A few years of my life condensed on a page.

[eternal_spirit]

Okay, Ive decided to remove this post....the Forum isn't the place for it, thanks for the comments people.
My fingers numb holding the backspace key.
After all the stuff that happened, I'm hoping my friend will have learned and changed for the better and we have all learned the hard way. If this is so something good will have come out of all that was.

[shodan]

Hi Eternal Spirit - Respect for posting this

Im my opinion, your approaching things in the sane and correct way, your happiness will come and you'll see reason for all the crap - your giving a lot of care and love out which will return to you one day.

[tinmenace]

Hey ES,

Pretty heavy stuff. Sending good vibes your way. I hope you turn the corner soon.

Hugs
Tin :)

[i_am]

It takes a lot of courage to speak so honestly in a place like this. From what I have picked up, there are others here with similar stories to tell.

Sending loving energy your way too. You are not alone.

[tru3]

A few years before this I was
at their place, I suggested we do a oiuja board(spirit board) She said she had seen her x dead boyfriends Ghost sitting in his favourite armchair, he used to live with her before Neil moved in. She wanted to try contact him via the spirit board.
Me and Neil and some other friends had used spirit boards years before when we where teenagers. Some starnge stuff happened then to, as well as some good stuff.
Anway, I started to make the spirit board with paper and she gave me a pen, we where both excited. Neil leaves the room to return seconds later holding a hammer, with a look in his eye like a man possessed. He says to me "You'd better leave now" threatening me with the hammer, I couldn't believe what I was seeing. His girlfriend jumped out the chair, I was still sat in mine. she stands in front of him and yells "What are you doing, Dave's not going, it's my home I say he stays"

After a few minutes he puts the hammer down, I just stayed in the chair. Then he sits down much calmer now and says " It's wrong talking to dead people" we all talked for hours about her loosing her x boyfriend to cancer, Neil lost his Mother a few years earlier to cancer too, so it was very emotional talk. Not long ago about 6 months from today, he told me a few years earlier he'd seen the spirit of his Mother at his girls place, not long after he'd tried to cut his wrist but not bad enough to need hospital treatment, being very drunk at the time, so maybe that's something to do with the way he reacted.

Now, move on to 2 years later, me and his girlfriend stuck by him until his court hearing, to give him some moral support. He'd been coming round to mine at all hours of night and day....drunk and snorting cocaine, which is not something I was into doing. I'd just be smoking pot and happy drinking coffee, which is the lesser of the two evils as far as I'm concered.

did you know that many alcoholics, when they begin to practice sobriety, end up in divorce, even though the spouse may say he/she wants the partner to stop drinking? it shakes things up when one becomes determine to end their co-dependent hapits, and the other is not willing to.

as you change, eternal, the people who you have known either have to keep up with you or fall away. consciousness seeks its own level, imo.

that's fascinating about the ouji board. maybe your mate just couldn't deal with thinking about his dead mother. maybe he had unprocessed grief that he numbed out with the drugs. hard to say, but you have chosen another path, nevertheless.

good work! :)

[auron]

Im my opinion, your approaching things in the sane and correct way, your happiness will come and you'll see reason for all the crap - your giving a lot of care and love out which will return to you one day.

So, so true.:)

All of us on the path will have to experience extreme events throughout our lives. You will definitely look back to years gone by, and you will see that every bad experience, people in your life, every bad relationship etc was all to make you the person you are now! You become a speaker of truth, and you will help others that need it, when their time is ready.

Love Auron :)

[ho1ogram]

Yo eternal...
I'm just telling you how it is, or been rather. This is the best thing you said. It's a statement that the past is past. You can't change if you don't choose to. What you have said isn't how it IS now, it is how it has BEEN (its gone)... and NOW you are choosing another reality for yourself. Woo hooo!

BTW:
I have been said to have been negative at times in this forum, hope this will explain part of the reason I come across as so.
Some people here are said to be too positive... positive/negative, pffft! No one has to explain anything. Thanks for sharing.

[orgo knight]

Very interesting indeed.

Here's a quote by Edward Young which is inspiring
"Affliction is the good man's shining scene; Prosperity conceals his brightest ray; As night to stars, woe lustre gives to man". :)

[i am all i am]

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