wheresmyparachute
19-05-2007, 08:00 AM
I know that divine love is real and enlightenment is possible because I lived it for a solid two weeks. This was not romantic love, it was completely conscious, divine love which is omni-present. It was another cosmic "I Love Lucy" re-run from my life, but still valid since I actually lived through it to tell the story. There were no tee shirts or souvineers to commemorate the occasion because it was a "clothing optional" episode...
My mom had just passed away at 69 years old and I needed to get away. I moved back home to care for my parents and after my mother's funeral I just had to get out of town for a while so I attended a week long intensive body working- workshop. It was not your average style of body work, it was a severe form of work that is not even taught anymore. I refer to it as a combination of Rolphing, deep tissue, breathwork, and medieval torture chamber... pain basically. It was extreme. People in the class were crying, screaming, and sweating their brains out doing this bizarre form of body work (which I won't reveal the name of here). Five hours of none stop body work every day, giving and receiving, it was pure torture as well as bizarre bliss. There were many times when my mind would just go "blue" and I'd go into complete ecstasy. I'm sure I blasted my brain cells out pretty well. One man had to leave the class and was later admitted into a psychiactric hospital due to the trauma he had experienced at the class.
After the workshop was over a few students from the class invited me to go with them to a hot springs resort nearby. I thought that would be great thinking about getting my bruised body into a hot mineral bath. When we arrived to the hot springs I suddenly realized that we were at a clothing optional resort. I was in so much pain that I didn't care. I must have looked like a beaten housewife with my nude bruised body. What I remembered the most from the entire experience is that my body was so clear and my consciousness so expanded from the energy and body work that I was in complete and total bliss. I have never been so present in my entire life. So present in fact, that everything was moving in and out of me, just as if I was water.
When I returned to my parents house my father was really confused and was in the beginning stages of developing Alzheimers disease. He had called the police to tell them that his eight year old daughter had taken his gun. As I pulled up to the house a police man followed me as I walked up to the front door. The police told me that my father was obviously not in his right state of mind. They wondered why I was so calm and collected, I didn't even know that my father even had a gun. After the police left the house my father's mental state of mind severely declined and along with it went my effervescent presence of divine love. For a moment I knew what heaven was. I knew what it was like to feel divine love in a human form. I haven't felt that way since and I don't feel like getting the pulp beaten out of me again to see if I can find out.... work in progress...
My mom had just passed away at 69 years old and I needed to get away. I moved back home to care for my parents and after my mother's funeral I just had to get out of town for a while so I attended a week long intensive body working- workshop. It was not your average style of body work, it was a severe form of work that is not even taught anymore. I refer to it as a combination of Rolphing, deep tissue, breathwork, and medieval torture chamber... pain basically. It was extreme. People in the class were crying, screaming, and sweating their brains out doing this bizarre form of body work (which I won't reveal the name of here). Five hours of none stop body work every day, giving and receiving, it was pure torture as well as bizarre bliss. There were many times when my mind would just go "blue" and I'd go into complete ecstasy. I'm sure I blasted my brain cells out pretty well. One man had to leave the class and was later admitted into a psychiactric hospital due to the trauma he had experienced at the class.
After the workshop was over a few students from the class invited me to go with them to a hot springs resort nearby. I thought that would be great thinking about getting my bruised body into a hot mineral bath. When we arrived to the hot springs I suddenly realized that we were at a clothing optional resort. I was in so much pain that I didn't care. I must have looked like a beaten housewife with my nude bruised body. What I remembered the most from the entire experience is that my body was so clear and my consciousness so expanded from the energy and body work that I was in complete and total bliss. I have never been so present in my entire life. So present in fact, that everything was moving in and out of me, just as if I was water.
When I returned to my parents house my father was really confused and was in the beginning stages of developing Alzheimers disease. He had called the police to tell them that his eight year old daughter had taken his gun. As I pulled up to the house a police man followed me as I walked up to the front door. The police told me that my father was obviously not in his right state of mind. They wondered why I was so calm and collected, I didn't even know that my father even had a gun. After the police left the house my father's mental state of mind severely declined and along with it went my effervescent presence of divine love. For a moment I knew what heaven was. I knew what it was like to feel divine love in a human form. I haven't felt that way since and I don't feel like getting the pulp beaten out of me again to see if I can find out.... work in progress...