Something weird happend to me last night...

[lilloz]

I was on my way back home after work, I don’t know if this is the power of suggestion or what I was taking part in a few discussions about the matrix so maybe it is, it felt real anyway, I’ll stop rambling.

I was in the car, right, and all of a sudden everything seemed to slow down the world began to look like it was a movie screen and I was merely a spectator, not quite in my body not quite out of my body, a strange feeling so heavy and un real.

We nipped to the shop and I wated in the car, that song crazy was on the player, it finished but I stuck on the same track (I hope im making sense), I looked at the player (it has one of those screen that say the name of the track) looking at those words ‘CRAZY’ and I thought ‘its as if the world is talking to me telling me im crazy for thinking it wasn’t real!!’ I pulled my self together and ignored the message thinking I know what I felt was real, a few minuets later it started playing the next song, all my best friends are metal heads by less than jake and the words really hit me deeply
“You think its strange, that there's a way
of how you looked, and how you act, and how you think
pretend they're not the same as you.

Do you know about her strength in convictions
or how she puts all her faith in religion?
Did we take the time to really discover,
how little we know about each other.

Keep us from saying anything.
Can't separate from everything.
And all this really means is
you're one in a crowd
and you're paranoid of every sound.
You're not the friend
you won't miss anyhow.

Anyway I thought id share that experience, im so angry with my self because im worried about what you guys will think about me, I think you will all think im nutty all my body is saying is don’t post this. SO IM DOING IT ha!

Anyone else had some thing like this happen??:o

[i am all i am]

G'day Lilloz,

If there is a message in one thing, then there is a message in all things.

The hologram that we call reality contains everything within every part.

Therefore, every moment you are receiving a message from the oneness that we all are. Whether you are listening or not, the message is always there. From your description, it sounds like you connected to the oneness and experienced being the 'Unseen Observer', your soul. The message that you received could be interpreted in many different ways. Your point of observation determines the view you have. If you walk around a tree you will be able to observe the tree from many points and this is what is required for you to fully understand the message. What were your thoughts dwelling on the moments prior to the message ? Everything being one, there is a relationship and every message you receive/acknowledge is related to you for that specific moment.

The more aware that you are of 'coincidences', the more you will receive/acknowledge the message and begin to understand how it relates to you. The 'Celestine Prophecy' by James Redfield is a good book that deals with, among other things, the 'coincidences' of life and how they are a message for us personally.

Next time that this happens, instead of ignoring it, treat it like the tree and walk around it, view it from every point that you can before you dismiss it. This way you may be surprised at what it is truly telling you.

Enjoy the experience, as it will happen more often for you now that you are aware of it. 'The message is out there'.


With LOVE.
_____________________________________

WHEN PAIRED OPPOSITES DEFINE YOUR BELIEFS, YOUR BELIEFS WILL IMPRISON YOU.

[lilloz]

Thanks for the reply, I guess I was sort of in a trance thinking ‘look at this world, its screaming at me im real im real, I don’t buy it, this isn’t all that there is to life, it all looks so plastic’

I'll take on your advise, i hope it does happen again so i can gain knowlage from it.

Thank you for being kind, I guess im not crazy! ;)

[tru3]

Thanks for the reply, I guess I was sort of in a trance thinking ‘look at this world, its screaming at me im real im real, I don’t buy it, this isn’t all that there is to life, it all looks so plastic’

I'll take on your advise, i hope it does happen again so i can gain knowlage from it.

Thank you for being kind, I guess im not crazy! ;)

congratulations, lill! this is the final confontation, imv.

http://img299.imageshack.us/img299/1909/maramh2.jpg (http://imageshack.us)

Centuries ago the coming Buddha sat under the Bodhi-tree and vowed not to move until he learned to eradicate suffering, unfolding Anuttara Samyak Sambodhi, the Consumation of Incomparable Enlightenment. But Mara, the personification of evil, tried to usurp his plans by sending his three daughters Tanha (desire), Raga (lust), and Arati (aversion), to seduce him and break his concentration. However, the coming Buddha was too strong for Mara.

http://www.angelfire.com/electronic/bodhidharma/mara.html

all is well. ;-)

[lilloz]

congratulations, lill! this is the final confontation, imv.

http://img299.imageshack.us/img299/1909/maramh2.jpg (http://imageshack.us)

Centuries ago the coming Buddha sat under the Bodhi-tree and vowed not to move until he learned to eradicate suffering, unfolding Anuttara Samyak Sambodhi, the Consumation of Incomparable Enlightenment. But Mara, the personification of evil, tried to usurp his plans by sending his three daughters Tanha (desire), Raga (lust), and Arati (aversion), to seduce him and break his concentration. However, the coming Buddha was too strong for Mara.

http://www.angelfire.com/electronic/bodhidharma/mara.html

all is well. ;-)

Thank you, i'll check that page out :)

[i am all i am]

Thanks for the reply, I guess I was sort of in a trance thinking ‘look at this world, its screaming at me im real im real, I don’t buy it, this isn’t all that there is to life, it all looks so plastic’

I'll take on your advise, i hope it does happen again so i can gain knowlage from it.

Thank you for being kind, I guess im not crazy! ;)

I agree with you that it does look plastic, at least the man made part does.

You are obviously totally sane because you didn't listen to the fear message that said 'don't post this'.

There is a great site that I've had a look at from an old post by, I think, Father Ted. It deals with shamanism and might be worth you having a look at.
The site is http://www.shamans-cave.com/index.html

With LOVE.

[seamus]

Hey Lilloz,

Don't worry, you're really not alone. Sometimes it might feel like it, like this message is just another layer of deceit or illusion, but the reality is that you are waking up from illusion, so many things start to look unreal. In fact they are unreal. Too bad we can't tell the tax man that when he comes to the door, eh?

Last night I watched the Truman Show, and for the first time in my life, saw the illusion IN MY FACE with no chemical assistance. I don't even meditate, so this is evidence to me that things are indeed speeding up. Pretty soon I'll be surfing the razor's edge between this world and that, i bet. And so many of us here will be doing the same.

s

BTW I love your avatar and I love cats. They have a truly enviable capacity for enjoyment.

[lilloz]

Wow so much to read there!! I am familiar with shamanism, I sort of found I about 3 years ago, although I don’t practice it anymore the site contains some good info, I’ll check it out in depth later.

thanks for your help, although I don’t like to admit it sometimes its nice to hear others reassure you you’re not crazy or alone in what you think.
It’s my birthday today so im glad I don’t have that cloud of doubt following anymore x

[lilloz]

Thank you seamus!

[i am all i am]

Wow so much to read there!! I am familiar with shamanism, I sort of found I about 3 years ago, although I don’t practice it anymore the site contains some good info, I’ll check it out in depth later.

thanks for your help, although I don’t like to admit it sometimes its nice to hear others reassure you you’re not crazy or alone in what you think.
It’s my birthday today so im glad I don’t have that cloud of doubt following anymore x

You're welcome. I'm glad that I could be of help.

Please accept this poem as a gift for you on your birthday.


ALCHEMY

ONE PART OF THREE,
THREE IN ONE,
THE MINDS EYE TO SEE,
WHAT YOU'VE BEGUN.

AN EXPERIENCE OF ALCHEMY,
THE DAY YOU WERE BORN,
YOUR SOUL SET FREE,
THE PHYSICAL IS WORN.

SELF REVOLUTION STARTED,
TRANSFORMATION TO BE DONE,
THE THREE HAVE BEEN PARTED,
FOR YOU TO BECOME ONE.

YOUR SOUL SHOWS THE WAY,
FROM FEELINGS INSIDE,
AN EXPERIENCE TO SAY,
LOVE CAN'T BE DENIED.


Happy Birthday Lilloz.


With LOVE.

[lilloz]

What a wonderfull poem, may i print it? thank you so much :D

[i am all i am]

What a wonderfull poem, may i print it? thank you so much :D

Yes.

You're welcome.


With LOVE.

[limelady]

Wow so much to read there!! I am familiar with shamanism, I sort of found I about 3 years ago, although I don’t practice it anymore the site contains some good info, I’ll check it out in depth later.

thanks for your help, although I don’t like to admit it sometimes its nice to hear others reassure you you’re not crazy or alone in what you think.
It’s my birthday today so im glad I don’t have that cloud of doubt following anymore x


I'm a little late with this, but happy birthday lilloz !!!

I hope you have/had a great day. :)

[lookfar]

Hi Lilloz

Thanks for the post. I'm glad you've had your doubts removed by all the responses - you're definitely not mad, far from it:) May you have lots more revealed to you in your awakenings!!

Happy Birthday - hope it's been a good one :)

Thanks I Am All for the shamans cave link - certainly lots to learn about on there that'll keep me busy for a while :)

[unicorn]

Hi Lilloz,

Happy Birthday kittie & thanks for sharing your amazing experience, & the cutest avatar on the forum that always makes me smile! :)

If you're into writing I'd keep a journal of all the feelings & memories of this experience as a few years down the line it'll be great to remember... by then you'll have had a few!! Your higher self obviously knew you were ready to experience this new way of perceiving reality so you've gone through some great shifts to realise this. I think it's awesome...

I have had a few amazing times too, often when I'm in a group of like minded people, like my vision will suddenly go shakey & it's so intense I feel like I might pass out, it's a good feeling so I just surrender to it but it only last 5 seconds, so short you almost doubt it even happend!

Also I was by the sea over the weekend & just sat on the sand staring at the horizon, & for the 2nd time now have noticed my vision transforming. You know when you look at the bottom of a swimming pool on a sunny day & you see the wavey patterns of sun there (like giraffe skin pattern shapes), well, it's like this pattern is infront of my eyes & the whole atmosphere is energy constantly moving. I shared this with my mate who was with me & she could see the same thing... so if anyone else wants to try, look up at the sky not focusing & see if you see this with your eyes too.

Life is filled with magic & it's so wonderful to experience the orchestra of messages that come to us as signs... music lyrics & titles that resonate & come at the perfect time, how lucky we are to realise that they are gifts for us, not just sincronicity! :p

[lilloz]

Hello everyone!! I will keep a Journal unicorn, thanks for the nice comment on my av and sharing your experiences, thanks again to all that have shared their knowledge on this stuff.
im going to settle down now with a nice meal, hope you all have a great night xx