cl2008
21-05-2008, 01:23 AM
I remember being half asleep and half awake.
My body was in a "sideways" position on the bed, and i was facing to the right.
Then I felt pressure on my left shoulder and my left thigh.
It felt as if something is holding my shoulder, and I felt something being pressed into my left thigh. I dont know what it was but something was being pressed into it and moved upwards on my body.
As that was happening, I was feeling a paralyzed sensation. I couldnt move my body.
But after struggling hard, I was able to break free of it.
I was mad. And I wanted to at least SEE the bastard who tried to do this to me.
I quickly turned my head to the left, and I saw something that resembled your typical "gray alien". It was all blurred, and there was something that looked like a small red "sun" in between its two eyes. when I blinked my eyes, the bastard was gone.
After that experience, I was feeling pressure in the forehead part between my eyes, and around my head. As well as some kind of energy around my room that was kinda designed to make me afraid. But since I'm resisting it, its effects on me arent probably what its suppose to do.
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Other notes:
- This attack happened at a time when I went to sleep feeling totally depressed because of the prospect of my mom and dad breaking up. They just keep on fighting and I heard they dont sleep in the same bed anymore.
I remember going to sleep feeling some kind of pain that pierces the soul if you wanna call it that. I know I have no right to meddle in the decisions of my parents. If they wanna separate, fine. On an emotional level, I feel hurt... maybe there's this spiritual bond between parent and child... that is painful whenever it gets broken.
- Weeks before this attack, I was SLACKING OFF on meditation and being more preoccupied with material things (video games in my case).
- This isnt the first time it happened. It happened before but it was preceeded by a dream in where I saw a being that looked to be 4 feet tall, with dark wrinkled skin, narrow face, and yellowish eyes that had this "reptilian" feel to them.
In the previous attack, there was a force grabbing my dick and my forehead.
I noticed a pattern. That whoever these things are, they target the area near your head, and the area near the genitals, in order to paralyze you. Are there chakra centers in those areas? And what are those chakra centers responsible for?
Anybody here with similar experiences?
Any tips here how to deal with them?
Because I know those things are BIG FUCKING COWARDS!!! Why do they attack me in the night when I'm asleep? Cowards. If I get a hold of them I'll break every single bone in their body. :mad:
My body was in a "sideways" position on the bed, and i was facing to the right.
Then I felt pressure on my left shoulder and my left thigh.
It felt as if something is holding my shoulder, and I felt something being pressed into my left thigh. I dont know what it was but something was being pressed into it and moved upwards on my body.
As that was happening, I was feeling a paralyzed sensation. I couldnt move my body.
But after struggling hard, I was able to break free of it.
I was mad. And I wanted to at least SEE the bastard who tried to do this to me.
I quickly turned my head to the left, and I saw something that resembled your typical "gray alien". It was all blurred, and there was something that looked like a small red "sun" in between its two eyes. when I blinked my eyes, the bastard was gone.
After that experience, I was feeling pressure in the forehead part between my eyes, and around my head. As well as some kind of energy around my room that was kinda designed to make me afraid. But since I'm resisting it, its effects on me arent probably what its suppose to do.
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Other notes:
- This attack happened at a time when I went to sleep feeling totally depressed because of the prospect of my mom and dad breaking up. They just keep on fighting and I heard they dont sleep in the same bed anymore.
I remember going to sleep feeling some kind of pain that pierces the soul if you wanna call it that. I know I have no right to meddle in the decisions of my parents. If they wanna separate, fine. On an emotional level, I feel hurt... maybe there's this spiritual bond between parent and child... that is painful whenever it gets broken.
- Weeks before this attack, I was SLACKING OFF on meditation and being more preoccupied with material things (video games in my case).
- This isnt the first time it happened. It happened before but it was preceeded by a dream in where I saw a being that looked to be 4 feet tall, with dark wrinkled skin, narrow face, and yellowish eyes that had this "reptilian" feel to them.
In the previous attack, there was a force grabbing my dick and my forehead.
I noticed a pattern. That whoever these things are, they target the area near your head, and the area near the genitals, in order to paralyze you. Are there chakra centers in those areas? And what are those chakra centers responsible for?
Anybody here with similar experiences?
Any tips here how to deal with them?
Because I know those things are BIG FUCKING COWARDS!!! Why do they attack me in the night when I'm asleep? Cowards. If I get a hold of them I'll break every single bone in their body. :mad: