Am I an alien?

[thecatcameback777]

My name is Andrew and I think that I may be a hybrid alien. I have had a very interesting life, though pretty miserable overall...so I wrote a book about it...if you want to see why I think this, you can read it for free here, www.freewebs.com/imandrewmurphy

Don't forget to sign the guestbook.

[rynath]

Greetings and thx for the chance to read your material for free. I got through a good sized chunk at work today but it may take me awhile to finish it off. I'll give you some feedback when I'm able to complete it :)

[qasrose]

*cough* bullshit *cough*.

[thecatcameback777]

So did you guys read the book?

And, do you think I'm really an alien then?

Did you like the book?

[siliconpsychosis]

Hi thecatcameback

I have read the first half of the first chapter, and enjoyed it so far. Fascinating at times. But it is so long I think its a shame you havent got a shorter version for us to read.

Ill keep reading it though but it will be atleast a week before I ve finished in all likelihood

[seer74]

My name is Andrew and I think that I may be a hybrid alien. I have had a very interesting life, though pretty miserable overall...so I wrote a book about it...if you want to see why I think this, you can read it for free here, www.freewebs.com/imandrewmurphy

Don't forget to sign the guestbook.

I am a hybrid as well. also my life has been very interesting but miserable. Ain't life a bitch?

[rynath]

So did you guys read the book?

And, do you think I'm really an alien then?

Did you like the book?

Still working on it in small doses when I have the time. I'll give you feedback eventually ;)

[adzboarder]

Well I'm 20 pages in, it's a monster. Quite compelling, I will reserve judgement until I have read it all.

Failing that it's a great mystery "novel" so far...

I'm not saying I believe you or disbelieve you but will report in when I have finished...

[thecatcameback777]

Thanks for the good feed back so far everyone...

It was quite an amazing time back in '99-2000 for me...before I knew...I could see the extreme presence of the government in my life, but I couldn't understand how they could do that...at first, I thought they were just intimidating me as retaliation for the letters, but right away I could see that the sheer numbers of those working around me was way too high...I mean, they really were everywhere and in everything...they controlled my entire life...

Why would they waste resources like that for me?

It was terrifying...

[siliconpsychosis]

Thats the aspect that has amazed me so far the catcameback - The sheer amount of resources on yourself. It reminds me of the Truman Show.
I have no doubt that these things were really happening to you, and I can only imagine the sheer insanity of being watched, intimidated, and harrased in such an insane way.
Hats off to you for surviving and being here to tell your story. But like I said earlier, Ive a long way to go before I have finished your novel, but so far, very interesting.

Ps. I like your writing style. Easy language yet very descriptive.

[pigpot]

My name is Andrew and I think that I may be a hybrid alien. I have had a very interesting life, though pretty miserable overall...so I wrote a book about it...if you want to see why I think this, you can read it for free here, www.freewebs.com/imandrewmurphy

Don't forget to sign the guestbook.

But I am not........ That is all!!

[thecatcameback777]

Well...any feedback for my experiences yet...I mean more than what has been said so far.

It is a non-fiction book...everything in there did really happen...

Sometimes I think that the internet I see is only a reproduction of the actual internet and that the information I access is totally controlled, filtered, deleted.

Like all my leaflets that I wrote about in the book, I put out 14,500 of them...and on about 6500 I had my email on the bottom. I only got about 8 emails...all from the first time I put it there. Over the months that passed, I wondered...no one sent me an email at all? Or did they, but it was all being answered by some other evil force?

You know, for how big David Icke is, his forum is pretty dead...

[seer74]

You know, for how big David Icke is, his forum is pretty dead...

perhaps everyone is ascending :D

[thecatcameback777]

perhaps everyone is ascending :D


Ascending?

I hear people see this, but I really don't think it has any serious meaning...

Except when people mention it in regard to themselves, as a kind of belief system which they attempt to explain to me...as in; they will be ascending, but not me.

[adzboarder]

Well I am 60 pages in now (out of 171) and I must say that its a compelling read so far...

Can I ask some questions?

- How old are you?

- Where do you live now, are you still being pursued to this day?

- You say that "they", the ones chasing you look at you and appear to be terrified, do you think they are seeing you as something different, like do you think you shapeshift or appear differently to third parties? Maybe under duress you change into something else? Is that a possibility?

- If you do think you appear differently, how do you think you appear? Reptillian? Crazy eyed? What is it that is so terrifying for your onlookers?

- With your "illness" where you cant recognise faces, that sounds pretty crazy do you have to talk to people before you actually know who you are talking to, how does this work?

- What kind of hybrid do you think you are or what species are mixed to create you?

- As a child seeing things, do you think that you have psychic powers akin to the kid in the film 6th Sense - have you had any more of these kind of incidents, do you see "dead people" still to this day?

- The instance where you went a bit voodoo and imagined an agent being stabbed in the eyes and he felt it, have you projected anything else since?

- Do you think that the powers mentioned in the above question are similar to the powers the greys used on you? I.E: you thought he hit you with a sledgehammer but it was a "feeling projection" and not real - is that not what you did to the FBI agent, the same kind of thing?

I am sure most of these will be addressed in the rest of the document, but these are ones I thought about most while reading your piece, it's fascinating, thrilling and amazing so far.

I wish you well and look forward to hearing more and reading the rest.

[adzboarder]

Posters.

Andrew, where are the posters you put up everywhere? The image on your site is broken, I so want to see this!!

[thecatcameback777]

Well I am 60 pages in now (out of 171) and I must say that its a compelling read so far...

Can I ask some questions?

- How old are you?

- Where do you live now, are you still being pursued to this day?

- You say that "they", the ones chasing you look at you and appear to be terrified, do you think they are seeing you as something different, like do you think you shapeshift or appear differently to third parties? Maybe under duress you change into something else? Is that a possibility?

- If you do think you appear differently, how do you think you appear? Reptillian? Crazy eyed? What is it that is so terrifying for your onlookers?

- With your "illness" where you cant recognise faces, that sounds pretty crazy do you have to talk to people before you actually know who you are talking to, how does this work?

- What kind of hybrid do you think you are or what species are mixed to create you?

- As a child seeing things, do you think that you have psychic powers akin to the kid in the film 6th Sense - have you had any more of these kind of incidents, do you see "dead people" still to this day?

- The instance where you went a bit voodoo and imagined an agent being stabbed in the eyes and he felt it, have you projected anything else since?

- Do you think that the powers mentioned in the above question are similar to the powers the greys used on you? I.E: you thought he hit you with a sledgehammer but it was a "feeling projection" and not real - is that not what you did to the FBI agent, the same kind of thing?

I am sure most of these will be addressed in the rest of the document, but these are ones I thought about most while reading your piece, it's fascinating, thrilling and amazing so far.

I wish you well and look forward to hearing more and reading the rest.

Well, first off, here is a link to some material...including poster number one...unfortunately, I didn't have page two available, I plan to put it up later...maybe it doesn't matter anyway...
http://www.blogstream.com/gallery.mod?PRID=14413&G=andrewsmadrant&RT=andrewsmadrant


Next...

- How old are you?
I am 37, having been born on July 17th, 1970, or so they tell me.

- Where do you live now, are you still being pursued to this day?
I currently live in Los Angeles, a horrible city that I thouroughly hate. I am not pursued as you may think...my entire life is overseen by these dogs...they truely are everywhere. I have emerged as a force to be rekoned with for them though, so they have become more polite...but what do you say to people who killed your children when they decide to be polite to you? They are thugs beyond your imagination...I hate the American government and I kind of hate all Americans as well...after all, it's their responsibility to govern their own country is it not?

- You say that "they", the ones chasing you look at you and appear to be terrified, do you think they are seeing you as something different, like do you think you shapeshift or appear differently to third parties? Maybe under duress you change into something else? Is that a possibility?
I don't shapeshift at all...but when you deal with a situation like this, what you have are people who work for a government agency, and in the capacity of their work they have been briefed about aliens and Hybrids and all of that...so what they know are two things...thing one is that you are not human, and believe it or not, this becomes very signifigant...I don't know exactly how to explain that, but when people know you are not human, they are really troubled by this, and some of them, many of them really don't want to touch you, they are horrified by subtle physical contact...it's almost as if a person were not a person, but were a spider or something like that...or perhaps imagine a person being composed or fifty thousand microscopic spiders...that is how many people feel. Thing two is much worse than thing one...thing two is that they know that I am capable of harming them just by looking at them...I think they don't know the limits of this power and the idea that you would be a Military intelligence person who had been asigned to participate in a huge shodowing effort of someone who has repeatedly stated how much he hates you all, and that he can spot you right away, both psychicly and just by obvious things you may do in terms of dropping the ball would be enough I think to really upset many "normal" people who happen to find themselves in this situation.

- If you do think you appear differently, how do you think you appear? Reptillian? Crazy eyed? What is it that is so terrifying for your onlookers?
Again, there may not be very much of an actual apearance, except that there may be a few small signs such Hybrids would perhaps display, and having been briefed on such things, it is just the reality of the situation that troubles most people. See, it's one thing to talk about aliens and Hybrids and all of that...but that is just philosphic speculation, even if you had actual government reports in your hand, the reality of standing next to such a being would quite simply be totally different...it is the classic difference between textbook knowlegde where we as individuals have read about somthing and we "believe" it...and the reality of knowing it as a factual experience of your own life.

- With your "illness" where you cant recognise faces, that sounds pretty crazy do you have to talk to people before you actually know who you are talking to, how does this work?
OK, first off, this is not an 'illness', it can't get worse, or be treated in any way...it is a fuction of the brain. As for sounding "Crazy", I am sorry you use those words, because it displays a possible interest in your mind to deny the possibility that what I have said may be true...the problem is scientifically identified for a very long time now, and it is classified as a fairly common type of agnosia...the inability of the brain to process external stimulation, even though the brain has recieved the stimulation and the subject can describe perfectly what he sees, he still misses step two, and in this case it has a name, it is called PROSOPAGNOSIA, and weather I suffer from this or not, in truth does not alone make me an alien. It is common among a large number of people with specific brain issues, primarily, AUTISM. It generally goes undiagnosed due to the fact that most people who suffer from it also suffer from other issues which take major precidence...as a man who grew up with this disorder, I can tell you that I simply coped with it and never thought much about it at all. I allways had probelems in school with people who looked alike, or were related...frequently it took months for me to know if some of the people that I saw every day were one or two people...even if I saw say a couple of sisters sitting together at lunch, I was still not certain if they were just friends or even the people I thought they were. Needless to say, this created some irritation on the part of other people who naturally assumned that I was doing something on purpose. I have a number of ways of identifying people, primarily though, you are you if you are where I would expect you to be and are wearing your clothes. Of course I have often walked right past people that knew me very well, but I wasn't expecting them there, so even if they stopped walking and gazed at me, I often ignored them, having assumned I didn't know them. Many people have complained over the years...fortunately for me, everyone I know on a personal basis is also a briefed member of the conspiracy, and so they can't take real offense. It does give me the unusual opportunaty though of ignoring those people that I do recognize and don't want to talk to.

- What kind of hybrid do you think you are or what species are mixed to create you?
I think that there is only one species fooling around here on Earth and that is the people we call the Greys. I know very little about the matter, and can only tell you that in my opinoin, they control the planet and guard that control rigorously.

- As a child seeing things, do you think that you have psychic powers akin to the kid in the film 6th Sense - have you had any more of these kind of incidents, do you see "dead people" still to this day?
The sixth sense was a movie...we really need to understand that. What psychic powers I have remain little developed for the most part, unfortunately. As for seeing people, indeed on a rare occasion I do see what I believe are non-human entities, but what I see is nothing you would see, as I believe that my eyes actually see somthing that you can't, some kind of bio-electrc field...and such people tend to be very weary of getting too close to me. And, they look extremly frightening, like a monster standing accoss the street staring at you...and I really mean that, a MONSTER. And if I do see such a being, I immediately pretend I didn't and head the other way, lest they attempt some form of communication.

- The instance where you went a bit voodoo and imagined an agent being stabbed in the eyes and he felt it, have you projected anything else since?
Yes, I have done such things again...it is the one thing I can do well...it is a defensive weapon, and I make use of it as I need to. Although I have not done that particular thing to anyone since.

- Do you think that the powers mentioned in the above question are similar to the powers the greys used on you? I.E: you thought he hit you with a sledgehammer but it was a "feeling projection" and not real - is that not what you did to the FBI agent, the same kind of thing?
Yes I do, I think they are totally the same.

[adzboarder]

Wow thanks Andrew, great answers!

I will reply back and comment on what you have said a little later (as I am at work now), this is all fascinating stuff, would LOVE to meet you, but no way am I coming to the states! :D

All very interesting...

[thecatcameback777]

The other day I met this woman...she showed me some pictures that she said were of her when she was younger...as she got them out, I preppared to do what I allways do, and that is be polite and look at her pictures...of course they allways look like a totally different person...but how the hell am I supposed to know? I suffer from a strange form of blindness that is very difficult to even explain.

Though often I think that some people show me pictures that are not them at all, just wanting to see if I will say something or not...like obviously they are not them.

It's how the conspiracy people expose themselves to me. Or how they would expose themselves to you, should you ever have a moment of intrigue enter your life.

[freethinker]

a couple of questions

can you post a picture up of yourself

do you sneeze when you look at the sun

what other strange noises do you hear

do you still hear voices ?

[drael]

Ive read maybe half of the material. It was a pretty interesting read so far (it is very long, it may be better to divide it up on the website). Have you done much research into grey aliens? That may help you figure some things out about your past...

If indeed there are that many people watching you it certainly begs the question.. why? I also why didnt they kill you? i mean it wouldnt need to look like that much of an accident, and anything info you reveal could be discredited. I mean they pretty much control what people think...so what purpose do they keep you alive for? (Perhaps the greys have some secret purpose for you).

I may share more thoughts when ive had time to process it all..

I send you my blessings and best wishes....

[thecatcameback777]

Ive read maybe half of the material. It was a pretty interesting read so far (it is very long, it may be better to divide it up on the website). Have you done much research into grey aliens? That may help you figure some things out about your past...

If indeed there are that many people watching you it certainly begs the question.. why? I also why didnt they kill you? i mean it wouldnt need to look like that much of an accident, and anything info you reveal could be discredited. I mean they pretty much control what people think...so what purpose do they keep you alive for? (Perhaps the greys have some secret purpose for you).

I may share more thoughts when ive had time to process it all..

I send you my blessings and best wishes....

I tend to believe that there are two specific reasons that I contiue to live, despite the animosity I feel toward the Rulers of America, (at least)
One is the idea that within the power structure there exist divisions, or different groupings of people, often competing among themselves...within this concept lies the idea that though there exists no laws as we understand them to exist, that though we as average citizens do not recieve any protection form the rogue state, what we do get when we recieve notoriety is a certain amount of real protection from those within that power structure as they vie for power with each other. If I were gunned down in the street, say by...who? It is not for the average people that my death would need explaining, but for the various groups who have the power to ask questions.
The other reason I am not dead...is the aliens...and it really is more the aliens I think that I am not dead. In my life, I have been close to death, or imperiled at least 20 times...

When I first found out everything, one of the things that I thought about was this question...and I slowly went over all of the various times in my life where I was about to die...so many times...I have rested my head and abandoned all hope of survival...and almost by magic, oh and magic is truely an apropriot word there, I have survived. I was in a car when I was sixteen and it kind of flew off the freeway...we were run off the freeway...it was very sixteen year oldish...anyway, we were going down the highway at 85 miles per hour, and not much slower when we went over the side...and the car turned over and over, and suddenly I heard nothing...there was no final impact...the car had stopped, but there had been no stopping...it's hard to explain, but one second we were tossing and turning and crunching and breaking, and at the end of that same second we were just sitting there, not moving. I actually thought we had fallen off a retaining wall that runs along that stretch of the freeway, and as the second of silence grew into two or three and finally four or five, in my mind I imagined the strech of wall we had fallen from being the highest, and I let go and waited for what would be a certain death. I have allways wondered about that weird moment...and in 2000 I looked back on it with a different eye...like I suddenly realized that the strange string of events that took me there were set up...by the hands of men...and the magic of the survival?

It has allways been that way...and in 2000, as I pondered what happened to me in Alameda and how I was subsequently led to believe that of course they were not trying to kill me...I thought a bit deeper, and I remembered not just that crash, but other times where people in these strange little white cars had so recklessly almost killed me...indeed, my blood turned to ice the first time I went over it in my mind...for it is not that they have not tried to kill me, but rather that by some kind of magic I have allways survived, and not even known I was a target at all.

After I was recovering from the gunshot in 2003, I wento over and saw a guy I knew...and we were talking about it all...and as a joke I said how people were trying to kill me...and he said, "well, it doesn't matter cause you just never die anyway."

I don't know if the aliens have a special purpose for me or not, but my guess would be that I am either part of a plan yet to come to fruition, or I am nothing more than part of a complex feint on their part ot confues the people in power.

[thecatcameback777]

a couple of questions

can you post a picture up of yourself

do you sneeze when you look at the sun

what other strange noises do you hear

do you still hear voices ?

There is a picture of my drivers license here: http://www.blogstream.com/gallery.mo...andrewsmadrant

I only sneeze when I drink too much beer, in particular, wheat beer.

Strange noises...yes I do here strange noises...like odd sounds now and then, mostly as if someone was standing near by doing something...but no one is there...that we can see anyway.

Hearing voices is unfortunately very taboo...I discuss it in depth in my book...and nothing has changed since then.

Personally what I find to be of the greatest interest is not what I hear, but the things that I see...late at night, when it's all quiet I can think in my mind and reach a place of silence, and soon I will start getting the flashes of things I see...they come faster then and I see more and more until I am like watching a short film about differnt things, and different people...I never used to think to much about those things...but I did after the alien story came out, see, if I really am an alien, then all those things are extremely signifigant, and probably 100 percent real.

[freethinker]

do you still take drugs - ie cannabis

[thecatcameback777]

do you still take drugs - ie cannabis

Not too often...maybe once a year or so...

[freethinker]

forgot to ask

do you have a copy of the letter ?

or any video evidence of the car/people that followed you ?

[thecatcameback777]

forgot to ask

do you have a copy of the letter ?

or any video evidence of the car/people that followed you ?

I don't have a copy of the letter.

It made me worried when they started following me everywhere, and I thought that I should distance myself from it as much as possible.

As to video evidence of people following me, I have none. But what exactly are you looking for?

You want me to offer up proof? But when it gets deep, people usually ignor the proof...and unfortunately, from my experience, when people ask for things like that, they usually are asking for the benifit of those others who are listening, or reading...not really any actual evidence.

If you want evidence, come look in my eyes...I think this would be far more conclusive as to the proof you are looking for. There are many reason that people get folllowed around by the government, most often it's criminal reasons, though there are others.

Perhaps you ask more out of curiosity though...maybe just to have a look at what I was seeing.

I will tell you though, as I do in my book, one of the best ways to get these people to mellow out is through photography. I am sure that what they are doing is illegal, and for the most part they know it. I mean sure, OK it's a national secruity thing they are doing, but if it ever goes to court, that will not be brought up...you know what I mean?

[eternal_spirit]

Well, too me the best evidence that humans are aliens, just look at all the other animals on Earth. We have very little in common with them. Think about it.

[chattanova]

Well, too me the best evidence that humans are aliens, just look at all the other animals on Earth. We have very little in common with them. Think about it.

Yes thats evidence in itself. Ive been thinking alot on this and it's pretty obvious really.

[thecatcameback777]

Yes thats evidence in itself. Ive been thinking alot on this and it's pretty obvious really.

Oh common man! Get serious.

Do you realize that humanity, is on the verge of the greatest problem they have ever faced?

And all you can do is issue forth a bunch of BS regarding the different "apearances" of the speicies?

I mean like what the fuck man...are you not human?

What happens here affects us all you know?