Soul Mates need time!

[seamus]

Hi all...

You may have noticed me around lately. I'll be popping in, but probably never at the level I was at before leaving the Twelve Tribes. Why?

Due to years of dreaming, hoping, praying, I have found my soul mate! What's more, we have been together many times over the centuries, so there's even some old karma to work through. Fun, fun, fun!

How I did it:

I fantasized, daydreamed, and otherwise mentally pictured being with a woman who was able to receive everything I wanted to give. I did this for 20 years, almost every single day, and it finally paid off. I would mention that I never have been a womanizer. I am 37, never been married, and have only had 3 girlfriends. Each of those went after me. But Rose is the first one I really went after. The moment I met her, I saw red arrows pointing at her and flashing lights, and I heard a voice "There she is! There she is!" This is what I had prayed for, for years. A sign to show me who my wife was. Because I was in the Twelve Tribes, I was not permitted to show my interest. But I found out about 6 weeks ago that it was mutual! I am glad I waited to get my head screwed on good and straight before attempting to contact her (she was also outside the TT by then, for different reasons).

A delicious piece of irony is to be found here... You see, I met her in the twelve tribes. Now, get this: The man who first lured me to them with his hammered dulcimer playing, Israel Kohlev, is the very one who furnished me with the last straw, when he, fully 16 years later, denied me the opportunity to get to know her better, fabricating a tale of "legal complications" which Rose still knows nothing of. Meanwhile he told Rose that I knew what channels to go through if I were interested. The truth is that I was communicating my interest so much I was told twice to back off. You see, in a high control cult like the TT, you have to ask permission to love.

Rose and I are now enjoying a beautiful, wonderful life together.

Love is powerful, it always wins! Some might think that a strange thing to hear from me, considering the Luciferian-type views I have expressed here. All I can say to them is that coercion and love have nothing in common. If you fail to see the point, that illustrates my point.

Peace,

s

[eternal_spirit]

Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ............ :D

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[freedomnonfighter]

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Congratulations man :D

[gorgeousbutterfly]

what a wonderful story!! it really touched my heart.

[byrdsmaniac]

Seamus wrote: "The moment I met her, I saw red arrows pointing at her and flashing lights, and I heard a voice "There she is! There she is!""

Aw c'mon, man. That only happens in the movies. Or were you at an airport security check point?

[lookfar]

Hey Seamus, I was wondering why you've not been around here lately:)

Awww that's fantastic news honey, I'm so pleased for you both!!:D It's great that you've found eachother again & I wish you a long & happy journey together...!!

Much love
Lookfar

[alexph777]

Beautiful story. :) Thanks for sharing. I'm still looking.

[soglad]

I wish this would happen to me! :D

[tinmenace]

You've waited so long, but the timing is always EXACTLY as it should be.

Good vibes to you and your Rose. I'm so happy for you.

Nothing better than love. *goosebumps*

Hugs
Tin :)

[roxanna222]

Its amazing yes! Ive just been able to finally be with my lover again and till time tells and I love it! I feel your joy. I have it to! I thank this forum for it. I have no proof but when I was to leave and in big trouble it was doubtful my arriving. I arrived against the odds. Thank you to every single person who helped me thwart the most stringent of "authorities" to be here against all the odds. I believe this. I manifested the reality I wanted and manifested it all as well as your help in advance. Was perfect. Now I need a job.... lol to stay any help again wow. By the way, I am happily planning my daughter, Waoimi shes named 7th b day so any of you in the hood welcome!!

[pierre_jean]

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[anoninnyc]

congrats seamus. glad to hear from you.

[i_am]

seamus and rose :)

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[seamus]

Thanks, everyone for all the good vibes etc. I owe my freedom in part to those on this forum, some of the very ones who have posted in this thread. Dogma is a strong spell, and hard to break. What finally did it for me was standing on the truth: that love and coercion indeed have nothing in common. I only needed to muster the courage to *possibly* have to face a pissed-off Jehovah at the end of my life. As soon as I saw the ridiculousness of such a scenario, I found the courage.

Life is good, if you have the courage to not dwell in anxiety.
Seamus wrote: "The moment I met her, I saw red arrows pointing at her and flashing lights, and I heard a voice "There she is! There she is!""

Aw c'mon, man. That only happens in the movies. Or were you at an airport security check point?


I saw them as a superimposition upon my field of vision. I did not view them as actual physical objects. Actually I only saw the arrows, the flashing lights were more like camera flashes going off. But I will mention this, I prayed for years (doesn't matter to whom) that I would see a sign when I met my wife. And she prayed for years that her husband would know she was his wife when he met her. She just told me tonight she can't figure out why she didn't ask for the sign for herself. :D

Its amazing yes! Ive just been able to finally be with my lover again and till time tells and I love it! I feel your joy. I have it to! I thank this forum for it. I have no proof but when I was to leave and in big trouble it was doubtful my arriving. I arrived against the odds. Thank you to every single person who helped me thwart the most stringent of "authorities" to be here against all the odds. I believe this. I manifested the reality I wanted and manifested it all as well as your help in advance. Was perfect. Now I need a job.... lol to stay any help again wow. By the way, I am happily planning my daughter, Waoimi shes named 7th b day so any of you in the hood welcome!!
Bravo for you too, Roxanna! I think watching the Secret and participating in the Wagga event have had a permanent effect on me.

I have attracted into my life more of what I want in the last 6 months than in the previous 20 years. No exaggeration! (sings "I'm gonna wash that God right outta my hair") Since you need a job, Roxanna, just pick one that clicks with your passion! I just got offered an alternative energy job from a guy who's marketing a Pre-Ignition Catalytic Converter (a refined GEET device) that doubles your gas mileage. He is getting 70 mpg from a saturn he owns. I'll be installing them at $1k a pop, after HE pays for the training! Yes, it's not quite free energy yet, but it will help me get some funds to build my Schauberger trout turbine!

I did not have to look for this job. And the man who offered it to me asked, before offering, "What's your passion?" I told him, "Alternative energy". I have never met him in person, but, get this, I talked to him several times last year while manning the Twelve Tribes toll-free line (if any of you feel like enlightening some cult members, 888-TWELVE-T). We hit it off and have always been friendly with each other. I installed skype the other day, just so i could get back in touch with him. And get this! Rose knows him and has spent time with his wife, while they visited the Winnipeg community last year! So, Roxanna, you have probably already made the connection that you need to get whatever job or occupation you need. Just keep believing and reaching out. I have been following my passion and believing that the world will provide it. And it has!

Oh yeah, if you have trouble with mood swings (which can mess with your manifesting), try 5-HTP. It's an extractive of griffonia seeds. I took it for a couple of months, and I have my mood swings whipped. BTW stay away from the stuff mixed with St. Johnswort. that stuff has bad long-term effects.


Peace, Love, etc...

s

[limelady]

Hey seamus, so lovely to hear your life has turned for the better.....SO much better :D

Congratulations on getting together with your love Rose! Its wonderful news.

Great advice re the 5-HTP..... a brain-ready form of tryptophan (which our brain makes naturally in small amounts) and it can lift people from the gloom and doom in just a few days. Another good one for mood elevation is SAMe.....a brain-ready form of the amino acid methionine. No need for doctor prescribed drugs...these work better without the side effects ;)

Great to hear from you Seamus....don't be a stranger!!

[seamus]

Oh yeah, I should have mentioned, I saw significant results in a single day with the 5-HTP, and that was about a month before I contacted Rose. But my mentor (a pewter charm and figurine manufacturer) said it was largely because I was willing to face the fact that I had a chemical imbalance giving me bipolar tendencies. Many people would rather live in denial, so natural helps only help as long as you're taking the pills. I've been off the 5-HTP for three weeks now (since arriving at Rose's place) and find that Love is stronger than pills, as a mood elevator.

s