dragonfly
16-06-2007, 11:33 PM
i would like to say hello, and share with the forum, some experiences, of my own. i have for the most part of my life, been on the search of knowlegde and a deeper understanding of things, and in this computerised era, i have been spending much time online, doing research, hanging out in forums and chat rooms, but lately it is as if, i am "seeing" a reality behind a reality, and it is somewhat frigthening to me. let me explain; when i first joined this forum, and had heard about david icke, some years ago, it gave me the courage to research, what i could call "alternative realities", however little did i know that one step would take the other. since, i do not drink or take drugs, i am always in a very stabile set of mind. however, it is my experience with what we often call "reality" that it isnīt quite as it seems. i am trying to find words for this, but the only thing that comes to mind is "the matrix". my experience, is that i am slowly, but surely understanding certain truths: 1) the eternal nature of the soul 2) we are all one underneath the surface of 3D reality 3) we are spiritual beings, having various human experiences
lately, i have found myself in a new place with certain groups and friends, which i in times before had a very safe relationship with. these events took place online. i am not going to overemphisis, my awakening experience, but it is as if, this has much to say, with the fact that people, whom before seemed close to me suddenly, completely fall away or loose interest in me. others becoming amazingly hostile, and others again just naturally fading out of my circle of conscience awareness. (i hope i am not rambling here). so, yesterday, it came to me, this term ------> "the children of the matrix"... and to me, this means that certain souls, are aware of a reality that in reality is little more than a programme (pleasure - pain one) which is running itself.
some might be, very spiritual and some are extremely kind and have many great human qualities; however they are servants of the matrix. these thoughts came to me, during a walk down the streets of my hometown. i am not saying that i am fully awoken, or anything, but rather that certain things that have a great emotional impact on some, have little to non impact on myself today. it is as if, a Higher Force has moved me from a small reality, to a greater in which other things matter. these are new thoughts to me, so i apologize if i sound flaky or whimpsy here.
anyways, i will end my post here, and say thank you for the services of the forum.
Peacefully, from Kwame
lately, i have found myself in a new place with certain groups and friends, which i in times before had a very safe relationship with. these events took place online. i am not going to overemphisis, my awakening experience, but it is as if, this has much to say, with the fact that people, whom before seemed close to me suddenly, completely fall away or loose interest in me. others becoming amazingly hostile, and others again just naturally fading out of my circle of conscience awareness. (i hope i am not rambling here). so, yesterday, it came to me, this term ------> "the children of the matrix"... and to me, this means that certain souls, are aware of a reality that in reality is little more than a programme (pleasure - pain one) which is running itself.
some might be, very spiritual and some are extremely kind and have many great human qualities; however they are servants of the matrix. these thoughts came to me, during a walk down the streets of my hometown. i am not saying that i am fully awoken, or anything, but rather that certain things that have a great emotional impact on some, have little to non impact on myself today. it is as if, a Higher Force has moved me from a small reality, to a greater in which other things matter. these are new thoughts to me, so i apologize if i sound flaky or whimpsy here.
anyways, i will end my post here, and say thank you for the services of the forum.
Peacefully, from Kwame