loveemotion
21-04-2007, 04:59 PM
Hi, i was born on may 5th 1983 in Russia.
Story begins:
About a month ago if felt something i've probably felt long before but couldnt grasp it. (please forgive me if my vocabulary is not as full as yours, but i will explain it to the best of my knowledge)
The feeling i had felt was something to tell me that something is going to happen. I didnt know for the fact what is going to happen but i felt it. I told my boss i was not going to work because i didnt feel too good and i stayed home, because i thought something very wrong is goign to happen at my job sight.
Later that day i was laying on my bed, shaking a bit from the essence of something i dont understand. i just new something would happen! Right after ive started experiencing all this.. i was wondering what time that was... and the only once ive looked at my monitor ( which was only this one time in that day) I saw 9.11 pm
Only after this i new this is a sign for something. As i just started to understand whatever is happening to you or around you at this point. maybe.
All of it has a reason!
I cant recall if i had a dream or if i dreamt at all i dont think it is important but i might be wrong.
The next day, i was at home totally forgot what happened to me... but then kind of had it on a back of my mind, i wonder why.. maybe because i got closer to the truth i was seeking. and at that time i had only one.. what is happening to me and i was waiting for something to happen.. so i was called to my job sight and everything was cool there.... immediately i thought all of this is hoax and i just need some rest. only thought so... didnt do it!
I was playing my game Jedi Knight Outcast... and i also trying to raise a level of awareness there.
So i wa splayign my game... and suddenly i heard fight in my house... there were my two friends.. oen of them was so drunk i didnt kow what was going thru his head at that point... so much blood.
Im not a fighter, but i can fight. Something more greatful i receive after splitting a fight and calming everyone down
I've tried it a numerous of times... i had a success was the young one who wasnt almost drunk... but with another one i had failed.:eek: that was a shocker to me... cuz if i couldnt talk or get thru his head.... who could? (by the way i cant read mind, but for some reason i believe i can and that i used to harness this ability long before my lifetime.
Well now there was a time of threat. after i pulled them aside the young one was behind me.... he was saying i have to defend myself if he attack me again and that i might kill him! ... i told him thats the worce thing you can do... so he placed himself behind me ( we were in a little narrow hole... that leades us to the bathroom)
So there were, my young friend, who was behind me. Me in the middle, and the raging drunk with two huge kitchen knives ahead...
He started to wave with them... not in threatning manner but i could deffinetely feel the wave of cold area on my arms after each knife pass it by.
He could kill us.... we couldnt let him get more damaged as he already was... he face was busted like a can... blood is everywhere. immediately after we locked ourselves in the bathroom.. we began the plan to escape... i told my friend to turn on the Iron.. because i could make anything else a weapon what i could see... this was made only to protect us to shock him with a burn, in case he rips thru the tiny bathroom door. Second my friend said we had to go... had a window in a bathroom.. by calling the drunk to the door we assured ourselves with his location, open the window and went running out of the trailer to the car, partially in blood, no shirts, my friend had no sox at all
and i had only one cuz i was scratched my foot when all these happened to i had to take it off ( funny)
On the way to my sisters house to wash up.. we were driving on I 95 in Jacksonville Florida... And i believe when i got the real message.
MY friend told me, YOU SAVED MY LIFE! and suddenly everything clicked.. everything begun to fall to the right places and ive realized i did something good for someone... and it felt so good and bad at the same time.. because some people say: THE LOVE YOU WITHHOLD IS THE PAIN YOU CARRY"
Story begins:
About a month ago if felt something i've probably felt long before but couldnt grasp it. (please forgive me if my vocabulary is not as full as yours, but i will explain it to the best of my knowledge)
The feeling i had felt was something to tell me that something is going to happen. I didnt know for the fact what is going to happen but i felt it. I told my boss i was not going to work because i didnt feel too good and i stayed home, because i thought something very wrong is goign to happen at my job sight.
Later that day i was laying on my bed, shaking a bit from the essence of something i dont understand. i just new something would happen! Right after ive started experiencing all this.. i was wondering what time that was... and the only once ive looked at my monitor ( which was only this one time in that day) I saw 9.11 pm
Only after this i new this is a sign for something. As i just started to understand whatever is happening to you or around you at this point. maybe.
All of it has a reason!
I cant recall if i had a dream or if i dreamt at all i dont think it is important but i might be wrong.
The next day, i was at home totally forgot what happened to me... but then kind of had it on a back of my mind, i wonder why.. maybe because i got closer to the truth i was seeking. and at that time i had only one.. what is happening to me and i was waiting for something to happen.. so i was called to my job sight and everything was cool there.... immediately i thought all of this is hoax and i just need some rest. only thought so... didnt do it!
I was playing my game Jedi Knight Outcast... and i also trying to raise a level of awareness there.
So i wa splayign my game... and suddenly i heard fight in my house... there were my two friends.. oen of them was so drunk i didnt kow what was going thru his head at that point... so much blood.
Im not a fighter, but i can fight. Something more greatful i receive after splitting a fight and calming everyone down
I've tried it a numerous of times... i had a success was the young one who wasnt almost drunk... but with another one i had failed.:eek: that was a shocker to me... cuz if i couldnt talk or get thru his head.... who could? (by the way i cant read mind, but for some reason i believe i can and that i used to harness this ability long before my lifetime.
Well now there was a time of threat. after i pulled them aside the young one was behind me.... he was saying i have to defend myself if he attack me again and that i might kill him! ... i told him thats the worce thing you can do... so he placed himself behind me ( we were in a little narrow hole... that leades us to the bathroom)
So there were, my young friend, who was behind me. Me in the middle, and the raging drunk with two huge kitchen knives ahead...
He started to wave with them... not in threatning manner but i could deffinetely feel the wave of cold area on my arms after each knife pass it by.
He could kill us.... we couldnt let him get more damaged as he already was... he face was busted like a can... blood is everywhere. immediately after we locked ourselves in the bathroom.. we began the plan to escape... i told my friend to turn on the Iron.. because i could make anything else a weapon what i could see... this was made only to protect us to shock him with a burn, in case he rips thru the tiny bathroom door. Second my friend said we had to go... had a window in a bathroom.. by calling the drunk to the door we assured ourselves with his location, open the window and went running out of the trailer to the car, partially in blood, no shirts, my friend had no sox at all
and i had only one cuz i was scratched my foot when all these happened to i had to take it off ( funny)
On the way to my sisters house to wash up.. we were driving on I 95 in Jacksonville Florida... And i believe when i got the real message.
MY friend told me, YOU SAVED MY LIFE! and suddenly everything clicked.. everything begun to fall to the right places and ive realized i did something good for someone... and it felt so good and bad at the same time.. because some people say: THE LOVE YOU WITHHOLD IS THE PAIN YOU CARRY"