fayette
30-11-2008, 08:15 AM
I've had a fear of churches, anything to do with jesus, or mary etc, if i was 5 or 6 years old and i saw anything about jesus on tv, i'd shake with fear and have no idea why.... i also believed in god and prayed to god around the same age, and nobody taught me or told me about god it was just something as natural as eating. as i got older, i overheard my mother tell her friend her insane fear of churchs and the paintings on the walls, and it blew me away, what if we were witches in a past life? i mean why would i have this fear? i just don't get why a child new to this world would have these kind of fears and not know why. it was irrational.