I want to talk about my alien abduction experience

[cylob]

Ok, it´s not easy. Actually I didn´t wanted to speak about it. I know you will laugh and believe me not a single word, but I really experienced it this way. Still not sure if I should write about it.


I was at home at my house. It was night. Something felt wrong. I never have or feel fear, but this night I had a terrible feeling of fear. I didn´t knew why, so I couldn´t sleep. I was reading a philosophical book from Immanuel Kant, but my fear made it more and more impossible to read. I wanted to sleep, but it didn´t worked. I had also the strange feeling somebody else was in the house, but invisible and negative, very negative. Suddenly I got something like a electric shock in my head and found myself in a huge laboratory. There was a woman in a white lab coat. She was about 35 years old. I didn´t knew where I abruptly was, so I felt irritated. On the walls I saw strapped creatures, with long brown hair. They looked like a mix of bear and ape, but very huge, about 9 - 10 feet big and they all looked interested at me. I didn´t liked their interest in me so I looked to the scientist with asking eyes full of fear. She smiled to me. "This needs to happen. After this experience you will be again fine", she said with a beautiful and friendly smile. "What experience?", I asked into the room of this laboratory. The large strapped creatures on the walls suddenly got extremly excited after this scientist said this words and there was also a apparat that made a strange noise and it got more and more loud when the strange creatures got more and more excited. Suddenly I got another electric shock but this was so intense that I almost forgot who I was and what my name was. The complete laboratory was in a intense white electric light and the strange creatures from the walls made very loud terrible noises, like wild apes sometimes do and I endet up in a state of hypnotic trance, saw suddenly just red beautiful roses and butterflys, many many butterlflys. The strange giants from the walls screamed terrible. Suddenly everything came to an end. The strange visions of roses and butterflys ended and I saw again normal, found myself again in this laboratory with the strange giants on the walls and the scientist. I started crying because I was also strapped, like this huge creatures on the walls of this laboratory, and I wanted to get away from this place, but I couldn´t. Than the scientist again smiled to me, so beautiful with her beautiful bright blue eyes, and told me it´s now over and "we are finished". The strange giant creatures got totally silent for the first time and looked at me like they are thankful for something I did for them, I could feel also something like love in their eyes, suddenly. The scientist said that I was important for something that had to do with giving an artificial created lifeform "something", but didn´t explained it more. Suddenly everything ended and I found myself falling on the couch in another room in our house. I really was falling on the couch. I still know that. And I was not sleeping and dreaming this. After I was falling on my couch I was not aware of my name or the city I live. I forgot everything. My brain was not working at all. I didn´t knew even - WHAT I WAS.

The nights after this experience I couldn´t sleep at all.

This was the strangest experience in my hole life.

I took me complete apart.

Complete.

It took hours after this experience that I remembered again who I am, what my age and name is and other things. I not even could identify my living-room. When I looked to the table, television, radio, computer, I first couldn´t identify what all this things are.

It really felt like my brain was not connected to my body.

And this for hours after this experience.

[joel1212]

how long has it been? how are you feeling now? do you feel different in anyway. this is pretty interesting.

[cylob]

I made this experience 2007. Now I´m feeling exactly how I wish to feel, in other words, I´m full of joy, energy, knowledge and my life is beautiful.

[romas]

Is that you in the picture? And whats your/your parents background?

[cylob]

No. My real mother gave away when I was a few weeks old. I not even know the name of my real dad. The sister of my real mother got my second mother. My real mother was a model and a a hippie, pretty much on Heroin, LSD, Dope, cocaine and a lot of alcohol. My second mother slapped me since I was 4 years old. My second dad was a general. He slaped me since I was 8 years old, like my second mother, every day. Do you still have questions about my parents?

[romas]

So your dad was in military, USA military? Do you know the branch, like airforce or navy etc. Also you don't have to answer, but I think it's related to what you seek.

[deca]

Alien abduction

http://www.susanblackmore.co.uk/journalism/ns94.html

For the first ten minutes or so nothing seemed to happen .To tell the truth I felt rather daft. Instructed to describe aloud anything that happened I did not know what to say and felt under pressure to say something - anything. Then suddenly all my doubts were gone. "I’m swaying. It’s like being on a hammock." Then it felt for all the world as though two hands had grabbed my shoulders and were bodily yanking me upright. I knew I was still lying in the reclining chair, but someone, or something, was pulling me up.

Something seemed to get hold of my leg and pull it, distort it, and drag it up the wall. I felt as though I had been stretched half way up to the ceiling.

Then came the emotions. Totally out of the blue, but intensely and vividly, I felt suddenly angry - not just mildly cross but that sort of determinedly clear-minded anger out of which you act - only there was nothing and no one to act on. After perhaps ten seconds it was gone but later was replaced by an equally sudden fit of fear. I was just suddenly terrified - of nothing in particular. Never in my life have I had such powerful sensations coupled with the total lack of anything to blame them on. I was almost looking around the little room to find who was doing it.
One last thought. Persinger applied a silent and invisible force to my brain and so created a specific experience for me. He claimed he was imitating the basic sequences of the processes of memory and perception and that, by varying those sequences, he could control my experience. Could he have done it from a distance? Could it be done on a wider scale? Suddenly prospects of magnetic mind control seem an awful lot worse than the idea of being abducted by imaginary aliens.

and check out MKultra mind control and also Milabs

http://www.drboylan.com/milabs.html
Fake “Alien Abductions” Conducted by Shadow Government Para-Military Operatives (MILABS)
It should be noted that virtually all of the lurid reports being palmed off on the public as examples of “alien misbehavior” are actually secret psychological warfare operations by human rogue military-intelligence units.

These renegade military-intelligence units kidnap civilians without legal authorization or justification. These units drug those they kidnap, (often experiencers). These renegades deliberately intimidate, interrogate, physically abuse, and even gang-rape the civilians they kidnap. These covert-operations military-intelligence units then use brainwashing techniques to make the civilians they kidnap forget about the military kidnapping, while the renegades hypnotically implant a false memory about the horrific experience as an alien abduction .

The Councillor For the Watchers, (a member of the High Council of the Star Nations), has passed on the information that the Cabal have appropriated advanced false-image technology, and applied it to their vile MILABS ( faked alien abductions ) purposes.

Originally, the U.S. military developed advanced holographic image-projection technology which permits them to create three-dimensional life-like images of, for example, rows of soldiers advancing forward for battle. These images are true-to-life, not like those cheesy holographic images in the earlier Star Wars movies, glowing with a bluish-white light. This new advanced technology allows the Army to create fake battalions on the march, for Saddam Hussein or whomever to waste their battalions and tank columns on responding to, while the real U.S. military are actually conducting battle somewhere else.

True to their duplicitous style, the Cabal let the U.S. taxpayer foot the enormous bill for DARPA (Defense Advanced Research Projects Agency) and the Department of Defense to develop this exotic, classified war technology. Then the Cabal stole this technology.

The Cabal have applied this technology to several dark purposes.

For one, the Cabal conduct psychological warfare operations on innocent civilians by projecting and having a realistic-looking 3-D fake extraterrestrial visit a human person. This image can be blended with psychotronic thought-projections into the head of the civilian victim, so she thinks the extraterrestrial is communicating with her. This visit is misused to give the victim menacing messages. And the Cabal can even beam false emotion-generating waves at the victim to make her think that the extraterrestrial is emitting cold or menacing vibes.

If an even more intense terrifying experience is desired, the Cabal can render the victim unconscious by either psychotronics or sleeper gas, etc.. And then Cabal special operatives invade her bedroom, haul her aboard one of the XH-75D Stealth antigravity Shark helicopters, whisk her away to a secure (usually underground) facility, where she may be interrogated, threatened, abused, terrorized, gang-raped, drugged, and hypnotically programmed to mis-remember her ordeal as an alien abduction . She is then returned home to let the sleeper drug wear off. Voila Another duped victim of alien abductions to go around spreading the word of how terrible they are. This new unwitting propaganda "agent" costs the Cabal nothing more, and can mislead the public for years.

For additional impact, in their MILABS, Cabal operatives use high technology, including antigravity “tractor beams” (to draw persons up into disguised, silent, hovering antigravity helicopters masked as “UFOs”, which then take the victim to an installation made to seem like a UFO base, so that the victim will become confused and blame “the aliens” for Cabal kidnapping and abuse.

And in other operations Cabal operatives use this technology, plus hand-held lasers, to lift up livestock, core out the livestock’s organs, and drop them back on the pasture to create the negative propaganda impression that “heartless aliens” had been engaged in “cattle mutilations”.

The Cabal are working on perfecting this holographic technology further. This involves not only projecting high-grade 3-D holography but also the stimulation of particles in the area of the image to give weight or substance to the images being projected. This is extremely difficult technology, and the Cabal are stuck on this phase of development at the present, and trying to figure out how to do that.

There is yet another Cabal purpose. From revelations by the late rocket scientist Werner Von Braun, it appears that the Cabal wish to create 3-D holographic fake images of alien spacecraft which are solid enough to actually show up on radar and appear convincingly solid. Von Braun indicated that the Cabal plan to stage a fake alien invasion . This would undoubtedly involve myriad fake UFOs in the skies, potentially coupled with destructive energy rays hitting Earth targets. These energy blasts would actually originate from offensive weapons systems emplaced in orbit, and which the Cabal would control or commandeer.

It appears that the Cabal may be trying to imitate, and misuse, Star Visitor technology. The Councillor For the Watchers said that some of the Star Nations' starcraft utilize a much more advanced form of such technology to create false UFO images, which throw off missiles fired at them by the military or Cabal rogue units. While the missile is headed for the holographic UFO , the real starcraft can go to invisibility and escape. Once the real starcraft has made its exit, the illusory UFO is turned off and disappears from sight or radar screen.

It should be noticed that Star Visitors use such holography only as a defensive measure if attacked.

This is in sharp contrast to the Cabal, who use their primitive version of such technology offensively, to create fear, falsehood, terrorizing incidents, real victims of fake MILABS, and eventually, faked alien invasions .

The ultimate Cabal objective is to place Earth under martial law, with Cabal operatives gaining power as the only ones who can save humanity , once they haul out of the closet their advanced energy weapons. These weapons systems are built from non-offensive scientific Star Visitor technology, stolen from government labs, and weaponized at Cabal labs.

But of course even such advanced Cabal weapons would be neutralized by the real Star Visitors, who have no intention of invading Earth, having watched nurturantly over us since before our inception as an intelligent species.

You are exhorted to spread awareness of the Cabal duplicity and treachery, which has wreaked much harm and disinformation amidst the UFO community. And which threatens to try to stampede humanity towards hysteria and a panic which can be manipulated to support literal Star Wars.

Forewarned is forearmed. And information is power.

CIA Mind Control Operation MK-ULTRA
CIA Mind Control Operation MK-ULTRA - YouTube
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i46RI2twVao

[deca]

IF you are happy now and not experiecing anything i would probadly leave it as some kind of parnormal expereince and just get on with your life ....dig into it too much you might find stuff you don`t want to or end up getting electronicly harrassed .

[cylob]

So your dad was in military, USA military? Do you know the branch, like airforce or navy etc. Also you don't have to answer, but I think it's related to what you seek.

Yes. My second mother asked a lot what branch he´s working but he always said he´s not allowed to speak about it. One time my dad came at home with this here:

http://www.metatech.org/Images/DroneCaretImageLegs.jpg

My dad put it on the table to study it and I went to him on the couch and watched him while he was exploring this object. When I asked him what it was, he said it´s a part from a old car. I found it looked like a toy and when my parents went away, I was alone at home with this object. The long part of it wich looks like a antenna was made of something like rubber, but many times finer. Days after my dad brought this object at our house, he got into a panic because he brought this object into our house. My mother and me didn´t felt positive about what he was doing. Many years later I had experiences with abductions. I spoke with my best friend about it and he also told me about his abductions. We didn´t had internet, so we couldn´t really talk about our experiences with others. Many years later again I found in a kiosk that was in a railroad station a magazine about mysterys and on the first page was exactly the same object that we had in our house and I had it many times in my hand. It was called Caret or something like this. On the same day I found this magazine I went downtown to a center where you can go online and typed the word Caret that I found in this magazine, into google and suddenly I saw the same object like we had at home, but on the internet everyone talked about this object like it was part of a secret extraterrestrial technology.

[deca]

looks like it might be some type of GOD helemt two solenoids and some eye peices
Dr. Persinger's God Helmet - YouTube
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8YPOTaUyvA0

Persinger uses a modified snowmobile helmet (the "Koren Helmet") that contains solenoids placed over the temporal lobes,
http://www.shaktitechnology.com/sam_360.jpg

[cylob]

IF you are happy now and not experiecing anything i would probadly leave it as some kind of parnormal expereince and just get on with your life ....dig into it too much you might find stuff you don`t want to or end up getting electronicly harrassed .

What you say sounds clever, but actually it´s not. Somebody did something terrible with me and I don´t know anything about the people and creatures that were involved. Many people told me that parts of me got projected into the energetic structure of another lifeform and everytime this other lifeform got tortured, it effected also me.

[manxboz]

But in a thread in General you stated how Aliens are not real. I wanted to believe this story, i really did, but after the ravings in the General bit of the forum i cannot take you seriously.

http://www.davidicke.com/forum/showthread.php?t=110164

[cylob]

You don´t seem to know what ironic statements are. This other thread is based up on ironic statements, but most people here aren´t able to understand simple things and trough your disinformation about me you confuse the hole forum.

[manxboz]

Well....so why put up an offensive post? I think if it confuses me it'll confuses others.

[deca]

What you say sounds clever, but actually it´s not. Somebody did something terrible with me and I don´t know anything about the people and creatures that were involved. Many people told me that parts of me got projected into the energetic structure of another lifeform and everytime this other lifeform got tortured, it effected also me.

That sound like some form of mind control , truama based ....probady virtual ....nice every time you feel pain , you also feel sorry/guilty that somebody else is getting pain....nice mind fuck :eek: