What is it like to be a "1st-waver" [Archive] - David Icke's Official Forums

alleendewaarheid

22-10-2007, 02:23 AM

I get drunk tonight because as a "1st-waver" of the ascension i wanna go home to the higher realms..

I have to tell you as a person in the 5th dimension drinking and doing drugs magnifies everything and i'll regret it tomorrow..

I know many who have "crossed over" to the other side..i've always wanted to but didn't

I want you to know what a "1st waver" is before i go to sleep.

We raise the vibration for all of you so you can ascend.

We get rid of all lower denser vibrational energies and we bring in all the new energies.

You are ascending in physical form to the 5th dimension.

People like me have endured the following out of love for you all: 1) diarrhea 2) burning assholes from acid shits 3) nausea 4) exhausted almost all the time 5) stomach pain 6) head stuff 7) lack of passion here anymore-no desire to be here anymore 8) releasing all old shit 9) realizing your old shit and old energy..10) dark shit coming at you to confront anything you haven't dealt with 11) loss of family/friends (anything that doesn't vibrate at your level disappears) 12) loss of job 13) loss of house 14) loss of bank account 15) loss of everything

apparently they have a joke in the higher realms..."on my way to ascension i lost everything"..i don't think it's funny at all..i'm tired and want to go back home..

you guys are next..if you're not a 2nd/3rd waver you are just beginning the crapola

it's not nice..some is nice..but most not..."on the way to ascension you will lose everything"..that's what i've gone thru for a long time

for you people that are 4th wavers..now is your time!....my condolensces...

i_am

22-10-2007, 02:26 AM

Hey alleendewaarheid

I did ask you to post this in the ascension thread but seeing as you are asleep you probably missed it :p

I am moving it there but will leave a redirect.

alleendewaarheid

22-10-2007, 02:28 AM

there are many other things i forgot because part of ascension is your mind won't work anymore..

my heart takes over but i get frustrated..

now i forgot my point..shit..

that's a big one..your mind won't work anymore..

you'll all have to go thru what i went thru but alot less..

the only advice i have is let go and trust...

alleendewaarheid

22-10-2007, 02:30 AM

hi i _am,

i'm so freakin sick of my mind not working..

that's one of the worst parts of this ascension business..

i can't remember anything..if i get angry or think i get pain in my head..it's weird...

i forget everything..damn..

but the good thing is i love you and everyone else..

i used to be so angry and so caught up in shit...now i remember how much i love everyone and that is so kewl!

alleendewaarheid

22-10-2007, 02:35 AM

ok..moved..i must remember that...

lilly555

22-10-2007, 02:36 AM

yes you must remember i would like to thank you for sacrificing your ass so that i might ascend:D

razed1

22-10-2007, 05:40 AM

ill repeat what dr deagle said about us, the ones awoken up to the conspiracy

he said we are like those very first bubbles that rise to the top when a champagne bottle is shaken

ready to just pop, in a "yahweh!/tetragrammaton" type of release of energy

just picture yourself spiraling down through and going through the centre point

http://crystalinks.com/goldenmeanside.jpg

which is in the middle of one of these

TORUS (sounds like taurus, :confused:)
http://crystalinks.com/tubetorusgrid.jpg

now heres the amazing thing, this is what 2012 represents

http://i23.tinypic.com/2whjv52.gif

ian lungold said, picture yourself flowing down the centre downstream of a river, you can try to grab on to the riverbanks, and be roughed up by the branches or "go with the flow"

:cool:

neutron flux

22-10-2007, 12:12 PM

1) diarrhea

I had the same feeling while reading this.

now i forgot my point..shit..

No, that is the point.

You are ascending in physical form to the 5th dimension.

If you've "assended" to the 5th dimension, why do you bother coming to the 3rd dimension to get drunk and post this stuff?

We raise the vibration for all of you so you can ascend.

Er, thanks? But I think you're telling porkie pies there.

2) burning assholes from acid shits

That's the ass-end-sion for you! :D

8) releasing all old shit 9) realizing your old shit and old energy..10) dark shit coming at you to confront anything

What's with the old shit, dark shit, acid shit, diarrhea? I don't like this assending business as a lot of shit is involved. And burning arses. :eek:

there are many other things i forgot because part of ascension is your mind won't work anymore..

What's the point in that? You "assend" and your mind doesn't work anymore.:confused:

alleendewaarheid

26-10-2007, 04:08 PM

ahhh...my drunken post..i forgot about this..

i remember you all from davidickeforum.com which closed as i told you all it would.

i remember your logins.

of course davidickeforum.com was notorious for the disinformation agents and that it was government run.

i'm not surprised you people are now paid to work here..

haha

how do i know?

let's just say it comes with being in 5D...expanded consciousness..you can detect things easily..like when people lie..you can even read minds..

i especially remember one or two of you disinfo agents..neutron flux definitely...haha

it's so hilarious....i love this reality sometimes...:D:p

octopusrex

26-10-2007, 08:45 PM

ho hum, eh?

sooooo 2012 is nothing but a big blurry stoned smile?

how 'bout them big lizards comin' outta the earth? dat gonna happen too?

alleendewaarheid

26-10-2007, 08:53 PM

ho hum, eh?

sooooo 2012 is nothing but a big blurry stoned smile?

how 'bout them big lizards comin' outta the earth? dat gonna happen too?

2012 is for real but actually you'll notice the expanded consciousness shift really in 2008..

it depends on your own current level of awareness...everyone is at different levels..if you are still in 3D just beginning the shift into 4D you probably haven't noticed anything..some people are at 3..some at 4 and some at 5D..

i personally don't use drugs..do you smoke pot and is that the reason for your stoned comment? i've known people who smoked pot and their whole life revolved around the drug as if they worshiped it.

i actually don't believe in the reptilian/lizard nonsense.

neutron flux

27-10-2007, 02:33 AM

i especially remember one or two of you disinfo agents..neutron flux definitely...haha

I'm a disinfo agent because I point out your blithering drunken rant as being the comedic material that it is? Where's the disinfo in that?

It is obvious to anyone with eyes to see and two neurons firing that the nonsense that you spout about being 5D and your "ascension" is coming from some sort of deluded mind.

Do I believe in "ascension"? As a matter of fact, yes. Do I think it's the same as your definition? No, not even in the same ball park.

But just out of curiosity - how did you "ascend"? What work did you do to achieve this?

alleendewaarheid

27-10-2007, 11:35 PM

neutron flux,

i ascended now because it's in my dna..i'm a "descended angel" attached to archangel michael.

i came here only to help those that have never ascended before..also a "physical ascension" is new..

it doesn't matter what you "think"..it only matters what i know and feel in my heart.

lots of love neutron!

neutron flux

28-10-2007, 12:15 AM

alleendewaarheid

28-10-2007, 12:46 AM

Thanks for responding but it doesn't make much sense to me - you just ascended to 5D? How do you help people ascend? :confused:

The ascension seems to be an ancient science born out of the crucible of an alchemical process and is what Fulcanelli described as "divine art". It is also seems in line with Gurdjieff's 4th way system - but these processes are one of long and hard work of self-observation and self-remembering and require a group. It doesn't seem likely to me that you've achieved this.

sorry neutron..i should be more understanding..i'm very impatient.

my partner is an ascended angel..that's someone who ascends by experiencing this reality 1000s of times and by experiencing/servicing/mastering other realities

i'm a descended angel..i'm kind of what you call "old" or "ancient one"..i come from long ago in the energy so i've only come down to this reality at times to help with atlantis and leumeria and also to enjoy earth pleasures..

neutron...forget your mind or proof or 3D stuff...your mind can't possibly grasp what is multidimensional...all the answers you seek are in your heart (gut/intuition).

if you can train yourself to let your heart take over..than you'll "see" all that you want/need to see!

i ascended in physical form..i'm here to help explain to people why they're seeing things and getting horrible symptoms and stuff like that..

like now..i get heart noises and so does my partner..they sound like toilet noises in my heart and then i run to the bathroom..we both get the same symptoms..its new energy coming in and old energy leaving..

we have another symptoms..we see "outside the collective consciousness" so everything around us looks fake or like a postcard...

okay..i need to go to bed..

sorry i haven't been understanding with you neutron..i get frustrated..hope you can forgive me..

need to go to bed

love, bryan

lizzy

28-10-2007, 01:56 AM

yes you must remember i would like to thank you for sacrificing your ass so that i might ascend:D

LOL

alleendewaarheid

28-10-2007, 03:01 PM

LOL

i do it freely with no expectations!

neutron flux

28-10-2007, 03:41 PM

my partner is an ascended angel..that's someone who ascends by experiencing this reality 1000s of times and by experiencing/servicing/mastering other realities

How do you know this?

i'm a descended angel..i'm kind of what you call "old" or "ancient one"..i come from long ago in the energy so i've only come down to this reality at times to help with atlantis and leumeria and also to enjoy earth pleasures..

How do you know this?

neutron...forget your mind or proof or 3D stuff...your mind can't possibly grasp what is multidimensional...all the answers you seek are in your heart (gut/intuition).

Although intuition can be very useful it won't give you "all the answers".

if you can train yourself to let your heart take over..than you'll "see" all that you want/need to see!

If you want to "see" the world in a subjective manner then you go right ahead with that. I am seeking to view the world and myself in the most objective manner possible.

alleendewaarheid

28-10-2007, 09:41 PM

hi neutron,

in the higher realms you use your heart..you just know things..without doubts and with trust..

your approach is of the mind..the mind is a masculine imbalanced 3-dimensional useless instrument which can't understand multidimensionality..

love...

infinitely free

28-10-2007, 09:59 PM

I get drunk tonight because as a "1st-waver" of the ascension i wanna go home to the higher realms..

I have to tell you as a person in the 5th dimension drinking and doing drugs magnifies everything and i'll regret it tomorrow..

Nah, you dont have to regret it, mate!
Just concentrate on what you want to get, out of the experience, and see if you get it! ;)

alleendewaarheid

28-10-2007, 10:35 PM

Nah, you dont have to regret it, mate!
Just concentrate on what you want to get, out of the experience, and see if you get it! ;)

i don't regret it at all..

basically what i find about ascending to 5D in physical form is that you can drink and do drugs but it's more about balance now.

i'm amsterdam i used to drink 7 days a week..now i'm lucky to drink 1 day a week..and it hits me harder..with the ascension i've naturally balanced out and now enjoy having a few beers or smokes with friends than sitting inside getting pissed..

no regrets...the best part of this reality are the pleasures of sex, drink, smoke..food..etc.etc...there are no right or wrongs..do what the fuck you want!

neutron flux

29-10-2007, 12:05 AM

in the higher realms you use your heart..you just know things..without doubts and with trust..

your approach is of the mind..the mind is a masculine imbalanced 3-dimensional useless instrument which can't understand multidimensionality..

That doesn't answer anything and seems a bit of a cop out.

If you see your mind as a useless instrument then that does explain a whole lot.

spiritualone

29-10-2007, 01:58 AM

If you want to understand the limitations of the mind (or should I say living in the head, not the heart), take a look at the world around you :eek:

tejas

29-10-2007, 07:31 AM

spiritualone

29-10-2007, 08:47 AM

Sorry, I didnt mean either/or. I meant a balance of head/heart.

tejas

29-10-2007, 08:52 AM

alleendewaarheid

29-10-2007, 09:06 AM

That doesn't answer anything and seems a bit of a cop out.

If you see your mind as a useless instrument then that does explain a whole lot.

neutron,

why did davidickeforum.com get closed down?

why are you using the same login? doesn't that kind of expose you?

the mind is useless.it stores data and uses old data to solve new problems..it has no place in a multidimensional existence..

all my responses to you i consider to be perfect...if they don't satisfy you then you remain unsatisfied..too bad..haha:p

alleendewaarheid

29-10-2007, 09:07 AM

If you want to understand the limitations of the mind (or should I say living in the head, not the heart), take a look at the world around you :eek:

good one!

alleendewaarheid

29-10-2007, 09:09 AM

Trusting the heart can lead to DELUSION. Your feelings and emotions can be MISLED.

Even when your heart is a SPIRITUAL heart or feeling.

I speak from personal experience.

When anyone says 'Just trust your feelings,' or 'Just believe' then I am always vary.

False beliefs and false premises about certain aspects of the universe can lead to SELF-DELUSION.

tejas,

i remember your login from davidickeforum.com also. you and neutron in here together?:p

the heart is never wrong...

your head is what got you caught up in this illusion to begin with:D

alleendewaarheid

29-10-2007, 09:11 AM

When you say heart, what exactly do you mean?

All emotions are responses of the physical body to external or internal stimuli. Thusly when they are percieved to have a spiritual dimension to them, you are only deluding yourself.

[In my experience]

that's a head comment...

delusion comes from those who play mind games..:D

i do neither.

i believe most people know the expression "trust your heart"..

if people trusted their hearts they'd have much less problems than they currently do..

neutron flux

29-10-2007, 11:11 AM

why are you using the same login? doesn't that kind of expose you?

Expose me as what???

the mind is useless.it stores data and uses old data to solve new problems..it has no place in a multidimensional existence..

Please go back to 5D then. Now.

all my responses to you i consider to be perfect...if they don't satisfy you then you remain unsatisfied..too bad..haha

No, your answers are not perfect in fact they are word salad. You don't answer because you can't - you're a delusional person and I feel sorry for you. I hope you get the help that you need.

alleendewaarheid

29-10-2007, 01:06 PM

Expose me as what???

Please go back to 5D then. Now.

No, your answers are not perfect in fact they are word salad. You don't answer because you can't - you're a delusional person and I feel sorry for you. I hope you get the help that you need.

neutron,

you are too funny...ROFL!!!!!!!!!!!!

your credibility is 0% now...people are aware of your true intentions in here...you'd be better off getting a new login and hiding...haha

love and kisses,

bryan

PS - you really don't like yourself very much do you? love yourself 1st and then you'll see the beauty in everyone..

neutron flux

29-10-2007, 01:26 PM

you are too funny...ROFL!!!!!!!!!!!!

your credibility is 0% now...people are aware of your true intentions in here...you'd be better off getting a new login and hiding...haha

love and kisses,

bryan

PS - you really don't like yourself very much do you? love yourself 1st and then you'll see the beauty in everyone..

Well I'm glad I amuse you but I don't know why I would hide from anything.

Please get help Bryan.

alleendewaarheid

29-10-2007, 02:22 PM

neuron,

i don't need help...everything in my 5D world just flows to me...money...roof..food...haven't had to work in a long time..

maybe you're needing help yourself...doing work like you do comes from a place of low self esteem...

you can do better for yourself!

anyways..got to move...good luck with finding a new career in the future! you'll need it!

peace and love!

bryan

alleendewaarheid

29-10-2007, 03:08 PM

by the way neuron!

i want to say that i prefer not communicating with you anymore..you are "old energy" from the old davidickeforum.com...

i kind of wanna talk to other people.

i have a new policy of not talking to davidickeforum.com people on here because its old and i know what you're all about..

take care and love yourself!

bryan

tejas

29-10-2007, 03:29 PM

that's a head comment...

delusion comes from those who play mind games..:D

i do neither.

i believe most people know the expression "trust your heart"..

if people trusted their hearts they'd have much less problems than they currently do..

I don't think you have an understanding of basic human physiology or reasoning when you say this :(

Trust your heart? Thats like saying. Use the force luke

alleendewaarheid

29-10-2007, 03:38 PM

tejas = davidickeforum.com

davidickeforum.com = old

old falling away

new coming in

no more old people..only new!

love...

tejas

29-10-2007, 03:43 PM

I was never on the old forum!!!

infinitely free

29-10-2007, 05:34 PM

no regrets...the best part of this reality are the pleasures of sex, drink, smoke..food..etc.etc...there are no right or wrongs..do what the fuck you want!

yo can actually get those in other 'realities, too

bigus_dickus

29-10-2007, 05:58 PM

I was never on the old forum!!!

congratulations! you win a trip to the wonderful world of 'ass ending' with master bryan.

alleendewaarheid

29-10-2007, 06:03 PM

yo can actually get those in other 'realities, too

hi infinitely free,

everyone is ascending in physical form which has never been done before...you also..we are bringing in new energy and we will all be crystalline humans..a new breed you could say.

you can do all those things in 5D also because you will be in physical form. obviously only now because it's an ascension in physical form

ascension in the past was not physical so no...you couldn't do those things in 5D before..

i am one of those that came here primarily for the stuff such as food, drink, smoke, sex etc.etc. that's really big in the higher realms..enjoying in 3D what you can't enjoy in the higher realms

obviously what's kewl about this ascension now to 5D is that you will be able to continue enjoying the pleasures though now it effects me much more so i can't do extremes for long..

lilly555

29-10-2007, 06:06 PM

i'm confused with all this 3d 5d talk. what about 4d?:D

bigus_dickus

29-10-2007, 06:10 PM

i'm confused with all this 3d 5d talk. what about 4d?:D

i got something better. what about 2d? that would be awesome.

alleendewaarheid

29-10-2007, 06:11 PM

i'm confused with all this 3d 5d talk. what about 4d?:D

4D is where people go when they die..with the exception of now since everyone is ascending to 5D physically

we are physically ascending and most on the planet have just begun their ascension into 4th.

spiritualone

29-10-2007, 09:34 PM

i got something better. what about 2d? that would be awesome.

You become 2d when you are physically buried in the ground :p

bigus_dickus

29-10-2007, 09:57 PM

You become 2d when you are physically buried in the ground :p

yeah! and you become the ground and the water and the air.

infinitely free

30-10-2007, 08:38 PM

i'm confused with all this 3d 5d talk. what about 4d?:D

Well, to be honest I believe that the 'other' dimensions are no more real, than this one! But, i agree with alleendewaarheid, that pleasures (as they call them) are particularly asociated with this 'reality' - and the 'reality' that we are in, is often refered to as the Third Dimension! How acurate, the term 'Third Dimension' is, is another matter!