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i kept a kind of journal while i was on holiday, in the form of pm's sent to a couple of forum members.
i thought i would post a few for grins.
march 24, 2007
i'm going to make this short. we have internet on the ship, but it's pricey. i'll check in periodically over the next week if anything hit's me.
i was in a two-hour visualization on the first leg of the flight. did you ever see the movie james bond golden eye or the one where the satellite sends a pulse beam down to earth (don't remember the name; the one with the ice palace?)? i was the lens for an intense beam of the pink love energy blazing deep, deep, deep, into the center of the earth.
other impressions. chemtrails turning into vibhuti (sacred ash), raining violet flower petals over the earth.
major "backlash" on the 24th. wokeup completely out of my body, in the "void". recharged the field by sitting in the sunshine. for me there is a specific process to activate and recharge, almost like "i" am a mandala, rather than visualizing the symbol.
the visible world and Reality are a hair's width of perception apart. "the kingdom is within". look to the flower of life as Reality, and the luciferian flower (two "eyes" side by side) as the matrix. the matrix is a simply a bridge, a labyrinth we must navigate, on the way to the fifth dimension.
given that what we are looking at is what we are looking with, america is full of ...? what? i can't even describe it. hubris. arrogance. fear. clinging attachment. the airports are full, the shops are full. their are pockets of light, but they are isolated.
on the ship, the shiphands, servers, porter, etc. are mostly indonesian. what LOVELY SOULS they are!! i wonder if they are not all benevolent beings from another planet, sent here to help us whiney spoiled americans grow. they look so amused at us sometimes, i think! LOL
it's illusion. with intention, it disappears. Reality and the fear are a breath apart. it can be easily stepped through; it simply takes intention and passionate dedication to see Truth. i am them. there is not two. i lived in that world for over 40 years, and i still have one toe in it. i continue to forgive, mainly myself, for something that never really happened in the first place.
hi,
checking in from cabo san lucas, right at the tip of the baja penninsula in mexico. old energy here, feels "lemurian". i was here 3 years ago. seemed like there were all kinds of old underground tunnels and works, mostly abandoned, because it is on a fault line. i did get a "hit" one night that there are souls being imprisoned here, 'tho.
speaking of hits.
went on a sail excursion boat this afternoon, looking for whales. saw one or two breach, being chased by a large catamaran. bummer! they don't like it right now; getting ready to head north, so it would be like someone coming into your bedroom at night while you're packing for holiday lol
came in and laid down to rest. chakra meditation for about 45 minutes, which is unusual because i rarely do chakra meditations.
i went out on the balcony of our cabin, and sat very quietly for about 20 minutes, just chatting with my wife.
suddenly, a small boat cruised up very slowly beside the ship, maybe about 50 meters out. there were three men in grey coveralls in the boat; i think one of them had an insignia on the sleeve, it was too far away to be sure.
they stopped the motor and sat there for about 4-5 minutes. i could have sworn they were sitting there, looking up at me.
i had been sitting there just softly gazing at the waves. i made no movement or intention that i "recognized" them, which it was clear to me they wanted me to. i trusted my instinct that waving at them would have been a very bad idea, although i had the strong urge to.
like i said they sat there in the boat for almost 5 minutes, then headed back the way they came. the boat was a dull "maritime" grey, with nothing in it save the men; clearly it was not a fishing boat to me, no ropes or other tackle, and definitely no bait or any catch.
i kind of sat there, just gazing away for about another 5 minutes, and then what came up into conscious awareness was the word "brujos": sorcerers.
i used kinesiology to verify my impressions. i also verified that they were "dark" brujos (there are "white", like don juan).
i was in present time, all bodies present as well as is possible to calibrate the muscle-check, and this is what came up.
so, take this for what you will. i don't want to plant any "seeds" for you; i'm just sharing impressions.
for me, i am becoming increasingly aware that we are being "watched". i have pondered whether this is simply grandiosity or mild paranoia, i have asked the holy spirit to make clear the source of this feeling over the last month or so. by what or who is still unclear; it may simply be a residue of "the witness", and completely benign.
however, this incident, and the fact that i have seen three black helicopters near within several miles of where i live in the last month after working with the "m" field, make me wonder if it's just me.
i have put a "virtual 'm' field" around my home and the adjacent property. i have verified that it is still spinning, and has a certain "consciousness" based on my intention to remain invisible and harmless.
awoke at 5:00 a.m. this morning. very strong kundalini right now; amazingly sweet, actually, i don't know how else to describe the feeling within the bodymind. spend an hour reading, with a cup of coffee, then on to qi gong and meditation.
yesterday, we went into mazatlan, on the gulf of california in mexico. i was particularly interested in going to see the main cathedral in town. the mexican population is 90% catholic, and there are catholic churches in every neighborhood, but generally there is one main cathedral in town.
this church was completed in 1903, so it is relatively new by comparison to others. the pope came to mexico in 1938 to "consecrate" it. it really is rather "lite" in terms of symbolism, but there are a couple of interesting things i observed about the place.
1) the windows. there are stars of david in each of the 14 windows that are built into each side of the structure. that struck me right away, needless to say. after we left, our driver casually asked if we had noticed them. i said, yes, i had, could he please tell me more. he went on to say that there was a local synagogue who had donated money for the construction of the church, with the proviso that they put the stars in the windows, and that the number of windows should be 14 on each side, the number of months in the jewish calendar. i found this to be extremely interesting, and also asked him if the "benefactors" had specified anything about the placement of the structure with respect to the solar path. he said he did not know, but this leads me to point 2:
2) i was walking with my wife around the interior of the structure, just mindful of the symbolism, etc. i was kind of giving my wife a guided tour. now, mc, has an interest in symbolism, but she doesn't have the depth of fascination that i do. so, i am kind of sharing insights and impressions with her about the intention of the symbolism in the structure: in a nutshell using today's parlance, it's about producing "shock and awe" in the worshipper. these things are "hooks" to spiral in the attention of the congregation.
i told her that to me, the significance of the star of david in the windows was the "m" field . it was energetic shorthand that says, "you are 0wn3d".
now, here's the poetry of all this. the stars were made of stain glass, and the sun was passing through the windows on one side of the church and casting a colored reflection on the floor of the cathedral (white and black square tile-- the field of polarity!!) about 15 seconds after i made the above statement, a toddler of about 24 months came up behind us, and became fascinated with the colored light being cast upon the floor. he leaned down, almost touched the reflection, and then proceeded to put his feet right on top of the pattern: one foot in green, the other in red (complimentary colors in the light spectrum/color wheel). i stood there, fascinated, watching the child for 10-15 seconds. i really believe the boy would have stood there for an hour, had his father not called him away.
when i shared this with my wife, who had wandered over to the over side of the structure, it really caught her attention!
anyway, i could go on about several other things, but i think you catch my drift. simply verification to me of my "spritual thesis".
well, we're on our way back to san diego. stopped in puerto vallarta yesterday, now 2 days at sea.
my wife had been looking for a fire opal for almost 10 years, and yesterday we finally got her one. the shop where we bought it was AMAZING!! the owner has part ownership in an opal mine in mexico, and the selection was great. i scanned some of the stones, and my right hand started tingling with "pins and needles". i got a small 'colibri' (colibri is indian for hummingbird, one of my personal totems) that was not orange/fire, but violet/green/gold. nice! it told me it was a "soul stone" and that it wanted to be used for soul recognition/retrieval work. cool!
so, remember when we went to the cathedral? well, yesterday was an interesting contrast to that experience.
i was finishing up my meditation, and the ship had been in port for over an hour. i was on the observation deck of the ship, about 10 stories up above the pier.
i heard a drum start beating, and walked over to the railing. directly below me was the drummer, surrounded by ceremonial dancers!
i was standing directly above them, about 90-100 feet, looking straight down! i watched them for a few minutes, and with the way the sun was casting their shadows, it was like i was watching a living "rock painting". it was amazing.
they did several different 'configurations' with six total dancer/gods and a drummer.
1) four directions, with the drummer as the 'navel' and apparently a 'sun dancer' holding in the northeast 'quadrant'.
2) next, the sixth dancer entered; clearly, to me, he looked like a jaguar knight: black feathers, holding a mace, with a skull on his headdress! yikes! LOL
he started the dance really wild and aggressive. what was really interesting about this was that the dance pattern suggested the the 'four directions', were working in harmony to 'contain' the sixth dancer. his movements slowly became smaller and smaller, and more restricted, until he was immobilized and the other five dancers (including the sun character) where dancing around him!
good news, eh?? wish i'd have had a video camera; they were allowing people to film.
3) they switched to a 3-dancer pattern with the drummer. after a couple of minutes, one of the non-participating dancers off to the side pulled out what appeared to be a conch shell or horn, and started blowing it 3 times.
remember, i'm standing 100 feet directly above them, and when he blew the conch/horn the second time, my third chakra blew wide open! i had never felt anything like it in my life, and i've worked with everything from tibetan singing bowls to toning to breathwork to you-name-it.
again, here's the poetry...
remember i told you about the little boy in the cathedral. well, one of the dancers' children came up, a boy of about the same age, and started dancing on the edge of the circle, and had a stick. he crouched down and started banging the stick on the ground.
and i thought to myself, if there is not-two, and the universe is truly holographic, that these little boys were in some small way part of my reality (as well as their own-- you understand what i'm trying to say, i'm sure). and that the little one in the cathedral had been me in my earlier years, and that the little one in the ceremony was me now.
so, i'll talk to you from maui, possible. at any rate, this has been a magical journey for me so far.
can't wait to get to the land of rainbows!
we got to maui on april 1.
what can i say? it's my favorite spot on earth. this is the forth time we've been, and finally, all the energetic pieces of the puzzle fell into place.
this is the energy pattern on maui
http://img251.imageshack.us/img251/8953/maui1tr2.jpg (http://imageshack.us)
what's unique is the island is that there are two distinct craters, iao and haleakala. iao is where the blue line meets the island. essentially, the island is like a big generator, with the two "poles" being the craters.
iao is a particularly powerful vortex. it makes the red rocks of sedona feel like an eddy in a stream compared to it.
http://img261.imageshack.us/img261/6065/iaovalleysn9.jpg (http://imageshack.us)
now, it's hard to tell from the image, but the rock formation the red circle is rotating around is 2,250 feet tall. it is the yang portal for the island, and receives celestial energy spiralling in right to left from above, while spinning out into the sky in a left to right rotation.
now here's the good news. in four times to the island, i have offered to assist her in any way she needed, without asking anything in return.
i was "informed" that she would be willing to work with us during the "fire the grid" empowerment on july 17.
i trust that those of you who know me will trust my sincerity and deep gratitude and honor in being involved this empowerment.
and, i invite all to join me as i prepare for july.
pollock
12-04-2007, 11:23 AM
Its funny you like Maui so much, well not funny but you know.
My mother was there in the early eighties, and had a very scary time with a lot of negative vibes and entities after her, she was living there for a while and had a very hard time getting away again!
Everything seemed to want to keep her there and on the plane home she had a kind of a fit where she felt as if her enegies where being drawn out of her and she thought she would die, it only lasted about 2 minutes and then she was fine again.
But of course maybe it was something she brought with or woke up by sending the "right" signals, she did also say she felt tremendously powerfull energies there!
Ill see if I can get her to join here, she has a lot of interesting stories and theories, and she is good at telling!
Thanks for the great travel diary, makes my feet itch!
Freedom
F
on the ship, the shiphands, servers, porter, etc. are mostly indonesian. what LOVELY SOULS they are!! i wonder if they are not all benevolent beings from another planet, sent here to help us whiney spoiled americans grow. they look so amused at us sometimes, i think! LOL
Aren't they just? I have just recently been to Bali and I was struck by the inner beauty of these people. They are very poor by Western standards but they are always so happy and gracious. They always remembered your name and greeted you with a smile.
Its funny you like Maui so much, well not funny but you know.
My mother was there in the early eighties, and had a very scary time with a lot of negative vibes and entities after her, she was living there for a while and had a very hard time getting away again!
Everything seemed to want to keep her there and on the plane home she had a kind of a fit where she felt as if her enegies where being drawn out of her and she thought she would die, it only lasted about 2 minutes and then she was fine again.
But of course maybe it was something she brought with or woke up by sending the "right" signals, she did also say she felt tremendously powerfull energies there!
Ill see if I can get her to join here, she has a lot of interesting stories and theories, and she is good at telling!
Thanks for the great travel diary, makes my feet itch!
Freedom
F
i've read that islands in general tend to accumulate energy because they're surrounded by water. the british isles supposedly have a lot of ghosts.
i know how you're mother felt. i definitely felt that way the time we stayed on "the big island", hawaii. i was visited by what the polynesians call "the wife of the night"; a succubus, if you will. i had a rather interesting ride that night! :eek:
the previous two times i had been on maui, my teeth started hurting badly because there was so much energy running through my body. this time was nothing but bliss. so i think that it does work like a feedback mechanism.
i experience the earth energy like "turbulence" kind of like watching water move when it boils. when i entered the iao crater, it was like being on the inside of a white tornado. even my wife noticed that when we went past a certain rock formation, the vortex began and ended, a very distinct demarkation.
grooovy, man! :)
Aren't they just? I have just recently been to Bali and I was struck by the inner beauty of these people. They are very poor by Western standards but they are always so happy and gracious. They always remembered your name and greeted you with a smile.
i really had a couple of very profound conversations with a couple of people on the ship from there. i hope to get to bali/indonesia before it's totally denuded. :(