About those chakras and auras.

[cl2008]

I dont see any of that colored stuff but I always have a way of sensing if a person or place has positive or negative energy.

I remember one incident at a bar where I just got depressed for no reason in front of buddies that I wanna get out of that bar because I felt something wrong in there like a high negativity if you wanna call it that.

And another incident when I was at church and in a really bad mood. A woman who passed me just jumped back and looked at me like she was terrified. And her boyfriend/husband quickly hugged her and gave me dirty looks like I've done something to her. What is this? Did I just run into a crazy woman? I find it weird.

And there were instances in the past that whenever I approach a young child, they end up crying even if I dont do anything to them or threaten them.

Is it possible that I have a very low level of psychic ability?

Or is it all just body language of people that give you this 'feel' and has nothing to do with being psychic or not.

Your thoughts?

[serpentoffire]

Psychic people is recognized by normal people like weird.
This due to your (and my) ability to see inside their soul: they feel to be spiritually naked in front of you so they feel a sense of repulsion against you.
Don't worry, you are better than normoids.

[cl2008]

Psychic people is recognized by normal people like weird.
This due to your (and my) ability to see inside their soul: they feel to be spiritually naked in front of you so they feel a sense of repulsion against you.
Don't worry, you are better than normoids.

So I'm psychic?

How can that be if I cannot do the following stuff associated with psychics?
- see those color auras and energy fields
- telepathy
- seeing the future
- talking to spirits or extra terrestrials.
- being a 'stand in' or whatever you call that thing about another being entering your body and talking through you.
- seeing things through the eyes of another person. Not sure what you call that.

Or am I a 'psychic' with a lower ability or have yet to develop my potential?

I have my doubts. Maybe 50% of me believes I am and the other half is like the atheist side saying everything is not true and that psychics and religion stuff are ALL fake bullshit.

But I am certain that there are things like I mentioned earlier that I cannot understand. For instance, I took that telekinesis test:

http://www.davidicke.com/forum/showpost.php?p=239337&postcount=9

I was doubtful at first but did other things like let it run without me doing anything and letting a friend do the same test. He scored -15 in the difference.

And other things I observed:

- my inability to 'fit in'. Doesnt matter where I go I do not 'fit in' with most people I meet. I was a loner all throughout highschool and college.

- feelings ever since that I do not belong in this world. Got me depressed and suicidal for awhile until I prayed to God obsessively for strength to overcome the depression. To my surprise, it succeeded where conventional antidepressants and therapists have failed.

- I have noticed an unexplained fascination with animals. Particularly cats and chickens. I feel unusually good and calm looking at them or petting them. As if there is a kind of bond between me and those animals. Again I have my doubts on this and Im not sure if I can connect it to 'mental illness' or to 'psychic ability'.

- I find it difficult to be aggressive and hurt others. No matter what I do I cannot exhibit aggression or act in a cold, callous way. At one point I purposely tried to 'brainwash' myself into a more aggressive state by obsessively watching ogrish and peta videos but that didnt do anything.

- For some strange reason I can give myself intense sexual pleasure using my mind. Its even greater than having sex with a real woman or jacking off to porn. As if my mind can give me more intense sexual pleasure.

- According to my parents, I learned how to read and write and exhibited a high ability in math at age 2 1/2. They wanted to send me to a school for gifted children but they were poor and the Philippine government doesnt really give that much scholarships. I remember being at the TOP of my class from start of my schooling until maybe around 6th grade when the negativity and depression slipped in and pulled my grades down to a 'C' student.


Sorry for the long post. I am really really fascinated and intrigued about this 'psychic stuff'.

There is alot I would like to learn.

I hope you wouldnt mind. :)

[serpentoffire]

So I'm psychic?

How can that be if I cannot do the following stuff associated with psychics?

All these powers are developed during your life.
This depend also by the opening of your chakras.
Maybe you have only the 6th chakra that it is opening.

[cl2008]

I took my baby steps in meditation and even tried channeling spirits.

While I said. I'm still learning...

BUT I have felt cold sensations in my hands and feet. Just last night, I felt something else was in my room. I felt a cold presence like a kind of wind. I also felt a high feeling of love. And then I saw a couple of white lights on the blinds. I can provide an illustration of it later to explain how it looked like. It was vertically oriented and a little diamond looking.

That freaked me out and I had to leave the room and talk to my brother who was in the other room. While talking to my brother, I was feeling this urge to go back there to that room and a sense of guilt. I went back after about 15 minutes talking to my brother.

Something like because I made her (that spirit/entity/whatever felt female) feel lonely and she didnt wanna hurt me and only wanted to keep me company. Then I told her not to reveal herself that much to me yet because I am still afraid of her because it is something totally freaky.

After 'hanging out' with her for about 15 - 30 minutes, I said goodbye.

I still have my doubts. But after the experience I felt a feeling of happiness.

Could it just be my mind playing tricks?

Anyway about auras, when I tried meditating, all I can see is something of a dark blue color that isnt even consistent.

Your thoughts?

[serpentoffire]

Do not make channeling. It is dangerous for your mind and your life.


Could it just be my mind playing tricks?

No, the 7th chakra allows you to have contact with paranormal entities like I do.
Spirits are cold and they are even in search of human energy (energy vampires).


Anyway about auras, when I tried meditating, all I can see is something of a dark blue color that isnt even consistent.

Your thoughts?

If you close your eyes and see a blue shining donut you are seeing your third eye, the 6th chakra. Maybe you could feel a sort of pressure between your eyes from the nose to your front of head.

[cl2008]

Do not make channeling. It is dangerous for your mind and your life.

Why? What bad experience did you have?

If you close your eyes and see a blue shining donut you are seeing your third eye, the 6th chakra. Maybe you could feel a sort of pressure between your eyes from the nose to your front of head.

I dont see a 'blue shining donut'. The blue I was talking about is like an abstract form. The closest I can describe it is like waves.

However sometimes usually after having vivid dreams or a deep sleep, I see something like a letter 'C' or letter 'U' that is glowing in red and is VERY CLEAR. And it looks like its moving towards my right and I tried following it but it eventually disappears.

It happened to me at least 3 times. What is that?

[serpentoffire]

Why? What bad experience did you have?

In this way you permit that spirit take control of your body and eventually its possession. (in this case you'll be fu**ed)


However sometimes usually after having vivid dreams or a deep sleep, I see something like a letter 'C' or letter 'U' that is glowing in red and is VERY CLEAR. And it looks like its moving towards my right and I tried following it but it eventually disappears.

It happened to me at least 3 times. What is that?

Never experienced something of similar but we are not everybody equal.

[eternal_spirit]

Hint auras look nothing like the pics you see in books or in pics on the Internet, don't to me anyhow when I've seen them.

First I seen was when I was a little boy. ( look for the colours that look a bit like rain moving around the room. ):)

[ozmonsoon]

So how does one go about opening up their Chakras up to the 7th?

:)

[asentinel]

Hint auras look nothing like the pics you see in books or in pics on the Internet, don't to me anyhow when I've seen them.

First I seen was when I was a little boy. ( look for the colours that look a bit like rain moving around the room. ):)

Hi eternal, just quickly scanned the thread and noticed your comment. I have a painting by an australian aboriginal man who titled the painting "rain", and I was drawn to buy it because it expressed, looked similar to what I saw too, but in reverse. It is all black background and has white strokes/dots, in a clockwise swirl. I usually see a swirl or portal, like a camera lense. So you could probably see subtle colours. I guess I am seeing my own aura when I slow and regulate my breathing, and then the "rain" starts to slow and moves back and forth like "gello" and instead of fast moving dots/strokes, it looks like a grid of lines or dots, just moving in front of my eyes. However am not tuning into a particular colour, it is sort of clearish or like a fluorescent blue/white. With other people, I generally feel more info rapidly coming at me, including their thougts, rather than seeing their particular aura. I can see if there is something not healthy, like shadows or dark patches and this I watch out for. I feel and see their reactions to me. This I read quite rapidly, as it is a sort of protective mechanism that works, I am processing instantly so much info of all sorts coming at me.

cl2008, I generally have a wonderful rapport with children and animals, and one little boy actually sat up in his pram and from across the room, threw up his hands and said clearly "hello", his mother was shocked as she could be. Sometimes one might have his back to me and turn around and start smiling and gurgling and flirting in the way babies do. I think they are still telepathic at that early stage.

It is usually the grown ups that cry, the babies smile. So if you are making them cry??? I am teasing you, all will be well. Just go for a check up at your local exorcist, maybe?

Isn't knowing the self fascinating?

[asentinel]

The swirl or vortex is anti-clockwise for me, and was clockwise in the painting. I believe many native people draw depictions of energies.

Sometimes I see a flat disc-like structure when I close my eyes, which looks like a giant cd made of light particles, swirling slowly.

[serpentoffire]

The swirl or vortex is anti-clockwise for me, and was clockwise in the painting. I believe many native people draw depictions of energies.

Sometimes I see a flat disc-like structure when I close my eyes, which looks like a giant cd made of light particles, swirling slowly.

The third eye, the 6th chakra.

[cl2008]

I'm having a hard time.

I saw my own aura. But only when the lights are dim and when I concentrate hard enough.

I saw that my aura is this color that is very confusing. I couldnt tell if its white, green, or blue. Somewhere within that color range. And it doesnt spread out alot. It is very close to my body. It probably means I have a very long way to go.

I noticed that after trying to see my aura my eyes get hurt a little. And the moment i blink I stop seeing the aura.


I also tried looking at the auras of other people. It seems I couldnt see them. At the most I see something that looks like a hazy smoke that blurs the background.