cleft_asunder
21-06-2007, 11:55 PM
"We're in a computer program. It's not just the body that's a computer, this is a computer generated dream-world." -David Icke on 1st videocast.
Short story shorter:
A few days ago I went north up to Oregon to try and find a grass called Phalaris Arundinacea, or Reed Canary Grass, which contains DMT. What I thought was going to a simple journey turned out to be an adventure.
When I got up north to Goose Lake, I was dissapointed that I couldn't find any after looking quite hard. I was hungry and demoralized so I decided to bbq some steak, at which point a hippie type girl and her dog walk up to me and we start talking. One thing led to another and we're talking about chemtrails, corrupt mental institutions and doctors, to all sorts of things. I ended up eating at her place and I stayed a couple nights in a spare room.
I don't know what it is about me, but people will tell me their whole life story within days meeting me. I guess that's because I tell the truth and I can be trusted, and people know that in themselves. And she told me her most personal horrors within 2 days. Lot's of in-and-out of mental institutions, forced medicine like injected lithium, the whole shabang. The point of mental health, by the way, is to dumb down and remove as a threat those who are mentally healthy, which tends to be the majority of victims in mental health institutions.
What I want to focus on is one night in which she ran away from a mental institution. She wanted to commit suicide under a train, and according to her that's what happened. She threw herself under so far that the wheel should have torn accross her neck and lower chest, but what happened instead was that a sparkle or light in her eye moved up towards the stars, and the next moment she was laying next to the train with a bump on her head. It was like she was saved, or entered some alternate present.
The police happened to be right there patrolling the area, and cuffed her because she was an escaped patient. In the back of the police car, she has a most profound experience: she see's the Machine for the first time. For clearity, I will put it in the form of a discussion.
Cindy: I started to feel the very definition of hopeless, and that I was literally in hell--that this universe is hell. Not think it is; not feel it is; but know it is.
Cleft: Everyone pictures hell "up there" and "after we die" but I disagree, I know the Matrix is hell from an experience I had with mushrooms. While it is true that when we die there are versions of paradise or hell based on peoples beliefs, these are simply hells or heavens within hell.
Cindy: At this point I see what "the world" is with perfect clearity. The policeman that is driving me has less than a flame of conciousness, and cares nothing of me. He is like a zombie!
Cleft: Yes, but even that is a compliment.
Cindy: Yes, even that is a compliment! I saw people very self-absorbed, but like they're dead like a robot. Their bodies are nothing more than external clothes that they wear, and their foundation for living were illusionary foundations which are empy. Faith, for example, was empty and cold and I could see that there was no hope in faith. And all life is fueled by illusionary reasons.
Cleft: So what you're saying is that there was no hope, no light at the end of the tunnel, and no perception of God or a "security blanket." The universe was like a snow-globe, and within this snow-globe was a place in which meaning does not exist.
Cindy: Yes exactly. But the best way to describe it was that it was very machine-like and cold. In fact I call it The Machine.
Cleft: Yes, David Icke talks about it, except he calls the universe and all of it's dimension The Matrix, and at the top is the Matrix Mind or Fear. Some people call it Lucifer. It is the empty God of this universe which beams reality to us. It is best to think of it as a computer, and we know that computers do not know right or wrong, therefore the Matrix Mind is neither good nor evil. Technically, however, that makes it cold and evil.
Cindy: Yes exactly. I also want to say that the Matrix Mind, as you call it, is a spider on top of a web. The spider is like a microcosm of the Matrix mind. The web represents the multiverse and the spider is king.
Cleft: When I saw the Matrix while on shrooms, I remember thinking about my family and the world. I saw the suffering so clearly. It is hard to explain but it was so, so sad. Almost unbearible. I saw with such clearity that my parents and sister offered nothing to the solution--they had no hope to give me, and there was no salvation even through them. They were as lost as I was, but they just didn't see it. And I saw the suffering of the world and it was horribly sad. And I sympathised and loved them, but they were like objects--it was like they were illusions!
When I watched t.v. I saw every possible psychological detail of the conspiracy. Every commercial and every show was filled to the brim with intricacies. I saw, for the first time, that t.v. is a conduite for the Matrix mind. What I'm saying is that on the deepest level, the fucking shows and commercials are coming from the Matrix mind itself! It is simply handed down through conduites--probably organic portals, and even people like you and me. This makes perfect sense when you realise that everyone and everything you see is beamed down by the Matrix mind.
Cindy: So is there any hope?
Cleft: The hope is in God. The questions are: Are the Matrix and the Matrix Mind the ultimate? If not, is the Matrix the Time Loop? Is God beyond the Matrix? Is the enlightenment David Icke, Eckhart Tolle, Gangaji, Papaji, and Osho talk about the ultimate state, or is it a manufactured state created by the Matrix mind? What is the true meaning of the awakening? If it is simply a Matrix shift, it is meaningless and empty. The Matrix needs to be destroyed.
Short story shorter:
A few days ago I went north up to Oregon to try and find a grass called Phalaris Arundinacea, or Reed Canary Grass, which contains DMT. What I thought was going to a simple journey turned out to be an adventure.
When I got up north to Goose Lake, I was dissapointed that I couldn't find any after looking quite hard. I was hungry and demoralized so I decided to bbq some steak, at which point a hippie type girl and her dog walk up to me and we start talking. One thing led to another and we're talking about chemtrails, corrupt mental institutions and doctors, to all sorts of things. I ended up eating at her place and I stayed a couple nights in a spare room.
I don't know what it is about me, but people will tell me their whole life story within days meeting me. I guess that's because I tell the truth and I can be trusted, and people know that in themselves. And she told me her most personal horrors within 2 days. Lot's of in-and-out of mental institutions, forced medicine like injected lithium, the whole shabang. The point of mental health, by the way, is to dumb down and remove as a threat those who are mentally healthy, which tends to be the majority of victims in mental health institutions.
What I want to focus on is one night in which she ran away from a mental institution. She wanted to commit suicide under a train, and according to her that's what happened. She threw herself under so far that the wheel should have torn accross her neck and lower chest, but what happened instead was that a sparkle or light in her eye moved up towards the stars, and the next moment she was laying next to the train with a bump on her head. It was like she was saved, or entered some alternate present.
The police happened to be right there patrolling the area, and cuffed her because she was an escaped patient. In the back of the police car, she has a most profound experience: she see's the Machine for the first time. For clearity, I will put it in the form of a discussion.
Cindy: I started to feel the very definition of hopeless, and that I was literally in hell--that this universe is hell. Not think it is; not feel it is; but know it is.
Cleft: Everyone pictures hell "up there" and "after we die" but I disagree, I know the Matrix is hell from an experience I had with mushrooms. While it is true that when we die there are versions of paradise or hell based on peoples beliefs, these are simply hells or heavens within hell.
Cindy: At this point I see what "the world" is with perfect clearity. The policeman that is driving me has less than a flame of conciousness, and cares nothing of me. He is like a zombie!
Cleft: Yes, but even that is a compliment.
Cindy: Yes, even that is a compliment! I saw people very self-absorbed, but like they're dead like a robot. Their bodies are nothing more than external clothes that they wear, and their foundation for living were illusionary foundations which are empy. Faith, for example, was empty and cold and I could see that there was no hope in faith. And all life is fueled by illusionary reasons.
Cleft: So what you're saying is that there was no hope, no light at the end of the tunnel, and no perception of God or a "security blanket." The universe was like a snow-globe, and within this snow-globe was a place in which meaning does not exist.
Cindy: Yes exactly. But the best way to describe it was that it was very machine-like and cold. In fact I call it The Machine.
Cleft: Yes, David Icke talks about it, except he calls the universe and all of it's dimension The Matrix, and at the top is the Matrix Mind or Fear. Some people call it Lucifer. It is the empty God of this universe which beams reality to us. It is best to think of it as a computer, and we know that computers do not know right or wrong, therefore the Matrix Mind is neither good nor evil. Technically, however, that makes it cold and evil.
Cindy: Yes exactly. I also want to say that the Matrix Mind, as you call it, is a spider on top of a web. The spider is like a microcosm of the Matrix mind. The web represents the multiverse and the spider is king.
Cleft: When I saw the Matrix while on shrooms, I remember thinking about my family and the world. I saw the suffering so clearly. It is hard to explain but it was so, so sad. Almost unbearible. I saw with such clearity that my parents and sister offered nothing to the solution--they had no hope to give me, and there was no salvation even through them. They were as lost as I was, but they just didn't see it. And I saw the suffering of the world and it was horribly sad. And I sympathised and loved them, but they were like objects--it was like they were illusions!
When I watched t.v. I saw every possible psychological detail of the conspiracy. Every commercial and every show was filled to the brim with intricacies. I saw, for the first time, that t.v. is a conduite for the Matrix mind. What I'm saying is that on the deepest level, the fucking shows and commercials are coming from the Matrix mind itself! It is simply handed down through conduites--probably organic portals, and even people like you and me. This makes perfect sense when you realise that everyone and everything you see is beamed down by the Matrix mind.
Cindy: So is there any hope?
Cleft: The hope is in God. The questions are: Are the Matrix and the Matrix Mind the ultimate? If not, is the Matrix the Time Loop? Is God beyond the Matrix? Is the enlightenment David Icke, Eckhart Tolle, Gangaji, Papaji, and Osho talk about the ultimate state, or is it a manufactured state created by the Matrix mind? What is the true meaning of the awakening? If it is simply a Matrix shift, it is meaningless and empty. The Matrix needs to be destroyed.