Awakening process

[seraphin]

Hi,


i would like you to ask, what else i can do to accelerate my awakening process.

I already broke up with following things:

-watching TV( due to satanic subliminals, hypnosis and programming)
-watching movies(due to satanic subliminals, hypnosis and programming)
-listening to music(due to satanic subliminals and programming)
-playing videogames( due to satanic subliminals, programming and low frequency practice- such as killing people)
-watching pornography(due to satanic programming, energy absorbtion, subliminals and health harming)
-masturbation( due possession from negative entities, that fed of my sexual energy, health problems due to the loss of semen)
-eating meet and milk based products( due to the satanic slaughter and torture of animals, risk of absorbing that negativ energy and decreasing ones energy level, health problems thru the
poisened meet)
-stopped drinking alcohol and coffee( due to harming physical and spiritual health)

What a started to do:

+taking responsability for the evil things I have done in the past
+become aware of higher frequencies
+starting to listen to brainwave programms, such as natura sound therapy and neuro programmer, to increase brain activity and open the third eye
+sungazing- for all its benefits
+respecting other human beeings and animals
+to be peacefull and never violent
+stopped lying to loved ones
+started to feel less fear and resisting its atempt to control my mind
+started to become more optimistic about my life
+started to pray and ask for guidance to the creator or creative loving spirit

The results i have noted so far are very satisfying. I feel much more aware and positiv. The inreases loss of fear is my biggest achievement so far. But I also noted some pressure on my 3. eye and some different dreaming.

Unfortunately I am a little bit stock on my progress, also due to some health problems, that resulted from my evil past, so that I need some new ideas.

I hope you have some fresh ideas for me.

Love and peace

[princessofwands]

Welcome to the forum, and well done! :D

I'd say you're doing pretty well as it is. You can't hurry your progress. As you just continue to do (and not do) what you described above, things will 'come up' in your consciousness that you never recognised before. Your subconscious 'stuff'. You'll have plenty to deal with, especially in relation to other people. You'll be fully challenged, just putting your awakened understandings into full use...walking your talk, as it were.....and that will bring you more opportunities to view yourself more objectively and clear away old habit patterns that you suddenly recognise.

All our habitual thoughts and feelings tie us into the matrix. Most of them run on automatic pilot and we don't realise how we just go through certain scripts and personal agendas all the time.

Watch out for strange synchronicities that might point you in the direction you next need to travel, or towards the people you might next need to meet and know. The guidance you're asking for will come in mysterious ways.

:)

[01cobravortech]

Drink coffee. That will wake you up.

[ogcheshirecat]

I got some advice, don't try TOO hard. Ya gotta let it be and happen they way it's gonna happen. I have trouble with this, just letting it be, and yet it's so simple but so complex. Start making art, or writing if you haven't. Pick up a guitar or learn piano. Having an outlet of powerful self expression is important, colors and sounds and words can be amazingly potent and can convey your thoughts to others in ways you would never have thought possible. When you make something, like a song or a painting or a poem, it sticks around so long as it's shared. It can last longer than your physical body even, which is good because then you'll have expressions doing work for you and you might not have to reincarnate unless you want to! I admire your ability to abstain, I'm yet to really "break the hold" these earth creatures got kinkin up my energy flow, but I'm well on my way. I like to watch movies and listening to music, it's art you know, but it depends on where it's coming from. I really agree with your thoughts about masturbation being a means by which some entities can suck out your blood like a fuckin' mosquito until you smash 'em. I got some bad habits...

[oscify]

Just because art has served an agenda doesn't necesarrily make the artists intentions evil.

Television, Movies, Music, and video games have all introduced me to concepts that were difficult to find elsewhere.

We've been engineered to be nourished on meat and bovine milk and during the 6 years I was a vegetarian I found that I could not keep a healthy weight. Now I can't keep a healthy weight cause I'm broke.

oh and one added idea for positive change... I've been working hard this year on talking less shit about others, because when it comes to cancerous thoughts and spiritual parasites, that's one of the worst

[ogcheshirecat]

Just because art has served an agenda doesn't necesarrily make the artists intentions evil.

Oy I didn't mean to make it sound like the art (movies, video games, etc) I was describing is evil. Just figured I'd clear that up. I oughtta work on my sentence placement >_<

[exford]

Familiarise yourself with critical thinking and logical fallacies,it encourages open mindedness and prevents you from filling your head with nonsense!

[princessofwands]

Go over to www.astro.com, make yourself a free birthchart and read some interpretations about yourself. You will find out things about your psychological patterns that you didn't know. If you need further help with your chart, post it onto the forum and ask for help!

[seraphin]

Welcome to the forum, and well done! :D

I'd say you're doing pretty well as it is. You can't hurry your progress. As you just continue to do (and not do) what you described above, things will 'come up' in your consciousness that you never recognised before. Your subconscious 'stuff'. You'll have plenty to deal with, especially in relation to other people. You'll be fully challenged, just putting your awakened understandings into full use...walking your talk, as it were.....and that will bring you more opportunities to view yourself more objectively and clear away old habit patterns that you suddenly recognise.

All our habitual thoughts and feelings tie us into the matrix. Most of them run on automatic pilot and we don't realise how we just go through certain scripts and personal agendas all the time.

Watch out for strange synchronicities that might point you in the direction you next need to travel, or towards the people you might next need to meet and know. The guidance you're asking for will come in mysterious ways.

:)

Thank you for your encouraging words.:)

Lately it has been pretty hard for me to continue my path constantly, without falling back into old patterns. I have almost every night a nightmare. Its like some sort of evil or demon is chasing me. My path has been horrible, as is my current siuation. One could say that my life is totally fucked up. And I blame and make mostly these negative entities responsable for it, becuase in my entire life there were many attempts to deceive and corrupt my soul. until I realized that I had only 2 choices: either to clean my soul and release my satanic addictions or to become a demon that would betray the creator and join the cosmic cancer(satan).

I decided my self to follow the teachings of peace and love, even if it would kill me- wich really doesnt matter at all, since we are eternal and I would be free from this satanic regime anyway. I am convinced, that a I have to become the change that I wish to see in the world. i just want to live in love and peace- be it in a physical or astral body.:)

[princessofwands]

It's totally normal to fall back into 'old patterns', this happens to all of us who are trying to tread a more spiritual path.

Two steps forward, one step back. Two steps forward, one step back. Two steps forward, one step back. Do you see how you're still progressing?? :D

The only important thing is to catch yourself stepping back. Bring consciousness into your unconscious behaviour. The more consciousness you bring in, the lighter you get, the higher vibrating.

You start to 'observe' what you're doing. 'Oh God, I did that thing again!' (whatever it was). Buddhist thought says that we'll have to make that recognition over and over again. Eventually that 'thing' will become weakened because we've shone a light on it too many times. It'll stop begging to happen, or be expressed.

The reason I suggested looking at your astrology is because we all have these psychological blind-spots, where we don't see ourselves clearly. Astrology can show us our 'patterns', the emotional and mental habits that we unconsciously fall into.

Another really good way to identify our patterns is to see who is around us, who is drawn into our orbit. Is there something about them that really really annoys us? The chances are, this is a reflection of us. We just haven't seen it. We surely will not WANT to see it or acknowledge that this is us.

It's quite painful when you see yourself as you are. But you mustn't smack yourself round the head about it. Every hard recognition is an important step forward, guaranteeing that you'll never be able to act in that way again without a little warning light going off in your head.

If you don't already, I suggest you could keep a spiritual diary. Not for putting down stuff you did, like 'went shopping, had lunch with X'. For putting down the things you've freshly understood about yourself. For writing down affirmations you want to follow, every day if possible. Otherwise, the matrix part of the self will keep on trying to pull you back into your old self. You have to keep re-reading your diary and not forgetting what you discovered about yourself last month. It really helps.

Negative entities will hang around you for something they can get. You are their drug of choice. Stop being their supplier and they'll have to go and look elsewhere. Slowly your vibes will raise higher and higher and then it'll also be too vibrationally uncomfortable for them to hang around you.

:)

[gaias child]

Great post Seraphin, I'd suggest growing your own food and eating natural foods,pure water etc, avoiding poisons as much as possible as this is one of the bigest ways our consciousness is targeted

[unenlightened_waffle]

Hello,

I would say most of what you have given up, you might have given up for the wrong reasons, do not give up listening to music, watching tv, playing games just because someone called them satanic. Amazingly alot of my great realisations have come from watching tv (especially films) or listening to music.

Give things up because there is a reason to, the great reason to minimise tv watching is simply that there is little growth involved in it, time can be spent in better ways.

Kudos on your discipline though, very impressive and also keep with those positive things, similar tact's have served me well.

[ogcheshirecat]

You guys give some great advice. I might be repeating myself slightly, but, I highly recommend picking up Alex Grey's Mission of Art and some art supplies like watercolors or drawing pencils and a sketchbook or two, or some clay or a guitar whichever medium you feel would fit you most. I'm continually amazed at the healing effect that self expression through art has.

[twilight of the thunder god]

Hi,


i would like you to ask, what else i can do to accelerate my awakening process.

I already broke up with following things:



-listening to music(due to satanic subliminals and programming)
-watching pornography(due to satanic programming, energy absorbtion, subliminals and health harming)
-masturbation( due possession from negative entities, that fed of my sexual energy, health problems due to the loss of semen)


Why would you stop doing those things. Music and masturbation are awsome things. Things that the nwo cant use to get you. How exactly is porn health harming.

[i_am]

Familiarise yourself with critical thinking and logical fallacies,it encourages open mindedness and prevents you from filling your head with nonsense!


Nonsense! :D

[unenlightened_waffle]

The best way I have found for growth is retrospection, at the end of each day go through each moment in that day picturing in your mind, look at the things that provoked and emotional response, that is where you have something to learn.

Then write down the feelings or emotions and take them apart in your mind and ask yourself why you are producing a reaction, you will find it will lie in one of the 7 deadly sins or something that can be perceived as a mistake.

Then when you accept that you were wrong you can start thinking of what way you should have reacted and from then on you can start changing your ways.

This is however a long project and sometimes painful as it forces you to face what you are but eventually you will start making progress, the key is not to be impatient.

[dryadlover]

The most important thing to realize during an awakening process is that you are one infinite Creator, you are the master, the magician, of reality; the reality which is pure thought in its essence and pure illusion in its observation. Everything that is a part of current illusion is a part of you, it is a part of global unconsciousness that is entitled to this current sphere of illusion. You have agreed to incarnate in this illusion, thus merging yourself with everything that is of this sphere; you have become one with this planet of space/time in your current incarnation. Now, being yourself and while not knowing who you really are, we try to become more aware, our mind is constantly pushing us further, it tries to penetrate through the very same veil, that we have agreed to experience before our life on earth.

Yet, is it wise to deny and reject something that is already part of you? How can you master something if you are constantly rejecting it, not giving respect to it, and most importantly do not love it? Everything in this reality, on this planet can be transmuted into pure love on an individual basis. There is absolutely no need to reject something in hope, that it will make you a better person, everything is thought and everything can make you a better person if you make the intent to transmute this thought into the vibration of love.

In true essence only your intent can make you more aware, only your intent can make you connect with infinity, and only the vibration of love will make you succeed. The vibration of love is based on unconditional understanding, acceptance, and forgiveness of everything, that is a part of you; and truly, the greatest achievement of this veiled incarnation is realization of this principle. The realization, despite being veiled and hidden from the truth, that you are the truth as much as everything else is, for when you embrace something that you find not to be of yourself, you become the master of it, thus slowly thinning the veil between your true self and your current self. In reality everything is equally good and bad, everything you do, think, or feel is equally good and bad for yourself and others, for you are experiencing, feeling, and exploring everything that is of your essence, as in reality there is no good or bad. Your intent or thought pattern is what of most importance to make you more aware and denial of certain things by making them “bad” may only hinder your progress, for by doing that you only reject a part of you, that can be transmuted into love thus getting you closer to your true self.

From that perspective it is wise to ask a question: do I need to experience something here and now; and if you have a significant passion and desire to any kind of experience it is wise to embrace it while at the same time opening your heart, allowing the constant flow of love to pour into you and into the experience you are currently embracing. By doing that, you slowly become the master of your incarnation, you become the magician; you are able to transmute everything you want to experience into love and light, thus helping yourself and others. When you achieve the realization of master creator drinking alcohol and watching any kind of movie will be as equally good for your spiritual progress as meditation and prayer, negative entities and negative attacks will turn into positive entities and blissful experiences, for you have accepted your shadow/dark self and became complete. This is the most difficult and heroic path to follow in an incarnation, yet the amount of service you provide to others and the amount of spiritual rewards you receive is outstanding.

And God said, let there be light: and there was light, however it is important to understand that this thought came from the heart and not from the mind, as in order to express true unconditional light/love you have to accept darkness, for in reality darkness and light are one.