Drunk posting!!!!

[lightbeing]

Greetings my fellow forum members!:D :D

I've had a superb bottle of Merlot:D :D

I would just like to say what a great community of people on here, never before have I felt so part of a 'family' of like minded people:) :)

One day, it would be great to meet up with all:) :) ...........

Bye for now great people, off to watch Doctor Who!:D

[gravityhero23]

I'm a little tipsy too, which is unusual for me, hope you enjoyed watching Dr Who?

It is a community, of which we are all ONe, even the quiet types.....

Peace out sisters and brothers

:) :) :)

[paolo]

You drink so early in the evening?

[midwich cuckoo]

Hah I'm drunk and stoned right now. Almost as drunk and stoned as it's possible for me to be without the use of spirits and hot-knives. But I wouldn't smoke soapbar now if my life depended on it (actually it does!).

I also had to take my pain medication today (200 milligrams of Tramadol Hydrochloride (as prescribed)) It makes me angry that I need to block out the pain of botched surgery with man made, very strong pharmaceuticals, but I have no choice, cannabis does take the edge of the pain but some days the pain is too intense I have to take the pills and some days alcohol helps my mental state (but only in the short term!)

So you can imagine the state my head is in, pain killers + cannabis + lager = :confused::D:(:eek::mad::p:):o

By the way this could turn out to be a long fucking story!.

I was heavily sexually active until I suffered the unspeakable amongst men, I was diagnosed with testicular cancer 5 years ago on 9/11/2002. I lost my left testicle and foolishly opted for a prosthetic implant (without actually seeing the implant before hand) to make it look as if I still had 2 testicles.:o (What can I say, I was young and vain) Now I suffer extreme pain in my groin because of the weight of the prosthetic and the botched job the surgeon did and also in my other testicle is in pain now.

Recently I found another lump which has doubled in size in my other testicle... I really don't want to go to the doctor. I don't know why I'm telling you all this, but I need someone.

I am 34 this year and I have moved back with my parents to look after my mum (I have done for 4 years), who is both mentally and physically ill. I am paid very little for this and gave up a good wage as a painter/decorator to do so. How fucking sad!.

I am a loner due to experience with evil people.

I was 'stabbed in the back' by long term drug dealing 'friends' about 3 years ago just weeks after my dog, Patch (best friend) died on 9/11/2003 (exactly a year since I was diagnosed with cancer). They accused me of stealing three thousand and odd pounds from other drug dealing 'friends' when in fact it was they who stole it. (I have evidence!). It seems that the entire village is against me as they all believe what they were told... that I am a thief and not to be trusted.

I was threatened by being nailed to floor by an utter pyscho (named Fun Time Franky!) (He actually had the hammer and nails in his hands!). Before they realised that I never took the money. Funny thing is, nothing happened to those who did take the money.

The couple who were robbed moved back to their original home town. Now my parents and I are stuck here (as we are paying a mortgage) while being bullied by my ex-friends family who stole the money.

We complained to the housing association who we are buying the house from, and guess what...

3 months later they gave the 17 year old son of the robbers a house directly across the road from me!. Now every other day, my parents and I have to suffer verbal abuse and constant noise...

I am close to breaking point, we have called the police countless times and nothing gets done, yet my family and I have been warned by the police about who we blame for harrasment!. Well I'm sure there's some of us here who will know just why that is!. The police are corrupt as hell, one day about a year ago, I was walking my dog, and what do I see... this little shit (giving my family and I so much grief)... laughing and joking with two policemen sitting in their car, when I walked past they all went silent and just as they thought I was out of earshot, he says to the police - "that's him there!"

I might add more to this story, involving suspected alien abduction when I was 8, or I might just pass out due to alcohol...

Who fucking knows...

I need help guys!.

[whitenight639]

Hey i dont envy your situation, if i was you id get that testicle looked at (could try some monatomic gold) incase it spreads and get some sperm frozen incase you want kids, id also put your mum in a home. id also go and knock the shit out of that 17yr old. im not trying to tell you what to do i dont judge people because im not in your situation. but thats what i would do, people who 'just go for it' often get it!
anyway good luck to you and btw im back from the pub so im bit pissed up lol.
love & peace

[gravityhero23]

help is yours Tomsk, non financially though cos I'm in a similar situation at the mo with bank though (legal gangsters) and with my bollocks in tact. shit man !!!!!!! no words to convey my condolences - - you sound like your in the UK, pm me and i'll do my best to help, i'm a northerner with some connection and feel your plight.

You tried anything else for the pain???

CES, a zapper?

[midwich cuckoo]

No, no financial help wanted, we might get by yet.

I have been questioned by the police before and was threatened with being charged by one of this 17 year olds friends for assault. (I beat him pretty hard.:() And I feel I might do so again, but I'm likely to be charged this time, the police already took my finger prints and DNA. :mad:

Maybe some positive vibes from you guys might help. I was impressed with your rain in Wagga Wagga experiment and thought just maybe some of you could help?.

[whitenight639]

ok then i wouldnt go down that road cos it wont be ur first offence n next time they might do you for BH/ ABH so id try the diplomatic route and invite this nob head for a beer and bbq maybe you can put ur point across and at least maybe squash the hostillities. Im 19 what the fuck do i know, but i know if i had beef with some bloke that had beat my mate up and supposidly stole from my relatives/ mates youd either be in a hold or have no windows BUT id be willing to listern to your side of things, as all people should.. i dont care if your a begger or sir alan sugar i'll listern to what youve got to say nad argue my point of view if it differs.

anyway hope i help in some way

stay safe

[midwich cuckoo]

This guy actually appologised for what happened and admitted the abuse I was receiving. But it's all happening again almost every day now, especially when he has an audience ...

I'm guilty of nothing but trying to defend myself from liars and cheats. It's getting harder not to react to the tirade of abuse at all hours of the day/night.

Especially when it's directed at my parents now!.

[midwich cuckoo]

Sorry for the double post. :)

[gravityhero23]

positive vibes your way dude, wasn't a part of the wagga wagga but realise the importance of such action.....love is all you need, indeed.

[i_am]

No, no financial help wanted, we might get by yet.

I have been questioned by the police before and was threatened with being charged by one of this 17 year olds friends for assault. (I beat him pretty hard.:() And I feel I might do so again, but I'm likely to be charged this time, the police already took my finger prints and DNA. :mad:

Maybe some positive vibes from you guys might help. I was impressed with your rain in Wagga Wagga experiment and thought just maybe some of you could help?.


It was pretty impressive wasn't it?

We can send you good vibes and love but I think this is probably something you need to manifest for yourself ( with a little help from friends)


I have found that the secret to manifesting is to 'see' what it is you would like to achieve. You need to visualise where you would like to be. Do NOT concentrate on the negatives. That will just bring you more of the same. If you are trying to visualise a new life, there can be no 'because........' When you do this the message you are sending out is the wrong vibration. Visualise a life of abundance, peace, happiness, health. whatever it is that you desire. FEEL the vibration change when you do this. If you even entertain the lower vibration, you will be able to feel that too.

Sending love ;)

[whitenight639]

well then your choises are simple-
1-take the abuse and keep quiet and watch it worsen
2-giv him a beating and get arrested or your windows put thru
3-move house if they let you.
4-call the police again and watch them do nothing
5-speak to him and ask him what his problem is? after that you can still do any other options mentioned above.

[midwich cuckoo]

Thanks guys, I'm about as drunk as I'm going to get and I'm off to bed, I guess what your saying is think posiitive, but I realised this a few days ago and I have a good story to tell about it, but I really need to go to bed now, before I pass out, :D

[whitenight639]

It was pretty impressive wasn't it?

We can send you good vibes and love but I think this is probably something you need to manifest for yourself ( with a little help from friends)


I have found that the secret to manifesting is to 'see' what it is you would like to achieve. You need to visualise where you would like to be. Do NOT concentrate on the negatives. That will just bring you more of the same. If you are trying to visualise a new life, there can be no 'because........' When you do this the message you are sending out is the wrong vibration. Visualise a life of abundance, peace, happiness, health. whatever it is that you desire. FEEL the vibration change when you do this. If you even entertain the lower vibration, you will be able to feel that too.

Sending love ;)

yes if you imagine yourself healthy happy and confident it will happen, its a fact if you imagine yourself working out for a few minutes a day your brain sends little signals that you dnt notice but ur body will get stronger i think it is as much as 20% of how much stronger you would get if you actually went to the gym (somethin g like that) the mind is a powerfull tool- says me the one imagining im a millionaire everyday but im still not lol.

[midwich cuckoo]

Boy I was hammered last night. :o Alcohol makes me over emotional, appologies to you guys for burdening you with my problems. :)

What these so called bullies don't know is that I'm an ex soldier!. I've been in circumstances that they couldn't imagine in their wildest dreams. To be honest, I know how to kill people. They are so lucky that I have remained relatively calm so far. :mad:

But I don't want to go into details about my army life, let's just say it was a nightmare!. :(

It just seems that ever since my gran died 5-6 years ago, we have had way too much bad news. I've lost 11 friends and family within the space of 4-5 years, I had cancer, my mum is incurable and is getting worse, my dad has had 4 strokes, I've been accused of stealing money from drug dealers and threatened with violence and I've put up with 3-4 years of constant harrasment which the police don't seem to do anything about, despite calling them numerous times.

After reading about the Wagga Wagga experiment on here, I decided on my own experiment, I just wanted my parents to be happy again.

Within two days of the experiment my mum received a letter, it was from one of her puzzle magazines, turns out she won 1,500 quid!. :)

The day after recieving the letter, my dad won 150 quid on a 50p bet on a horse!.:)

And yesterday he won another 50 quid on the horses, just by betting in pennies. :)

Seems I've been too negative for far too long, maybe the road ahead will be a bit happier.

Thanks guys.

[father ted]

Hi tomsk, the fact that you did painting is probably the reason why you got cancer in the testicles, it's a good thing that you stopped painting, DON'T GO BACK! This is no joke, people don't treat this seriously. I think it is a fact, that working with paint is responsible for prostate/testicular cancer, or at least studies have shown this.
I used to be a painter/decorator for 3andahalf years, and it was obvious for me that painting was causing me problems in "those" areas, and there was no way of stopping it whilst painting for a living. If I stopped for a week, I could feel improvements and two weeks I'd be back to normal. It was obvious.

One of the things that really helps with prostate and other organs related to the prostate are tomatoes. Studies have shown this, but even without that, I know it's true. Apparently it's better if you have them cooked, but I don't know. Just have them raw throughout the day, don't bother having them with food.

[lookfar]

Boy I was hammered last night. :o Alcohol makes me over emotional, appologies to you guys for burdening you with my problems. :)

What these so called bullies don't know is that I'm an ex soldier!. I've been in circumstances that they couldn't imagine in their wildest dreams. To be honest, I know how to kill people. They are so lucky that I have remained relatively calm so far. :mad:

But I don't want to go into details about my army life, let's just say it was a nightmare!. :(

It just seems that ever since my gran died 5-6 years ago, we have had way too much bad news. I've lost 11 friends and family within the space of 4-5 years, I had cancer, my mum is incurable and is getting worse, my dad has had 4 strokes, I've been accused of stealing money from drug dealers and threatened with violence and I've put up with 3-4 years of constant harrasment which the police don't seem to do anything about, despite calling them numerous times.

After reading about the Wagga Wagga experiment on here, I decided on my own experiment, I just wanted my parents to be happy again.

Within two days of the experiment my mum received a letter, it was from one of her puzzle magazines, turns out she won 1,500 quid!. :)

The day after recieving the letter, my dad won 150 quid on a 50p bet on a horse!.:)

And yesterday he won another 50 quid on the horses, just by betting in pennies. :)

Seems I've been too negative for far too long, maybe the road ahead will be a bit happier.

Thanks guys.

Hi Tomsk

I've only just come across this thread & am sorry to hear of your situation.

Father Ted has given you some good advice there, I have also heard of this connection before. I would also highly recommend a Croft Terminator Zapper too, as this will also help.

Hope you manage to get it all sorted out, as it's not good living with these bad negative things happening every day, the more you're upset by them, the more real they become. Seems like you're being tested at the moment & I hope the end is in sight.

Good to see things have picked up with your change in attitude & hope it continues. Try to stay positive, don't let the bastards get you down & keep smiling :)

All the best.

[midwich cuckoo]

Cheers Ted, I never thought of a link between the chemicals involved with paint and my illness. Thanks for that, I'll look into it. :)

But now that I think about this, I've been contaminated by various chemicals from working in both the painting and printing industries. :(

Also I was given injections by the army, and we were never told just what they were. :confused:

Good to see things have picked up with your change in attitude & hope it continues. Try to stay positive, don't let the bastards get you down & keep smiling :)

All the best.

:) This is what I have realised, it all depends on how you cope with external negative events.

[indigo]

positive vibes to you tomsk:) No one should have to suffer that shit:(