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dreamwalker
05-06-2007, 04:56 AM
Can anyone else see how crazy we have become? We cant agree about anything not because any of us are wrong or right but because we are divided by the language we use and i dont mean specifically english, i mean our method of transmitting messages via sounds in our throat which we decipher and interpret or rather misinterpret. We squabble amongst ourselves because there is an enormous limitation with our method of language. We are trying to cram the whole sum of our intelligence through a pinhole.

I think mouth language may have a purpose for describing basic things of our surroundings but dont think it is meant to convey the whole truth, i dont think it is possible and we are a living example of this. We have defined ourselves through our language and as such tied in our purpose and sense of worth into it, this makes us fight and struggle to prove our worth but we are never satisfied because our language simply doesnt work. It never does us justice. Seems to me this is a crucial lesson to learn right now.

Having said that, we are in this position, and we have to work with what we got and the squabbling does have a purpose to push us as a species out of the trap of current language like a wave of tangled humans, we take in turns to push to the front, rolling over eachother yet many of us cant read between the lines, detach from our personal view and see it for what it is. I think theres more than enough living proof as well as information available for everyone to know the truth, its our own naive arrogance that anchors us in limbo.

We are in a collective mental illness, at the moment in the paranoia stage. The only reason im saying this is because i think we keep forgetting something, to read between the lines, to observe behind the scenes, to keep the whole picture in view always. To get caught up in our own chase to share truthful expressions makes us go blind until we end our transmission and retract. I suspect there is exciting progress ahead though where by we will wake up that extra bit more to be simultaneously aware of what we are saying to eachother and what we really mean without the need to doubt or misunderstand, i think the truth speaks for itself, we need to be quiet so we can hear it.

I am convinced we are more naturally telepathic creatures but we are disempowering this ability with all the noise we are making. The whole world of conflict seems to arise from the mouth, its like we have spewed our consciousness seat out of our mouths in the process of trying to express ourselves. The moment we utter a word which we identify ourselves with is the moment we bypass a fundamental truth and all expressions through that channel are tainted with lies no matter how hard we try and capture and convey the truth. Its actually very simple but our minds have run away with itself and dug itself a big hole of despair, disconnected and lost.

when people talk, it makes others confused, it doesnt add up to our natural rhythms and internal processes, it opens doors to a kind of hell for others to fall through and i think thats exactly where we are.

I strongly feel that when we are "connected" its so obvious, there is no doubt and no need for answers, most of the questions we ask when we are "disconnected" are just not relevant anymore and sound silly. I also strongly feel that its so much easier to connect and be free than we think, so easy that we would kick ourselves for being so stupid. Nevertheless as long as we are stuck, it is a huge problem.

I think this is why no "one" person can tell the truth in such a way that everyone can hear it. We are persistently fishing for answers to questions that are too particular and distorted from the view of a true state that we will never find an answer comfortable enough to let us rest.

I think the way we take things are too rigid, i dont think even everything David Icke says is the whole truth, but thats not his fault nor i doubt did he mean anyone to take it that way. Nothing is really that solid so everything is relative, David created imaginary reference points for the sake of containing a snapshot picture of info purely for the sake of our understanding. I think he did pretty well, its about as good as it gets with our current limited language. Its our own disconnection and misdirection that leads us to judge people thats trying their best to improvise better ways of communicating higher meaning with our limited language.

know thyself, trust yourself, we already have everything inside we need to know, we are wasting our energy living in self doubt and looking outside for answers, hurry up and turn around, go back inside coz there aint nothing out here of any value. We are not here to criticise everyone that cannot give us a satisfactory answer, sitting on our high horse waiting for someone to tell us our purpose, its missing the point! We are not victims, look within, find out yourself

Hope you can see i've tried to make anti statements in that im not trying to say anything, im more accurately trying to unsay something, its a paradox, the truth is a mystery, if we solve the mystery its not the truth. It slips through our fingers, we push it elsewhere where its free to dwell without judgment. We can live in truth as long as we dont corrupt it to suit our self centered ideas of what is what. We have given birth to an infantile mind within our own mind and the infant has gone wild and is holding our real minds hostage at gunpoint, dragging us through life in ways we dont want to go, seems like we need to tell that child its okay and to reassure it because its actions come from being terrified and disconnected.

I'll add a flavor of my opinion in a nutshell. We are all that is, we are god that has forgotten its god, there is no good and evil, there is no silly games, there is no injustice, theres just the mission to wake up from the nightmare and remember who we really are and that means letting go of who we think we are. Its because its sooooooo simple that it seems so hard. The real way is effortless and doubtless. Its like we are living in a long drawn out state of hesitancy, our entire lifes are lived behind the threshold of courage, we spend a lifetime preparing to leap but never quite get round to doing it. Its like being starving and preparing food but being so paranoid that its poisonous that we franticly do endless tests on it, mess with it, boil it, strain it, mix it but never eat it, instead die of starvation. We really got nothing to lose, we might as well tuck in and eat it now, digest this crap and get over it.

The reason we cant find absolute answers is because the questions are not relevant in absolute reality, we force them into a context thats not accurate enough for the truth to shine and for doubt to vanish. We keep investing our attention on dilemmas and traps to try and resolve them but in doing so are only adding to the mass transmission of limitation which makes it all the more harder for anyone else to be free. I think we need more of a "double awareness" of the paradox simultaneously, to contain the whole including the "matrix" and its associated traps, to metaphorically step right back and reach forward and eat "the matrix" for breakfast, become bigger than it, scale up, become a living dimensional bridge not bound by the matrix but inclusive of your processes.

I see the time loop as a cosmic indigestion and our own anxiety suppressing our appetite to process it and snap out of the limbo. Catch 22 can only be beaten by an initial leap of blind faith, a surrender to chaos regardless of how solid things seem. Letting go of all anxiety even of escaping the prison. Rational thinking has reached the peak of its functionality. Taking it further means letting go of the very mind that carried us to this point as time hasnt really passed, merely our mind has wandered to temporary isolation to "clear its head" of the overwhelming insanity and intensity of the truth. Its a kind of surrogate sanctuary, a comfort zone where we can stay sane and safe, observe and think in a microcosm disassociated from the immediate direct experience of the whole. I think most people are still struggling with this, their own intelligence has become their own worst enemy because its run away with itself and is creating limitations faster than we can catch up to stop it.

I think we need to walk our highest talk on the outside regardless of the limitations and discouraging hopelessness. Create our own culture to bind the living truth into the prison frame. Be more crazy, surrender to chaos, express that chaos, dont follow the rules, dont get sucked into the mundane, always keep the living mystery open and flowing, never forget.