Do I need a shrink?

[h1s_l0rdsh1p]

Maybe this isn't the place to bring this up, but I figure, why not see what happens.

I ask, do I need a shrink.

I'll give you a few reasons why.

1: I'm "seeing" things..

I don't physically see anything, but at certain point in time, when I'm alone, or when I'm affraid of something emotionally bad happening, I start to "see" this thing. I see it asif my imagination sees it, but I don't physically see it.
I drew it out, but I can make a scan right now.

I looks like either an old woman, or a dead man. In anycase, it has long curly grew hair, dead looking greyish blue skin. It has these huge eyes that are like mirrors, like metal looking. It wears this brown pancho, and it runs up walls, and jumps around me.

I don't physically see it, but I can feel wear it is.


2: I yell at my reflection..

What exactly I do, is let out my anger and my aggression at my reflection in the mirror. I look at my self and the think of the people that I'm angry at. And I just full-out yell at them. I yell out everything I can't stand or hate about them. But when I'm done yelling, I forsome reason think of how they must feel now that I did that, and I start to cry, because I hurt myself doing that. I feel I hurt them really badly, so I start apologizing...
I'll admit, I'm filled with allot of rage and anger...


These are jsut two of my biggest reasons.
Am I in the wrong place to be asking?
Do I need help? Like a psychologist or such?

[truthsupplier]

That is a negative!!

What it "boils down to" is the raising of the overall vibrational status (we are presently 3rd dimension) of humanity. Unless you "stun" this vibrational signature (as individual as your fingerprint or your cornea pattern) with stimulus of drugs, the "influences" will allow the "transmutation" of the "walls" of this dimension. Ever "see" a mirage? Same differential, different transaxle... you can watch other "physical beings" experience this more often than you experience it yourself.

Do You or someone you know well, have a cat? Notice it can stare at a solitary spot on the wall or cieling and don`t loose the required attention until disturbed or the focus is replaced. Also notice they will seldom allow theirselves to "be bored"... they are able to entertain themselves with next to nothing.

Just the whistlings of an old hollow bone...

[h1s_l0rdsh1p]

That is a negative!!

What it "boils down to" is the raising of the overall vibrational status (we are presently 3rd dimension) of humanity. Unless you "stun" this vibrational signature (as individual as your fingerprint or your cornea pattern) with stimulus of drugs, the "influences" will allow the "transmutation" of the "walls" of this dimension. Ever "see" a mirage? Same differential, different transaxle... you can watch other "physical beings" experience this more often than you experience it yourself.

Do You or someone you know well, have a cat? Notice it can stare at a solitary spot on the wall or cieling and don`t loose the required attention until disturbed or the focus is replaced. Also notice they will seldom allow theirselves to "be bored"... they are able to entertain themselves with next to nothing.

Just the whistlings of an old hollow bone...


So, you're saying I'm likely seeing something that is there?

[eternal_spirit]

Maybe this isn't the place to bring this up, but I figure, why not see what happens.

I ask, do I need a shrink.

I'll give you a few reasons why.

1: I'm "seeing" things..

I don't physically see anything, but at certain point in time, when I'm alone, or when I'm affraid of something emotionally bad happening, I start to "see" this thing. I see it asif my imagination sees it, but I don't physically see it.
I drew it out, but I can make a scan right now.

I looks like either an old woman, or a dead man. In anycase, it has long curly grew hair, dead looking greyish blue skin. It has these huge eyes that are like mirrors, like metal looking. It wears this brown pancho, and it runs up walls, and jumps around me.

I don't physically see it, but I can feel wear it is.


2: I yell at my reflection..

What exactly I do, is let out my anger and my aggression at my reflection in the mirror. I look at my self and the think of the people that I'm angry at. And I just full-out yell at them. I yell out everything I can't stand or hate about them. But when I'm done yelling, I forsome reason think of how they must feel now that I did that, and I start to cry, because I hurt myself doing that. I feel I hurt them really badly, so I start apologizing...
I'll admit, I'm filled with allot of rage and anger...


These are jsut two of my biggest reasons.
Am I in the wrong place to be asking?
Do I need help? Like a psychologist or such?

This old woman with bkueskin that looks dead as you say, could be attracted to you're negative emotions and is trying to feed off them, the reptilians are said to feed off negative emotions and sexual energy.

And in Irish folk lore we have the Banshee, which is like a an evil spirit a succubus that feeds off the lonley and heartbroken.

As for the paranoia, you could be imagining the worst and there is no reality to what you think maybe real.
But imagining what's possible can give you the choice to predict all the possible outcomes for the future.

Things don't always turn out as bad as we imagine once we know the truth

[eternal_spirit]

No you don't need a shrink, lot's of people have what you described happen.

[h1s_l0rdsh1p]

You know. The whole reptilian thing you said. I want to believe you. However, on the other hand.
I am aware that many people are confortable with jeudism, christianity, islam and such because it can give fault to soemthing other than themselves.

Maybe it's jsut my imagination going wild.

But thank you for your comment. :)

[eternal_spirit]

get a nice petagram banish the banshee lol. I have seen spirits ghosts or what ever they are, I like to think of it as something that's a part of creation, not am i going mad? You see this thing in your head your not alone.

[eternal_spirit]

If you did see a shrink, employers even family and friends may think bad of it. Hang in and see what happens.

[freespark]

Maybe this isn't the place to bring this up, but I figure, why not see what happens.

I ask, do I need a shrink.

I'll give you a few reasons why.

1: I'm "seeing" things..

I don't physically see anything, but at certain point in time, when I'm alone, or when I'm affraid of something emotionally bad happening, I start to "see" this thing. I see it asif my imagination sees it, but I don't physically see it.
I drew it out, but I can make a scan right now.

I looks like either an old woman, or a dead man. In anycase, it has long curly grew hair, dead looking greyish blue skin. It has these huge eyes that are like mirrors, like metal looking. It wears this brown pancho, and it runs up walls, and jumps around me.

I don't physically see it, but I can feel wear it is.


2: I yell at my reflection..

What exactly I do, is let out my anger and my aggression at my reflection in the mirror. I look at my self and the think of the people that I'm angry at. And I just full-out yell at them. I yell out everything I can't stand or hate about them. But when I'm done yelling, I forsome reason think of how they must feel now that I did that, and I start to cry, because I hurt myself doing that. I feel I hurt them really badly, so I start apologizing...
I'll admit, I'm filled with allot of rage and anger...


These are jsut two of my biggest reasons.
Am I in the wrong place to be asking?
Do I need help? Like a psychologist or such?

We are all trapped in a reality that deep down we hate. It's not us but a 'robot' in charge to a certain degree. You don't need a shrink. You need to release the cause of the anger. I get very angry sometimes at the smallest things. It's rage and its nasty.

We all feel this way. Some people just express it differently. Create your thoughts, don't let them create you. Or some such. It's all a dream and a vibration anyways. :)

Edit...sheesh used a fair few sentences there eh?

[h1s_l0rdsh1p]

Thanks people. :)

[i_am]

No I don't think you need a shrink.

Yelling at yourself is a good way of feeling the emotion without hurting anyone else. We tend to suppress things and that just causes dis-ease. We need to feel and then let it go. This is transmutation. Ptaah explains it better than me but basicallly it is about allowing the feeling, feeling the love from the heart and then letting it go. It does work.

As for the entity, I feel you are resonating with the fourth dimension, which is a shadow of the third, also known as the astral plane. It is my belief this is where the archetypes, 'spirits', and disembodied entities hang out. I have seen some pretty weird and not so wonderful things when playing with this stuff. I don't go there any more, don't need to :)

So screw the fourth dimension. Onwards and upwards toward the fifth, the dimension of light and love.

[exmicrochipmafia]

I'm not sure where you're from, but in my wife's line and my line of research, etc tells me that what you've got there is a Hag. Very old, very powerful and definitely drawn to you. Sometimes they can be 'sent' to you by nefarious type people and sometimes they can happen upon you, and she could have happened upon you due to your emotional state. A simple way of looking at them is that they were once powerful in the black arts, or original sources of black magic, and that energy has carried them forward into the spirit world and they continue to seek energy and power.
Typically they usually 'attack' when you're about to go to sleep, and generally try to paralyze you by sitting across your chest- you may chuckle but they've been known to kill in the past. Victims of hags have reported being unable to move and barely able to breathe.
If she's chasing you around the house, I'd say she's quite powerful from the sounds of things and you'll need to learn to fight her off.
Send me a private message and we can dialogue further and maybe I can help you out a bit.

[rastamasta]

I'm not sure where you're from, but in my wife's line and my line of research, etc tells me that what you've got there is a Hag.

Can we have some info on books/links then please?

[eternal_spirit]

No I don't think you need a shrink.

Yelling at yourself is a good way of feeling the emotion without hurting anyone else. We tend to suppress things and that just causes dis-ease. We need to feel and then let it go. This is transmutation. Ptaah explains it better than me but basicallly it is about allowing the feeling, feeling the love from the heart and then letting it go. It does work.

As for the entity, I feel you are resonating with the fourth dimension, which is a shadow of the third, also known as the astral plane. It is my belief this is where the archetypes, 'spirits', and disembodied entities hang out. I have seen some pretty weird and not so wonderful things when playing with this stuff. I don't go there any more, don't need to :)

So screw the fourth dimension. Onwards and upwards toward the fifth, the dimension of light and love.

I agree, it's a way of letting out some anger calling or thinking the worst of people, better than fighting. better be thought of as mad if anyone heres you shouting than be proved as mad and violent by fighting.

As with conspiracies the paranoia maybe actual reality, I've thought i was paranoid before and what I though was paranoier turned out to be real and vice versa.
Just don't jump to conclusions but trust you're gut feelings.

[exmicrochipmafia]

If it's information you seek, just do searches on the web off of Google, etc. They're acutally showing up more and more these days, which is quite frightening in itself.
A good tip to fighting them is simply to ignore them. Don't feed what they're after and their power diminishes. Imagine yourself surrounded in white light and love and you can actually drive them off, ESPECIALLY if you're attacked in bed...their favorite 'hunting ground.'
When you have one of significant power it's best to bring in a psychic/spiritualist who can fight them off and cleanse the house/apartment, etc...'cause they don't go quietly.

[eternal_spirit]

If it's information you seek, just do searches on the web off of Google, etc. They're acutally showing up more and more these days, which is quite frightening in itself.
A good tip to fighting them is simply to ignore them. Don't feed what they're after and their power diminishes. Imagine yourself surrounded in white light and love and you can actually drive them off, ESPECIALLY if you're attacked in bed...their favorite 'hunting ground.'
When you have one of significant power it's best to bring in a psychic/spiritualist who can fight them off and cleanse the house/apartment, etc...'cause they don't go quietly.

lol this might be going to far, I think you can do it alone. :D

[neondestiny]

His lordship have you been feeling fatigued of late (or since this energy has shown up?)

[h1s_l0rdsh1p]

Well, the hag theory kinda freaks me out, do to this weird expierence when I was young.

However, on a sleeping level, only during the day, if I fall asleep, I wake up feeling as if I was not breathing. But that's about it.

Every time I've been feeling about, I talk to it now.
The first times I just kept walking saying "You're only here because I let you be here. There's no point in trying this."

I'm thinking of asking it questions now. Should I?

[neondestiny]

If this energy is making you feel uncomfortable and from what I can tell from what you have written is negative, why are you even considering asking it questions? Personally I would be getting rid of it, there are much nicer and more positive spirits/energies to talk to ;)