think ia am being paranoid....

[dark86]

.....ok awakened only a few days a go and the following has happened...


blacked out and crashed a bike.

my mobile phone literally dissapeared, never lost this in 10 years..

nasty message out of the blue from a very good friend with no explanation.

short term memory has gone haywire.

call me paranoid and tell me i am being stupid and that all is unrelated.

[montag]

my mobile phone literally dissapeared, never lost this in 10 years..


This is the universe relieving you of excess crap, not sure about the rest..

[lottie]

Its gotta get worse before it can get better- so a good friend tells me....:rolleyes:

just roll with it, when i woke up everything fell apart in my life and im still trying to deal with the aftermath even today a year and a half later.....sorry to put a downer on it- might be different for you- but it wil get better, hang on in there,these things happen for a reason,life has a funny way of teaching you lessons!:D

[fuknut]

This is the universe relieving you of excess crap, not sure about the rest..

LOL :D:D

[skel8tor]

Its a bit bumpy at first thats for sure.

Can't say I have 'awakened' (yet) but being exposed to David Icke really fkd me up. As you are/might be experiencing. (I'm outofthe storm now.)

Keep it simple advice:
1) They say your thoughts and intentions create reality, some say in the 'world of the 5 senses' there is a time delay. Apply advicepoint 2 then read; Bach, Richard, "Illusions: The Adventures of a Reluctant Messiah" (1977, ISBN 0-385-28501-9
2) Look after your human. Rest, eat, exercise whatever keeps you together. Its important to get the 'vehicle you are travelling in' in top-shape first before digging deeper.
That is to say, try not to worry too much about what may or may not be happening to you. If your human is functional (and not stressed or fearful) dealing with 'things' (The mitote (look it up) / the illuminati clutter) can be easy and eventually enjoyable.

With respect to advice point 1, my initial awakening/exposure caused a nasty downward spiral, you'll finda way through it all...

[earthseed]

Just think of it as cosmic detox we all have to go through it so you are far from being alone. The system is trying to get you back by making leaving it unpleasant and the new state of being is testing to see if you are really serious about leaving your previous dependency. You are going to feel pulled in two different directions. Your past programming and you future freedom. It can be fun though because it is so frightening if you like a good adventure than enjoy unplugging as much as you can. ;)

[thomascovenant]

These guys are right.

You are being relieved of extra baggage.

Just like D.I. you have received a lot of new info recently.

Think of it as;

You have downloaded and installed files.

Often the system appears to "freeze" during initialization.

The spiralling thoughts will fade as you acquire knowledge and link it together properly.

[auron]

Think of it as;

You have downloaded and installed files.

Often the system appears to "freeze" during initialization.

That's one of the best metaphors I've heard to describe it! Nice one. :D

[thomascovenant]

Cheers mate.....

.......Thomas Covenant walked off into the sunset, hampered only by his massive, swollen head.....

[skel8tor]

Hi Darky

Are you still there? Did rhe cellphone 're-appear'?

Has our 'advice' ("no worries mate, push on through, you'll be right" etc) helped at all.

I hope you are ok.
Could someone astrally project or whatever to check he is surviving.


ps if your bike mechanic is into biplanes I'll laugh and laugh and ;)augh

[tickles]

Hes probably having a nap so he can reboot :)

[dark86]

all is cool, mobile gone - but a positive thing as was bane of my life.

system still downloadin more files, not crashing much any more and downloads are of top quality.;)

[thomascovenant]

Glad to hear it dark86.

Don`t let the bastards grind ya down

[zedd]

.....ok awakened only a few days a go and the following has happened...


blacked out and crashed a bike.

That sounds pretty serious and I think it is a little dangerous for people to just overlook something like that in favor of believing it is just part of "The Awakening". Maybe you were dehydrated or something like that but randomly blacking out should be treated as a real medical issue until there is evidence that it is not and not the other way around.

my mobile phone literally dissapeared, never lost this in 10 years..

There is a first time for everything and after 10 years it was really only a matter of time at that point. The only thing I would worry about is if it were somehow related to the blackouts.

nasty message out of the blue from a very good friend with no explanation.

This is the only one that seems to have any merit. Many people believe that Pluto enters galactic center and is all about revealing. People like Michael Tsarion say that the first place you will feel this revealing and change is in your relationships.

short term memory has gone haywire.

This and the blackouts don't sound all too healthy. Though, this one could come from a busier lifestyle or taking in all the new information.

call me paranoid and tell me i am being stupid and that all is unrelated.

If everything on your list continues, other than the friends issue, I would highly recommend seeing a doctor. I find it disturbing how people want to label literally everything that happens to someone, no matter how negative or unhealthy, as somehow part of an awakening.

I saw someone make a great post before where they said that it was funny how everyone knows that the people who run things are doing everything they can to harm us, yet when we show signs of being harmed this is somehow a good thing and part of "The Awakening". I couldn't agree more.