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jamie1976
08-05-2007, 03:29 PM
After many difficulties in getting my story out, finally, thanks to a David Icke dot com webmaster resetting my account, I can finally tell similar minded people about the events that happened to me. I am a victim of Satanic Abuse, Yes Satanic Abuse which is more widespread than the majority of people may think. Since the abuse began, many a night I have prayed for death and still continue to do so.
I have been writing my stories on a blog and I will use this forum to promote it.
My blog may give you vital information and prepare you in case you are a future target of the scum bags.
Recent victims include Doctor David Kelly (The man involved in the Iraq Dossier) and the Virginia Tech Shooter
Please check my blog
www.jamies-world-of-fact-or-fiction.blogspot.com
edelweiss pirate
08-05-2007, 03:35 PM
Excellent, well done for surviving.. Now join the coolest club on earth..
It may not seem cool at the moment for you, but once you get your power back you hopefully, will find yourself empowered in a variety of ways..
There's a few of us on here I think...
Let's compare notes... Checking out your blog now..
Btw.. weird as this sounds.. If you're illuminated/schizophrenic, then the TV DOES actually talk to you. It's because you're part of a group consciousness which has many TV stars and news presenters hooked up to it as well...
It's a perfected system of extreme synchronicity. They eventually can totally control you just by timing your own fears with actual real manifestations in the real world...
rainmaker
08-05-2007, 03:52 PM
It's hard/easy for all of us.
Really, it is.
We are all/nobody is victims/recipients.
Trust your own intuition.
If someone is trying to get your goat, recognize it.
Let it go or participate as you choose.
YOU are powerful.
yinon
08-05-2007, 04:16 PM
Right .Sometimes they think we are crazy. The war going on is one of information. They mixed stories . They want to confuse us and if we disturb them...Gosh Watch out!
Don't worry all comes from inside...Acceptation help us to come back in the center. Don't fight them , look at them in smiling and be grateful for the test. There is a lesson for each one of us . Be humble and face it. Look at your own responsability in what you have to go through and recognize others responsability. Only then you gonna feel great.
fantana
08-05-2007, 04:22 PM
After many difficulties in getting my story out, finally, thanks to a David Icke dot com webmaster resetting my account, I can finally tell similar minded people about the events that happened to me. I am a victim of Satanic Abuse, Yes Satanic Abuse which is more widespread than the majority of people may think. Since the abuse began, many a night I have prayed for death and still continue to do so.
I have been writing my stories on a blog and I will use this forum to promote it.
My blog may give you vital information and prepare you in case you are a future target of the scum bags.
Recent victims include Doctor David Kelly (The man involved in the Iraq Dossier) and the Virginia Tech Shooter
Please check my blog
www.jamies-world-of-fact-or-fiction.blogspot.com
Even with the clear lack of evidence and questions about your sanity, state of mind and/or person, I believe you.
Im that kinda guy.
eternal_spirit
08-05-2007, 04:29 PM
Good look jamie. Now you know you're not crazy, it's those who dished out the abuse they're the crazy ones. The more knowledge about these type, the more people will be aware of their game and can avoid being drawn into thier web of deciet.
Very brave of you to share you're experiences. I'll be reading you're site.
It's made out and believed by alot of people that mental illness is a chemical inbalance. They don't realise an individual can be attacked by others through external forces. When you realise this you can fight back to regain controll over you're own mind.
thirdwave
08-05-2007, 04:36 PM
After many difficulties in getting my story out, finally, thanks to a David Icke dot com webmaster resetting my account, I can finally tell similar minded people about the events that happened to me. I am a victim of Satanic Abuse, Yes Satanic Abuse which is more widespread than the majority of people may think. Since the abuse began, many a night I have prayed for death and still continue to do so.
I have been writing my stories on a blog and I will use this forum to promote it.
My blog may give you vital information and prepare you in case you are a future target of the scum bags.
Recent victims include Doctor David Kelly (The man involved in the Iraq Dossier) and the Virginia Tech Shooter
Please check my blog
www.jamies-world-of-fact-or-fiction.blogspot.com
Hi Jamie, interesting stuff....
have you got more info as to how you came about these unfortunate experiences and why you think you were put through them.... ?
rainmaker
08-05-2007, 04:47 PM
Jamie, it does not matter who did what - just trust yourself on that.
Don't waste precious explaining.
Most thing you can do is invest in you, in yum yum time with source - with your knowledge, Don't waste time justifying what someone else did to you. That's how they take their power from you.
OK, so they did that,
now, lie down and commune with All That Is.
and when you do, be greedy. Let the energy in.
You do not have chakras - every point of your being, every part of your dna is in communion with source - so how could it be limited to chakras?
bigus_dickus
08-05-2007, 04:51 PM
Since the abuse began, many a night I have prayed for death and still continue to do so.
when did it begin, can you remember?
any significant event, thought, emotion, intent prior to its beginning?
rainmaker
08-05-2007, 04:55 PM
Lots of people pray for death and are abused often - don't waste your time sharing with tin pot psychiatrists - it's bad enough sharing with the ones that are supposedly sacrosanct and cost a bomb.
Definitely don't share on a list like this, mate.
peter19
08-05-2007, 05:39 PM
Btw.. weird as this sounds.. If you're illuminated/schizophrenic, then the TV DOES actually talk to you. It's because you're part of a group consciousness which has many TV stars and news presenters hooked up to it as well...
yeah and your interpretation of what they say can be totally diffrent from what they are really(?) saying, its hard to give an example. but its like in my view if they say something on the tele regarding how nice/nasty something is your interpretation of that directs it at you.
edelweiss pirate
08-05-2007, 08:55 PM
But it is often planned that you interpret things in that way....
If you've been on the path you'll know what this means...
Your path seems to be influenced by unseen forces and it's up to you how you navigate the obstacles and puzzles they throw at you.
yeah and your interpretation of what they say can be totally diffrent from what they are really(?) saying, its hard to give an example. but its like in my view if they say something on the tele regarding how nice/nasty something is your interpretation of that directs it at you.
that's a fascinating way of putting it. perhaps that's because energy follows attention;
anybody see the movie "contact"? the alien plans for the machine were hidden in the tv signal's 'carrier wave'.
maybe the 'carrier signal' is always out there trolling for our attention and involvement.
now that i think about it, peter, i have experienced something like that. it's just kind of a strange "tug" in the back of the head.
anyway, i do know that the more i've become aware at symbolism and subtext in advertising, i just about always get up and walk out of the room when the ads come on. i try to tivo everything on cable/network (not that i watch it much anymore, but my wife does) so i can flip through the ads.
and, no newsprint or tv news at all for me, except "the daily show" :)
john white
09-05-2007, 12:11 AM
maybe the 'carrier signal' is always out there trolling for our attention and involvement
And maybe theres no maybe about it tru
"God" is always talking: its not for us to demand "he" shouts louder, but rather for us to quiet the bedlam of our inner noise, STFU and listen
And maybe theres no maybe about it tru
"God" is always talking: its not for us to demand "he" shouts louder, but rather for us to quiet the bedlam of our inner noise, STFU and listen
good advice. and, well, ime, it's going on all the time, john, an endless flow of 50,000-60,000 thoughts a day, most of which we thought the day before and the day before that, none of which are us. imho, trying to quiet it is like trying to damn a stream with wooden planks.
my intention is just to witness it, and say "thank you for sharing". ;)
peter19
09-05-2007, 01:05 PM
now that i think about it, peter, i have experienced something like that. it's just kind of a strange "tug" in the back of the head.
i wouldnt decribe it has that, what i think is that your perception totally changes to a degree. it happened with me one time when i smoked abit to much hashesh lol. it was like that your family member could say something like - you are allright, it wont last too long. then what you do is you twist what they say because your perception of what is behing said is changed, they might say something "innocent" and you can take it as they really mean - you will be allrightttt (add evils lol) stop complaining ect. and to me its like that because you miss percive what is behing said or you distort it so that it fits in with your sinister view of life while you are haveing a bad trip. ill give an example if you were chatting up a woman and she says something abit in a flirting way, or even not, you can think shes comeing onto me here she wants sex with me lol. and that might not be the real meaning but your percived idea of the meaning sort of muckys the waters. how can i know what anyone really means?, the only way i can is by going totally on the words of it mostly, if i try to interpret it i add my views in to it and then maybe mucky the waters abit.
emma royds
09-05-2007, 01:30 PM
After many difficulties in getting my story out, finally, thanks to a David Icke dot com webmaster resetting my account, I can finally tell similar minded people about the events that happened to me. I am a victim of Satanic Abuse, Yes Satanic Abuse which is more widespread than the majority of people may think. Since the abuse began, many a night I have prayed for death and still continue to do so.
I have been writing my stories on a blog and I will use this forum to promote it.
My blog may give you vital information and prepare you in case you are a future target of the scum bags.
Recent victims include Doctor David Kelly (The man involved in the Iraq Dossier) and the Virginia Tech Shooter
Please check my blog
www.jamies-world-of-fact-or-fiction.blogspot.com
I have also been in your position. I had black magic used against me, and it was the worst time of my life. The police were involved but I was unaware of their presence at the time, although looking back I did notice that there seemed to be a lot of police around at the time, and I still don't know what happened to the people responsible but I have never seen them since. I did a lot of praying at the time, and today I do not underestimate the power of prayer in defeating evil, it is a powerful weapon. You don't have to be devoutly religious, just have faith and pray for protection and if you truly believe and ask for help you will receive it. I know for a fact that these people who practice the dark side of the occult target people regularly, because I once watched a morning chat program where this guy who was into chaos magic admitted doing so, and it was clear that he had no feelings for anyone but himself, and was very egotistical. There are even forums on the net where these kind of people exchange stories of what they have done to their innocent victims, I am are not talking about revenge attacks, I am talking about attacks on innocent people. Today I have a powerful self belief and confidence in my power to protect myself if ever the need arose again, but I'm sure these people deliberately choose thier victims, looking for weak and vunerable individuals.
peter19
09-05-2007, 01:38 PM
i think also mental illness is a myth. its like the people who are meant to be the ones who make you "better" are the ones themselves to a degree who can fuck your mind up abit. because you can think - everyone is meaning diffrent things - and when you talk to people they most likely are, they are playing there roles. and hideing behind masks and how can you be real and truthful to a person who is not talking to you on a level playing field?. you cant it feeds your thinking of not many people really mean what they say.
also they think they are the ones to make you "better" and you are the one who is "ill" so on that level there is the roles right there for you, they think you are ill and they are the ones to make you better. so mental ideas can come in of - "i need to help this person" "what can i do to make them better ect" and when you think that they are ill you are allready putting it in your own mind that they need to be made better, there is something "wrong" with them, what can i do ect.
its like if some one says - oh hes quite him, and if everyone you were around thought the same, thats what your role is going to be, the quite person, thats were you are accepted and thats were you fit in. so think the same with people saying you are "ill" thats who you are meant to be and thats who you are accepted as in society to be, if people know. so you are put into a box of you are ill in the first place and then "that is who you are" you are put into another box of this is how you should act ect hes not well. people label you and when you are labeled it makes it even more difficult to be yourself and comftorble. you are not expected to act "normal" your meant to be "crazy" now man. " what are they doing, they shouldnt act like this, whats a matter, you seem to be very happy today" ect.
me point is not only are you ill if you even are ill, your famly think your ill and that can put a label on you to be the ill person.
peter19
09-05-2007, 02:57 PM
as anyone heard of gaslighting?
Gaslighting is a form of psychological abuse. It uses persistent denials of fact which, as they build up over time, make the victim progressively anxious, confused, and less able to trust his or her own memory and perception. A variation of gaslighting, used as a form of harassment, is to subtly alter aspects of a victim's environment, thereby upsetting his or her peace of mind, sense of security, etc.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gaslighting
now what happens in mental illness is that you rely on other peoples oppinion of reality to give you a sense of the "real world" , if you hear voices ect and people are telling you that they are not real and things you then rely on them to give YOU a perspective of what is real and what is not real. is that a form of gaslighting?, to me it seems like it is, because you cant rely on your own mind anymore if everyone tells you its wrong and that whats happening to you is simply not real. when it is real to you because you are experienceing it.
eternal_spirit
09-05-2007, 03:03 PM
After many difficulties in getting my story out, finally, thanks to a David Icke dot com webmaster resetting my account, I can finally tell similar minded people about the events that happened to me. I am a victim of Satanic Abuse, Yes Satanic Abuse which is more widespread than the majority of people may think. Since the abuse began, many a night I have prayed for death and still continue to do so.
Please check my blog
www.jamies-world-of-fact-or-fiction.blogspot.com
I've read you're blogs....Not enough information. You need to go into more detail and explain what and how these people done what ever it was they done to you. By doing this you'll be helping others to understand more about this issue.
i think also mental illness is a myth. its like the people who are meant to be the ones who make you "better" are the ones themselves to a degree who can fuck your mind up abit. because you can think - everyone is meaning diffrent things - and when you talk to people they most likely are, they are playing there roles. and hideing behind masks and how can you be real and truthful to a person who is not talking to you on a level playing field?. you cant it feeds your thinking of not many people really mean what they say.
also they think they are the ones to make you "better" and you are the one who is "ill" so on that level there is the roles right there for you, they think you are ill and they are the ones to make you better. so mental ideas can come in of - "i need to help this person" "what can i do to make them better ect" and when you think that they are ill you are allready putting it in your own mind that they need to be made better, there is something "wrong" with them, what can i do ect.
its like if some one says - oh hes quite him, and if everyone you were around thought the same, thats what your role is going to be, the quite person, thats were you are accepted and thats were you fit in. so think the same with people saying you are "ill" thats who you are meant to be and thats who you are accepted as in society to be, if people know. so you are put into a box of you are ill in the first place and then "that is who you are" you are put into another box of this is how you should act ect hes not well. people label you and when you are labeled it makes it even more difficult to be yourself and comftorble. you are not expected to act "normal" your meant to be "crazy" now man. " what are they doing, they shouldnt act like this, whats a matter, you seem to be very happy today" ect.
me point is not only are you ill if you even are ill, your famly think your ill and that can put a label on you to be the ill person.
good post, peter. the mental 'health' industry today is all about functional fit. turn the beds. patch 'em up, give 'em their meds, and get em back in the production line. :mad:
http://www.davidicke.com/forum/showpost.php?p=17766&postcount=8
check the link in this post.
edelweiss pirate
09-05-2007, 06:34 PM
If you want to know the reason why peaodiphilia has been so widespread since the greeks (platonic love) throughout history, in the church, masons and in child carehomes of the UK....
Well, here it is, the real reason:
schizophrenia child abuse - Buscar con Google
Schizophrenia is another, less wholesome sounding word for 'Illumination'...
For the Greeks it was the cornerstone of their whole civilisation... and it is of ours.
peter19
09-05-2007, 09:04 PM
Schizophrenia is another, less wholesome sounding word for 'Illumination'...
im not so sure like, but it could be, and alot of this illumination does seem to cut you off from things and make you feel dissasociated sometimes. but i think also alot of it with schizphrenia is mind based, like what you think of yourself how you view the world and reality around you ect. to me its almost like you go in your own little world totally and the world you are in is like structured by your mind going round and round. its like your not interacting with "reality" your interacting with your mind spin of reality. me mam "suffers" from schizophrenia and thats what makes me think that, her views are mostly negative like shes a bad person ect and the "voices" will go along them lines saying things like your roten, you bastard ect. and it seems there not just there for behing there, there there because it fits in with your level of self esteem ect and how you view yourself. your views are intresting though.
good post, peter. the mental 'health' industry today is all about functional fit. turn the beds. patch 'em up, give 'em their meds, and get em back in the production line.
thanks mate, and its spot on, aslong as you LOOK good it doesnt matter if you feel good. your outside appearence means more than your inner because its mostly superfical, same with care homes, just put them in front of the tele bath them and then wait for them to die. what meaning has anyone in an old peoples home got?. and youll know mate haveing a meaning and not haveing a meaning are very important, its like you are old if you have no meaning and noone gives you a meaning you may aswell just be dead, and i think thats what happens in old peoples home a fair bit.
good post you made in that link btw.
If you want to know the reason why peaodiphilia has been so widespread since the greeks (platonic love) throughout history, in the church, masons and in child carehomes of the UK....
Well, here it is, the real reason:
http://www.google.com.pr/search?hl=es&rls=DVFA%2CDVFA%3A1970--2%2CDVFA%3Aen&q=schizophrenia+child+abuse&btnG=B%C3%BAsqueda&lr=
Schizophrenia is another, less wholesome sounding word for 'Illumination'...
For the Greeks it was the cornerstone of their whole civilisation... and it is of ours.
the link between schizophrenia and abuse (emotional and physical as well as sexual, btw) is particularly acute when the abuse occurs before the age of verbalization. according to what i read long ago, the psyche is shattered by its own inability to articulate what 'it' is experiencing.
john white
10-05-2007, 04:31 AM
The great R D Laing said Schizophrenia is the brains self healing when faced with an insane and psychotic world. He was unique, a giant of psychotherapy, who actually cured schizophrenics without using drugs by rebalancing them emotionally as human beings, he was enormously succesful
One day in the future, people are going to look back at big pharma psycotherapy as it is practised across the planet today and consider it a dark age of barbarism, maintained by the professions own ego.
john white
10-05-2007, 04:33 AM
'Ere we go:
http://video.google.co.uk/videosearch?q=R+D+Laing
R D Laing - Google Search
The great R D Laing said Schizophrenia is the brains self healing when faced with an insane and psychotic world. He was unique, a giant of psychotherapy, who actually cured schizophrenics without using drugs by rebalancing them emotionally as human beings, he was enormously succesful
One day in the future, people are going to look back at big pharma psycotherapy as it is practised across the planet today and consider it a dark age of barbarism, maintained by the professions own ego.
i can witness for that personally, john. like using psychic leeches. actually leeches are better, because they keep the blood from clotting.
eternal_spirit
10-05-2007, 01:37 PM
Dont know if this has been mentioned...It' the harrp technology and similair devices sending out voices, to people with microchips which pick up the voices, especially if they have a brain or ear chip imlant.
It's so advanced, they can pick up what the person is thinking and it can become like a two way conversation, that's why the person under attack thinks it's all in thier head and then when they are told the same by the doctors then they start to believe it to be so. chips have been found in these people.
Diagnosed schizophrenia gives the mind control doctors an excuse to further control the patient. Most people either know a schizo, or will come across them at some point. There is supposed to be a kind of drug induced state also, certain chemicals will make you hallucanate and hear voices.
Ten we have schizo episodes which can be triggerd by stress, which can last for a few days, weeks or months before normaliy returns. This can happen to almost anyone apparantley.