Im a miserable bugger

[wideawake]

:mad:
yep thats right.....since learning all this so called truth and reading all these books I have turned in to a paranoid freak:mad:

I think its better for the mind to be kept in the dark. There are a few things im glad I have found out for eg; aspartane or whatever it's called, you know that aftificial sweetener. As for artificial intelligenge, well I know that exists:cool:

So whats the story? Are we meant to feel like this or what? Are we now meant to feel so paranoid about what we believe to be the truth?

I cant watch the news now or read papers without thinking.''yeah righ....i believe ya'' perhaps it's all part of a plan...perhaps the truth is not as it seems in more ways than one.......I now don't really know what is really going on in the world because I don't look.

I feel like a bad spirit:mad: sapping the good fluffy people of their unknowing minds.

Maybe this is how the conspiracy theorists feel and perhaps it is all part of the plan......................see! Im a paranoid freak! I would rather have stayed like a mushroom and be kept it the dark as long as I don't get eaten up by you lot;)

I now have so many questions going round in my head. My head was much calmer before reading all this stuff. Are we supposed to feel like this? that is the question.......Are we becomming more mind controlled slaves:mad:

[lumukanda]

i think you're probably just getting used to the sensation of actually thinking about things, remember everytime you read a paper or watch the news, you're decoding their symbols and newspeak, it takes energy.
you're lucky, i've always been a miserable bugger, still am, probably always will be, i wouldn't say i'm paranoid, but i do question more things around me.

[i am all i am]

G'day Wideawake.

Being Happy - Andrew Matthews.

This is a great book that I recommend for you.

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Here are two reviews on Amazon about the book...

Wonderfully Helpful, October 3, 2003
Reviewer: S. K. Simmons (Fernley, NV United States) - See all my reviews
I am greatful that a co-worker recommended this book to me when she did. I was at a very low point in my life, and was probably close to making a rash decision that I would regret later. This book has taught me that I am not defective, and that I have more control over me and the events in my life than I thought. To some this book may be a rude awakening, but it is an awakening well worth it. I would recommend it to everyone, not just those at a low-point in their lives. I know this is a book I will be reading again and again, and each time I will take something else away with me as a lesson learned.

One of my all-time favorite books!, August 11, 2004
Reviewer: Hello Kitty Ellen (Hollywood, CA) - See all my reviews
I love this book! It is cheerful and has a great message. The advice the author shares is common-sense advice that we all know we should be following, but often we get off-track and too negative. Each chapter is short and to-the-point, with lots of cartoon illustrations. I have underlined almost the entire book, because each page offers more great advice. For instance, the first page I flipped to says this: "A person embarking on a day's march would be foolish to carry enough provisions for a lifetime. Is it not strange, then, that many people carry around all their worries for the next 20 years and wonder why life is so difficult?" The author has several other books out there, but this is his best


http://www.seashell.com.au/AboutAMBooks_BH.htm

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"BEING HAPPY!" is about…

Why you spill spaghetti bolognaise only down the front of your best suit?
Why some people always seem to be in the right place at the right time - and how you can be one of them?
Why bills always come at once?
Why you can drive an old wreck for 15 years and never scratch it... and then dent your new car after two days!
It is a book about: Understanding yourself

Being able to laugh at yourself
Becoming more prosperous
Being able to forgive yourself
It is a book about being happy.

"Being Happy is my favourite book because it works and it helped me win the British Open."
Nick Faldo, Professional Golfer

Chapter 1
Patterns; Self-Image; Self-Image and the Subconscious; Health; Pain; We Become Part of Our Everyday World; Prosperity

Chapter 2
Live, Now! Waiting for Things; Forgiveness; Happiness; Dealing with Depression; Humour

Chapter 3
Dominant Thoughts; Your Subconscious; Imagination; Mental Rehearsal; We Get What We Expect; The Law of Attraction; We Attract What We Fear; The Power of Words; Gratitude

Chapter 4
Goals; Limitations; Problems; Mistakes; The Law of Sow & Reap; Risks; Commitment; Effort; Eleventh Hours; Persistence; Ask! Reasons or Results

Chapter 5
Nature; Learning from Children; Keep Moving; Use It or Lose It; Relax and Let Go; Change; How Much Do We Really Understand? You Give Life Its Value

Chapter 6
Here is Where You Begin


With LOVE. http://www.lifeshore.com/smiley/data/media/3/3D_emoticon_S36.gif

[ho1ogram]

G'day wideawke,
misery loves company they say, welcome to the forum! LOL ;)

I know those feelings your talking about... now that youv'e begun to see the bullshit there's no turning back either, I know because I've tried! ..heh, heh.. mate, you've got some great times coming up, it's the most fun roller coaster you've ever been on.. wwooo hooo..

Feelings are only feelings they aren't the real you. The paranoia is just the programmed part of your mind (from years of institutionalised lies peddalled by the blind) trying to convince you not to change and to instead stay a mushroom.. but who wants to be fed shit?

Your spirit, the real you, is awakening... you'll soon find that no one can touch you and the bs in the world is just that.. bs! Your an aspect of infinity experiencing itself through the body computer... the media, people around you etc, will try and keep you confined to their limited and destructive understanding of the world, but that is all they can do...try.
Cos their http://img96.imageshack.us/img96/7244/chickeddancepl8bb5.gif ...more like ostriches with their heads in the sand really.
h :cool: :)

[wideawake]

Thanks for the replies....They have made alot of sense to me. I know what you mean hologram, I don't think I could turn back now so I best enjoy it and carry on finding out more stuff....My mind has been conditioned for too long:cool:

That book looks good too. cheers guys

[freespark]

Thanks for the replies....They have made alot of sense to me. I know what you mean hologram, I don't think I could turn back now so I best enjoy it and carry on finding out more stuff....My mind has been conditioned for too long:cool:

That book looks good too. cheers guys

I know how you feel man. I get really angry when i read some stuff. I'm a Libra so any unfairness whatsoever does my head in!!

Sometimes i don't even want to be part of this reality because of what we have become (society). It makes me sick.

It gets better when you find people you can share this stuff with. And don't forget to spread the word to all who will listen. My friends all have red ears from me blabbering on at them...but it starts to sink in after a while.

[i am all i am]

Thanks for the replies....They have made alot of sense to me. I know what you mean hologram, I don't think I could turn back now so I best enjoy it and carry on finding out more stuff....My mind has been conditioned for too long:cool:

That book looks good too. cheers guys

You are welcome Wideawake.

I still re-read Being Happy every now and then.....there are "in a nutshell" sections throughout the book that condense the understandings perfectly so as they are easier to remember.....it's easy to understand because Andrew Matthews takes all the psych stuff and puts it in laymans terms, with examples, so that it is easily understood.

With LOVE. http://www.lifeshore.com/smiley/data/media/3/3D_emoticon_S36.gif

[i_am]

:mad:
yep thats right.....since learning all this so called truth and reading all these books I have turned in to a paranoid freak:mad:

I think its better for the mind to be kept in the dark. There are a few things im glad I have found out for eg; aspartane or whatever it's called, you know that aftificial sweetener. As for artificial intelligenge, well I know that exists:cool:

So whats the story? Are we meant to feel like this or what? Are we now meant to feel so paranoid about what we believe to be the truth?

I cant watch the news now or read papers without thinking.''yeah righ....i believe ya'' perhaps it's all part of a plan...perhaps the truth is not as it seems in more ways than one.......I now don't really know what is really going on in the world because I don't look.

I feel like a bad spirit:mad: sapping the good fluffy people of their unknowing minds.

Maybe this is how the conspiracy theorists feel and perhaps it is all part of the plan......................see! Im a paranoid freak! I would rather have stayed like a mushroom and be kept it the dark as long as I don't get eaten up by you lot;)

I now have so many questions going round in my head. My head was much calmer before reading all this stuff. Are we supposed to feel like this? that is the question.......Are we becomming more mind controlled slaves:mad:

hahaha. Roller coaster rides ain't got nothin' on this shit :p

I think at first it is a case of information overload but it does get better. When you get a handle on the 'Infinite Love is all there is, Everything else is illusion' bit, it settles down and you can stand back and see everything clearly but you are detached from it.

I find it is very much like being in a movie but also being a spectator of the movie. One part of you is playing a part and the other is just sitting back watching. Kinda weird at first.

The spiritual aspect can seem a little airy fairy at times and the conspiracy part can be a bit scary. However, when you combine the two, it all fits and gives balance.

[thirdwave]

:mad:
yep thats right.....since learning all this so called truth and reading all these books I have turned in to a paranoid freak:mad:

I think its better for the mind to be kept in the dark. There are a few things im glad I have found out for eg; aspartane or whatever it's called, you know that aftificial sweetener. As for artificial intelligenge, well I know that exists:cool:

So whats the story? Are we meant to feel like this or what? Are we now meant to feel so paranoid about what we believe to be the truth?

I cant watch the news now or read papers without thinking.''yeah righ....i believe ya'' perhaps it's all part of a plan...perhaps the truth is not as it seems in more ways than one.......I now don't really know what is really going on in the world because I don't look.

I feel like a bad spirit:mad: sapping the good fluffy people of their unknowing minds.

Maybe this is how the conspiracy theorists feel and perhaps it is all part of the plan......................see! Im a paranoid freak! I would rather have stayed like a mushroom and be kept it the dark as long as I don't get eaten up by you lot;)

I now have so many questions going round in my head. My head was much calmer before reading all this stuff. Are we supposed to feel like this? that is the question.......Are we becomming more mind controlled slaves:mad:



I find its human nature to always view the bad things going in in our heads and stuff....

I sometimes get very down with all this and take it deeply.... but then I think about many of the frustrations I had before and how lead astray and lost I would probably be if I did not wake up....

the truth is not pretty, but reality is.... remember things are shit because we have been blind folded... now the blind folds are off.. ok its a mess but things are now going to change... ARE changing....

its the same as anything you are trying to shake off..... giving up smoking..loosing weight....

once you start feeling like you don't need a cigarette, or once you start feeling slimmer, then you realise your efforts are in full effect and you are good for your self.... give up after a week or 2 because you cant see anything getting better then you will feel out of control and wallow in your negative reality....

I think when people do wake up, they have to let their lives change as you become someone different... (well just more you) So you need to let your old life slip away a little and let the new one in..... even though it can be a bit hard on the emotions and so on...#

Also, I think seeing so much bad in the world does not mean we are wrong to try and be happy... we are all meant to be happy, being Sad because others are is just allowing negativity to take over the planet..... being aware of what is REALLY going on and not being manipulated by it and not pretending its reality, this is enough, that's all we need to do, look after the pennies and the pounds take care of them self's ...its also important for us to be happy.. otherwise its a bit like there being a food shortage and chucking a whole meal in the bin because someone else cant have food....

this is how I see it anyway....

[truthseeker1980]

Hi Wideawake,

i know what you are talking about, if you haven't read David's book "infinite live is the only truth everything else is illusion, i reccomend you go out and buy it today.

I'm still on the roller coaster mainly with emothions at the moment, but the book really helped me through the first few stages.

Remember paranoia, fear, anxiety, depression and dispair, are all that fuels the matrix. I tell myself this everytime i get a bout and it does eventually work.

[earthseed]

Being aware is not for the majority. If you can't handle it than call it all a lie and go back to sleep. You probably will anyway or off yourself from the look of your post. Nothing is worth your mental health everyone dies physically anyway whether they knew something or didn't.

[i am all i am]

I find its human nature to always view the bad things going in in our heads and stuff....

Actually, human is something that you are taught/trained to be.

Nature is what you are, and that is infinite love.

The indoctrination, or training, process, starts when you are born and continues until you reject it. You are not human, you are infinite love, everything else (including being human) is an illusion.

Your mind "entertains", that is, focus' upon, ideas. This can be controlled through choice. If the idea is dis-empowering, let it go. If it is self-epowering, enjoy it by focusing upon it and remembering who you truly are, infinite love.

With LOVE. http://www.lifeshore.com/smiley/data/media/3/3D_emoticon_S36.gif

[i am all i am]

Being aware is not for the majority. If you can't handle it than call it all a lie and go back to sleep. You probably will anyway or off yourself from the look of your post. Nothing is worth your mental health everyone dies physically anyway whether they knew something or didn't.

Wow, what an imagination you have Earthseed. http://www.lifeshore.com/smiley/data/media/2/3D_emoticon_185.gif

From somebodies post you draw the conclusion that they are likely to commit suicide. Truly amazing. http://www.lifeshore.com/smiley/data/media/2/3D_emoticon_231.gif

Or are you an individual with oracular vision that can predict the future with a 100% accuracy ??? http://img145.imageshack.us/img145/3729/a1crystalballrd6.gif

"Being aware" is for everyone. Awareness is not only for some select group of superior individuals. http://img82.imageshack.us/img82/1425/aenahasifpp1.gif

If you were aware, you would realise that life is infinite, and to say that "everyone dies", you would have to have been in all times and places throughout the infinite creation of life, and remember the awareness of every individuals experience. Or, once again, you would have to have 100% acurate oracular vision. http://www.lifeshore.com/smiley/data/media/3/3D_emoticon_S135.gif

Which is it ??? http://img130.imageshack.us/img130/170/tknowgv0.gif

Also, within infinity, everything is possible. Therefore, not "everyone dies physically". Your understanding is an indoctrinated belief given to you by the system/matrix. Maybe your state of awareness is not as all encompassing as you would like to think it is !!! http://img63.imageshack.us/img63/3941/smiley2343ax7.gif

With LOVE. http://www.lifeshore.com/smiley/data/media/3/3D_emoticon_S36.gif

[ho1ogram]

hahaha. Roller coaster rides ain't got nothin' on this shit :p

I think at first it is a case of information overload but it does get better. When you get a handle on the 'Infinite Love is all there is, Everything else is illusion' bit, it settles down and you can stand back and see everything clearly but you are detached from it.

I find it is very much like being in a movie but also being a spectator of the movie. One part of you is playing a part and the other is just sitting back watching. Kinda weird at first.

The spiritual aspect can seem a little airy fairy at times and the conspiracy part can be a bit scary. However, when you combine the two, it all fits and gives balance.

G'day i_ am
Deepak Chopra says we are the seer and the scenery.
Wideawake, his book 'Everyday Immortality' is a good one. People say a lot of his stuff is new age crap, and it probably is going by some of the titles, but that book is cool and so is the 'way of the wizard'. FYI.

[peter19]

i posted the way of the wizard on the youtube/ interview thread, yeah it is good quantum healing is also a good one i think.

what conspiracys can do in my view is make you look down the well and think that the well is everything what exists, were as if you take your head out of the well you will realise that there still is beauty in the world and good people, everything is not bad. some people might say that then thats me putting my head in the sand, but someone said they should go back to a mushroom life style and be fed shit, and in my oppinion behing fed shit can also be behing overwhelmed with negativeity. yes bad thing happen in the world but you are not going to heal it or help it if you yourself have caught the negativeity so to speak.

but yeah dont think because i say that i am posative 24/7 because im not but id love to be. i get down and things, but a good thing is when you get down dont beat yourself up for behing down. that would make it even worse not only are you sadened you are sadened because you are sad/ angry/ upset.

watch how you feel and try to accept it and not reject it, how you feel now is how you feel now and its ok, it will pass. and your right its not all easy, deffinately not. but sometimes get your head out of the well now and then is my advise, have fun/ relax and recharge.

:)

p.s ill upload quantum healing and put it in the thread with intresting interviews ect if you want that.

[tru3]

G'day wideawke,
misery loves company they say, welcome to the forum! LOL ;)

I know those feelings your talking about... now that youv'e begun to see the bullshit there's no turning back either, I know because I've tried! ..heh, heh.. mate, you've got some great times coming up, it's the most fun roller coaster you've ever been on.. wwooo hooo..

Feelings are only feelings they aren't the real you. The paranoia is just the programmed part of your mind (from years of institutionalised lies peddalled by the blind) trying to convince you not to change and to instead stay a mushroom.. but who wants to be fed shit?

Your spirit, the real you, is awakening... you'll soon find that no one can touch you and the bs in the world is just that.. bs! Your an aspect of infinity experiencing itself through the body computer... the media, people around you etc, will try and keep you confined to their limited and destructive understanding of the world, but that is all they can do...try.
Cos their http://img96.imageshack.us/img96/7244/chickeddancepl8bb5.gif ...more like ostriches with their heads in the sand really.
h :cool: :)

it seems there's no antidote to the red pill, eh? :)

for me, it's been like a grieving process, letting go of much of my illusions.

Denial (this isn't happening to me!)- loomies?! oh that CAN' be real... :eek:

Anger (why is this happening to me?) dammit! those wankers! i'll show them by telling everyone i know and demonstrating against the black suits... :mad:

Bargaining (I promise I'll be a better person if...) if everyone would just wake up! :o

Depression (I don't care anymore) it's a shit sandwich and we're all going to have to take a bite :(

Acceptance (I'm ready for whatever comes) it's all still a mystery, after 15 years of "trying to figure it out". whatever happens, we are Immortal Love :)

Truth is ever present and available to us. we just need to create space for It.

[ho1ogram]

i posted the way of the wizard on the youtube/ interview thread, yeah it is good quantum healing is also a good one i think.

p.s ill upload quantum healing and put it in the thread with intresting interviews ect if you want that.

G'day p19, yeah that's the other book of his I've read, it's a good one. A bit more long winded than the others (imo), but a great resource none the less. It explains how creation begins at the quantum level, long before we see it manifest in the physical realm... a great read for anyone with a chronic illness and a great read to see the science behind creation... which is what we're doing all the time - creating. Most of the planet doesn't realise it though and that is why the Illuminazi's are able to manipulate our world... because we are asleep to our potential. Our fear of everything has created the destructive habits we see displayed across the planet.

Wideawke, by being aware of the bs, you've started on the path of consciously creating the reality you desire. Have fun with it.. heh, heh.

BTW peter19, there have been issues here with people uploading books, it is against copyright law and David Icke's already busy with court cases. You can post passages with a source and/or link though.

G'day tru3,
Acceptance (I'm ready for whatever comes) it's all still a mystery, after 15 years of "trying to figure it out". whatever happens, we are Immortal Love

From Chopra's The Way of the Wizard, p64:
The wizard does not try to solve the mystery of life, he is here to live it.

Depression (I don't care anymore) it's a shit sandwich and we're all going to have to take a bite

The field of awareness organises itself around our intentions.
Knowledge and intention are forces. What you intend changes the field in your favour.
Intentions compressed into words enfold magical power.

Do you still stand by that statement?
:D h

[whitelightrabbit]

this is probably covered in the recommended books and the replies...
but for me it's about balance. what you put into the mind is what you get out. so these matters we explore on this site are mostly negative, they are very heavy to take. if negativity is all that you focus on, that's what your frame of mind will be.

i try to limit my time exploring these conspiracy matters and purposefully do positive things and think positive thoughts to counterbalance the negativity.

in any case, you are not alone and i hope you feel better soon.

[harris999]

I feel exactly the same.

I started to get intrested in davids stuff (and others) about 2 months ago. And my life was simple but it was good at the same time.

Now it seems that EVERYTHING in my life is a lie, the way i used to see things has changed, the way i see life has changed. I have so much stuff going around in my head at the moment. Like, why are we here? How do people benifit from lying to us? Why try to control everybody anyway? Is what i see everything on front of me? Who created all this?

And many, many , many , many more. Some questions i cant even explain, as weird as that sounds.

Sometimes i get really really scared, and i cant stop shaking. I really wish i never found any of this out. All that i have got is bad stuff since i "woke up". Theres no help either, doctors wont understand.

I wish i could just erase the last 2 months of my life :(

[tru3]

G'day tru3,

Quote:
Acceptance (I'm ready for whatever comes) it's all still a mystery, after 15 years of "trying to figure it out". whatever happens, we are Immortal Love

From Chopra's The Way of the Wizard, p64:
The wizard does not try to solve the mystery of life, he is here to live it.


Quote:
Depression (I don't care anymore) it's a shit sandwich and we're all going to have to take a bite

The field of awareness organises itself around our intentions.
Knowledge and intention are forces. What you intend changes the field in your favour.
Intentions compressed into words enfold magical power.

Do you still stand by that statement?
:D

let's just say it's a pretty safe bet we're all in for some interesting times. ;)

as i said, for me it's been a process of letting go, peeling back the onion. just keepin' it real, dawg. :)

Now it seems that EVERYTHING in my life is a lie, the way i used to see things has changed, the way i see life has changed. I have so much stuff going around in my head at the moment. Like, why are we here? How do people benifit from lying to us? Why try to control everybody anyway? Is what i see everything on front of me? Who created all this?

And many, many , many , many more. Some questions i cant even explain, as weird as that sounds.

Sometimes i get really really scared, and i cant stop shaking. I really wish i never found any of this out. All that i have got is bad stuff since i "woke up". Theres no help either, doctors wont understand.

I wish i could just erase the last 2 months of my life

harris999,

i don't mean to presume anything about you, but it sounds like to me you've been waiting for this new information for a long time, maybe your whole life.

in a great book it is said, "we are never upset for the reason we think."

you say "i can't stop shaking"; it sounds like you're having a deep somatic response to this awakening. your body is recalling some kind of stress it re-members, to let you know something's up. this is trauma of some kind, be it childhood, psychological/egoic reaction to the ego's belief being challenged, even some kind of past life rememberence.

the ancient memory of all this stuff is in our dna, imo. i've experienced things like what you've been through; mine was more like this deep, deep anguish and sorrow. also, great rage at some past betrayal. at times i could literally see it pouring out of my gut.

see if you can just sit quietly with yourself when you start shaking like this; try to sense where the physical feeling is coming from, what part of the body.

ask that part of the body, "how can i help? what do you want me to know?"

if your mind says, "i don't know", just say, "well, if you did know, what would it be?"

then, listen to the answer you receive. you may be surprised at the answer :)

you may want to think about just simply getting a massage. this will help your body relax. and, if you can find someone to do a past-life regression in your area, you may want to think about having one.

in love and service. :)

[ho1ogram]

let's just say it's a pretty safe bet we're all in for some interesting times. ;)

as i said, for me it's been a process of letting go, peeling back the onion. just keepin' it real, dawg. :)

No worries me homie ;) :cool:

[viginti tres]

Why is it, that those who are awoken in one form or another to truth and theories which were previously hidden think that you will be better off without that knowledge?

Perhaps this all comes from that saying "Ignorance is bliss" which is 100% false as no person living in a naive and ignorant state will even glimpse upon the transcendance of true bliss.

We all react differently to new information, but to label information that is simply explaining the "goings on" in the world as negative comes off as a little immature. I will have to echo a previos post here, balance is the key.

Find out what is going on, but don't think that by putting a blanket on your head and cowering in the corner of your home will make any difference. It is this type of visceral reaction to sensitive and important topics that prevent their widespread circulation and keeps us on this fear driven conveyer belt we call society.

[h1s_l0rdsh1p]

I'm not miserable. I'm just angry.

[wideawake]

Thanks to everyone who replied...it has helped alot and its good to know i'm not alone in feeling like this.

I have always questioned alot of stuff what goes on in the world and am facinated by the unknown....its just now i have more questions than ever:eek: I now see everything as a lie and probably need to get a balance and know in my own mind whats right and whats wrong... There have been some great responses on here and it has helped alot...so thanks again.

[peter19]

We all react differently to new information, but to label information that is simply explaining the "goings on" in the world as negative comes off as a little immature. I will have to echo a previos post here, balance is the key.
.

i think it is a key, dont tip over too the "dark side" 24/7 because if you do you probbly would be the one hideing behind the couch anyways. you can give respect to your "enemy" but dont over do it were you think its immpossible to stand a chance. that is whyi think all of this can be negative, who wants to read that the goverment did 9-11/ 7/7 and are satanists ect in the first place?, not many people, its abit like if you thought your wife was cheating on you, some people might want to think that its not possible and they are just exagerateing.

but i think me point is if you go to far down the rabbit hole in one go you might think there is no point in standing up, theres no point in doing anything, we have no chance, the illuminati rule all.

which is why posativeity is good, people might think its all new age fairys ect lol but if you are posative about change and you belleive in yourself (behing posative) it is much more better in my oppinion than behing in a negative state of mind.

[joy division]

:mad:
yep thats right.....since learning all this so called truth and reading all these books I have turned in to a paranoid freak:mad:

I think its better for the mind to be kept in the dark. There are a few things im glad I have found out for eg; aspartane or whatever it's called, you know that aftificial sweetener. As for artificial intelligenge, well I know that exists:cool:

So whats the story? Are we meant to feel like this or what? Are we now meant to feel so paranoid about what we believe to be the truth?

I cant watch the news now or read papers without thinking.''yeah righ....i believe ya'' perhaps it's all part of a plan...perhaps the truth is not as it seems in more ways than one.......I now don't really know what is really going on in the world because I don't look.

I feel like a bad spirit:mad: sapping the good fluffy people of their unknowing minds.

Maybe this is how the conspiracy theorists feel and perhaps it is all part of the plan......................see! Im a paranoid freak! I would rather have stayed like a mushroom and be kept it the dark as long as I don't get eaten up by you lot;)

I now have so many questions going round in my head. My head was much calmer before reading all this stuff. Are we supposed to feel like this? that is the question.......Are we becomming more mind controlled slaves:mad:




You should feel enlightened, and that in the end we all end up in a hole anyway so what is there to be paranoid about.