sandmonsters and the dancing ocean

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i wrote this as a reply on another forum thought it would fit nice here to

when you want to chance and wait for a special moment to do change your life, you probably loose the inspiration to do it or it becomes less, its just a trick of the mind if you ask me. The mind doesn,t want you to be in the moment cause it doesn,t excist in the moment, al it does is recall past experience, knowlegde etc or things about future events, most people identify themselves with the mind and therefore there never in the moment, how many times you meet a person that just breaths in live and breaths it out, you can see there fully alive when you just have one glimpse of them, the energy of lif floats trow them and they share life with life around them. I love those living people, all there energy is here and now, when your fully in the moment you become life, the drop you where in mind looses itself in the ocean of life and you will be dancing on the waves with all other life smiling back at you, you give up trying to control live, you give up worrying about the future, you give up being lost and loose yourself in live, you will realise you are the one between you and all lives energy your trying to reach so violently. forget your own importance, your most imporant and brilliant thoughts are nothing more then sand passing trow your drop, when you identify with them they pull you down to the bothem of the ocean, miles away from the dance of the waves, the drops celebrating there ocean. i just love those people who are fully alive and in the moment, join me now in the now and lets dance on the waves of live, dont worry if there is a current that doesn,t favor you just enjoy the bad and the good, loose self importance and dance. just enjoy the bad current dont waste time celebrating the life, soon a current that favours you will appear out of nothing but dont waste your time waiting for it or you will loose the face of our holy ocean. soon you will realise all you came here for was dancing around in circles,celebrating live forever in the now, while dancing you will shake the imiges that hunted you from the past, you will loose the fear for the future, you will realise all life supports your dance, soon you will forget all about the drop and only see the ocean, dancing on the waves forever with everlasting joy and bliss. i just love those people who love in the moment. all thoughts visions emotions are mere peaces of sand that enter your dance and they break your legges if you value the sand, most of us are beggers sitting on the ground waiting for the dance to pick us up again not minding the weight of the sand keeping us from standing up and dancing. let me wisper to you in this moment, open your eyes and see the great dance, all your worries are blasphemy, loose your weight and dance with steps of celebration, you will loose the sand, the ideas of right and wrong, true or false, good and bad, you will stop defining yourself and the world around you all together, cause you will realise it where mere peaces of sand you where holding on to trying to make sense of your drop and the ocean, you will realise the ocean will forever be a mystery, but with awe and wonder you will look at the spectical around you and with relaxation and joy you will enter the dance.

i just love people who live in the moment, dancers show the glory of life and they live it in the everlasting now. pls i beg to you with tears in my eyes celebrate this great dance with us.

theology, religion and philosophy are mere sandcastles on the shoreline, all the worlds priest and so called great thinkers are mere guerdians of this castles, there rules, laws and regulations, there believes and ideals all will be washed away when touched by the waves of the dance. they speak of great dancers of the past like jesus,mohammed and buddha, they analyse there dancing staps and speak about there greatness without understanding this great dance, there sitting on the sideline looking at the great glory of the dance and the dancers, afraid to shake there sand and enter the dance but full of inspiration they talk and analyze trying to understand the dancers with the science of sand, they build sand castles near the edge of the dancing ocean, they tell you whe saw the holy dance whe can liberate you all, the masses blinded with dirt are soon being locked in the dungeons of the sandcastles. the priest will make sure there religion remains strong with building huge walls of ideology, dirty truths, rules and regulations. the rulers of the world of sand fight dirty warrs with other sandcastles. locked in their sandstorm you will fight there warrs to conquer and collect more sand. life seems so dence and dark for all of us who are in the sandstorms, warrs are nothing more then life wasting life, groups of bad dancers stepping on toes, breaking leggs, kicking others from earths stage to the next. like a drop of water that melts rising trow the air till you fall down again in the ocean or maybe the sands finding your way back trow the rivers of live to the mighty ocean. you may need purpose to justify your pain, you may need self importance to justify your pain, you may pick up sands to make sense out of your misery from time to time, i have build many sandcastles in my life i thought they where mighty some people admired them, but now i feel so blessed that dancing waves destroyed every one of them. i feel it is time to get mature now and stop building sand castles i offer all i am to enter the ocean, the dance, love, god, allah, conciousness, bliss, nature, life, being, whatever you call the oneness in witch whe merge in states of awarness. lissen to the birds singing there great songs, the trees clapping in there hands, the waves dancing on the water, i,m not asking you to put on pink glasses simply open yourself, shake of your sand and you will realise there is freedom in beauty, there is joy and fullfilment in every moment, when you think your in the future or the past and you deny yourself to enjoy this moment.

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for people with a peacefull silent inner space its easy to see that technology is a big trheat for close relationships, in so many houses the television is always on, there is always someone talking on tv sucking so much of the attention to it. you are together if you are both physically and mentally (conciously) in the same place, being togheter giving eachother full attention, sharing our heart, mind, (body) all togheter how many time each day does this happen for most people these days. 100 years ago time shared fysically was time spent mentally and emotionally, sharing time and space was equal to sharing mind and feelings, these days there is so much interference and distractions on and to and for our inner world. tv screams for attention when its on, its always loud people talk fast, tv makers develop there works in a way to capture and hold your attention, entertainment is the biggest threat to our inner peace, it keeps us from facing our inner conflicts, chaos, pain, fear, anger, so much get supressed, its painfull to see and to say, but so many if not most people are in a pitiful state, the more in enter silence, awarness, love the more centered and balanced i become, the more i am fully awake and in the moment my awarness of my surroundings get bigger and bigger. i,m getting more and more at ease with how the world is doing right now, looking at madness without it disturbs my inner peace, the more you will be able to see being at peace the more you will see, most people are just at the surface of the world of emotions, there in fear, anger, frustration, stress, lust,low desire there running day after day to and from these basic emotions, they are afraid to loose there job so they work there ass of, they are hunting by fear of loosing the live they lead (wealth, lifestyle, house, car, with this all gose self importance or self respect) when they feel a bit secure that they can keep what they have they start hunting for a better job, car, house) always on the run never at ease never in the moment running from birth to death. running from fear to face themselves always on the move and busy and seeking distraction in entertainment (media, work, other peoples problems(gossip). how many people will have some time each day where there doing nothing ? for most people the most peacefull moment of the day i when they just came out of bed reading all the terrible things that happened in the world while drinking a coffee to raise there low mood so they feel they can handle one more day. maybe i exaggerate a bit not sure but it makes it more clear, if you pay attention and mirror these words to your innerlife and/or the people in your world you will be able to see witch drives most people, ofcourse they wear a mask on there face but when you have some clearity you will look right though them. so many people lost themselve to their face they show the world, they think there loving, caring, balanced people they forgot it was just the face they showed to achieve something for themselves, when i,m tottaly at ease and relaxt meating such a person they seem to be in shock when they see their gameface doesn,t work their lost they dont now whats below it i sit or stand next to them looking whats going on with them, they are in some kind of shock usualy they run away from me or from there selves to give another view, i know the feeling have been lost myself i thought i was not good enouth was doing anything for aproval,love from others i was lucky to meet a special person who i could call a master, in the beginning i was terrified to face his love and awarness, he made me see who i was, i saw myself in his reflection, all my demons, devils, anger, fear came to the surface i was tottaly shaken and terrified, i saw he saw me and saw he relaxed and loving he stayed and trusted it enouth to open myself time and time again, this is what relationship is to me sharing all, you heal eachother this way but atleast one has to have a loving heart of acceptance, all i love you, i love you to kiss kiss crapp is usualy a dream world people choose to live in, witch get blown away with infidelity. but i discribed how i see the state of(most) modern men, i described it as pitiful, there in a mad world all day running from there self (fears, frustration, depression), after there goals, they never have a moment of doing nothing, they ignore or even supress inner screams for there attention, at the moment they go to sleep there world turns upside down they get dragged into the hell there they created, many drink before they go to bed, many stay up so long watching tv till they almost drop down til they go, many even use pils, they have baddreams, night terrors for hours and barely reach deep sleep, the next morning they come out of bed feeling tyerd after more then 6 hours of sleep for most much longer, people who face themselves (ho meditate)sleep 3 or maybe 4 hours and they wake up energized they barely dream and some are even aware trow their deep sleep, they dont really have a supressed world they can,t enter. but people in a pitiful state can,t face themselves, they can,t even begin to think about really facing or entering real relationship, most couples talk only surface crap to tel eachother its still ok honey where still both in this dream together dont worry your not alone. if you can see the pitiful state, the madness, the hell most people live in know that all you can do is go to your inner peace, face yourself and all the universe will cary you, when your violent inside you live in a violent world, when you are peacefull, loving, caring inside you live in a peacefull, loving, caring world, the only violence you will have to learn to deal with is from pitiful people, you will learn not to take it personal when you see the source of their behaviour is there inner madness, you will be compassioned and stay at peace, being at peace within yourself is something you will have to expand being on your own, and you need to learn to stay it being among others through the day. at the beginning it gose slowly step by step, you are aware and loose yourself you are aware and loose yourself, more and more time you will be aware and less and less times you will loose yourself, be kind for yourself dont be angry when you loose inner peace you will fall even further, these seems like an impossible mission at start but soon very soon, you will be more aware of yourself you will become more peacefull, loving, blissfull to yourself and the rest of the world, the joy that starts to enter your live will carry you forward, inspire you to enter even deeper layers of life/reality/love, more and more you will love yourself and gain the ability to love others, your heart will be more and more healed, you dont need others to anymore to compensade for the holes in your heart, most people have so much holes they enter a relationship with another person in the same state and its like toghether they have one heart witch they fight over all the time thats why most relationships are love/hate, fighting/making up its the fight for the shared heart. you only can have a real relationship when you love yourself and you are already living a fulfilling life,only people witch such a mighty heart would enrich eachother, people who didn,t find themselves yet and are lost and in need of the other could enrich there live with the other in better words could full their live with the other but it would stop or slow down their own growth and chance for induvidual realization of love,fullfilment. the more pitiful state the state the more people keep eachother prisoner within the relationship, they even try to make the other depended of them to make sure they wont leave them and break the shared heart, leaving the with there own broken heart. its not for nothing people go through so much abuseand missery before they leave a relationhip. for people who live there live in a pitiful dreamstate all this must be heavy reading, if you made it to here your a brave person, for people who knew how they fooled themselves, who are always looking for clearity i hope my story gives you some new insight, for people beyond my understanding i,m only sharing the visions that give me clearity and i know my views are still so flawed (like my english).all whe can do with words is guide people through our vision(s), all things that have real value for a fulfilling life are unexplainable all whe can do with words is try to point to insights and visions whe have, when i speak or write about visions or my vision, i feel like i,m turning clear water of the ocean of my heart into the clouds of mind, when these words reach people when my cloud raines on them, the more dry they are the more chance the rain drops go wasted as if in the desert, people of the heart will recieve the drops in there ocean and see it as my truth witch it is on this moment, they take what they can use or need and ignore, dont bother about all other drops. what do a few drops mean to an ocean, it doesn,t need to be refrenched, the most the rain can do is remind people of there limetless source of water. if you followed me all the way to my meaning of water, may whe drowned in the ocean of love, may it overflow our eyes with tears of joy, may it wash away the sands in our eyes and bless us with clear vision. let us bow down to your glory as your waves to our land. let our hearts be of your quality so they may be at ease even when strong currents try to push and pull us, may whe go so peacefull trow our ups and downs as you go trow your tides. may your unchancing undestructible inexhaustible nature remind us of these qualitys of our heart. the lovers of this world are oasis in the desert, when you meet one they seem magical, living wonders, you feel saved if you open yourself to them when you bow down to drink from there water, most people when they catch a glimpse of such a person they will think it is a mirage, there water is so refreshing, so clear that it shows us the ways of the ocean, i speak of lovers you know by name like jesus, budha, shiva and mohamed, i speak of living lovers whose names most wont know. have the courage to look for them, they will show you the ways of love cause they are love, they will teach you about life cause they are live, they will teach you about you cause they are you, there inner and outer world merged into one, they where drowned in the ocean of love, god, allah, conciousness. they tel a tale not of their greatness but of the greatness of love. may whe all realise our heart and live in its ways of bliss, may whe open ourself to our own heart like a flower to the run, may it enlighten ourselfs and others, may whe all realise and enter a relation of love with the world, birds sing of it, your heart wispers of it, now its time i start to lissen and enter it.