Re-connecting

[samtak]

When I was younger, I had many psychic experiences, strange viewings of things, and struggles with recurring dreams... I lost the ability to see or do anything for about 7 years, but recently, when I'm falling asleep, I can hear hundreds of voices conversing. I can't control the babble, or stop it, or raise/lower the volume. Every now and then, a snippet of a conversation will become clear, and eventually a louder voice, but not my own, will say "Stop" and I can't hear anything anymore - other than my flatmate's snoring.

Anyone had any experiences with something along these lines? Other than psychiatrists wanting to tell me I suffer from schizophrenia, of course.

[lala_says_so]

When I was younger, I had many psychic experiences, strange viewings of things, and struggles with recurring dreams... I lost the ability to see or do anything for about 7 years, but recently, when I'm falling asleep, I can hear hundreds of voices conversing. I can't control the babble, or stop it, or raise/lower the volume. Every now and then, a snippet of a conversation will become clear, and eventually a louder voice, but not my own, will say "Stop" and I can't hear anything anymore - other than my flatmate's snoring.

Anyone had any experiences with something along these lines? Other than psychiatrists wanting to tell me I suffer from schizophrenia, of course.

Psychic ability sort-of runs in my family (we also think my Grandma's family had Sinti - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia-German blood)

Like, I'm a pretty strict Catholic (I say that a lot on this forum. stupid Vatican brainwashing), & I was always told to avoid the Gypsies, Tarot Cards, Ouija boards, and whatnot.

Since I was told psychics and what-not are evil (not that I believe that) I never really thought about my...um, talent. (Medium? Err...the seeing dead people one).

As a little kid, I used to see shadows...faces, the works. I never told anyone 'till recently. (Didn't want my Mom dragging me to a Psychiatrist. Or worse, a Priest!) I grew out of it when I was, like, 7; but I still have an occasional experience. Like, my friend lives in a renovated Victorian house, and I swore I saw a man in her kitchen one day.

Ask your relatives (just make sure they aren't zealots or anything) about strange occurrences in the family. When my niece was 3-4, she saw 'Angels'. (I'm positive it wasn't an Alien Abduction or anything like that. She described her Grandpa that she never met) & that kind-of caused my family to realize there's some sort-of 'gift' gene in our blood. (Why couldn't it have been the High Metabolism gene?)

And If you'd like to 'train' to use your gift, I'm sure there's some books/tapes/whatnot out there to help. I know there's a couple of Gypsies/Psychics that run workshops in my area, as well.

Just don't let it freak you out. Spirits can only cause harm if you let them. (I.e, don't join a Satanist Cult, or something to that degree)

[samtak]

I lucked out and got a fast metabolism too. I think I might be some sort of super-human, or at least a member of some sort of exclusive bloodline. Perhaps though, just an accidental accumulation of traits certain people "look for" and try to manipulate.

[gypsysong]

I have found often that people who are born with awareness can lose it during the prosess of life. We get busy and life becomes stressful and our mind can only do what we wish it to handle.

I went through a similar situation. I was awakend in 2001 and became very interested in what this was and where it came from. I was a typical drone, thinking I knew so much and even a atheist with a belief that we are animals and that is all. There was no conscience in my world for a very long time. So, when Iw as awakened, I was so amazed by my eyes opening I submerged myself in the life, the information, anything I could.

I met someone in 2003 and we became engaged. He did not approve of this as he was raised very Christian, and someone like me was thought to be evil or something of the kind. I gave it up, yet still read about it and such when he was away. I found I could not give a reading or tap into any information while this was going on.

As soon as we broke up in 2006, I was able to do it again. It was something I was blocking myself to save myself from any sort of reprecusion. Once it came back, it came back larger then ever before. I had a visitation, He said he was Arch Angel Michael who had come to me in 2007 and told me that I was to help as many people as I could and that everything would be given to me in small doses and I would know what to do. Everything he said would happen since then has. It has changed my life.

I am still not a Christian, but a spiritualist in a sense. I realize that that entity was probably a pleiadian trying to contact me to make me aware of what is happening. He told me that many people were being awakened right now and we were supposed to reach people and give faith. With this we could battle anything we choose with knowledge and faith without violence.

He also told me not to worry!

Yes, it is common for people to hear voices. Don't worry! You are not crazy, you might have just had a spell of business that blocked it all out for a while.