My experiments with energy

[siphon880di]

I have experienced changing my behaivors, physical illnesses, anything physical or mental about me with this. But I only did it a few times and cannot figure it out. Here's my protocal so for, doing my best to match what I had done. I hope to eventually figure it out. If anyone experienced something similar please tell me your experiences:

There's some sort of "temperature change" when you can do it successfully. It changes A LOT if you did it successfully. Usually you get very hot.

Think about ghosts or spirits: they change the temperature around them. If the temperature is changing, you're converting energy for some psychic phenomenon that you are controlling.

Now you just have to phrase it like "my jaws are healing now, so I can enjoy my future life" and perceive it in a way that your body temperature is triggered to change (instant change - not one that obviously is a hot flush or hormone related). When I did it successfully, it seemed I had to mention either the past (with strong angst) or the future (with strong fear), hence the "enjoy my future life" part.

I would keep this up for about 15 minutes. You might have to change the phrase to something like "it will heal soon..." instead of "are healing now" because that's how I originally did it. I changed the phrase because it's hard for my brain to process it happening soon, especially when doubts would settle soon.

When successful, you get into a certain phase when your intuition is certain that the manifestation is occuring soon in and around your body. Then you'd allow it to happen. Then I swear in the next few days, the change continues to happen. If it's a behavior-related change, your brain changes. I know it's weird, but this is like shapeshifting.

[siphon880di]

Synchronicities / Laws of Attraction for passions (not money, etc):
I know this one works because I always use it--

Once I enjoy something for what it is in this world or my imagination, I'd perceive that I'll see it again around me.

When you enjoyed something (being curious, feeling joy by it, liking the subject) for what it is, then you should have felt a sense of lightness over your entire body. Couple that with perceiving there being more of it in your life: you can think "that isn't the end of that experience", "the answer must have to be lying around", "it's likely to happen again from a random place." Then it will happen soon. When it happens, it can be fast like on the same day, and/or continually in a short time period as if they're "signs from God" synchronicities.

Some times when I get a synchronicity (eg. a rabbit appeared in tv ads, people's conversations, etc, eg. I saw 11:11 once and did the process by accident because I was awed, then double digits appeared in my life all the time), it's because I did this process without knowing it. I have just pinpointed what I did as a habit, tested it with things that I liked for what they are, and saw results. I call this entire proces "synchronizing." I'm able to decide whether to do it. But some times I still "synchronicize" things by habit without realizing it.

[academylin]

I have experienced changing my behaivors, physical illnesses, anything physical or mental about me with this. But I only did it a few times and cannot figure it out. Here's my protocal so for, doing my best to match what I had done. I hope to eventually figure it out. If anyone experienced something similar please tell me your experiences:

There's some sort of "temperature change" when you can do it successfully. It changes A LOT if you did it successfully. Usually you get very hot.

Think about ghosts or spirits: they change the temperature around them. And think about Mary. If the temperature is changing, you're converting energy for some psychic phenomenon that you are controlling.

Now you just have to phrase it like "my jaws are healing now, so I can enjoy my future life" and perceive it in a way that your body temperature is triggered to change (instant change - not one that obviously is a hot flush or hormone related). When I did it successfully, it seemed I had to mention either the past (with strong angst) or the future (with strong fear), hence the "enjoy my future life" part.

I would keep this up for about 15 minutes. You might have to change the phrase to something like "it will heal soon..." instead of "are healing now" because that's how I originally did it. I changed the phrase because it's hard for my brain to process it happening soon, especially when doubts would settle soon.

When successful, you get into a certain phase when your intuition is certain that the manifestation is occuring soon in and around your body. Then you'd allow it to happen. Then I swear in the next few days, the change continues to happen. If it's a behavior-related change, your brain changes. I know it's weird, but this is like shapeshifting.


Love it when this happens!

I get the hot feeling when I'm on a "psychic roll" (!) That's what I call it!

Did the healing thing during meditation the other day, saved myself a fortune at the oral hygenist. (eeeww! disgusting gob images running thru my head. lol!)

I can feel a broken energy in people and direct my energy to the disturbance.

Am experimenting with achieving a conscious Theta state at present!
Now THATS some interesting! ( ooer, Cornish comin atcha!)

Interesting post. Keep on learning!
Linx

[siphon880di]

Love it when this happens!

I get the hot feeling when I'm on a "psychic roll" (!) That's what I call it!

Did the healing thing during meditation the other day, saved myself a fortune at the oral hygenist. (eeeww! disgusting gob images running thru my head. lol!)

I can feel a broken energy in people and direct my energy to the disturbance.

Am experimenting with achieving a conscious Theta state at present!
Now THATS some interesting! ( ooer, Cornish comin atcha!)

Interesting post. Keep on learning!
Linx

Hey

You should try out brainwave generator (bwgen.com). You listen to frequencies that change your brainwaves. But of course you're probably training yourself so you can shift into the Theta state by will. I feel it doesn't hurt to be familiar with how the Theta state feels. Perhaps you can anchor the Theta state once you get into it artifically by pressing your thumb and index finger and saying "Theta" several times. Whenever you want to get into the Theta state, you can just trigger the Theta state by recreating the conditions: pressing your fingers and saying the keyphrase.

And I've always been interesting in energy healing. I know that it's very hard to describe psychic talents. I was hoping you could go more in detail:

I talked to an energy healer and she said she would feel love flowing through her hands to injured people. Is that what you feel?

How does the broken energy feel? Would you describe it as "gut twisting", "tense" and/or "scattered"?

Thanks Linx. I'm looking forward to talking to you :)

[academylin]

Interesting, never really thought about it, am composing a reply for you, one which could make sense!

A lot of this stuff is a little "out there" to say the least and often undescribable in laymens terms. (not that I'm suggesting you are "laymen" merely that, the more I try to simplyfy an explanation, the more like a loon I sound!!!!!!!!

I find it all fascinating, and you got me thinking about that now!!
Lol!!

Linx:D

[academylin]

Hey

You should try out brainwave generator (bwgen.com). You listen to frequencies that change your brainwaves. But of course you're probably training yourself so you can shift into the Theta state by will. I feel it doesn't hurt to be familiar with how the Theta state feels. Perhaps you can anchor the Theta state once you get into it artifically by pressing your thumb and index finger and saying "Theta" several times. Whenever you want to get into the Theta state, you can just trigger the Theta state by recreating the conditions: pressing your fingers and saying the keyphrase.

And I've always been interesting in energy healing. I know that it's very hard to describe psychic talents. I was hoping you could go more in detail:

I talked to an energy healer and she said she would feel love flowing through her hands to injured people. Is that what you feel?

How does the broken energy feel? Would you describe it as "gut twisting", "tense" and/or "scattered"?

Thanks Linx. I'm looking forward to talking to you :)

Here goes a hiding to nothing I suppose!

Most of the time – day to day – I just know.
Being around people and perceiving through the mix negativity (which I don’t own any of.) Makes me therefore conclude that this negativity will be belonging to someone else.

Once I have deduced who the negativity belongs to - I suppose with a kind of process of elimination, by being closer to one persons energies than anothers –

NB**( not physically, I don’t have to go stand by each person or anything, you/I can just filter it through till you/I find the person it’s with ) (written down, that sounds like a lengthy experiment, but it’s virtually instant.)**

– You/I can focus complete attention on the individual.

NB**And yes, it would occour in the gut, ie; gut feeling, as this is where the intuitive chakra is, however I feel it in my heartbeat and throat, hot sensations, a buzz…..**

Bah! This appeared quite concise on paper, in rough, but now I’m throwing loads of other stuff into the mix and it appears like a ramble, stay with me if you can!

I would say that to me, a little worry feels like a boil with the top popped off (eeew!).
An injury, (physical) like a little moon crater. And a BIG concern – well, a deeper void!

VOID! Yes! That’s actually a good word. – To me it feels like there is some kind of gap in their whole. Does that make sense?

This is the feeling in general,- In everyday situations. In a healing situation it’s different – and of course in everyday situations I wouldn’t step up to the block with “buzzing” hands and volunteer to heal! (LOON ALERT!)

Everyday situations can be soothed by talking – which – If I can judge correctly and believe that a person might actually listen………I will then bother myself to chat with them. (I say “bother myself” not because I am some supreme being and others are not worthy, which is how this could sound, but because I’m not as much of the openly social animal which I once was. This is again by choice, and indeed is probably relevant to my learning.)

Sometimes and a lot of times in the past, help/ advice/ has fallen on deaf ears – so I know now (IE; I am able to feel this now too) which type of person it is worth expelling the energy of words on!

It’s different every time, the energy of words….(wheeeeee…..having hot chest, psychic roll merely writing this – I feel my heart may pop! Lol!) again dependant upon the recipients general nature….does that make sense?

I used to simply explain it by saying, - If you have ever worked behind a bar you may know that a good bar person is the one who can determine if the customer wishes to be called “Sir” or “Mate”, same with this.

Sometimes you have to psychologically sidestep, and suggest something in a way which will make the person you are advising/ helping/ THINK they have thought or decided the solution/ aid for themselves. But I know this too! (doesn’t everyone??)

In the past I (ego) would walk away after helping this type of person, going
“ Oh yes Lynne, thanks very much Lynne” (ironic) but these days I’m not bothered as long as their “void” depletes.

See….It’s one less negative energy in the ether, once it’s gone……There is enough of them globally already! And Rome wasn’t built in a day!
I am not for a moment suggesting that I am going to be able to build it either!
Every little helps though! (This paragraph is a cliche lovers dream!)

The whole healing hands and spiritual healing side of it…. Yeah, that feels different again. The MAIN difference here is that one is working with LIKE minds.

I mean there has to be an underlying belief system in place with the person who is expecting the healing, really – whether they know it or not. Thus there are no psychological fences to manoeuvre, thus the practitioner can focus completely on the job in hand, rather than pussy footing around commonly programmed belief systems and morals and scepticism and confusion etc.

Anyway When the hands are on – or not – as is the usual procedure… I don’t shower them with love and light ( blurghity blurgh blurgh blurg!) That’s not my bag and there’s something that doesn’t quite hold with me with all that! I feel it a little too far left field. It’s one thing trying to heal someone without trying to instill an opinion into their very moral fibre…….I digress! However I do connect with the “source” which is lightness!

I suppose I would class the initial feeling of the connection as erm……….Humble!
Yes…

But then the process kicks up a gear, and I guess …………
A realisation is transferred………
Ooooh weird! Getting myself stumped here with words which can qualify the explanation! But that’s what I do –
In fact it’s like a double realisation transfer – I receive the negative/ pain/ problem – send in a solution/ positive/ relief and then let them (the energies/ source) use me ( I guess) for a moment before they (the energies) dispel.

Howzzzaaaatttt!?

Loon alert!
Love Lynne
Btw. Thanks for making me explain this, it is another self lesson learned!
Btw again, thanks for the finger technique idea, I like that one!


Please let me know if this makes any sense at all!!!

[siphon880di]

Here goes a hiding to nothing I suppose!

Most of the time – day to day – I just know.
Being around people and perceiving through the mix negativity (which I don’t own any of.) Makes me therefore conclude that this negativity will be belonging to someone else.

Once I have deduced who the negativity belongs to - I suppose with a kind of process of elimination, by being closer to one persons energies than anothers –

NB**( not physically, I don’t have to go stand by each person or anything, you/I can just filter it through till you/I find the person it’s with ) (written down, that sounds like a lengthy experiment, but it’s virtually instant.)**

– You/I can focus complete attention on the individual.

NB**And yes, it would occour in the gut, ie; gut feeling, as this is where the intuitive chakra is, however I feel it in my heartbeat and throat, hot sensations, a buzz…..**

Bah! This appeared quite concise on paper, in rough, but now I’m throwing loads of other stuff into the mix and it appears like a ramble, stay with me if you can!

I would say that to me, a little worry feels like a boil with the top popped off (eeew!).
An injury, (physical) like a little moon crater. And a BIG concern – well, a deeper void!

VOID! Yes! That’s actually a good word. – To me it feels like there is some kind of gap in their whole. Does that make sense?

This is the feeling in general,- In everyday situations. In a healing situation it’s different – and of course in everyday situations I wouldn’t step up to the block with “buzzing” hands and volunteer to heal! (LOON ALERT!)

Everyday situations can be soothed by talking – which – If I can judge correctly and believe that a person might actually listen………I will then bother myself to chat with them. (I say “bother myself” not because I am some supreme being and others are not worthy, which is how this could sound, but because I’m not as much of the openly social animal which I once was. This is again by choice, and indeed is probably relevant to my learning.)

Sometimes and a lot of times in the past, help/ advice/ has fallen on deaf ears – so I know now (IE; I am able to feel this now too) which type of person it is worth expelling the energy of words on!

It’s different every time, the energy of words….(wheeeeee…..having hot chest, psychic roll merely writing this – I feel my heart may pop! Lol!) again dependant upon the recipients general nature….does that make sense?

I used to simply explain it by saying, - If you have ever worked behind a bar you may know that a good bar person is the one who can determine if the customer wishes to be called “Sir” or “Mate”, same with this.

Sometimes you have to psychologically sidestep, and suggest something in a way which will make the person you are advising/ helping/ THINK they have thought or decided the solution/ aid for themselves. But I know this too! (doesn’t everyone??)

In the past I (ego) would walk away after helping this type of person, going
“ Oh yes Lynne, thanks very much Lynne” (ironic) but these days I’m not bothered as long as their “void” depletes.

See….It’s one less negative energy in the ether, once it’s gone……There is enough of them globally already! And Rome wasn’t built in a day!
I am not for a moment suggesting that I am going to be able to build it either!
Every little helps though! (This paragraph is a cliche lovers dream!)

The whole healing hands and spiritual healing side of it…. Yeah, that feels different again. The MAIN difference here is that one is working with LIKE minds.

I mean there has to be an underlying belief system in place with the person who is expecting the healing, really – whether they know it or not. Thus there are no psychological fences to manoeuvre, thus the practitioner can focus completely on the job in hand, rather than pussy footing around commonly programmed belief systems and morals and scepticism and confusion etc.

Anyway When the hands are on – or not – as is the usual procedure… I don’t shower them with love and light ( blurghity blurgh blurgh blurg!) That’s not my bag and there’s something that doesn’t quite hold with me with all that! I feel it a little too far left field. It’s one thing trying to heal someone without trying to instill an opinion into their very moral fibre…….I digress! However I do connect with the “source” which is lightness!

I suppose I would class the initial feeling of the connection as erm……….Humble!
Yes…

But then the process kicks up a gear, and I guess …………
A realisation is transferred………
Ooooh weird! Getting myself stumped here with words which can qualify the explanation! But that’s what I do –
In fact it’s like a double realisation transfer – I receive the negative/ pain/ problem – send in a solution/ positive/ relief and then let them (the energies/ source) use me ( I guess) for a moment before they (the energies) dispel.

Howzzzaaaatttt!?

Loon alert!
Love Lynne
Btw. Thanks for making me explain this, it is another self lesson learned!
Btw again, thanks for the finger technique idea, I like that one!


Please let me know if this makes any sense at all!!!


Hey. Thanks for sharing this! I know you took a while to type this out. And you didn't waste your time because what said makes sense. I'd say from my experiences with empathy that you are a very good empath and healer. I have felt some of the things that you did; except the energy healing, but I should be able to understand you, since I interviewed an energy healer about the process.

When getting a feel for others, I use my body as a meter or gauge as well. I imagine someone I want to scan with my full attention, and I tell myself I'd get information through bodily impressions. Finally, I blank my mind and trust my body to give me any sensations.

Some sensations I felt were the volcanos bursting at my crown, the "void" which is an subtle emptiness of space, gut twisting (that's why I mentioned it), tight chess, a feeling that I am welcomed, etc.

What you said about healing unlike minds make sense. Their void has to continue to deplete, and there must not be too many psychological barriers. After all, some people aren't at that stage to be helped yet.

As for healing, I have never experienced real healing before. You mentioned you connect with the source that makes your body feel "lightness" or I assume, weightlessness. You also said feeling humble would allow the "source" to use you as an energy conduct. So you also have to believe in a benevolet all-encompassing force.

How you initiate it is through feeling humble, possibly of your intentions to heal not for arrogance but for compassionate reasons, and humble about it being the "source"'s energy and not yours.

The second part of initiating is for one-to-one person healing: the double realisation transfer. You feel the inury from your patient, so that you won't have any doubt what is going on with the patient. Then on the exhale you telepathically give a positive thought to the patient or the patient's injury: encouraging thoughts, hope of healing, etc. This maps out a "channel" between your the "source", you, and the patient, and the energy can go through to heal the patient.

That's what I speculated from what you said about healing. I do not know how you feel exactly. If I get anything wrong, please tell me.

Once again, thanks for this information. Now I know what body sensation to look for and what thoughts I should try to emulate. :)

[academylin]

Hey Siphon, have you heard of "dreamtongue"?
I am hastening for the link for you.
Linx

[siphon880di]

I think I found it:
http://mysilentecho.com/dreamtongue.html

I'm going to read up on it. Did you develop your ability even further with this program?

[academylin]

http://mysilentecho.com/dreamtongue.html

This is common sense up to chapter/ lesson 5/6ish.... If you are already an empath.
It does help to read this interpretation of empathy though, and chapter sixish is where the theta stuff comes in, been on it a week now and feel it's time to progress... I'm on my way to seven and beyond!! Tee hee
Lynne;)

[siphon880di]

Wow the part about mental noises makes sense. I do try to clear my memories and prejudices before I use my body as a gauge.

You have a good find. The website looks legit. Thank you!

If you have aim, msn messenger, or yahoo that you use often, PM me it. We can encourage each other in our training. I'll also be using software and the anchor technique (the finger technique).

[academylin]

It's well worth reading.

I would be interested to see how you approach the theta exercises.

My clairvoyance took a steep awakening the day before I embarked on the theta system so I think my clairvoyance awakening helped a tonne with realising what I needed to achieve. I am not sure if I would have realised the awareness without realising the step up in clairvoyance!

Therefore you would stand an interesting study, unless of course, you are clairvoyant too?

Lynne

[siphon880di]

I'm not clairvoyant. I lost a lot of my visual abilities like photographic memory. I use to predict the future in my dreams like my mom does, but I lost that too.

Check out lesson 9. It talks about synchronicities and the delta state:
http://mysilentecho.com/lesson9.htm

Synchronicity is when two apparently unrelated things happen together as if they were connected. Synchronicity is the result of the interconnectedness of all things. Synchronicity would be something like one day saying," Gee, I think I am going to go back to school," and on that same day you get a package in the mail from a local college inviting you to attend a program. It is like life talking back to you, guiding and confirming your direction in life.

I get that a lot. They do happen on the same day. But sometimes it's during an entire week going through a short period of signs. I am very adept at that "delta language" of synchronicities that I described in the second post. I said "When it happens, it can be fast like on the same day, and/or continually in a short time period as if they're "signs from God" synchronicities." It's weird. Synchronicities can be like a wish or thought you made, and then time reverses to a certain point where the Source influences things, and then time goes forward to your time, so that your subject manifests. I doubt I was predicting things, because it felt like I had a decision in it. Like one time I wanted to know the nearest place to eat salad, and two people walked by me saying the hut in downtown serves great salad. She was talking about how it tasted great. No I'm not joking! And she was right.

This just adds on to the credibility of the website for me. It described what I experienced.

[academylin]

I'm not clairvoyant. I lost a lot of my visual abilities like photographic memory. I use to predict the future in my dreams like my mom does, but I lost that too.

Check out lesson 9. It talks about synchronicities:
http://mysilentecho.com/lesson9.htm



I get that a lot. They do happen on the same day. Sometimes it's during an entire week going through a short period of signs. I am very adept at this "delta language" of synchronicities that I described in the second post.

This just adds on to the credibility of the website for me.

You talk about synchronicities!!

The day before I read chapter five I was having a debate (well arguing really,) with a SCEPTIC about this stuff and he brought up some brainwashing theory regarding a place called Jonestown or something, I'd never heard of it!

Something about a mass suicide which occured.

Next day I complete chapter 5.... just go and check out the end paras of chap 5 for synchronicities!!

Lynne.

I won't look at chap nine, till I get there, lol. Same reasoning!

[siphon880di]

I've been realizing that lately I haven't been able to synchronize anymore. It's so hard to like, enjoy, or be curious about something, and have the tendency to think it will show up again. You know, that abundant feeling that comes after enjoying something. It looks like I can't have both. I can be psychic and drowsy throughout the day, or non-psychic and alert throughout the day. In the end, it all comes down to being able to control your brainwaves.

I would think to be alert is to have a population average breathing and attention span. And to be psychic is to have a longer breathing and attention span.

[amabus]

Hello Lynne and Siphon -
I loved reading your posts. I've been healing my kitties for about a year now and am trying to perfect my "technique". Can't wait to try the brainwave generator and read the Dreamtongue material. This is just what I was looking for....

[academylin]

I've been realizing that lately I haven't been able to synchronize anymore. It's so hard to like, enjoy, or be curious about something, and have the tendency to think it will show up again. You know, that abundant feeling that comes after enjoying something. It looks like I can't have both. I can be psychic and drowsy throughout the day, or non-psychic and alert throughout the day. In the end, it all comes down to being able to control your brainwaves.

I would think to be alert is to have a population average breathing and attention span. And to be psychic is to have a longer breathing and attention span.

Hi Siphon... maybe you are just looking too hard. Take a step away from the frame a little, and in the words of my old man, "que'st ce ra ce ra" (probably spelt wrong!!) What will be will be......

I think you have got something with the "long breath" thing though. I use this often to search "up" but more for visionary skills than intuition.

Why don't you practise retreiving your clairvoyance and step away from the "synchronicity" hunting for a moment. If you focus on something else the previous pattern of happenings should just come back!

Plus I think if you are reading the dreamtongue lessons, you need to take your time, step away from these for a day or so too and let what you have understood settle in to you.

The journal is a very good idea which he suggests, it makes fascinating reading weeks later! I'm going to keep a dream one properly from tonight!

I have been practising the whole wake yourself up thing, after each dream, I do remember them at the time, but so far I have been to lazy to roll over and write them down! Hell, if I'm going to wake up anyway, I may as well kick my ass into gear and scribble something!! It really isn't conduisive to a good nights sleep though! YAAAAAWWWWWNNNNNNNNNNnnn!! lol!:)

[academylin]

Hello Lynne and Siphon -
I loved reading your posts. I've been healing my kitties for about a year now and am trying to perfect my "technique". Can't wait to try the brainwave generator and read the Dreamtongue material. This is just what I was looking for....
Hi Amabus, thanks for enjoying the debate, I think it has been read by a fair few people now, It is kind of you to comment!

Good luck with the dreamtongue!!

Fascinating reading!!

I bet the sun is shining in CA huh!? (jealous!!!)

Lynne:cool:

[siphon880di]

Thanks for the suggestion. I don't hunt for synchronicities. I usually know if something will show up as a synchronicity the first time it shows up because I have a certain thinking process that I realize attracts synchronicities. That thinking process has been hard lately because I've been less inclined to feel happy or interested in something so much at first glance that I feel there is an abundance of it in life. But I will take your suggestion about taking a break. Afterwards, I should be able to enjoy life better; my ability to attract synchronicities (the random signs) and opportunities (or people) should return to me.

As for Clairvoyance, I'll try that breathing thing you told me. I've actually used it to feel and see how a place, concept or person is vibrationally: in addition to closing my eyes, clearing my thoughts, and having patience for the internal stimulus, I also breathed much slower in order to draw my attention inwards (initially, it was just intuitive that I had to go about it that way). I wish I'd made it a habit to use this more though. It'd be hard to do this in a daily setting with other people around me, but not if I have practiced. I've felt major places like NY, and they feel "dirty." Something especially filthy vibrationally is under the NE.

But I'm still tryin to figure out that instaneous change (from 1st post). When I solve it, it'll give me the impetus to iintroduce greater processing power, artistic ability, psychic abilities, and aware connection to the source. Problem is: I don't have the tools to research this. I've been at it for the last 5 years ever since I've spontaneously experienced this several times out of strong desire and emotions. I am capable of emotions, but I am not an actor capable of trying to repeat the conditions that triggered the free will to introduce or remove qualities of my body and mind. It's the most frustrating and the most important endeavor, and its existence is greatly oversighted by others.

And finally, I'm experimenting/researching what forgiveness and love could do. I have to figure that one out without resorting to New Age or spiritual websites that may mislead me.

I live in California. I have one home in norcal near Sacramento and San Francisco, and another in Los Angeles of socal. It's been raining up here yesterday. I'm sure if it hasn't rained in Los Angeles, then it will later today.

Amabus, I can't say much about training to become psychic because the majority of mines were natural talents. But I can say that the human mind is capable of this. It is certainly not talents dormant in advance souls, or that sort of thing. Not to mention, the brain has plasticity, and I've read stories about people developing their healing ability.

[academylin]

Siphon, you up for a long read... I have been piecing together some stories from this weeks discoveries, but there's been quite a lot of it........ It is rather interesting and I'd value a second opinion.... Same vein, and even more light thrown on I think.........

Let me know?!

Linx

[siphon880di]

I'd be willing to read your stories and offer a second opinion. But take your time to compose. You don't need to feel rushed.

[academylin]

I'd be willing to read your stories and offer a second opinion. But take your time to compose. You don't need to feel rushed.

Hi Siphon,

A summary of what will follow;

I sit in what is called a “spiritual and Medium” development circle – weekly, and for quite a long period of time now. Prior to the first story (which follows) we had begun practising “Trance Figuration” due to which I had personally achieved astounding results… The first practise week my clairvoyance was similar to how it always had been – except I was able to distinguish “spirit”/”energies” a little more clear than usual. The second week of practise, and having learned a particular technique the week earlier, I was to witness what appeared to be my first “3d” manifestation of “spirit”/”energies”

Unwittingly and unbeknownst to me (temporarily) I had opened a “new” channel, a new realisation within me. What is to follow (first story) is what occured before I recognised that the “new channel” required closing down!

I published the story on a Spiritual/medium site on the web which I enjoy and the following morning received a random e mail from somebody sounding very afraid!!

This e mail is the second “story” My answers to this mail, follow in mail form as the “third story”..

Sorry, I did say there was a lot of writing going on! But see what you make of it!

Lynne

[academylin]

Very Lucid Dreaming.

This occurred on Tuesday night after the Monday Trance session; There are always lessons to be learned!

Going off to sleep took ages! I had been physically whacked and out of sorts all day.
Eventually I was at the stage where I had virtually entered sleep.
Still kind of half and half.

I have been practising Edgar Caces methods of lucid dreaming, but was so tired that I didn’t want to dream or remember them that night, so I had closed down my chakras (except my heart) and had blanketed myself in subconscious protection.

Then…

I was in a house, in bed, and my five year old son was crying loudly some distance away. When I first tried to get out of bed to go to him – I couldn’t move – This was because, I realised, I was physically trying to get up and out of my own bed, not the dream one.
Apart from the fact that I was too asleep to manage it, the amount of duvets we have on our bed in the winter was making the exercise too heavy, they seemed to be pinning me down!!
I tried to call out to Casey (my son) and can remember my voice coming out distant and slooow, “Ca…………sey” With a concerted effort, I woke myself up.

I was back at that same stage of sleep again; There was what sounded like a ringing alarm going off somewhere, continuous ringing, I did manage to lift my head physically to check in reality whether it was a smoke alarm.
It wasn’t, it was definitely in my ears!!

That done. And I was upstairs in a big house. My physical mind was still aware enough to tell me that it wasn’t mine.

The landing was white, open and clean. I tried to look over the banister rail and again realised (physically and in the dream) that there were too many duvets in the way!
I remember going down the stairs and I could hear a party going on behind me.

Ahead of me, where I was looking was a dark corridor leading to what I felt to be the front door.
Someone was coming along the passage way from the door towards me. The figure was coming out of the dark and for a moment I felt vulnerable and nervous.
I picked up my attitude (the, “yeah yeah – you don’t scare me”, one) and started to approach the advancing figure….It was my daughter and she was hustling past me to get to the exciting party going on within the other rooms of the house.

I continued on to the front door.

It was night time when I stepped out side. I crossed the road and with a wooded area on my left began to walk up the path. From behind me – ( and again, physically at the same time.- You know when you experience an electrical storm, and after the flash the air around you is empty but charged and your face is hot…. Well that!) but in the dream, as I said, behind me at the bottom of the road came three straight lines of blue lightning.

I remember consciously and sub consciously thinking and saying, “oh no, not again!” (as my lucid dreaming experiences have left me with a storm memory before, ) anyway, at that exact moment an old beige Renault 18 drove up past me on the road, turned 180 degrees and parked outside some shops with its lights off and exhaust fumes pluming into the night air.

I was on the same side of the street as the car now, (I had apparently crossed the road again but have no recollection of this) and decided that, what with the lightning and the menacing approach of the vehicle that it probably best that I get out of there.

I turned around and tried to run. The hill that should now have been going down for me was going up! And I say “tried” to run, because I was not getting anywhere fast!

My legs felt like lead and I couldn’t seem to be able to co ordinate any limbs properly.
As I was running away (slowly!), I turned my head to check what was happening behind me. As my head turned my feet kind of skipped round to join my head, so momentarily I was kind of running backwards up the hill, this was infinitely easier than running forwards and for a moment I was surprised by this fact, until……..WHOOOOOOSH…………..

Although there was no pain I can only describe what happened as a feeling of being slammed in the stomach by a medicine ball travelling at the speed of a cannonball right into the middle of my stomach!

My legs splayed out in front of me and so too did my arms, as I was propelled backwards by this invisible force at great speed! I was flying!! Albeit in a very strange position!

I managed to get my feet back to the floor and skipped around forwards again and continued to try and run normally. It was like running in quick sand, I was getting nowhere!

I looked behind me again to see if anyone was getting out of the Renault, my feet joined in the turning, skip… hop……WHOOSH!

There I went again! No matter how fast I was travelling backwards, and when I did manage to get my feet down, facing the right way again, the house was getting no closer.
I didn’t look back again, and I physically forced myself awake!

Before I dropped off again into what was a very deep, dreamless and surprisingly refreshing nights sleep, I closed down ALL of my chakras again very firmly and had a harsh word with them all! The following day I bought the BIGGEST piece of haematite I could lay my hands on!

I think I kind of know what happened but would like confirmation from someone experienced in Astral travel/ OBE as I am very green in this subject.

From tuning my clairvoyant ability on Monday night as it appears I did, I believe I have opened another “area” or “energy” within me.
As I was personally surprised by reaching this level of attunement, I had obviously not paid “it” correct heed, therefore had not been aware consciously enough to be able to CLOSE it properly afterwards. This I think would explain being tired all day Tuesday.
And leads me to believe that I think, therefore, “it” was trying to take advantage of me! Not in n evil or menacing way, just a mistake I made, so another learning curve.

I only speak of it as “taking advantage” because I don’t WANT to astrally project! Although several of my mentors have urged me that I can, I don’t want to! Lol!
Not yet anyway!

Was this the subtle beginnings of an OBE?

Your opinions are valuable.

[academylin]

Email from unknown

I know you don't know me, but I need to know you. In a way that I can't explain.
I came to this site to try and gain some perspective on something that has been occurring for quite some time now and while reading "Trance-Figuration Part 3" my soul began screaming. I can't explain it any better, but the beginning of this post absolutely blew my mind.

I am nervous to post my stories on this site as of yet, and hoped that you may be able to give me some perspective. For as long as I can remember, I have just known. Something. After years of shaking things off as coincedence, I know that it is time that I gain control of myself and this is the first step on my journey.

Now, my question is in reference to this part in your post:

"I was in a house, in bed, and my five year old son was crying loudly some distance away. When I first tried to get out of bed to go to him - I couldn't move - This was because, I realised, I was physically trying to get up and out of my own bed, not the dream one.
Apart from the fact that I was too asleep to manage it, the amount of duvets we have on our bed in the winter was making the exercise too heavy, they seemed to be pinning me down!
I tried to call out to Casey (my son) and can remember my voice coming out distant and slooow, "Ca...sey" With a concerted effort, I woke myself up.
I was back at that same stage of sleep again; There was what sounded like a ringing alarm going off somewhere, continuous ringing, I did manage to lift my head physically to check in reality whether it was a smoke alarm.
It wasn't, it was definitely in my ears!"

This exact thing is what brought me to this site today. This was the first post I looked at. This happens about every two or three weeks. I have been studying dream interpretation for some time and understand the literal and metaphorical aspects of most of the dream but what I can not get over is the paralyzing fear (this is different than the physical paralysis that occurs in sleep, I am fully awake in my dream, and know that I need to wake up, or that I'm terrified of something and that if I don't wake up, I literally feel like I might die) I scream for help, and I beg please. In some strange way (Is this even possible?) I can hear myself and feel myself trying to form the words. There is great pressure, on my body, but mainly on my chest, and I am awake in one complete sense, and I do mean, completely aware that I need to wake myself up somehow, but my body cant do it. I feel evil, a presence of something that I can not even begin to describe. Then there is the ringing, I can only describe it as a shrill scream, what I imagine a dog's whistle would sound like, and this sound is infectious, throughout my entire soul. I feel it pulsing still. In the midst of this shrill ringing, I am usually able to wake myself up, but the pressure in my chest is still so intense. I am also aware, that during the dream, I feel that I need to get to my five year old daughter, that she needs me. The weirdest thing is that usually, within a few hours of this dream I wake up to find her standing by my bed because of nightmares. My dream is more than a nightmare, I am physically threatened by something, or I am trying to understand something.

I come to you because I have obviously not studied this as I should, and the similarities of this experience have me reeling. It has begun to happen more and more often since I have begun paying attention to what I have always known (but shunned) to be some sort of psychic ability. I look forward to posting on the site, as I learn more about myself, but I really need help understanding this. I hope you may be able to shed some light.

I really need your help, for some reason, it's your help that I need. I don't know why.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Name changed for anonymity!!!!!

[academylin]

What an interesting e mail to wake up to on snowy morning in Cornwall(!!). I don’t even know where you are (name emitted), but Good Morning anyway! I’m flattered that you felt drawn to me…I think! Hopefully I may be able to help.



Initially from what you wrote, (which I will go through you bit by bit,) you sound very anxious and afraid. You mustn’t be scared of this kind of thing, in fact we should have nothing to fear other than fear itself. I may be able to help you more with this later also!



Hmmmm..Where to start? O.K. As may be apparent from my stories and other posts, I have been studying psychic and mediumship abilities for some time now and slowly my realisations are becoming clearer. The problem lies however, (and no disrespect meant to you here Michelle,) in trying to represent the thought patterns and discoveries I have made in what we in England call “laymans” terms. This is a difficulty I am constantly faced with because there is such an abundance of knowledge out there which culminates in an answer or reasoning for “stuff” which occurs, that trying to condense it (the information) into an explanation becomes more and more difficult and “out there” that I often start sounding like a loon!



That’s my attempt at apologising before I go on, if this makes no sense to you!



Are you aware of Beta, alpha, Theta and delta states of consciousness? No, didn’t think so… right well briefly a beta state is your normal waking and functioning state of awareness, the one where all your physical five senses tell you what to feel/see/hear etc. The alpha state is what some people call the “sixth sense” . You know when you get a “feeling” about someone or a place, a bit like you e mailing me, something let you know that you should send that mail. Well, that’s Alpha, a kind of sub conscious knowing. You achieve an alpha state when you close your eyes and meditate slightly or even just daydream, and alpha is emotional whilst Beta is physical. A psychics competency level lies with their ability to interpret their reactions within the alpha state, ie; how aware they are of their gut feelings.



Okay, Theta…..I am currently in love with the theta state for some reason, and ironically it feels like you have been sent to test me on my knowledge because this is the area I have been exploring in detail lately, and I feel this is the area in which our/your explanation lies. Briefly again theta is the state in which a message occurs, when a thought enters awareness. For example, you’ll think “Oh, I need to phone Lynne.” Then Lynne will ring… that kind of thing. Theta is the telepathic state and it is also “the dream voice” If beta is your waking state and alpha is a relaxed (subconscious) state, then a theta state is when you are asleep. I explain it and feel it more strongly as the point at which you are just dropping off to sleep. This I believe is you still being a little bit conscious (too awake) to achieve deep theta state/sleep.



Okay, now, the fascination lies with me in trying to achieve an aware or conscious theta state. More about that later. I think I can explain what you experienced now that you understand a little of what state your brain waves are functioning at. Interesting so far huh?



I have been studying dream interpretation for some time This would indicate why you were actually able to remember your similar encounter. The fact that you have been involved in researching the meaning of dreams, obviously inclines that you are interested in what your own dreams represent, thus indicating an interest in something other than “the norm” thus indicating that your awareness is susceptible. Don’t panic! Having a “susceptible awareness” IS a good thing.



what I can not get over is the paralyzing fear (this is different than the physical paralysis that occurs in sleep, I am fully awake in my dream, and know that I need to wake up, or that I'm terrified of something and that if I don't wake up, I literally feel like I might die) Now, as I mentioned earlier you have nothing to fear other than fear itself. Your fear lies in not understanding what is happening. The title of “Trans Figuration part 3” when I posted the story was “Very Lucid Dreaming”, the moderators obviously edited it on site so people could read how this experience had been achieved. The lessons en route, if you like. Lucid dreaming is kind of what you and I have experienced here. Lucid dreaming is being aware in your dreams, a) in order to be able to remember them upon waking, by either willing this to be so or instilling a practise which wakes you after each dream that you have so you are able to remember it/ them. (Aparantly we dream about 5 or 6 times each night at about 2 hour intervals) Your paralysing fear up there is not fear, merely a misunderstanding in your head/brain as to why you are still too awake that you are feeling a dream. It is in fact your head saying..” I need to do this unconsciously NOT consciously.” This is actually quite an achievement and means that your mind is not only susceptible as I mentioned earlier, it illustrates to me that in this region it (your mind) is also quite advanced! You would be a fantastic psychic with this level of awareness.



Forgive me for getting excited over what you actually fear. But I keep telling you, YOU HAVE NOTHING TO FEAR.



There is great pressure, on my body, but mainly on my chest, and I am awake in one complete sense, and I do mean, completely aware that I need to wake myself up somehow, but my body cant do it. I feel evil, a presence of something that I can not even begin to describe. Then there is the ringing, I can only describe it as a shrill scream, what I imagine a dog's whistle would sound like, and this sound is infectious, throughout my entire soul. I feel it pulsing still. In the midst of this shrill ringing, I am usually able to wake myself up, but the pressure in my chest is still so intense. I am also aware, that during the dream, I feel that I need to get to my five year old daughter, that she needs me. The weirdest thing is that usually, within a few hours of this dream I wake up to find her standing by my bed because of nightmares. My dream is more than a nightmare, I am physically threatened by something, or I am trying to understand something.



This “pressure” thing aswell.Again don’t fear it. Okay, how aware are you of the chakras? I know, I know… you’re not right?! Lol. Okay, well a brief lesson on those as well then!!

There are seven commonly known and operational chakras (which are in fact whirling energy centres ) They are located in a line, imagine down your spine kind of line, and are; The base chakra or root (located where your tail used to be.) Your Sacral chakra, (located just above your rude bits!!) Your Solar Plexus chakra (just below your belly button) Your heart chakra (in the centre but on line with your heart, funnily enough!) Your throat chakra, your third eye chakra ( commonly thought to be located in the centre of your forehead) and your crown chakra, which we will say is on the top of your head, although it does actually hover a little above in your aura(but we’re NOT going THERE!!Lol!)



Right we are going to concern ourselves with the heart chakra here. The heart chakra is THE EMOTIONAL centre. When I mentioned earlier the Alpha state being the emotional state and theta the realisation of alpha and beta in an awareness, (hmm, I feel that would have lost you, let me try again..) If beta is what we know and alpha is what we feel then when theta comes into the mix it’s like thinking what we should feel, when in fact we shouldn’t be feeling it. So your heart chakra is the mixing centre of all the alpha and beta bits, and your heart isn’t really understanding it (the mix of alpha and beta) either!



The “pressure” funnily enough in the same region too, is what happens to me when I go on what I call, “a psychic roll” This is when I am awake and suddenly become aware as to how someone’s problem/attitude can be dealt with, it is in fact the mixing of what I know, because I can see, hear or feel it, what I imagine to be the concern/ problem and it’s root cause and then a theoretical solution appears to me, after its all been analysed and mixed in the theta (heart). Wow! That’s the first time I’ve actually explained that and it completely makes sense and explains the pressure in that area! I also have the pressure in my throat and obviously this is because this is the chakra for clair audience, clear speaking, and obviously I then have to translate all these mixed up feelings of mine into words to be able to explain them concisely to someone who is asking the question! (Funnily enough, this is what I was expecting to feel whilst I do this for you, but it’s not and I’m not, and that’s not because I have lost or lessened my ability, it is because now that I am aware of all these things, it is now merely just science. Meta physics to be exact!!) Sorry, just clarifying that for myself there!



Any way……Next!

Right still to do; the noise……..and your daughter.

The noise I believe is something to do with the initial stages of astral projection. There is reports of the ringing, this is very common, as too is a loud bang (this I experienced the other night for the first time. Because I kind of knew what to expect I should have stayed at the state I was at, but it still did bring me back to consciousness because I woke up to see if a truck had ploughed into the bedroom, it was that loud! I suppose, as in Trance Figuration part two, because I wasn’t really expecting it, I obviously shocked myself (or impressed?? Myself) with my ability, and then it made me laugh!) There are also reports of hearing voices too at this level. They can be lots and lots, a bit like loads of radios on at once or just one or two very loud clear ones.



Before the “BANG” which shook me back to consciousness (intentionally, I didn’t want to come back to consciousness at this time as I was having a lovely time meeting and chatting with my spirit guide at this particular moment!!) I was what felt to be on a very busy train platform, there was lots and lots of unintelligible chatter from the passengers on the platforms and two REALLY loud tanoy, you know, like those loud hailer kind of things, well they were shouting as well, it was quite bizarre, but great for my studies!



Right so that’s the noise. Now the fact that your daughter generally appears in reality, ie; the physical after these experiences would indicate to me your telepathic abilities with her and vice versa. Thinking about it an pulling everything in together like this for you has also confirmed my suspicions too.



I have always suspected my daughter (aged ten) to be gifted with these type of abilities, and upon researching this (again “coincidently”, only yesterday or the day before) I wondered if in fact Casey was too. My research kind of cleared up my answer, and now you have just confirmed it for me! Subconsciously however, I feel the need to reach for Casey, and ditto you to your daughter, as in your heart lies the belief that this is the youngest part, the newest most pure part of your family, (this is the case with my family any way,) and it is the desire to protect physically them from something which is (not really) there. Obviously without this knowledge or explanation, our make up is/was such that we/you physically believed that these threats are/ were there so felt swayed to protect the little ones from this non existing “fear”/”threat”.



These children are what is now considered Crystal children, there is a good definition and some interesting references here http://www.starchild.co.za/what.html



The different states and their explanations, in fact an excellent course for beginners to psychics is here http://mysilentecho.com/dreamtongue.html



And there is some info on astral projection here, http://www.astralvoyage.com/projection/beginners.html

this is courtesy of Anne v who is the moderator of the psychic site, she’s quite the one on this topic. But I particularly liked the information here…eeek, can’t find it. Therefore it’s not relevant for you anyway!



Well, if I have merely told you stuff that you have learned already then sorry, this has actually worked out brilliantly for me as it has been like recapping what I have been studying lately and making sense of it to myself. But sorry if it appeared like I was trying to teach my granny to suck eggs, ie; you already learned all this! God, I could go on all day cause this brings me to another lesson in that we DO know EVERYTHING already, we just need to remember it again. If that makes some sense to you, then you are on the right road already, and if it doesn’t then it is an indication that you are now at the very start of a long and most interesting spiritual journey! (I’m here to help if you need me, but you have to take this journey all alone! Sounds foreboding doesn’t it, but it isn’t and DON’T be alarmed!) (smile)



One other thing, coincidences. There are no such things as coincidences….. If that makes sense to you, then ditto above, if it doesn’t then ditto above too!



Hope this all made some sense!

And I hope it helped!

Better had do, it took me 2 and a half hours to type!!! Lol!





Oh by the way I have just discovered that drinking too much wine before you go to bed makes it all stop and go away!!!!!!! Tee hee!



Lynne x

[siphon880di]

Woah most likely I won't get to reading this until after tuesday. I have a lot of reading myself to do for an exam. o.o

[siphon880di]

Unwittingly and unbeknownst to me (temporarily) I had opened a “new” channel, a new realisation within me. What is to follow (first story) is what occured before I recognised that the “new channel” required closing down!

Sorry for taking a long time to get back to you. I just finished your story.

I still haven't been able to read the email responses though, but that is because I'm going to read it when I'm more awake. That way I can give you a good response.

What you told me seem to be very vivid dreams associated with what happens when your half-awake half-asleep state is over. Right? When you get those dreams, you feel different than the half-half state. I got such dreams too after a sleep paralysis or some obe attempts. From this, I get two types of dreams actually:

The first type of dreams I get is one landscape being connected to another landscape, eg.. my middle school is connected to a forest. There's always a game involved, eg., I must haunt down an evil ghost in the forest.

Most of the times I went into a very beautiful world that had purple and green plants (no, no drugs at all). There are bridges over rivers that connect lands. It look very medieval. There were always elves and fairies people having festivals. But this always end up poorly because every time I dreamed of a "fairies-land", the next dream would always be a dark dampt place with malevolent grays.

I also feel tired after having these dreams. I don't close chakras. I'm not sure if closing chakras is healthy to begin with. It's just a variation of the chakra techniques. But I'm a strong believer in grounding, eg. moving your psychic-impression-getting sensations through your feet, into earth, then back up, and feel the aura of earth. I'd then anchor it by saying "present." This word also reminds me that I'm part of the present.

If I feel tired and disorientated from these dreams, that increases the chances of having the sleep paralysis or the OBEs again. This can quickily becomes an endless negative cycle if each time it happens I get tired. I fix this by sleeping more, listening to sleep-inducing brainwaves by bwgen.com, and/or grounding with the above technique.

I do not know whether we were taken advantage of by other entities or intelligences when we feel tired because of OBEs, sleep paralysis, or anything else that induces this half-half state. Back then I had a tendency to take a more cynical outlook in reality: The grays that showed up were not kind after all, and I woke up feeling dizzy all day, so I associated my problems with parasitic activities. But the problem is: I can't say for sure.

My friend's sister got into mediumship through ouija boards, and started hearing voices she couldn't stop. The spirit eventually admits that he was jealous of her husband. Her house got haunted. She moved out and never touched the board since.

[siphon880di]

I know your experiences are legit. I've also heard the bang. It's funny. One night I couldn't sleep because I kept getting awoken by a bang. I asked a roommate if he heard it, and he said no.

Now I believe I was trying to get out. What a restless night that was.

[siphon880di]

My "good side" abilities are improving now. Why I said that was because I use to have abilities that are considered selfish. Here's what I learned from my good abilities that are coming back to me:

1. Feel any easiness or uneasiness in you. Get in tune with that. Whenever you feel easiness or an urge to do something, do it or else you'll find it unregrettable. If I don't second-guess those urges, and follow them, my entire day turns out smooth: I've gone to the right places at the right time.

2. When you scan different places, it must be a lovable experience for you to practice your extra sensory senses. This seems to improve psychic abilities. When a lifestyle or experience is lovable, it's what your spirit would love. Even no strings attached, like being better than others, or having an advantage, or trying to survive, your spirit makes you feel high. It also makes you feel light.

3. I figured out the synchronicites that I get of something I feel enjoyable or curious about, and then perceiving that there will be more chances of it in my life, is simply applying the principle of item #2. I had a lovable experience, then I perceived that there will be more of that same lovable experience.

4. A lot of energy is provided to reach your goal if you perceive it in such a way that makes it a lovable experience. What I mean is to disregard lack of abilities you have, and consider it as not necessary for survival or you job, then see how you'll feel when you reached the goal. Is achievement a lovable exprience for your spirit? Or just going through with it? Now you should declare to yourself that the lack of abilities will be nein, and to the manifestation intelligence that it will manifest faster. There will be tons of energy. I'm trying to figure out the instaneous change that I mentioned needed "emotions" to fuel the energy. I think this is half way there.

[siphon880di]

I was participating in a thread that made me realize what the source of my abilities were:

http://www.davidicke.com/forum/showthread.php?t=55123

The instaneous change phenomenon was put into perspective now. It was NOT shapeshifting:
1. I didn't like my past. It was so stuck.
2. My future is going to be different.
3. It's going to be different very soon.

Also, all my synchronicities make sense now. Here were the steps I said:
I figured out the synchronicites that I get are things I felt enjoyable or curious about, like when I reacted to the experience, and after reacting - I perceived that there will be more chances of it in my life. In other words, I had a lovable experience, then I immediately perceived that there will be more of that same lovable experience.

Both abilities have something to do with the duality between the abyss and the Grand Design. My ultimate goal now is to gain control of that again. Judging from alchemy and occultic symbols, it seems like the Illuminati knows how this work already.