Ritualistic abuse stories found from the internet

[sade]

http://www.isurvive.org/viewtopic.php?t=9785

From a mormon church member;


"A typical temple ceremony would take place as follows: "The ritual began in a small cubicle where we had to strip completely. We then put on 'the shield,' a poncho with a hole for the head, but open on the sides (similar to a hospital gown). We went through a series of 'washings and anointings,' as various parts of our bodies were touched by elderly temple workers who mumbled appropriate incantations over them. Our white underwear, 'the garments,' are said to have powers to protect us from 'the evil one.' It had occult markings, which were so 'sacred' that we were instructed to burn them when the garments wore out. The endowment ceremony mocked all doctrines held to by Biblical Christianity, and Christian pastors were portrayed as servants of Satan. We had to swear many blood oaths, promising we would forfeit our lives if we weren't faithful, or if we revealed any of the secrets revealed to us in the temple ceremonies. We were made to pretend by grotesque gestures to cut our throats, chests, and abdomens, indicating how we would lose our lives. We were never told who would kill us! The inference was, and history testifies to, that it would be the priesthood that only men were allowed to be in." (Testimony of a former Member.) [Note: The blood oaths and portrayal of Christian pastors were removed in April of 1990, despite the fact that the ordinance was purported to have been given originally by a revelation and was never to be changed.]"

There are other stories, but most of them are deleted and I don't feel like posting more of them. I am feeling really angry right now. Impossible to stay calm when I read these stories and see that people are STILL going through the effects caused by evil creatures. Most of them seem to be in the beginning of healing, because they are still talking using; "we."
A lot of them talk about their altars aswell.

This is the forum:
http://www.isurvive.org/viewforum.php?f=7

-edit-

Had to post this, because there is reference to the illuminati;
A lot of the things she talks about Icke has talked about too.
http://www.isurvive.org/viewtopic.php?t=6927&highlight=&sid=a0850f7bfb214018e828c0179d840d82

And this one at the end of the page: (...)
http://www.isurvive.org/cgi-bin/wwwthreads/showflat.pl?Cat=&Board=sexual&Number=11242&page=19&view=expanded&sb=6
"My gpa was invoved in the Masonic Lodge, and professed to be a christian at the same time. Masons are not christians. When Lord is said, it isn't referring to J*sus, it is referring to s*t*n. I was taken to the masonic temple when real young-s. abuse happened to me there while I was on a marble table or something. My gpa had taken me there. When I was 11, I was taken there. My gpa was at the head of the marble table/slab, and robed men surrounded it with me on it-n*ked."

[sade]

Here's another one from a blog:
Even though I didn't feel like posting more of these, (mainly because I don't want to read them myself), I believe it's important for us to read these to understand exactly what is happening and that it's true. I know some of us still doubt these rituals and reading these will erase that doubt.

"The cult leader told me that I was going to be “sacrificed” tonight. The ceremony would begin when he got to the smallest Russian nesting doll. (I have always had a phobia of Russian nesting dolls.) He opened doll after doll, and it was excruciating never knowing if the next doll was going to be the last one.

He shoved the smallest doll inside of me and then raped me. After that, all of the cult members savagely gang-raped me. This involved both men and women manipulating every orifice of my body at the same time.

Then, the cult leader made me walk over to the bonfire and lie down on something cold (maybe a slab of granite??). He said that it was time for me to die. He held up a knife and gave a long speech, so I was frozen in terror for a long time, waiting to die. Then, he dropped the knife and told me that I was not worth sacrificing. I was not worthy. I was not good enough.

Then, he spit on me. The entire cult followed suit, spitting on me, urinating on me, and smearing me with feces. They kept this up until I rolled over and vomited. They collected my vomit to use on my younger sister in her expulsion ceremony. To this day, she is highly triggered by vomit."

http://faithallen.wordpress.com/

[pinkfreud]

Here's another one from a blog:
Even though I didn't feel like posting more of these, (mainly because I don't want to read them myself), I believe it's important for us to read these to understand exactly what is happening and that it's true. I know some of us still doubt these rituals and reading these will erase that doubt.

"The cult leader told me that I was going to be “sacrificed” tonight. The ceremony would begin when he got to the smallest Russian nesting doll. (I have always had a phobia of Russian nesting dolls.) He opened doll after doll, and it was excruciating never knowing if the next doll was going to be the last one.

He shoved the smallest doll inside of me and then raped me. After that, all of the cult members savagely gang-raped me. This involved both men and women manipulating every orifice of my body at the same time.

Then, the cult leader made me walk over to the bonfire and lie down on something cold (maybe a slab of granite??). He said that it was time for me to die. He held up a knife and gave a long speech, so I was frozen in terror for a long time, waiting to die. Then, he dropped the knife and told me that I was not worth sacrificing. I was not worthy. I was not good enough.

Then, he spit on me. The entire cult followed suit, spitting on me, urinating on me, and smearing me with feces. They kept this up until I rolled over and vomited. They collected my vomit to use on my younger sister in her expulsion ceremony. To this day, she is highly triggered by vomit."

http://faithallen.wordpress.com/


this is extremely disturbing, but thanks for the posts sade. this is something we tend to overlook while talking about positivity and connecting with the universe. svali has spoken about hidden rituals too.

any idea which cult this individual has spoken about? is it masonry, church of satan, or something on those lines?

[sade]

She doesn't say, but whatever cult it is, it's definitely connected to satan.
(they know the importance of being connected, unlike most us here....:/)
But in my opinion it sounds a lot like a mormon-church ritual, but I could be completely wrong.
In her blog she talks about a lot of other things that go with ritualistic abuse and etc.

We do need to stay positive and especially try and connect with eachother.
THEY know HOW to connect and they also use it to their advantage.

Also, I'd like to inform those who also react with anger to this information,
that anger comes out of fear and opposite of anger is calmness and love.
I managed to get rid of the anger and the negative thoughts after I told myself that there is nothing to be worried about,
because I am a good person, and as long as I know right from wrong, they won't win.
My thoughts reminded me of this part in LOTR the movie;

Frodo: What are we holding onto, Sam?
Sam: That there is some good in this world, Mr. Frodo, and it's worth fighting for.

[houstonwevegotaproblem]

The ritual described in the original post comes from a Mormon Temple Ceremony.

Yes, of course, they are a cult. And, I think they are Satanic. Lots of people would say otherwise. But, my parents were converts when I was a child. I escaped them when I was a teen. I say escaped because they don't just let you peacefully walk away.

I have no problem believing the things that Icke has written about them.

[notthisshitagain]

Wow.. that's some sick stuff there.. and now just think about it, these are just a few stories, who knows how many more are there? =/

[gutcassidy]

****WARNING- HIGHLY DISTRESSING INFORMATION****

I though this series of articles should go here.

http://www.ellisctaylor.com/srawit.html

Just follow the links provided at the top of the page.

Some excerpts:

"The following account is an edited version of an interview that I conducted with 'Jane', a recovering victim of satanic ritual abuse (SRA). The interview is extremely harrowing and I must warn you in advance that it may be triggering for those who have suffered similar experiences."

"They had directly involved her in the satanic abuse. I have a terrible memory of my mother hanging by her wrists from a concrete wall, she was hanging from above ground level. The place seemed like a big stadium - like Perry Lakes and it was the entrance to the change rooms or toilet/shower area. She was naked and unconscious, they had whipped her on her back and she had done diarrhoea down her legs and her head was slumped to one shoulder like Jesus is depicted. I was hysterical because I thought she was dead - that they had actually killed her."

"I don't remember my dad abusing me directly in the satanic meetings they took us to but I remember other men and women abusing me more."

"The other memory I have of this stabbing the baby thing was me doing as I was told. They called me and I went up and I took up that fishing knife and because I knew there was no choice physically (Jane becomes extremely distraught again) - if I wanted to continue to live I had to do this thing - I had to stab it. (Becoming even more upset) I remember thinking that if I stabbed it faster than normal - then it wouldn't count. So I just stabbed it - I don't know if it was alive or not. I think it was still a bit alive but it didn't look like a normal baby's body because it had all this thing around it like membrane, all this mucky sort of stuff. It was like a goldfish shape but it was too big to be a goldfish and it wasn't gold."