the human body lost 21 grams.
He tried it again with dogs, (no permission required) and there was no change in weight.
Don`t really know why I`m posting this, just interesting i suppose.Anyone know his name or any more details?

[soglad]

Yes I heard about that on a Terence McKenna interview on Coast To Coast AM. 'tis very interesting. Although, I wonder how they found that out? Lots of lying of weighing scales for terminally ill? :p

[thomascovenant]

By the way, would it happen to be light green? Like this forum color? I was meditating a few days ago and felt the light green emanating from the center of my chest/belly. Then I checked up on the internet on chakra colors and guess what, yep, it's light green :D

Which makes me think, did David choose light green as the forum to inspire love? If so, well done.

Strangely, no.You know the picture on Tales from the Time Loop?

Well, its a similar shape to that, bit slimmer, standing up.
Spinning, black with white specks in it.

[soglad]

Strangely, no.You know the picture on Tales from the Time Loop?

Well, its a similar shape to that, bit slimmer, standing up.
Spinning, black with white specks in it.

Black, we'll I'm no guru here. But maybe it's your chakras warming up, maybe they been dormant for a while and need time to shimmer its true colors?

Try meditating with your heart chakra on your mind and see how much pulsations of love you can muster, 'tis a wonderful experience. I love doing mushrooms for this, and it would have your chest actually PULSING with Love.

[thomascovenant]

Hope so.Don`t really fancy the implications of black.(not after you saying green anyway)

Maybe I`m Brian of Nazareth.
The possibility of being bloodline had occured to me too.As I`m sure it has to most ppl who read D.I.

[thomascovenant]

My car is green though

[soglad]

My car is green though

Extra points haha

[thomascovenant]

Anxious now.Chi kung time.

[_invisibleplane_]

the true beauty in sex is the feeling of being one with your partner you feel so strongly towards, it is a spiritual union of the highest love

forget the physical lust, it just means you're evolving :)

[space lizard]

public confession time. I used to look up porn until recently I would do it before going to bed because it would relieve stress and make sure I went to sleep. I'm married and my wife does not want to be "troubled" every time I can sleep and thats up to her.

Anyway since the reawakening I have no interest in pornography. I dream vivid colourful meaningful dreams, and have no problem sleeping.

I think pornography is a weapon of the illuminati to keep human beings thinking at a base level. And the media keep crapping on about sex drive etc, its encouraging men to want more than women are prepared to give, even if you have a partner who likes to have sex as much as you do, its pretty much impossible for her to keep up with the weirdo stuff on the internet.

First it was vibrators that divided the sexes, and they were pushed in the media, now its perverted deviant sexual desires that women have to compete with.

[soglad]

public confession time. I used to look up porn until recently I would do it before going to bed because it would relieve stress and make sure I went to sleep. I'm married and my wife does not want to be "troubled" every time I can sleep and thats up to her.

Anyway since the reawakening I have no interest in pornography. I dream vivid colourful meaningful dreams, and have no problem sleeping.

I think pornography is a weapon of the illuminati to keep human beings thinking at a base level. And the media keep crapping on about sex drive etc, its encouraging men to want more than women are prepared to give, even if you have a partner who likes to have sex as much as you do, its pretty much impossible for her to keep up with the weirdo stuff on the internet.

First it was vibrators that divided the sexes, and they were pushed in the media, now its perverted deviant sexual desires that women have to compete with.

That's it in a nutshell! And doesn't it feel right?

[thomascovenant]

You are bang right once again SL.The programming has evolved for women now.More and more they are being encouraged to see men as sex objects.When men already think this way, what chance do people have of properly connecting if all they see is a fuck jar?

My daughter tells me (she is 14) that people in primary school are getting into relationships now.What the fuck?

What about the swings man?!

[pedsi]

Lately, just the last week, I've been really opening my mind to lots of things and opening my mind to new perspectives, meditating a lot, and understanding the illusion of "reality". Since this penny dropped (1 in thousands) I've absolutely NO sex drive.....I can't even MAKE myself get turned on. Being a young man, this shouldn't be hard (no pun intended :rolleyes:) but it's just not interesting anymore.

I'd see an EXTREMELY (what should be) attractive model on the television or whatever, and I'm just not interested, because I know that's not the important thing. The body is an illusion in itself, but to take a person strictly from aesthetics is such a wrong thing. Everyone has a soul, and ogling over a souls chest flab is insulting to universal consciousness in all fairness.

Anyone else just feeling this way? I thought I'd share it, since this is a profound feeling for me...

Aye ive been trying to deal with this for a while now.Im in my early 30's and was beginning to wonder if there was something wrong with me, although deep down i knew there was nothing physically wrong.
Ive had a bit of time trying to explain all this to my girlfreind who at first was wondering all the usual things,is he playin away... or is it me..or is it a medical problem.....
The thing is I feel as much in love with her as i ever have but somehow dont feel the need to express this through the physical act of lovemaking...this has caused us some problems as you can imagine.
Does any body know if this is just a phase you go through as she has been very understanding and supportive even though she is pretty much un awakened herself,:confused:

[seanx]

There is a danger here. The belief that there is something wrong with the body or something wrong with sex.

The idea that there is a hieracery of levels with spirit up there as
no 1 and the bad, evil body as down there.

I think W. Reich was right: 'The most enlightened person will be
the most orgasmic.'

i.e. they will have brought all of the most enlightened energies
of the universe down into every cell of their body.

if you are not feeling attracted to beautiful women - at some level,
you could be believing the old Catholic conditioning that somehow
the body is not spiritual and that bodily pleasure is wrong.

Only a suggestion.

[dondaz]

Sex is still great for me but since my awakening I feel as though my orgasms are much more spiritual.

Early days yet though.

[phoebe]

There is a danger here. The belief that there is something wrong with the body or something wrong with sex.

The idea that there is a hieracery of levels with spirit up there as
no 1 and the bad, evil body as down there.

I think W. Reich was right: 'The most enlightened person will be
the most orgasmic.'

i.e. they will have brought all of the most enlightened energies
of the universe down into every cell of their body.

if you are not feeling attracted to beautiful women - at some level,
you could be believing the old Catholic conditioning that somehow
the body is not spiritual and that bodily pleasure is wrong.

Only a suggestion.

Bravo!